Prison Bird [GL Suspense Reasoning]

On the day of Qiao Yixia's birthday, Meng Liuchen, Lan Xuewu and Jiang Xiage all came. No one bought any luxury goods, they were all small gifts like silk scarves. There was no need to rely on money to maintain the relationship between the few of them. relation.Speaking of it, the relationship between the three people is somewhat tangled. It turns out that the bloody plot of a love triangle not only exists in TV dramas, but also in real life. She loves him, he loves her, and she doesn't love him.But the only difference from the general public is that they can really let go of the grudges in their hearts and sit together peacefully.

"Sister. I just picked this butterfly hairpin after visiting many boutiques. Look, it looks so good on your hair." Lan Xuewu sat beside Qiao Yixia, holding her shoulders with both hands, "Sister , I am your younger sister, my name is Lan Xuewu, and we have played together since we were young. When I was young, I loved you the most. Do you remember?"

Qiao Yixia shook her head woodenly.

"It doesn't matter if you don't remember." Lan Xuewu hugged her even tighter, almost sticking to her body, "Sister, I will visit you often in the future. Then I will slowly tell you about the two of us when we were young." Listen, you will remember."

"By the way, my aunt and uncle asked me to bring you this. Uncle knows you like puzzles, so he specially asked someone to order a set for you abroad, saying that you can put them together when you are free. And this, In this wooden box are letters from my aunt, because she can't live with you, so she will write to you whenever she has time, and everything she wants to say is in it." Speaking of this, Lan Xuewu felt a little sad.After the truth about Qiao Yihui came to light, she was also confused and hesitant. This confusion made her not know how to face Qiao Yixia for a long time, so she didn't even visit her once in such a long time.

To her, Qiao Yihui was a brother with a very vague impression and not very close relationship, but as a younger sister, she would sigh and sigh for him.What's more, aunt and uncle, their deep love for Qiao Yixia has a heart that embraces all rivers.

Before, Meng Liuchen always felt that living with such a mindless person as Lu Xizhan was a kind of torture, and he had thought of taking Lu Xizhan away, but now, at least today, seeing that the two of them can get along so well with each other. Well, he should be happy, but he wants to cry for no reason.Too much injustice has been added to the lovers in the world. They are obviously so kind, so hard to live a good life, not seeking wealth and glory, but just staying together for life, but even so, for them It has become an impossible luxury.

"The 29th birthday is very special." After everyone left at night, and there were only the two of them left at home, Qiao Yixia washed the dishes with her, and said involuntarily.

"Wait a minute, I'll take you to a place."

"what is the place?"

"You'll know then."

The hour hand tapped to point to the zero position, and the two of them held each other's hands tightly and came to the empty playground.In the middle of the night, even the wind was less humid and hot, mixed with a bit of cold, and the surroundings were quiet, as if only she and her were left in the whole world at this moment.Qiao Yixia looked at the Ferris wheel in front of her, and in her impression, she seemed to have been here several times.

"Why can we come in so late?"

Lu Xizhan didn't answer her question, but just thought of the scene where she was held by Qiao Yixia a year ago, and she came to the amusement park that was booked by her, and she laughed at the scene where she spent a lot of money.

"Did you take me to watch a movie?" They sat in the movie theater together, and the big screen gradually became brighter. Qiao Yixia turned her head and looked at her suspiciously.

The name of the movie is "Love Before Midnight", and it is a very old movie.Although she has forgotten some things from the past, her English level has not deteriorated. Qiao Yixia can still easily understand the dialogue between the hero and heroine, so she can save the time of reading subtitles, and occasionally secretly tilt her head to take a look at Lucy. profile.Qiao Yixia didn't know why Lu Xizhan took her to watch a movie suddenly, but such time was very luxurious, precious and happy to her.

At the end of the movie, Lu Xizhan left suddenly, leaving Qiao Yixia alone at a loss.She was very afraid of the feeling of being alone in the dark. Just when she wanted to get up and chase out, the screen suddenly lit up.

"Happy birthday, sister." Lan Xuewu's smiling face was infinitely magnified on the screen, her voice was sweet and bright, and she gestured with the shape of a heart in her hand, "Time flies so fast, in a blink of an eye, we are no longer It’s a child who only knew how to play before. It’s amazing to say that, sister, you have been a person who is very indifferent to others since you were a child, but you have endured me as a follower for so many years. It’s really hard work for you, hehe. It’s so embarrassing, suddenly I don’t know What do you want to say. Well, in short, sister, if you forget the past, just forget it, the most important thing is to grasp the present moment. Remember, I am your sister, my name is Lan Xuewu, nice to meet you."

"Happy birthday, Yixia." Meng Liuchen was wearing a white shirt, and his face was so delicate that if he just posed for a photo, it would be a big-selling pictorial, "I am, um, who I am doesn't seem to be that important. You know, I It’s Lu Xizhan’s relatives. It’s enough that we were good friends before. I don’t like to shoot VCR, but as long as you can live a good life with my sister, every year you celebrate your birthday, I’m willing to record such a segment for you Video. Happy birthday, be happy every day."

"Hi, Yixia. Congratulations on being one year older." Jiang Xiage tied her ponytail, changing her charming style from the past and looking very pure. There can be no one else besides me, Jiang Xiage. I'm so happy, no matter what difficulties you encounter, you can finally be together with Xizhan. But I don't envy you at all, just love each other for the rest of your life, sir I won't be envious for a day. Happy birthday."

"Happy birthday, dear Yixia, I love you."

Whether she was on the screen or she was slowly walking over holding the cake, the love hidden in her heart was so clear at this moment, she thought, they must have been the closest people in the world.

"It's so sweet." Qiao Yixia ate the cake in the spoon, under the faint light of the candle, the loveu written in red jam on the cake was so clear.

When I got home that day, it was already 03:30 in the morning, and Lucy fell asleep rarely.Qiao Yixia squatted beside the bed, looking at her sleeping face and the scar on her cheek, she felt that a knife was stabbing her heart fiercely.

But the time when she really fell asleep was only a short three to ten minutes. When Lu Xizhan opened her eyes, she didn't see the person who should be lying beside her. She put on a thin shirt, got up and went to the balcony .

It was a scene she hadn't expected.Qiao Yixia was alone in the corner, holding her knees with her hands, her head deeply buried in her arms, and she was crying silently.Lu Xizhan stood two meters away from her, and suddenly didn't know what she was thinking.This was also the first time she felt powerless.

"Xizhan." Qiao Yixia raised her head and looked at her, "I love you."

"But I hate you too."

"Do you know, because of your love, I dare not even have the thought of dying. Every day, every day, as soon as I close my eyes, in my dream, I would stab that boy with a knife, and he is dying The eyes that he refused to close before, his blood, and his death are all nightmares that torment me deeply. I don’t want to sleep, but I must sleep, because if I don’t sleep, I will die. In order to survive, I have to sleep every day I'm being tortured... I really want to die like this, but everyone is telling me, don't die, you can't die, as long as you persevere, there is hope. Xi Zhan, I am in pain, my heart is in pain, I don't want this This kind of hope..." She covered the position of her heart with her hand, and tears rolled down silently, "This place is about to be hollowed out."

Lu Xizhan suddenly raised her head and sighed, a short hey, which contained all her emotions at the moment.There is helplessness, distress, hesitation, depression, and despair.

She stepped forward and helped her up: "Yixia, can you promise me one thing?"

"You said... as long as I can do it."

"Tomorrow night, watch the stars with me."

"Okay, I promise you."

On this day, Lu Xizhan thought a lot, the most was how Qiao Yixia spent night after night during these days, and how many nights she hid in the corner alone after she slept peacefully like last night , Waiting for the dawn alone, this feeling is too bitter to think about.At first, she thought that everything would develop in a good direction, but now it seems that it is just her own self-indulgence. What she thinks is not perfect is just the sacrifice and accommodation made by Qiao Yixia for her.Pain doesn't go away, it just makes people lose themselves under repeated torment.

"The stars are so bright tonight." Qiao Yixia supported the railing on the balcony, her hair was tied up casually, and the starlight in the night sky lit up her eyes, "It is said that after death, a person will become a star in the sky .I don’t know which child I killed, which one he was.”

Lu Xizhan stood behind her and hugged her gently, thinking of the many days when they accompanied each other and looked up at the stars.When he brought her back, Lucy always thought that no matter what she would do, whether it was pouring hot water on her or slapping her, she could bear it.As long as they get over it, they can become happy.It wasn't until now that she realized how selfish this thought was. Her self-righteousness made Qiao Yixia live in self-torture beyond what normal people could bear every day.

"Xizhan, let me go. In this life, I will treat you. If I can meet you again in the next life, I will hold you tightly. But now, please, let me go, let me be completely free." .” They couldn’t see each other’s expressions, they could only feel each other’s warmth.

But she understood her helplessness and her sadness.

"it is good."

Qiao Yixia suddenly held her hand, turned around and hugged her tightly: "I'm sorry, Xizhan. You have to bear this for me. I'm really sorry."

"If life like this really makes you so unhappy. Yixia, do what you want. Don't worry about me, and don't miss me. Even if I'm alone, I can live a good life. As long as you It can be less painful, I let go."

People always subconsciously regard death as terrible. It is the end of life. With the end of life, a living person will be wiped out and become a speck of dust in the universe.But what is more terrible than death is pain and torture.When a person watches the person she loves fall into a cycle of self-torture, it seems that everyone thinks that with a little more encouragement, she will get better.Maybe, maybe one day she will put a smile on her face again, as if nothing happened, but has she really let go, is she really happy, she just doesn't want you to worry.

For Lu Xizhan, she didn't want Qiao Yixia to live to keep her from worrying.

For Lu Xizhan, if death can free you, it doesn't matter Yixia, don't continue to suffer for me, I will let you go.

You come, and I embrace you with all my might and absolute sincerity.You go, I will not stay.This is Lucy's love for you.

"Xizhan, thank you... Thank you for not staying. In this life, I have been sorry to too many people, my father, mother, that child, and you."

"Yixia." Lu Xizhan hugged her tightly, thousands of ants crawled up to her heart in groups, bit by bit, "Your parents are mine."

——If you want to leave, then leave at ease. I will live a good life and will not die for love. Don't worry.Parents, I will take care of you, don't blame yourself.If you want to leave, just leave easily.Don't worry about anyone.

Forgive her for being selfish.The good care that Joe's father and mother had promised to take care of her could not be realized.After taking care of her self-righteously for so long, he finally decided to let her go.Living with one's last breath is not what Qiao Yixia wants.She is already in such pain that her memory has not recovered, so how will she react when she remembers everything one day.Can you just let her be selfish and put Qiao Yixia in a place where there is no pain, no heartache, no worries?

People who fall in love are crazy and selfish. They often say that no matter what difficulties we encounter, don’t give up. No matter how painful your heart is, don’t give up. There will always be rain It was a fine day.That is actually because the despair is not deep enough. When you kill your relatives with your own hands but do not need to accept legal sanctions because of insanity, can you still choose to forget as if nothing happened.Human nature is the bottom line rooted deep in everyone's heart. It is because of human nature that love is derived later.

If there is no way to heal this kind of heartache, then how can Lu Xizhan have the heart to insist on her staying.

"Yixia, there are many stars in the sky, but in my heart, you are the brightest one." Lu Xizhan held her face with a smile, and gently wiped away her tears, "When you leave, don't be afraid of the stars." turn back."