Prison Bird [GL Suspense Reasoning]
Chapter 145 Are You Painful?
Helan Qiubai is not the same as before.Her make-up is very heavy, like the cover girl of a foreign magazine, enchanting and charming, very beautiful, but this kind of beauty is not attractive at all, her eyes are big and lifeless, her skin is pale but rough, like a woman without Like a puppet of life.
Every person who looks indifferent has reasons for resisting the touch of the world.Because after going through some things, it is already difficult for them to write all their emotions on their faces. For them, happiness is a luxury and a punishment.In fact, they are all the same, they are all birds that are locked in cages, and they don’t know when they will be released. Maybe ten years is not long enough, maybe 20 years is not long enough, maybe a lifetime is not long enough.
How could Lu Xizhan not remember this place? There are too many memories of her and Lu Shuye in this place.When she was a child, when she grew up, they were all deeply engraved in her mind.A big fire can burn this castle, but it can't burn the dream he built for her.That's her brother, that's the person she said he would take as an imperial decree, and that's the only meaning for her to live in this world.
"Come on, go in."
Lu Xizhan raised her head and looked at the house in front of her. It was something that never existed when she lived here. It was a small, ordinary-looking thatched cottage standing on the top of this hill, which made people dare not, But had to get closer.
Helan Qiubai looked back at her, it was full of despair and paranoia, she seemed to be saying to her, I'm sorry, but also seemed to be saying, I hate you.
She thought she was walking into a house, but she didn't know that the road she walked was called destruction.
When the button was touched, what was turned on was not the light, but one TV screen after another. On the top of the head, on the wall, and even on the floor, there were all LCD TV screens one after another. Lucy staggered, and then she saw , is the face that will never be forgotten.
——Cang Cang, this year’s birthday wish has come true for you, brother, what is next year’s wish?
——The birthday wish for next year is that you can guess the wish I made today, and then help me realize it.
——Cang Cang, when you graduate, I'll take you to the Alps, Qiu Bai said, it's beautiful there, let's go see it together.
--it is good.
--gray.
Gray, gray, gray...
She collapsed on the ground, no matter which direction she looked, it was the time they had spent together. Those pictures were like nails, nailed to her heart, making her clutch her palm in pain Every word he said climbed up like a vine, involving all the memories related to it, and in that memory, she remembered every word he said to her.Unforgettable.
——Cang Cang, in this life, the elder brother will never leave you.
Helan Qiubai's eyes were empty, she squatted on the ground, looked at her trembling, and said lightly: "Do you remember him? Remember that, your idiot brother who was burned to death in the fire to save you Lu Shuye? Or is it that your heart is completely filled with the woman who confessed to you at the banquet a few days ago? You have completely forgotten about him? He can do anything for you .He put his life in your hands, but you made a mistake and you killed him!"
"Lu Xizhan, aren't you a genius? Don't you think you are the smartest person in the world? Then why did you make a mistake, why did you give Jesse a chance to hurt him? And why did you hide the truth, Why on earth are you afraid to speak out? Because you are afraid, because you are cowardly, because you are afraid that you will be accused by others, and because you are afraid that you will not be able to be with that woman!"
She squeezed her chin and forced her to open her eyes: "Do you think you'll be fine if you run away? Open your eyes wide and look at this man who loves you like his life! Look at him! Do you think he He is dead, but he is not, he is watching you, he has been watching you here all the time, he watched his sister forget him, watched him become a memory of you..."
"Lu Xizhan, I hate you...I wish I could strangle you to death..."
There was a smile on the corner of Helan Qiubai's mouth, but tears flowed down her cheeks. Her eyeliner was stained by crying, and even her tears were completely stained black, making her look embarrassed.
Lu Xizhan opened her eyes, her hands trembling uncontrollably, but she didn't shed a single tear.
Helan Qiubai laughed and stroked her cheek: "Don't worry, sister-in-law still has a gift for you, you will definitely like it very much."
Lu Xizhan seemed to sense what she wanted to do, she desperately grabbed Helan Qiubai's hand, her eyes slowly turned red: "No, sister-in-law, no, I beg you." All pride, self-esteem, all They were all thrown into the clouds. At this moment, she is not the high-ranking Professor Lu, she is like a poor drowning person, hoping that the people in front of her can save her, and don't be so cruel that she even kills her last hope.
"That day, he sat under the banyan tree with his guitar in his arms. He was as beautiful as a prince in an oil painting, singing softly for his little princess, my precious sister-in-law."
"No." Lu Xizhan held her hand tightly, tears finally rolled down.
Helan Qiubai was very satisfied with her reaction, and he pressed the button on the remote control, and the whole room instantly became dark, only the moving low, magnetic voice came to his ears, just like the place where an exiled fairy appeared in the valley. The music played is the same, exciting, just like the sound of nature.
"Your back when the swing is swaying in the wind
The long memories condense into my most cherished scene
I laughed and teased you that the angel came
I want to hold you in the palm of my hand forever
You have a pair of clear and gentle eyes hiding the loneliness
That June the nightmare invaded the dreamland
Hold your hand and I will write down the promise of being with you for the rest of my life
Wake up from the dream, I will wait for you in place
You and I walk side by side in the winter meadow
Time is boundless, I wish I could go on with you forever
You look up at the boundless sky
I want to pick off a star for you
Don't be afraid of the long and difficult road ahead, my forever sweetheart
Nightmares are not scary because I am waiting for you
Sister's happiness is always brother's greatest hope
I woke up from the dream, brother is waiting for you at the same place.”
This song "Sister" is Lu Shuye's last birthday gift to her, who wrote lyrics and composed music for her.He wrote and wrote, revised and revised, and played the guitar and sang to Helan Qiubai several times in private, afraid that it would not be perfect.He told her that there are many unsatisfactory things in his life, but the most satisfactory thing is to have a perfect sister.
——Cang Cang, the world in your eyes may be different from that of your brother, who has no superpowers and cannot help you bear everything.The only thing I can do is wait for you to wake up, no matter how long it takes, I will stand where I am.
"Ah...!" Lu Xizhan desperately covered her ears, tears and snot flowing from her nose, she shook her head like a patient suffering from insanity.Helan Qiubai looked at her, wanted to laugh, but also wanted to cry.What on earth made them look like this, "I don't want to listen anymore..." She grabbed her hair fiercely, as long as she put in a little more strength, the poor and fragile hair would be pulled off.
"Is it painful?" He Lan Qiubai lifted her head and wiped away her tears, "But for more than ten years, I have come here every day."
There are 24 hours in a day, and she spends [-] hours thinking about Lu Shuye, and the other four hours can see him in her dreams, talk to him, and give him a hug.She was afraid of sleeping because she was afraid that she would not be able to dream, and she was afraid that she would be completely unconscious during sleep time, so that she would lose more time to miss him.But she was also afraid of waking up, because she really wanted to hug him and tell him how much she loved him, but every time she stretched out her arms, all she could hug was air.
Helan Qiubai put away his pity for her, got up cruelly and walked to the door: "You just stay here and listen to Shuye's singing, Xizhan, go crazy with me."
She huddled herself into a ball and hugged herself tightly, her hair spread across the screen like seaweed, with a strange beauty.Helan Qiubai shed a tear and finally closed the door tightly.
The cruelest thing God has done is not to separate two people, but one of them dies, and the other has no chance to say the last word to him, so he can only accept that he disappears into his own world like this .This song is the last memory between the two of them, and it is also a taboo that she dare not touch again.Because it really hurts.
Helan Qiubai didn't go far, she just stood outside the door, hearing the wailing and even roaring inside the door.Through a door, she saw Lucy, whom she had never seen before.
She squatted on the ground, smiling very happily: "Are you happy? Helan Qiubai, you finally saw that your sister-in-law who was always calm and high above lost control of her emotions. You finally took revenge, haha..."
She was so happy, so happy that tears flowed into rivers, but she didn't know it.
When receiving Qiao Yixia's call, Meng Liuchen had a vague premonition in his heart.
"Yi Xia?"
"Liuchen, did your sister contact you? Did she tell you where she went?"
Meng Liuchen stopped typing on the keyboard with his left hand, and said seriously: "You can't contact my sister anymore? Since the last charity dinner, she sent me some information on the Internet, and she hasn't contacted me since then. What happened? "
"I can't find her."
Every person who looks indifferent has reasons for resisting the touch of the world.Because after going through some things, it is already difficult for them to write all their emotions on their faces. For them, happiness is a luxury and a punishment.In fact, they are all the same, they are all birds that are locked in cages, and they don’t know when they will be released. Maybe ten years is not long enough, maybe 20 years is not long enough, maybe a lifetime is not long enough.
How could Lu Xizhan not remember this place? There are too many memories of her and Lu Shuye in this place.When she was a child, when she grew up, they were all deeply engraved in her mind.A big fire can burn this castle, but it can't burn the dream he built for her.That's her brother, that's the person she said he would take as an imperial decree, and that's the only meaning for her to live in this world.
"Come on, go in."
Lu Xizhan raised her head and looked at the house in front of her. It was something that never existed when she lived here. It was a small, ordinary-looking thatched cottage standing on the top of this hill, which made people dare not, But had to get closer.
Helan Qiubai looked back at her, it was full of despair and paranoia, she seemed to be saying to her, I'm sorry, but also seemed to be saying, I hate you.
She thought she was walking into a house, but she didn't know that the road she walked was called destruction.
When the button was touched, what was turned on was not the light, but one TV screen after another. On the top of the head, on the wall, and even on the floor, there were all LCD TV screens one after another. Lucy staggered, and then she saw , is the face that will never be forgotten.
——Cang Cang, this year’s birthday wish has come true for you, brother, what is next year’s wish?
——The birthday wish for next year is that you can guess the wish I made today, and then help me realize it.
——Cang Cang, when you graduate, I'll take you to the Alps, Qiu Bai said, it's beautiful there, let's go see it together.
--it is good.
--gray.
Gray, gray, gray...
She collapsed on the ground, no matter which direction she looked, it was the time they had spent together. Those pictures were like nails, nailed to her heart, making her clutch her palm in pain Every word he said climbed up like a vine, involving all the memories related to it, and in that memory, she remembered every word he said to her.Unforgettable.
——Cang Cang, in this life, the elder brother will never leave you.
Helan Qiubai's eyes were empty, she squatted on the ground, looked at her trembling, and said lightly: "Do you remember him? Remember that, your idiot brother who was burned to death in the fire to save you Lu Shuye? Or is it that your heart is completely filled with the woman who confessed to you at the banquet a few days ago? You have completely forgotten about him? He can do anything for you .He put his life in your hands, but you made a mistake and you killed him!"
"Lu Xizhan, aren't you a genius? Don't you think you are the smartest person in the world? Then why did you make a mistake, why did you give Jesse a chance to hurt him? And why did you hide the truth, Why on earth are you afraid to speak out? Because you are afraid, because you are cowardly, because you are afraid that you will be accused by others, and because you are afraid that you will not be able to be with that woman!"
She squeezed her chin and forced her to open her eyes: "Do you think you'll be fine if you run away? Open your eyes wide and look at this man who loves you like his life! Look at him! Do you think he He is dead, but he is not, he is watching you, he has been watching you here all the time, he watched his sister forget him, watched him become a memory of you..."
"Lu Xizhan, I hate you...I wish I could strangle you to death..."
There was a smile on the corner of Helan Qiubai's mouth, but tears flowed down her cheeks. Her eyeliner was stained by crying, and even her tears were completely stained black, making her look embarrassed.
Lu Xizhan opened her eyes, her hands trembling uncontrollably, but she didn't shed a single tear.
Helan Qiubai laughed and stroked her cheek: "Don't worry, sister-in-law still has a gift for you, you will definitely like it very much."
Lu Xizhan seemed to sense what she wanted to do, she desperately grabbed Helan Qiubai's hand, her eyes slowly turned red: "No, sister-in-law, no, I beg you." All pride, self-esteem, all They were all thrown into the clouds. At this moment, she is not the high-ranking Professor Lu, she is like a poor drowning person, hoping that the people in front of her can save her, and don't be so cruel that she even kills her last hope.
"That day, he sat under the banyan tree with his guitar in his arms. He was as beautiful as a prince in an oil painting, singing softly for his little princess, my precious sister-in-law."
"No." Lu Xizhan held her hand tightly, tears finally rolled down.
Helan Qiubai was very satisfied with her reaction, and he pressed the button on the remote control, and the whole room instantly became dark, only the moving low, magnetic voice came to his ears, just like the place where an exiled fairy appeared in the valley. The music played is the same, exciting, just like the sound of nature.
"Your back when the swing is swaying in the wind
The long memories condense into my most cherished scene
I laughed and teased you that the angel came
I want to hold you in the palm of my hand forever
You have a pair of clear and gentle eyes hiding the loneliness
That June the nightmare invaded the dreamland
Hold your hand and I will write down the promise of being with you for the rest of my life
Wake up from the dream, I will wait for you in place
You and I walk side by side in the winter meadow
Time is boundless, I wish I could go on with you forever
You look up at the boundless sky
I want to pick off a star for you
Don't be afraid of the long and difficult road ahead, my forever sweetheart
Nightmares are not scary because I am waiting for you
Sister's happiness is always brother's greatest hope
I woke up from the dream, brother is waiting for you at the same place.”
This song "Sister" is Lu Shuye's last birthday gift to her, who wrote lyrics and composed music for her.He wrote and wrote, revised and revised, and played the guitar and sang to Helan Qiubai several times in private, afraid that it would not be perfect.He told her that there are many unsatisfactory things in his life, but the most satisfactory thing is to have a perfect sister.
——Cang Cang, the world in your eyes may be different from that of your brother, who has no superpowers and cannot help you bear everything.The only thing I can do is wait for you to wake up, no matter how long it takes, I will stand where I am.
"Ah...!" Lu Xizhan desperately covered her ears, tears and snot flowing from her nose, she shook her head like a patient suffering from insanity.Helan Qiubai looked at her, wanted to laugh, but also wanted to cry.What on earth made them look like this, "I don't want to listen anymore..." She grabbed her hair fiercely, as long as she put in a little more strength, the poor and fragile hair would be pulled off.
"Is it painful?" He Lan Qiubai lifted her head and wiped away her tears, "But for more than ten years, I have come here every day."
There are 24 hours in a day, and she spends [-] hours thinking about Lu Shuye, and the other four hours can see him in her dreams, talk to him, and give him a hug.She was afraid of sleeping because she was afraid that she would not be able to dream, and she was afraid that she would be completely unconscious during sleep time, so that she would lose more time to miss him.But she was also afraid of waking up, because she really wanted to hug him and tell him how much she loved him, but every time she stretched out her arms, all she could hug was air.
Helan Qiubai put away his pity for her, got up cruelly and walked to the door: "You just stay here and listen to Shuye's singing, Xizhan, go crazy with me."
She huddled herself into a ball and hugged herself tightly, her hair spread across the screen like seaweed, with a strange beauty.Helan Qiubai shed a tear and finally closed the door tightly.
The cruelest thing God has done is not to separate two people, but one of them dies, and the other has no chance to say the last word to him, so he can only accept that he disappears into his own world like this .This song is the last memory between the two of them, and it is also a taboo that she dare not touch again.Because it really hurts.
Helan Qiubai didn't go far, she just stood outside the door, hearing the wailing and even roaring inside the door.Through a door, she saw Lucy, whom she had never seen before.
She squatted on the ground, smiling very happily: "Are you happy? Helan Qiubai, you finally saw that your sister-in-law who was always calm and high above lost control of her emotions. You finally took revenge, haha..."
She was so happy, so happy that tears flowed into rivers, but she didn't know it.
When receiving Qiao Yixia's call, Meng Liuchen had a vague premonition in his heart.
"Yi Xia?"
"Liuchen, did your sister contact you? Did she tell you where she went?"
Meng Liuchen stopped typing on the keyboard with his left hand, and said seriously: "You can't contact my sister anymore? Since the last charity dinner, she sent me some information on the Internet, and she hasn't contacted me since then. What happened? "
"I can't find her."
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