Prison Bird [GL Suspense Reasoning]

[Note: This chapter uses Yixia as No.1 title]

Wearing the ring Xizhan gave me, I felt like crying.Xi Zhan is always like this, for fear that I will be treated unfairly.Even in things like marriage proposals, she wants the two of us to be fair.Since I proposed to her, she will propose to me.Although I know, she must have wanted to do this a long time ago.

When I was with her, I was also afraid.I am afraid that the love between the two women will not be able to resist the curse of time, and the rice clone will be broken into pieces in the torrent of time.I was afraid that we would be separated because of personality differences, or some other reason, but luckily I met Xi Zhan, she understands me, pities me, loves me, she is the best to me in this world besides my mother woman.

I think, probably God found that he was not good enough to me before, so he gave me such a baby to make up for my lack of emotion.

That day, the two of us did not rush home in a hurry, but sat on a bench under an old banyan tree, holding each other's hands.It was also on that day that Xizhan mentioned for the first time the disaster she encountered ten years ago.

Xizhan looked lonely under the streetlight, and her long eyelashes were covered with a layer of white light, making her look like a snow girl in the mountains.

"I'm a murderer," I heard her say to me.The tone was calm and scary.

"That day, after I woke up, I found that I was in a completely strange space. I knew that I was kidnapped. The person who kidnapped me, I didn't know him, he pulled me on the stool, and I saw the screen Today, ten people, including my brother, were locked in the secret room. I didn’t even have time to think about the cause and effect. I heard him say to me that the lives of these ten people are tied to you at this moment. Don’t you feel very uncomfortable? wonderful.

He was like an out-of-control lunatic, laughing hysterically, yelling at me hysterically, looking like a poor wretch at his wit's end.I looked at my classmates who used to fight side by side with me on the screen, and looked at my brother with a calm face. For the first time, I felt so flustered and even at a loss.

In my ears are his endless complaints, accusations, and hatred for me.He squeezed my shoulder and said to me, I will give you one chance, one chance for all of you to live.If you succeed, all eleven of you will be unscathed, and I will die.If you fail, we'll die together, well, it sounds good, anyway, whether you win or lose, I'm going to die.

He looked like a wild horse, and nothing I tried could calm him down.Finally, he clenched his fists, looked at me with red bloodshot eyes, and played a game with me.Countdown.

For 5 minutes, I have to press the button at the end of 5 minutes to save them. One more second or one less second will cause the bomb to explode.At that time, I didn't have any chance or right to question at all. After I heard the beep, I knew that the bomb had been activated. I had to spend these 5 minutes without distraction before we could leave safely.I didn't know if I was sweating or shaking, until I counted to 33 minutes and [-] seconds, he suddenly said to me in my ear, look, silver is waiting for you, he is waiting for you.I was completely out of my mind, I started to panic, and tried to adjust the error I had caused from behind.After that, he kept talking in my ear until I pressed the button. "

"Jessie, I got my wish."

So I, and we, have a negative image of her the first time we see her, and we superficially wonder why this woman is so obnoxious.But we don't know what a woman who can't laugh or cry has experienced in the years we can't see.We also don't know how she really feels whenever she masks her insecurities with sharp words to create the illusion that she's having a good time.

Even for me, I used to think that seeing my own brother die with my own eyes was already extremely sad in the world.Compared with what Xi Zhan experienced, it is nothing more than a small witch.Strong people are always more pitiful than weak people. Girls who love to cry express their emotions through tears. Girls who don’t love to cry can only bury them in their hearts, plant a cancerous tumor, and watch it grow bigger and bigger.

She is always so strong, she would rather shed blood than cry.

How much I want to cry for her, to shed all the tears that carry unpleasant memories, so as to pray that God will give me a Lucifer without demons.She is so good, always thinking of others, why should she be subjected to overloaded pressure, surrounded by guilt, so uncomfortable.

Why.

Resisting the urge to cry, I gave her a firm hug without saying a word.I know that maybe every word I say, in her eyes today, is a kind of pity in disguise.I don't deny that I feel sorry for her, so pitiful that I can't wait to use my present life, the next life, and every life in the future to love her dearly.

"The worst thing, after this incident, I don't even have the qualifications to show sadness openly. Because I know very well in my heart that the instigator is me."

For ten years, this woman has been living strong in ways beyond my imagination.If it were me, I'm afraid I can't bear the fact that ten young men and women will no longer see the morning sun indirectly because of me.But the most distressing thing is that for people who have experienced the same accident together, the one who survived will always be a thousand times, ten thousand times more difficult than the one who died.For them, no, it should be said, for us, in the eyes of others, every ordinary day we live is actually a redemption.

We who live humblely with a sense of guilt seem arrogant and arrogant, but this undoubtedly highlights the cowardice hidden deep in our hearts.Because I was too scared, too scared, and too desperate, I could only arm myself in this way in the end.A person is drowning in the hell from which he cannot escape forever.

"As long as I live a terrible life for the rest of my life, they may be able to close their eyes with peace of mind under the Nine Springs. I used to always think so."

Jesse can no longer be described as a snake-like heart, because of his jealousy and the dark side of his spirit, he completely ruined a girl who would have lived a happy life and even had an optimistic personality.

He really got what he wanted, he did.

If at that time, he tried his best to prevent Xi Zhan from successfully rescuing the trapped person, so he could get great psychological satisfaction and tell himself with certainty, look, I am still the greatest genius.Xizhan's failure would give him a sense of relief, and seeing her was like seeing himself back then.Even if he died, he no longer had any regrets.But his poison lies in that although he cannot escape death, he still tortures Xi Zhan in another way.

The lives of ten people, including Xizhan's brother, are all tied to Xizhan alone. I can't imagine what she looks like when Xizhan presses the button and the fire bursts out. Will she cry? .

It was obviously his fault, but he wanted Xizhan to bear all the consequences for him, and he lived with a sense of guilt all his life.

Jesse, you are amazing.You ruined my woman.

I looked at her side face pretending to be strong, and I knew that she was afraid that I was worried, so she used this calm expression to perfuse me, but I didn't know that I had already planned thousands of ways to get revenge on Jesse in my heart. Way, how much I wish I could go to hell and torture him with Manqing torture, fuck him, let him cry and say he was wrong, how much I wish time could be reversed, let me know the existence of Xi Zhan in Jesse Before, kill him.

But I can't do anything.

"I have been trying my best not to live happily. But your appearance makes my every day happy." She hugged me, and I felt her trembling, and my heart was like a knife, "Yixia, I want to I will grow old with you forever. But I dare not."

I suddenly thought of the fact that Brother Xizhan had passed away, and my heart felt like something was clamping it down, and I couldn't breathe in pain.Except for the girl called and Lu Shuye, the deaths of the other eight people are enough for Xizhan to suffer a lifetime of pain, but what if Lu Shuye is counted?I can't even imagine the scene where Xizhan knew that Lu Shuye had already left in that accident.I thought, it must be a deeper despair than the depression in my heart when Yihui left.

But can us outsiders really be able to hide from her for a lifetime?

Thinking of this, I finally shed tears.

I don't know how to describe the feeling in my heart, it is a kind of deep helplessness towards reality, my inability to change the established fact, and my distress for Xi Zhan.Ten years ago, she was less than 20 years old. For a girl from an ordinary family, that was the right age to enjoy the love of her parents and enjoy the beautiful campus life. Every minute and every second is a painful struggle.

"It doesn't matter." I knew that this was the time when I should give her strength, I wept silently without letting her notice, I hugged her tightly, my mind was in a mess.

"You don't dare to grow old with me, so let me grow old with you. You didn't want to hug me, but I wanted to hug you. You didn't want to be happy, but I forced you to be happy."

"it's all me."

It would be great if it was really all me.