Duan Yingdi, is he enlightened today?

It snowed, and the mountains that had been overcast for so many days finally cleared up. As soon as the sun came out, the thick white snow became more crystal clear.However, the temperature in the mountains is low, and the snow has not melted much until noon.Duan Baihe didn't need to dig winter bamboo shoots, so he took Ye Qingyu up the mountain. The mountain roads today are not like before, they were all built later. The not too wide asphalt road winds all the way to the top of the mountain. Apart from being tired, it is not like Ye Qingyu. It was difficult for Qingyu to climb up as he was worried.

The temple on the top of the mountain is not as dilapidated as Duan Baihe said, at least it looks very new from the outside, and there are three buildings at the front and back, covered with snow, and there is a fascinating view from a distance.

Duan Baihe took Ye Qingyu around outside the temple, but when he wanted to go in, Ye Qingyu stopped him: "Isn't it a lie, then I won't go in."

"It's fake, if you want to go or not, then don't go in." Duan Baihe could tell that Ye Qingyu was a little unhappy, there seemed to be something hidden in those beautiful eyes, which made him want to kiss Those eyes drive away all the unhappy things.

But he held back, just walked over to hold Ye Qingyu's hand, and looked directly into his eyes. His understanding of feelings is that there is something that needs to be resolved immediately, otherwise the words "not waiting when it is too late" will be ignored. you look good.

Duan Baihe asked: "Little Yu'er, are you unhappy?"

"No." Ye Qingyu didn't break free from Duan Baihe's hand, but just lowered her head, not looking into his eyes, and lied, "It's just that I'm a little tired from walking, I want to go back and rest."

"Ye Xiaoyu, it's not a good habit to hide your bad emotions. When you were not mine before, I cared so little about your emotional problems that I wasted so many years of time. Now, since you are mine , If you are unhappy, just tell me, I am stupid, I usually can't guess why you are unhappy."

Ye Qingyu snorted: "I'm not yours yet."

Duan Baihe said: "It's almost there."

Duan Baihe saw that Ye Qingyu didn't answer and kept walking down the mountain, so he began to rack his brains to think about how he had offended him.You were fine when you had breakfast, why are you unhappy?He remembered that when he mentioned going to the mountain to see the temple, Ye Qingyu seemed to put away the smile in his eyes, and stared at the back of his phone for a while. What's on the back of the phone?What does it have to do with visiting temples?

When you go to the temple, you will be dragged to ask for a lottery or buy some talismans and bracelets to keep you safe. Duan Baihe, a bastard who forgets when he gets his claws, will not remember a small incident that happened, but for Ye Qingyu It's like a bone-piercing pain.

That also happened in college, Duan Baihe couldn't remember what season it was, anyway, he should be wearing short sleeves, but it wasn't very hot.At that time, he had broken up with his ex for a month, and met a girl who was still in an ambiguous period.One weekend, someone proposed to go out for a walk, so the four people in the dormitory and Duan Baihe, a girl who hadn't become a girlfriend, went to the surrounding mountains to play together.

Where there is a mountain, there is a temple. When they went up the mountain, they saw an unknown small temple. Duan Baihe and the girl who couldn’t remember what she looked like were taking pictures at the entrance of the temple. Ask the girl if she wants to try it.The girl became excited as soon as she heard it, and felt that she had to go in to pay her respects and beg for their marriage.Duan Baihe didn't like these things, and he didn't quite agree with some tasteless demands of his girlfriend, not to mention that the girl wasn't his girlfriend at the time, so he just said it was a lie and didn't go.

As a result, the girl became angry and stared at him at the gate of the temple. At that time, Gu Yao and Xu Yi, who didn't know that Ye Qingyu liked Duan Baihe, made a fuss and asked Duan Baihe to coax him away. Ye Qingyu, who was watching coldly but felt like a knife, turned and left when Duan Baihe was forced to come forward to coax her.The two went to the temple and also asked for marriage. When they came out, Ye Qingyu was nowhere to be found. Gu Yao and Xu Yi didn't know about it either. They called to ask and found out that he had gone down the mountain first.

When he returned to school, Duan Baihe gave Ye Qingyu a talisman, saying that it was for him to ask for a marriage, so he must keep it.Ye Qingyu took it with stiff fingers, looking at Duan Baihe like a knife, but Duan Baihe didn't understand at that time.In the end, Ye Qingyu accepted the marriage talisman and put it behind the phone, hoping that one day, this marriage talisman could really bring him a good marriage.

Duan Baihe suddenly said: "That talisman is not a marriage talisman."

"What?" Ye Qingyu asked him suspiciously.

Now that Duan Baihe has figured out why Ye Qingyu might be angry, he naturally needs to explain clearly: "Is it because I said that you are going to visit the temple, and you remember that I brought some The girl has also been there, so you are jealous? Or, you are sad, as if something is blocked in your heart, and I brought you a marriage amulet after I asked for a marriage. Did you go crazy at that time? I remembered, your eyes seemed to be filled with knives, and you wished you could cut me into pieces."

"......I do not--"

Duan Baihe interrupted him in a warm voice: "Don't deny it, there's nothing you can't admit, but your temperament is too long, you still remember things so far away, if I didn't think about the cause and effect desperately, I would I can't remember."

Ye Qingyu looked up at Duan Baihe, gritted his teeth with a cold face, and said, "Duan Baihe, do you know how annoying you are? You have been in school for four years and you have been in school for two years. We talked seven times, and none of them exceeded three Months, the shortest half a month, the longest two and a half months, you don’t remember them, but I remember them clearly, fair and beautiful, tall and long legs, protruding and curved back are your standard features! What do you say? Forget about falling in love, why do you have to take me with you everywhere, eat, go to class, play basketball, with your girlfriend on one side, and me on the other side, watching you all laughing and crooked, I can't bear it...every day Every second is hard, but I can't bear it, I want to be with you, I want to be with you, even if you don't know that I love you..."

"The other day you and that girl went in to seek marriage, do you know what I was thinking? As long as you two went in, I would give up, give up completely, and finally when I saw you two go in, I tightly covered my heart and felt the pain on my chest. The heart in it is no longer mine, and I can hardly feel its pain. But you know? It was the seventh time I said I would give up on you, and every time I was extremely determined and vowed not to return, but as long as As soon as you approached, my determination instantly collapsed and fell apart. You are a bad thing, and you asked me for a marriage talisman that night. I really want to take your eyeballs off to see if you are blind. , Knock your brain open to see if there is a missing string, why do you want to hurt me like this..."

Before Ye Qingyu finished talking, Duan Baihe hugged Ye Qingyu into his arms and hugged him tightly. At this moment, there was no one on the mountain, only a clear and crisp bell sounded from the temple in the distance.He felt that the person in his arms was already crying, but he didn't wipe away the tears for him. Duan Baihe hoped that Ye Qingyu could vent the feelings that had been suppressed for many years, and the two of them would be honest with each other, so that they would not be together in the future because of some old love. Things have changed beyond recognition.

Ever since Duan Baihe confessed his love, he also knew that Ye Qingyu liked her very early on, and there was no emotional impact between them.It's just knowing that the other party likes it, but not knowing how much pain and suffering the other party's liking has gone through to stick to it until now.Duan Baihe needs Ye Qingyu to speak out, needs him to vent, needs him not to fear and avoid, and truly accept the fact that he loves him, this is what Duan Baihe wants to do for Ye Qingyu.

Of course, today's explosive point was not intentional, but just a coincidence. He caught the point that Ye Qingyu cared about and let him post it. From now on, the two of them will no longer have those past bumps.

"That's not a marriage talisman, it's for safety." Duan Baihe gently followed Ye Qingyu's back, his heart seemed to be filled with sourness by Ye Qingyu's words, he naturally understood Ye Qingyu's so many years The unspeakable pain of secret love, but he hopes that Ye Qingyu can pour out all the pain accumulated in the past, and then he will slowly fill it up with love and happiness, so that it will be enough for him for the rest of his life. Come with him.

"Didn't you always have a cold and a fever? Repeatedly, I couldn't sleep at night. I often woke up to see if you still had a fever. I was worried if you had some kind of bad luck. I entered the temple that day. At that time, the girl went to ask for marriage by herself. I didn't go. I saw a monk in the side hall. He said that the talisman paper can protect peace and get rid of pollution. Let you take it with you, even if you know it's a lie, I hope you'll be safe and well, don't get sick again. I didn't know it was distressing at the time, but now that I think about it, I might have fallen in love with you at that time. Seeing that you are sick, I am very worried. You frown slightly, and I feel that you are feeling uncomfortable again. It is true that I am an asshole even after talking about my girlfriend, but I just missed you at that time By my side, where I can see, I'm afraid that you will be unfamiliar with me, and that you will stop talking to me."

"Ye Xiaoyu." Duan Baihe let go of Ye Qingyu, lifted his chin, and forced him to raise his head: "Look at me, I have been in love many times, you have seen me fall in love with them, break up with them, But you haven’t seen me alone with them. I probably really liked you a long time ago. I was with them, probably because they were good-looking at first, and after confirming the relationship, I even felt like holding hands. It's uncomfortable, let alone kissing and going to bed. That's why we share so quickly again and again, but Xiaoyuer, I have desires for you, I want to hug you and kiss you, strip you, and make love with you| Desire and beautiful things, you know?"

Ye Qingyu looked at Duan Baihe in a daze, tears were still in those beautiful eyes, it was only after Duan Baihe lowered her head and kissed the tears away from the corners of his eyes that she came back to what Duan Baihe said.Duan Baihe confessed to him many times during this period, only this time, he was transparent enough to understand enough to hit Ye Qingyu's heart directly. He blinked, buried his face in Duan Baihe's arms, and said after a while:

"Duan Baihe, your internship period is over. From now on, you will be my boyfriend. The term of office--for a lifetime."

The author has something to say: Today is Ye Xiaoyu's outlet for emotion, and there will be no stumbling blocks between the two of them in the future