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Help me 32

At the beginning of the 24th year of the Li Dynasty, it was my first year in the Luo Palace.I angered Li Youqi, he fined me not to eat and asked the housekeeper to lock me up.

I was locked in a small room with a mastiff in the mansion.

After I came out, I didn’t have any abnormal emotions, and happily made friends with the mastiff. I went to visit it and feed it when I got back to the meal, but obviously, my meat was more fragrant than the tasteless ones in my hand.

It wants to eat me more.

Li Youqi looked gloomy, "A Jin."

I knelt down on the ground respectfully, my thigh hurt so badly, that mastiff bit me today, "My lord."

Li Youqi looked at my bleeding pants, "Is this what you want?"

He said good three times in a row, got up and went out, I was confused and continued to kneel.

The master didn't cry out, how dare the slave move.

When my vision was blurred from the pain, and I was still struggling to hold on, Li Youqi came back, holding the dead mastiff, "I killed it, and there will be no more dogs in the mansion in the future."

I can't believe it, it hurts so much, I love this mastiff...

It was still 24 years ago, there were many beauties in Luo Wangfu, and there were also many beautiful maidservants. Li Youqi never paid attention to these women, but he did not dismiss them. .

If you want to jump on a branch, the sparrow becomes a phoenix.

The beauties who were sent in had no skills, but they wanted to climb back into bed with all their might.

The first maid was safe and sound, although they didn't climb up, but they were already courageous, Yingying Yanyan assumed the posture of a hostess, she was still a maid, but she didn't do this job or that job.

Poor me, it has become my job.

I didn't dare to complain at all, and worked hard.

In the evening when Li Youqi came back, he wanted me to be on duty beside him. I was hungry and my shoes were full of water.

Li Youqi asked the maidservants to retreat, with the majesty and cruelty left on the battlefield accumulated between his brows, "A Jin, serve me for dinner."

So I gave him the dish again with my eyes downcast, and Li Youqi held my wrist, "What's wrong?"

I have a bloody gash on my finger, which I accidentally cut while mowing the grass in the afternoon.

I didn't answer, but Li Youqi asked again, and I pouted, "My lord, I'm a servant, and I have to work."

I saw Li Youqi gritted his teeth, "I clearly didn't tell you to do any work, you did it yourself, Ajin, you are purely angry with me."

I knelt down again, "The villain dare not."

Li Youqi pinched my face, expressionless, and said for a while: "Don't dare to face me, but smile happily to others."

I raised a flattering smile, "My lord, I really dare not."

Li Youqi pushed me away with a cold face.

A few days later, the maidservant who left me the leftovers was dragged out by Li Youqi and beaten to death with sticks.A moment ago I was laughing and laughing with her, but now, I can only see her bloody corpse.

I glared at Li Youqi, feeling anxious, why did he treat me like this!

Seeing me like this, Li Youqi was happy, and rubbed my chin and neck, "She gave you those things to eat, and I beat you to death with a stick."

I didn't look at him, and smiled on the surface, "My lord, I grew up with things like snacks."

Li Youqi squeezed my chin tightly, "She is a spy, she poisoned me once, you dare to eat her food, and now you still lose your temper with me because of her?"

"The villain doesn't dare."

In the 26th year of the Li Dynasty, Li Youye was deposed as the crown prince for a year, the emperor's health became worse and worse, and there was an undercurrent of competition for the reserve.Tu Shanyu fell out of favor, and he knew too much, Li Youye wanted to kill him.

He escaped and found me, "Brother, can you help me, I really want to live, I really want to live."

I touched the top of Tu Shanyu's hair. His hair is much smoother than mine. Looking at it closely, his skin is also delicate. Even if he is running for his life, he is still beautiful.

The temperament is refined.

There is no trace of the hungry half-dead kid who followed me back then.

I said, "How can I save you?"

Tu Shanyu cried, just like when he was a child, with big tears falling down, calling my brother, "I want to live so much..."

It was the same scene as that day when he bought a steamed bun with his last copper coins.

I scolded him in disgust, "What the hell are you crying about, you're useless."

Then he laughed again, teasing him, happily, and resolutely took the poison he handed over, let him be me, and I be him.

Then my throat was picked, and I died without poison, and my death was extremely ugly.

I am stuck in the long memory, it seems that I have shed a lot of tears, there are two hands hugging me, warm, starting from the injured forehead, a little bit of gentle and patient comfort, he did not stop hugging me, he saw that I was hurt up.

Know that the ground is cold.

It was only when I let go of the spikes all over my body that I picked up the small pieces of me, fighting from head to toe in one go.

In reality, Youqi's voice blended in without a trace, allowing me to hear him say, "Ajin, I never missed you, but I didn't know that you have a younger brother who looks similar to yours."

For four years, the winter was cold, and the winter of that year was extremely cold. I didn't eat a bite for six days, and I lay on the street and was about to die.When the sky was getting brighter, people who set up stalls came out on the street. I smelled it, and I was full of energy, and I felt that I was still alive.

The aunt who sells buns is soft-hearted, and she will feed me when I really can't bear it.I licked my lips.

Cold and hungry, confused, only relying on shallow breathing, smelling the aroma of food, lingering on.

Suddenly, I don't know who it is, standing in front of me, with a drawer of buns just out of the cage in his hand, the boy knelt on the ground with one leg, and forced the buns into my mouth with a cold face.

The juice was boiling hot, but I gulped it down, wishing I could bite the boy's hand and eat it.

I ate two, but I didn’t eat anymore, and I still didn’t have the energy to speak, but my eyes were wide open. The boy pressed the buns to my mouth, and I bit my tongue so hard that I couldn’t open my mouth. If I ate it, Tu Shanyu would be hungry died.

The dry food I left for him should have been eaten yesterday.

The young man didn't dislike it either, he directly opened my mouth and stuffed it forcefully, until he got up all the steamed buns in a drawer.

I lay on the ground, my body was stiff. After a long time, I raised my neck and looked in the direction the boy was walking. There was nothing there.

Only now did I know that it was Li Youqi, an 11-year-old Li Youqi, and that morning was the day when he went to join the army.

Tu Shanyu knows how to be me, he has this secret of a long bag, in exchange for this secret, he will continue to be a comfortable pet in Li Youqi's arms.

I don't know how he knows.

I'm cheap, I'm a cheap bone, I can't see the good ones, and I don't dare to see the good ones. If I see the good ones, if they disappear again, the fall is too fast, and I can't bear it.

I just want to be a villain, no one looks at me, no one loves me, that's good.

But the things below my heart broke through the embankment and rushed out. Everything in the past was all because of my self-deception, self-paralysis, I lied to myself, I was a vicious dog, and I was not a good person.

Even the flesh on my legs is a wall I set up for myself. Outside the wall, I have been clenching my teeth and believing that Li Youqi cut my leg flesh. Inside the wall is the truth.

It wasn't Li Youqi, but the assassin who broke into the mansion.

The web I wove for myself was too big and too heavy. I started weaving when I was six years old. I walked while weaving. I entered the underworld, and I am still weaving until now.

You Qi is a conspirator, he is very insidious, he took advantage of my drunkenness for the first time in two lives, first opened my coffin board heavily, and then tore off my net layer by layer.

Let me have to face myself.

It's all fake, I have a sharp mouth, a mad dog, and I'm not good at being serious, I found them all by force, and they are engraved in my mind, that is Lei Chi.Never enter the thunder pool.

Into the mine pool, to be blown to pieces.

You Qi was kissing me tenderly, kissing my wound, fingers, and the mole on my neck, and he put my hand on his chest.

I cried more, in the underworld, I didn't want to wait for him to die of poison and be brought down to die by me, but I wanted to wait for him to die.It wasn't a ghost who spilled Mengpo soup, but I put it in my mouth and only swallowed half a bowl.

I even lied to myself.

I know what's wrong with me. In this life, I don't want to be a vicious dog. I want to give it a try because of the involvement of the two lives. I'm not reconciled.

I also want to be closer to You Qi, obviously it's been two lifetimes, why am I still so far away from him, is it possible that we still have nothing to do with each other in this lifetime.

I'm not an annoying nuisance, I'm just a poor unwanted person.

Live humble and humble.

The author has something to say: the prince in the previous life didn’t know how to love, he was just blindly paranoid. In this life, he changed during the long time when Tu Shan didn’t recover his memory.

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