After divorcing the male god

Duan Jingsheng went back and forth with mineral water. He wanted to put it in the kettle to heat it up, but a strange ominous premonition caught his heart. It seemed that someone was urging him not to leave Linduan, even for a moment.

He rushed out of the room, and Lin Duan had long since disappeared from the water. Duan Jingsheng walked like flying, and jumped into the pool. Lin Duan curled up under the water, his face pale and his lips bruised.

"Lin Duan!" Duan Jingsheng felt that the person who was about to suffocate was himself, he rushed up like crazy, and dragged Lin Duan back to the surface of the water.

Squeeze the chest cavity and give artificial respiration.

Duan Jingsheng almost swallowed his own salty tears, and he shouted bitterly: "Lin Duan, Lin Duan, wake up!"

Lin Duan couldn't leave him anymore, Duan Jingsheng couldn't bear it at all, and saw the closest person die again.

If Qi Qing dies, he will have PTSD, and Lin Duan will be by his side, but without Lin Duan, Duan Jingsheng is really afraid that he will follow the example of boring tragic novels and die for him.

No need, he just wants Lin Duan to live well.

A mouthful of pool water spurted out, Lin Duan coughed violently, and curled up all over his body like convulsions.

Duan Jingsheng wept with joy, and hugged him tightly: "Lin Duan, Lin Duan..."

Maybe he realized that he failed to die as he wished, or that the world after death still couldn't get rid of Duan Jingsheng, Lin Duan was full of loss beyond words, and that disappointment was enough to hurt Duan Jingsheng.

"Why?" Lin Duan asked hoarsely, Duan Jingsheng didn't understand what he was asking.

"Lin Duan, tell me, what do you want?" Duan Jingsheng felt remorseful and painful. He hugged the young man who was so skinny that he didn't dare to look at his pale and glaring face.

"Why... alive?" Lin Duan muttered to himself.

Duan Jingsheng picked him up and sent him back to the master bedroom.

"I've seen a lot of people who died, some killed for love, some killed for vendetta, and some purely out of perverted psychology to kill." Lin Duan lay on the bed, leaning against Duan Jingsheng's broad and strong chest, and he seemed to be able to hear the beating of his heart in his ears. , calm and powerful, one after another, venting the excitement of vitality.

Duan Jingsheng lowered his head and kissed his top hair, and he wiped his hair and body slowly and meticulously.

Lin Duan was finally willing to speak, but it was not like speaking to him, but as if speaking to some god in the dark, complaining about his lackluster life, wronged by the fact that he had put in too much effort but still couldn't get it In vain.

When Lin Duan opened his mouth to speak, Duan Jingsheng realized how difficult it is for someone like Lin Duan who is covered in mud to grow into a little angel with golden light shining on others, how difficult it is to survive brilliantly.

Lin Duan talked about the cases he had experienced in the past three years. Once he appeared on the scene, the body was hidden in a cave dwelling next to the bomb, and a police dog who was looking for the corpse entered first. The police dog accidentally touched the detonation switch, and the entire cave dwelling It collapsed.

Before Lin Duan could go in, he was standing under a big tree outside the cave with his inspection box on his back. The corpse was blown up into pieces, and the police dog was also blown to pieces. The broken tail of the dog fell in front of Lin Duan.If he had gone in right behind the police dog, he would have been dead.

At that time, Lin Duan treated the wound calmly, put on simple protective measures, and together with the on-site inspectors, collected body parts everywhere. Everyone was uneasy, but no one complained, and Xiao Liu, who was with him, swore : "We must catch this bastard."

"What happened later?" Duan Jingsheng asked, Lin Duan drooped his eyes: "Caught him, he was the one who called the police, privately made sex, had anti-social tendencies, the person who died was his friend, and he used his friend's body to attract the police. Just trying to blow us up."

"Are you afraid?" Duan Jingsheng hugged him tighter, and Lin Duan shook his head: "At that time, a little bit."

I was panicking, no one knew if there were any rapes that were missed at the scene, but in order to give an explanation to the deceased and the society, they, the last line of defense in society, had to bite the bullet and go up.

Before collecting the body parts, the Municipal Bureau urgently dispatched anti-explosion armed police to search for other bombs at the scene.

At that time, Lin Duan wanted to call Duan Jingsheng for no reason, just to hear his voice, as long as Duan Jingsheng said a word, even if it wasn't to comfort him, just asking: "Lin Duan?" He would feel at ease.

Duan Jingsheng didn't remember receiving such a call, he was silent: "I missed it."

"You didn't answer." Lin Duan closed his eyes, squeezed the quilt tightly with his hands, and trembled unconsciously: "You sent a text message saying that you were busy."

What a good excuse, Duan Jingsheng thought to himself, he used this damn excuse to fool Lin Duan for three whole years.

"I'm sorry..." Knowing that apologizing is useless, and those who miss it, it is impossible to make up for him, the regret in his heart is overwhelming, drowning Duan Jingsheng, only countless despair and regret, accompanied by Lin Duan's pale cheeks, piercing into the bottom of his heart.

The law and order in Ningbei has been getting better and better in the past two years, but there are more and more perverts.At least one weird case every month.

"There was an old man who hid a female corpse. The neighbors called the police, saying that the downstairs of their house was too smelly." Lin Duan took a deep breath: "There are often such things. At that time, we all thought it was just an ordinary murder." The corpse case, in fact, is indeed very common."

The female corpse was cut into several large sections with a machete, and the unformed fetus slipped out of the stomach, and the corpse was already leathery.

According to the inference of the pubic symphysis, it is judged that the age of the female corpse is about 16 years old, and the old man who hid the corpse is the girl's father.

The old man didn't know who the girl's mother was. He said it was a woman who was pregnant and sent her to his door. The old man did a paternity test and it was his own.

"The old man killed her daughter, and the child in the girl's womb is also his." Lin Duan turned over and leaned against Duan Jingsheng.Duan Jingsheng held his hand and interlocked his fingers, trying to use the warmth of his palms to drive away the coldness in his heart.

"People's hearts are too difficult to guess." Lin Duan sighed quietly.

The sigh fell in Duan Jingsheng's heart, making him unable to tell what it was like, it seemed to be lamenting the cases he had experienced, and also lamenting Duan Jingsheng's unpredictable sincerity.

The old man didn't want to raise another mouth at all, he kept the girl just to vent his anger, the girl gradually grew up and began to rebel against him, one day the old man drank too much and beat his daughter to death, even the child in his stomach was gone .

He was still angry after beating his daughter to death, so he chopped the girl's body into several large pieces with a machete, and then hid the body until he was found.

"Sentenced to death." Lin Duan buried his face in Duan Jingsheng's chest, and said in a hoarse voice, "After that case, the people in the task force haven't recovered from their senses for a long time, and those with daughters asked to take time off to go home with their wives and children. "

"What was I doing then?" Duan Jingsheng asked hoarsely.

"Entertainment, several large companies have joined the chamber of commerce, and you gave a speech as a spokesperson. I ran to find you, but the security guards wouldn't let me in."

They looked down on his simple attire, messy hair, and reddish eye sockets like ferocious door gods. One of them even drove him away viciously: "Can beggars come in this land? Get out! Get out!"

"I stood outside for a while, and the master called me to go back. He said that a new case has arrived." Lin Duan took a breath, so he didn't have a moment to breathe, and he couldn't confide his panic in the arms of his lover. , doubts about love, everything, he can only survive by himself.

To some extent, forensic medicine is a lonely group, wandering between life and death, sounding the alarm for the living and looking for the truth for the dead.

I have experienced many murders and tragedies, from the initial panic to calmness and silence, and even joked humorously at the scene of the crime. Be careful when laughing, and beware of the reporters who follow behind to take pictures of them carelessly smile, and then with a three-inch pen, accused the people's police of disrespecting the victim.

It's nothing, it's all other people's stories, life, death, brutality, crime, for them, the scavengers who walk in the dark, it's all other people's stories, we must maintain a tenacious attitude, be firm faith and full respect for life.

When he lost his last memory and respect for life, he also lost the qualification to continue to practice medicine.

Because of faith and faith, gone.

Until now, Duan Jingsheng didn't understand that when Lin Duan asked the question "Why are you alive?" he was completely hopeless.

"I will... push you off the cliff with my own hands." Duan Jingsheng was enlightened, pain and regret tormented his heart, and the past years were fleeting, although Lin Duan was in his arms, he was as light as a floating cloud that couldn't be grasped.

Just like a person always looks back on his life before he dies, when the last glimmer of hope disappears, Lin Duan thinks of when he was still young.

Zhang Lichun asked him what he wanted to do in the future. He answered vulgarly like every child would. He leaned on his mother's shoulder and happily raised his chubby little arms: "A hero like Dad! I want to be a policeman!"

The young and handsome Lin Xianjin laughed loudly, took off his police cap and put it on Lin Duan's small head, kissed him, slapped his chest and said, "My Lin Xianjin's son will definitely be a hero in the future!"

At that time, their family of three did not fall apart.

"Later, my mother left. She stayed in Ciyu for two or three years. She only came back once during the Chinese New Year. When she came back, there were always people behind her. I knew those people were watching her." Lin Duan murmured: "I When I was 12 years old, my father said that my mother died and committed suicide. She committed a crime and committed suicide in prison.”

"Then...then everyone said that there was a big criminal in our house, that I was the son of a criminal, and that I was a pervert. The neighbors stopped visiting our house, and my best friends dared not play with me anymore. I can't stand it , ran away from home, and then met you..."

The long memory came to an abrupt end, and Duan Jingsheng asked softly, "What happened next?"

"Later?" Lin Duan's eyes showed confusion. He stretched out his hand and grabbed something randomly in the air, but he didn't grab anything.

Duan Jingsheng took his hand that was grasping aimlessly, interlocked his fingers, and lowered his head to kiss Lin Duan's smoky eyebrows, nose bridge and lips. His Lin Duan was like a bird with bright feathers trapped in a cage. Son.

Lin Duan shivered: "It's hot."

Duan Jingsheng lowered the temperature of the air conditioner.

"You're a policeman," Lin Duan closed his eyes and said softly, "You take me home and come to see me every now and then. When my dad is busy, you take care of me instead of him. I said... grow up After that, I want to marry you."

"Nonsense." Duan Jingsheng seemed to be crying and laughing, "You are clearly the daughter-in-law of our Duan family."

Lin Duan smiled: "Really?"

Duan Jingsheng carried him back to the bed, the air sank in the suffocating silence, Lin Duan opened his eyes wide, he seemed to see many streamlined lights flashing in the void, and they finally fell into the desolate darkness, Duan Jingsheng grabbed his hand, It seems that the temperature of life itself can be felt through the tightness of the skin.

But that temperature was frighteningly cold. It didn't come from the person in front of me, but from the endless void. The smoke and cloud passed by in an instant, soaking the memories in a trance, making everything unreal.

"Duan Jingsheng, I can't see." Lin Duan said.

In an instant, it stopped abruptly, and everything was silent.

Duan Jingsheng couldn't remember why he went crazy and sent Lin Duan to the hospital. No one could tell the cause of Lin Duan's optic nerve injury. After he couldn't get the doctor's answer and ruled out all physiological factors, Duan Jingsheng finally squatted on the ground with his head in his arms Waking up, it's Cats.

He thought that Lin Duan hated him enough that Cats wouldn't relapse so quickly. Could it be that Lin Duan finally answered Lin Duan's words, and people's hearts were too hard to guess?His vacillating sincerity and Lin Duan's hidden love are like ice and fire colliding, turning everything into nothingness and annihilation.

Duan Jingsheng wiped his eyes and walked to Lin Duan's ward.

Lin Duan sat in front of the window sill with his back to him. Two nurses performed a basic examination on him and left one after another.

The young man was thin and thin, and it looked like a gust of wind could blow him down, like a reed swaying silently in the cold wind, his soft hair tickled Duan Jingsheng's heart.

Lin Duan bent one arm, and that arm slid up and down. Duan Jingsheng's eyes widened, and he rushed forward and shouted: "Lin Duan!"

The shards of glass slipped from his hand, and Lin Duan shivered. His confused and unfocused eyes looked back and forth at the sound, but he couldn't see anything.

Messy bloodstains were scratched on one arm, and bloodstains were attached to the sharp points of the glass shards, dazzling bright red.

Duan Jingsheng kicked the debris away with one kick, grabbed Lin Duan's bleeding arm, bandaged it up and down, then held his shoulder and asked tremblingly, "What are you doing! Why are you self-harming? Lin Duan, are you crazy? !"

Lin Duan lowered his eyes and was about to speak, but Duan Jingsheng blocked his mouth. When his lips and teeth met, he seemed to taste salty tears. Lin Duan raised his neck slightly, and Duan Jingsheng's oppressive breath made him breathless.

"Lin Duan, what exactly do you want?" Duan Jingsheng knelt down in front of him, looked at his beautiful but gray eyes, put his hands on his heart, and solemnly swore: "I will definitely find a way to take out the cats." , Lin Duan, can you trust me?"

trust?Lin Duan suddenly laughed.

"Three years, I believed in you without reservation, what about you? What did you give me?" Lin Duan got up suddenly, pushed him away fiercely, and roared desperately and sternly: "You want me to die!"

"Duan Jingsheng, if I didn't run away from home and meet you when I was 12 years old?" Lin Duan regretted unceasingly: "Or three years ago, I didn't pursue Pan Xiaoqian's case, and I didn't pass by that bridge. From now on, the water of the well will not interfere with the water of the river, you accompany Qi Qing, I miss my brother Jing."

"I just want to accompany you to live a good life." Duan Jingsheng was disappointed, he walked to Lin Duan's side, and hugged the mourning young man tightly into his arms.

He stroked the back of Lin Duan's head, and suppressed all the pain, tension and fear. He knew that he could not show weakness now, and Lin Duan had no one to rely on except him.

How scared he was that Cats suddenly exploded, devouring Lin Duan's life, and gave him the incomplete and dead Qi Qing. He didn't want Qi Qing anymore, but Lin Duan was still in the mud, and he had to pull Lin Duan back.

Therefore, there cannot be a moment of weakness, even if the whole heart is about to burst into pieces at this moment.

"I will never forgive you," Lin Duan swears through gritted teeth, "I hate you."

Duan Jingsheng hugged him tightly, not daring to let go.

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