Drunk Beauty Hee

The moment you step into this place, it seems that you have stepped into another world.

Surprisingly, there was no loud noise or deafening screaming.Everything was just quiet. Walking through the corridor and passing by a few wards, everything seemed to be the same as an ordinary hospital.

But this world is full of white, floor tiles, walls, even staring at some dazzling white woven lamps.

The person who came to receive Wei Zhaoxi was the vice president of the hospital.He has a gentle aura, wearing silver-rimmed eyes, and the nasolabial folds on his face give him a sense of majesty.Wearing a white coat, he also showed that he was a little weak.

He smiled with a good temper and said that he wanted Wei Zhaoxi to go with him.

What Ding Yixun said before is still vivid in his memory: "Brother, going to the hospital as a patient is definitely not acceptable. At most, I can only arrange you as a temporary assistant doing miscellaneous work. Is this possible?"

Wei Zhaoxi was very grateful for Ding Yixun's help, and felt that this brother was too reliable.He had no objection, and said so with joy.

In fact, the most important point is that if you are a patient, you must take medicine.How can a person who is not sick take medicine casually.If you get sick even if you are not sick, it will be a big deal.

So at this moment, Wei Zhaoxi was standing in the vice president's office, and was taken away by a doctor arranged by him, and told him what he needed to do in the past one and a half months.

The doctor's surname is Chen, and he looks younger than the vice president, with black-rimmed glasses on his high nose bridge.With a tall, thin and tall figure, wearing a white coat actually gave people the illusion that he was a model.

Dr. Chen ordered Wei Zhaoxi to deliver three meals for the patients every day, and some special patients needed to mix the medicine into the meals.Those in this category need to go to a nurse for dispensing.There are other miscellaneous things, and it took a lot of time to finish them in detail.

Coincidentally, a patient seemed to be brought in at this time.Four or five people surrounded the patient to prevent him from breaking free, and his yelling also formed a clear contrast with the environment.

He kept cursing words that others couldn't understand, his eyes were so wide that bloodshot eyes could be seen clearly, the doctor anxiously gave him a diagnosis.The period also included denials from a bunch of patients. He scolded the doctor for a misdiagnosis, and he said he was not sick at all.

There is a truth that many people have heard - people who are sick often don't think they are sick.

This is nothing more than two situations.One is to believe in yourself for granted.In another situation, it's because he is afraid that the hidden scars will be uncovered, and he doesn't want people to pry into his heart.

The patient who just arrived calmed down after being given an injection.With the same gentle smile, Dr. Chen told the patient: "You need to stay here and calm down. If you cooperate with the treatment, you will go home soon."

The patient looked aggrieved and stopped responding.

This episode ended quickly, and at lunch time, Wei Zhaoxi followed the nurse to the wards in charge.Some of the patients sat quietly on the bed and read a book, while others leaned on the pillows and watched TV.The nurse told Wei Zhaoxi that these people belonged to a relatively mild group of patients who cooperated with the treatment.And the manic ones, in another area.

Nodding his head to show his understanding, Wei Zhaoxi pushed the small trolley filled with meals and sent them to the wards.

The vast majority of patients look no different from ordinary people.When Wei Zhaoxi talked to them, he would occasionally forget the fact that they were mentally ill.One little girl even saw him and happily pointed out, "Oh, I've seen you on TV!"

Wei Zhaoxi nodded happily, delivered his lunch and left.

The nurse stared at each person's meals before they were relieved.The reason is that some people with anorexia and bulimia, if they don’t stare at them, they may secretly pour it out, or those with bulimia eat the portion of anorexia.

After getting familiar with the process, Wei Zhaoxi carefully wrote down the special patient number, and then he can come alone.

Just delivered food for several days like this, a young boy in hospital bed No. 5, maybe he was only 17 years old, sitting weak and pale on his hospital bed, every time Wei Zhaoxi delivered food, he would not say a word Silent.Most of the other patients would politely say thank you, and some even held him back and refused to let him go.

But this boy, was too quiet.His eyes were slightly empty, and when he looked at others, he also had the feeling that he was looking at something else through people.

After Wei Zhaoxi had been dating for several days, he suddenly said one day: "Brother, do you know that I am actually Picasso."

For a moment, Wei Zhaoxi didn't know how to answer the conversation.

The boy didn't seem to care about Wei Zhaoxi's silence, and continued on his own: "You sure don't believe it? But I'm really Picasso. My paintings can prove it."

As soon as the words were finished, the boy picked up a stack of white paper from the side of bed No. 5, among which were some painted paintings.

It is obvious that his painting style is very different from that of Picasso.I don't know why, but after listening to what the boy said just now, Wei Zhaoxi, who was looking forward to catching a cold, felt what he felt in his heart when he saw the picture drawn by the boy.

He could only smile, and replied to the boy: "Your painting is very beautiful."

Hearing Wei Zhaoxi's praise, the boy seemed a little frustrated. He blinked and said, "Sure enough, you don't believe me either. You thought the newcomer would be a sensible person."

Choked by these words, Wei Zhaoxi left silently.

When they mentioned the boy in bed No. 5 to the nurses, they said with regret in their eyes, "It is said that he is a painting genius."

"Then why... is he here?" After blurting out these words, Wei Zhaoxi was annoyed, didn't he just see him?That behavior is really abnormal.

The nurse continued to explain: "He seems to have been stimulated by something. When the family first brought him over, he was still crying and shouting that he was Van Gogh. The doctor diagnosed him as having delusional disorder, so he stayed here. Now it is counted. Forget it, he’s been here for almost a year.”

Another little nurse with a lively tone answered the call. She had asked Wei Zhaoxi for his autograph before.

She said: "Oh, he thinks that he is a certain painter every once in a while. And it's not the same. Recently, he seems to say that he is Picasso? What a pity, he is such a handsome boy."

They continued the conversation, took some food mixed with medicine, and Wei Zhaoxi continued his work.

He might have a clue.People who are considered abnormal by the vast majority may give themselves a cognition from the bottom of their hearts, and firmly believe in this idea, and even want others to understand themselves.But perhaps no one in this world can understand him.

In the back, Zhao Xi also delivered meals to a girl who was admitted to the hospital not long ago. It is not an exaggeration to say that she is skinny and out of shape.She is severely anorexic and says she is full when she eats only a small bite at a time.The head nurse would come over at this time, force her to eat all the food, and said, "If you don't eat, the disease will get worse."

It was obvious that she was fighting back the nausea and ate the whole meal.As a last resort, the nurse gave her sleeping pills and fell asleep.

From the nurse in charge of her, I learned that this girl is a model. She went on a hunger strike for her figure and forced herself to vomit every time she ate.Over time, the family members found that something was wrong with her, so they sent her over.

She was on a diet that made her mentally ill.

In fact, the patient may also be helpless, but what happened still happened.Consequences also lead to.I knew in my heart that this was not going to work, but I couldn't help but do it anyway.

……

Occasionally, Wei Zhaoxi would go to some patients with psychological counseling. There was a restless patient who would say to the people around him with a distorted face every time: "Run!" and trembling, "It's terrible...it's terrible .”

The psychological counseling doctor, after a step-by-step induction, the patient replied cautiously: "I saw the end of the world."

Surprised by this answer, Wei Zhaoxi looked at the calm doctor again.Only then did I realize that I had a strange reaction. Also, for someone like him who has never seen many patients, of course it is easy to be surprised.Although I didn't believe it, I still couldn't help but feel a move in my heart.

The doctor calmed down for a long time, but the patient argued endlessly with him, eager to prove that what he said was true.He even described what he saw: "A lot of zombies are eating people, and magma is erupting everywhere... and... yes, that's the virus that ate all the magma!"

As he spoke, the patient began to speak nonsense.The doctor sighed helplessly and told me that it was all for today.Seeing that he was about to leave, the patient was still shouting, "Run!"

Perhaps he has always felt that he is right, and he still has a kind heart to persuade others to escape from danger.Occasionally, everyone knows every word of what he said, but it is difficult to understand a complete sentence.

……

Before leaving this place, Wei Zhaoxi also saw a patient. Doctor Chen said that he was a dangerous personality, but he still took Wei Zhaoxi to see him.

Holding the pill box, he handed it to this so-called dangerous personality patient.The patient was a man, holding a small notebook all the time, obviously without a pen, but kept writing.Seeing Dr. Chen and Wei Zhaoxi, he just glanced coldly.

The pill box was handed to him, and he ate it cooperatively.Seeing that he didn't want to talk for a while, Dr. Chen told Wei Zhaoxi outside the door: "I'll come back later, you can chat with him first. But remember not to chat for too long."

Wei Zhaoxi looked at the doctor uncertainly, and asked, "Is this really all right? Didn't you just say that he has a dangerous personality?"

"It's not a big problem. He's not aggressive. He doesn't take the initiative to attack others. As for why he is dangerous in personality, I'll explain to you later."

Wei Zhaoxi nodded and entered the ward again.

The patient still maintained that posture, holding the notebook in his hand, and "writing" non-stop.Even the sound of Wei Zhaoxi's footsteps did not affect him.It was as if the hospital had collapsed, but he was able to maintain this state, writing while sitting in the ruins.

He refused to speak for a long time, so Wei Zhaoxi had to sit by the side and wait, occasionally asking: "Don't you need to rest?" The other party ignored him.

Finally, when the patient put down the book in his hand, he looked at Wei Zhaoxi faintly, his eyes slightly cloudy, and said, "Do you know that this world is a book?"

Hearing this, Wei Zhaoxi was so surprised that he could only nod his head vaguely, and hummed.

This is the method that Dr. Chen told him. If you want to chat with the patient and analyze the condition thoroughly, this is a more effective method.Go along with the patient's words, or express affirmation of their words.

The patient continued: "I am the protagonist in this book, and you are just a supporting role that just appeared. It was created temporarily to cure my so-called disease."

"Don't show that strange look, I'm not sick. You really only existed the moment you saw me."

Wei Zhaoxi still couldn't help retorting: "Then I really experienced my past, what's going on?"

There was a strange smile on the patient's face, which remained paralyzed, and he continued: "These are all memories that were instilled in an instant before seeing me. But it gives you an illusion-these are all real."

His tone became agitated, even giving people the illusion of madness.

"I am the protagonist, and this is still a book I wrote! I put myself in it, and you are just supporting roles I created. You are, and so is Dr. Chen."

"Since you are the protagonist and author, why did you put yourself in a mental hospital?"

"That's because the background of the story I set a long time ago is here."

The natural tone made Wei Zhaoxi feel a little terrified.Just as he wanted to continue questioning, Dr. Chen came.

After terminating the conversation between the two, Dr. Chen explained in the office.

"The reason why this patient said he had a dangerous personality was because we found that he had incited many other patients before and aggravated some people's illness. So we isolated him alone, and he even disappeared a few times. We sent someone to find him. when he found himself back."

I can't tell what kind of experience it is, it's right to have mixed flavors.

After Wei Zhaoxi thanked Dr. Chen, he said goodbye to the people he had known for a month and a half.

After returning home, seeing Intoxicated was completely at ease.It has to be said that he was indeed affected a bit.Laughing self-deprecatingly, recalling the words of that dangerous personality patient.

But looking at the intoxication, Wei Zhaoxi felt: How could this be all a fake memory instilled.People who say this still don't understand feelings.

Having been cowardly with intoxication for too long, every ounce of emotion will not be false.

The author has something to say:

Wei Zhaoxi thought to himself: "How could I be in the world in the book? Well, even if I am a character in the book, it must be different from what the patient said. I am definitely the protagonist!"

In the article, I said that I am a painter and a patient with bulimia and anorexia. The inspiration came from Zhihu, and I said that I was the author and the protagonist. The inspiration came from the book [Genius is on the left and the lunatic is on the right].This book is really good!Excellent!