Dedicated to life

It's rare that Ling Mojin doesn't have many political affairs today, and there are no major matters that require her to make decisions, so she took the time to chat with Yu Qingge on the recliner without saying a word.

"You've almost recovered these days, how about I go back to your residence with you?" Ling Mojin stretched out her hand to play with her black hair, watching the soft strands of hair slip through her fingers one by one.

Although these words were for seeking Yu Qingge's opinion, Yu Qingge did not let her go back to the mansion with him. It was obvious that Ling Mojin was going, and he also wanted to go back together.

"Why do you suddenly want to go?" Yu Qingge asked doubtfully.

"Your mother is back. I told her about our affairs, and she asked you to go back home to see her." Ling Mojin smiled slightly.

After Jiang Ziyi came that day, Ling Mojin had the idea of ​​returning to the Yu Palace with Yu Qingge. After all, Yu Qingge was Jiang Ziyi's daughter. Although her relationship with Yu Qingge violated the outline, But since Jiang Ziyi acquiesced, and now that Yu Qingge's body has recovered a lot, then I would go to meet her with Yu Qingge out of reason.

"What did she say when she found out?" Yu Qingge was nervous, would her mother say something to Ling Mojin to make her leave her?

"Don't be afraid, she has acquiesced, but I think you should go back and talk to her personally." Ling Mojin held her hand, and Yu Qingge was similar to herself. She will lose her mind, if her mother doesn't agree, how can she stay in this palace and spend time with herself like this?

"Although my mother has such an attitude, I still want to listen to your answer. If she wants to separate you and me, will you compromise?" Yu Qingge said seriously, and she believed that Ling Mojin would not compromise even in the face of death Ling Mojin would sacrifice herself to protect herself, but she couldn't predict whether her mother would do anything to threaten Ling Mojin.

"Are you still asking now?" Ling Mojin knew that she was uneasy, so she smiled and put her hand to her lips and kissed it lightly.

"I want to hear you say, I like to hear you say that you care about me so much." Yu Qingge looked at her face, and the flames of ten years of love for Ling Mojin gathered in her eyes, which was so hot that she was about to die Ling Mojin lit it.

At this moment, Ling Mojin's eyes are full of deep affection, and only Yu Qingge can be seen in those clear eyes: "Okay, then let me tell you, even life and death can't separate you and me, so you understand me. mind?"

Status and status cannot be separated, the same gender cannot be separated, and the ethical code cannot be separated. Life is in the same bed as you, and death is in the same hole as you.

"I don't want to bear the pain of losing you anymore." Ling Mojin put her palms up, and pressed her lips to the wound that had healed but left a scar forever.

The blood flowed from this wound was so much that it almost took Yu Qingge's life away, but it was this wound that made Ling Mojin know how much she loved Yu Qingge.

She blamed herself for not letting Yu Qingge feel her firmness, blamed herself for not solving the obstacles between them in time, and blamed herself for being late, and the last thing she saw was the place that was so red that it was about to stab her. The blood in her eyes.

"When I saw you lying lifeless on the bed, I suddenly felt that the things I cared about at that moment were nothing. I just want you to wake up." Ling Mojin stroked the scar , speaking lightly, as if telling someone else's story.

But Yu Qingge knew what kind of turbulent waves there were under the calm, how deep her feelings must have been and how much her heart ached if someone like Ling Mojin who had been indifferent for so many years could say such words.

"Ling Mojin, did I ever tell you that I love you?" Yu Qingge let her kiss her hand, felt the tenderness conveyed to him when her fingertips touched her lightly, and listened to her words of confession , My heart is full of love for her.

Thank God, I didn't take my life away, I didn't let me never see her again, I didn't let her wait until I woke up.

"I've said it, but I still want to hear it." Ling Mojin raised her head and smiled, and stretched out her hand to trace Yu Qingge's lower lip with her fingertips. I can't get enough of the love words I said, and I want to listen to her tell her love for me all the time.

Ling Mojin remembered that a few months ago, she didn't know what affection was, she didn't know how to be moved, she didn't know how to be moved, she didn't know how to be moved, but now she not only realized it, but even her heart was filled with this woman who moved her heart, touched her heart, and moved her heart. Only now do I realize that falling in love is so beautiful.

"Why don't we talk about it when you and I are happy? I want to tell Jin'er at that time, Jin'er can listen to it as many times as she wants." Yu Qingge's eyes flashed another tease, and she saw Ling Mo's words in satisfaction. Jin's face flushed red.

"You..." Ling Mojin nodded her forehead, with a doting look on her face, she understood at this moment that no matter how provocative or serious, Yu Qingge could always divert her words to those things superior.

In the past few days, Yu Qingge has always been pestering Ling Mojin to make out, but last time when Yu Qingge was in good health, she was so tired after a night of indulgence. Now that her body has not fully recovered, if she is so emotional, it must be Her strength was about to be exhausted, so Ling Mojin hadn't dared to touch her so far.

In addition, I haven't completely let go of this matter, and I have never let Yu Qingge touch too much, but it makes her feel more itchy these days, and she always turns her words away from time to time. Take advantage of yourself with your mouth.

Now that she knows her heart knot, although her words are still not serious, her behavior is much more regular. No matter how close she is, it is just a kiss. Human, how can she be so forbearing?

"Qingge..." Ling Mojin was a little bit hard to say, and hesitated when she reached the point of her mouth.

"Huh?" Yu Qingge saw her blushing and stammering, and was curious about what she wanted to say.

"After meeting your mother, I will give you my body..." Ling Mojin's voice was as thin as a mosquito, and the blush on her face spread all the way to her ears.

"Jin'er... don't force it, I can wait." Yu Qingge thought she felt that she couldn't wait. Although she wanted her very much, she knew that Ling Mojin's fear had been accumulated for so many years, and that three feet frozen was not one. Rizhihan, her heart knot has not dissipated for many years, how can I be willing to make her uncomfortable?

"No, as you said, this is to make each other more integrated into each other's soul, and you are the person in my heart, and I want to have no barriers with you." Ling Mojin intertwined her hand with Yu Qingge's Holding together, there is a shy but firm light in the eyes.

Yu Qingge looked at the same slender hands, each finger of the two was close to each other, leaning on each other's fingers, as if they had foreseen their future in the future, loving each other and supporting each other.

"I'm the one in your heart..." Yu Qingge murmured and repeated these words, tears fell in her eyes without warning, and she suddenly remembered how long ago, Ling Mojin was as clean as a fairy in the nine heavens , her heart is as pure and flawless as the appearance she shows to everyone, and no one has ever entered that lonely heart.

Yu Qingge has never regretted falling in love with Ling Mojin, whether it was the glimpse ten years ago, or the painstaking approach since then, or the most precious chastity she had as a woman not long ago, or even to keep her clean. She did not hesitate to give up her life, and she did not regret any of this.

"Why are you crying?" Seeing the tears falling, Ling Mojin wiped them away with her fingertips in a panic. The water droplets seemed to be a little hot, from Ling Mojin's fingertips to her heart.

"I can feel your changes these days, and I know clearly that the love between you and me has already penetrated deep into my bones, but when I heard you say that I am the person in your heart, I still couldn't hold back the tears." Yu Qingge Holding Ling Mojin's hand, she let the tears flow wantonly.

That was Yu Qingge's longing for many years. She wanted Ling Mojin to know that she had loved Ling Mojin for a long, long time.

"When I put you in the bottom of my heart, I was ready to fly moths to the flame. My heart, my body, and everything I have are all for you." Yu Qingge watched her hug herself distressedly, and suddenly I want to tell her all the affection accumulated in my heart for ten years.

Tell her your love for her, tell her your reluctance for her, tell her all your fears and nostalgia.

After the palace change, Yu Qingge woke up until now, neither of them mentioned that matter. Yu Qingge didn't want Ling Mojin to think of the regicide she planned because of herself, but Ling Mojin didn't want to. It reminded Yu Qingge that he did not hesitate to commit suicide in order to protect himself.

"Jin'er, I'm not afraid of death. The only thing I'm afraid of is that I'm gone. Who will spend the rest of your life with you? But the moment Mo Haoxuan approached me, I had to do that. I couldn't leave this dirty body behind. Here it is." Yu Qingge's words made Ling Mojin's heart ache, and she hugged her even tighter with both hands.

At this moment, Ling Mojin's feelings for her are gushing out in her heart, so what if they are the same gender?What about ethics?The love in my heart has overwhelmed all the rules and regulations that once seemed extremely important.

Because I love you, I don't care about those things, I don't mind, I just want you to live.

"Yu Qingge, I love you, did you hear that? I love you." At this moment, Ling Mojin couldn't help but tell the woman in her arms that she was no longer the Ling Mojin who ruthlessly rejected her. His emotions were so hot that he was about to swallow him up, and his heart was full of pity and love for her.

Ten years of love, once poured out, since the age of eight, Ling Mojin has been put into the bottom of my heart. In the past ten years, not only has the infatuation not been relieved, but it has even deepened, so deep that I can give up my life for her, giving her both physically and mentally. If it wasn't for her touch, then I would rather not have this life.

Yu Qingge had long been prepared for a lifetime of loneliness, but she never expected to hear this sentence from Ling Mojin's mouth, this is the person she has loved for so long, and she would rather give up everything just to be with her Shou, now finally get this answer.

"These words are the best words I've ever heard in my life." Yu Qingge closed her eyes, her lips slightly raised, she quietly listened to Ling Mojin's heartbeat, every beat there was for herself , so clear, so strong.

"Qingge." Ling Mojin called her softly.

"We'll go back to your house in two days." Yu Qingge's health is fine, this last test must be passed no matter what, and with Jiang Ziyi's permission, Ling Mojin can completely relax .

"Okay, Jin'er arrange it." Yu Qingge opened his eyes, although it was his mother, but this was the first time he had put this unethical feeling in front of his mother, and he felt a little nervous in his heart, let go The hands behind Yu Ling Mojin also grasped her clothes tightly.

Feeling the movement behind her, Ling Mojin knew that she was still uneasy, so she leaned over and kissed the corner of her lips: "Don't worry, we will face it together."

Yu Qingge looked up at Ling Mojin's elegant face, raised the corners of her lips and smiled: "Ling Mojin."

"Ok?"

"Thank you for being willing to fall in love with me." Yu Qingge stretched out her little finger and hooked Ling Mojin's little finger, as if making an appointment.

Thank you for not pushing me away cruelly, thank you for not denying our affection, thank you for watching me wake up, if there is no response from you, I will not be able to love in this life, how lonely it would be.

Ling Mojin smiled softly, looking at Yu Qingge's starry eyes, the slightly upturned corners of the eyes were as mesmerizing as before, and at this moment, those eyes were like a deep sea swirling, holding herself firmly I was so trapped in it that I couldn't get out, and I didn't want to get out.