masculinity

At this moment, a very terrifying thought popped up in my mind, why don't I make Chicheng hate Yue Jiaqi?In this way, Chicheng will not love her anymore, I still dare not decide to do this right away, after all, Yue Jiaqi is my friend, and I am a bit like a bad person doing this.

But I feel very contradictory and uncomfortable. I don’t want to hand over Chicheng to others like this. I just want to test whether Chicheng has ever cared about me, or if there is a little bit of affection for a second, I will still be the executioner of love. , For my own dream, I don't want to end my so-called love without starting.

Maybe it's fate, when I was determined to do it, Chi Cheng just appeared from outside the classroom, and threw me a warm smile like spring, with a familiar taste in his eyes, but so what, what he gave now , not what I want.

I also managed to squeeze out a smile that was considered to be a smile. It was shallow and faint. I really couldn’t smile, so I watched Chi Cheng walking towards me step by step, like a distant illusion of a white angel. The smile on Chi Cheng’s face was blurred. Unreal and unclear, is this person really the boy I knew when I was a child?Why can't I remember?Chicheng still remembers, but he doesn't know what I look like...

This is God's will to trick people, two people who have known each other before, hehe, now they want to get to know each other again, Chicheng has come to my desk, and then gave me a wink, when I received that look, I felt shy He lowered his head weakly, and then heard Chi Cheng's chuckle.

……

In the afternoon, Chicheng suddenly asked me to wait for him after school. When I heard this, I was very excited, but I just responded with a happy face: "Okay, then I will wait for you at the school gate."

Chicheng appeared at the school gate on time in the afternoon. He changed into his school uniform, wearing a casual black suit, a white shirt with a good texture, and a black belt. He was not that young and sunny student boy at all. He is a charming and mature man, with a black Rolls Royce parked beside him, parked at the school gate with a very flamboyant personality, as ostentatious as possible.

It turns out that Chicheng's family is so rich. Although it is the largest real estate developer in this city, I never thought that Chicheng's family is so powerful. They provided Chicheng with a car when they were only in high school. It seems that the power and money of this family are hard to compare. Yes, but my family is just a family member of a high-ranking official in this city. My dad usually doesn't like flattery, so naturally he can't get any promotion. A well-off life is just enough. In this way, I just have to quit. The gap is a bit big, so big At this moment, I started to assist Chicheng's love, who made him my "lover", and Yue Jiaqi is my good girlfriend, so I will help others once and do a noble one Messenger of love.

Sitting in the luxury car Les Royce driven by Chicheng, I was passing through the busiest streets in the city center. I have never been in such an expensive luxury car. I always feel terrified when I sit in the co-pilot seat, for fear of breaking the car a little bit. In some embarrassment, I have been holding my hands tightly, and the palms of my hands are slightly wet with sweat.

I don't know if my face was sweating, and it happened to be a spring and summer social gathering. Chicheng didn't see my uneasiness, because he asked me gently: "Is it hot?" Before I could answer, he tuned down I opened the window of the car, and inadvertently, a cool evening breeze brushed over my cheeks, fading away the scorching heat just now.

Chicheng glanced at me slightly, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, even if it passed by quickly, I saw it!

"Uh oh, thank you." I started to make up his mind about his smile. I didn't know what to reply for a while, so I could only say thank you in a f*ckingly hypocritical manner, which was intentional and unnatural, dry and tasteless.

"It's okay, after all, my happiness depends on you."

It’s good to say that my happiness depends on you, the heart-wrenching pain, no one knows what kind of pain I feel at this time, but I still have to pretend to be honored and say: “It’s okay, we are all classmates and friends, Just a favor."

The cloud is calm and breezy as you say, casual and light, the more you don’t care, the more you care about the heartache, obviously it’s heartache, but you still have to lie to yourself and others to say that everything is fine, some people will say that this is a fool in love, Some people will say that this is an out-of-print version of the infatuated man...

I just want to say that I also want the love in my heart. Who doesn’t want to be with the person they love, and who wants to part with the pain and push the person they love to others... everything is powerless.

If we continued talking like this, I felt uncomfortable and embarrassed, so I simply changed the subject, took a deep breath, and asked Chi Cheng: "Where are we going?"

Chicheng should invite me to dinner or something, I think so, even though he is not in a good mood, he still shamelessly hopes that Chicheng will be the same as he imagined, and waits for Chicheng's answer full of expectations.

"Go to Zhanlan."

The voice is as gentle as water, just like the warm morning light in the early morning, just three words, let me have hope again, at the same time, I am also curious, Zhanlan is the biggest bar in this city, there are many gays in it , The people who go there are rich people, or those who seek excitement. I haven't been there, but I know it.