gentlemen!Please don't call me Douding

The hospital is always full of despair and hope that is trembling on the edge of the cliff.

The voice pulled out of the memories played back over and over again like a video tape, tearing Shao Yao's heart.

I love you too.

Shao Yao, drive carefully, I will wait for you.

If you want to see me in a skirt, I'll show you it.

You are so good to me, I'm afraid I can't afford it.

Shao Yao, if I fall from the Yellow River, will you come and save me?

Shao Yao closed his eyes in pain, his throat rolled and he couldn't hide the suppressed bitter choking, "Yes."

meeting.

He promised his grandma to take care of Ding Dou, promised him that he would not let him get sick and injured, and that he would not be bullied by others.

But now what has he done.

He could only helplessly watch him fall to the ground, looking at the whitewashed walls waiting for him to live or die inside!

Shao Yao suddenly roared and punched the wall.

"Brother!" Shao Zi pressed Shao Yao.

Shao Yao punched the pale wall with such force that the whole corridor seemed to tremble.

He couldn't suppress the pain, couldn't suppress the hatred, he was powerless, and hated how he couldn't take that shot for him.

Pain filled his chest, shaking crazily, and the image of him falling down and covered in blood could not be suppressed in his mind.

"Ding Dou!!!"

Shao Zi forcibly pressed Shao Yao to the ground, and the fist that he beat the wall was bleeding from the flesh, "Qu Wei! Help!"

She and Mama Zhang helped the old man before he reached the operating room when he heard Shao Zi's roar, and she quickly ran over to hold Shao Yao down.

Shao Yao struggled violently and let out a low roar.

Xu Zehui ran over from the hospital lobby, saw the three people on the ground, and quickly helped, "What's wrong with Shao Yao?!"

"Madden! Crazy!"

The old man asked Zhang Ma to help him, and many people slowly gathered around him. The doctor hurriedly squeezed through the crowd, took out the needle, "I'll give him a tranquilizer, you hold him down"

Mama Zhang lowered her head and wiped her tears, "Xiaoyao..."

In just two days, the old man seemed to be getting older, and his brows and eyes that were originally rigid showed compassion. He watched Shao Yao being pinned to the ground by three or five people, gasping for breath, his eyes messed up.

He had never seen Shao Yao like this before, he couldn't calm down, he couldn't even control his emotions.

He knew that this was heartache, the pain was unbearable, he couldn't hold on, he couldn't wait outside peacefully.

In the corridor in front of the hospital's operating room, the whitewashed fluorescent lights can clearly illuminate everyone's expressions, silent, broken, and joyful.

Shao Yao was pushed to sit on the waiting bench before the operation, his head was lowered, he couldn't see any expression clearly, his stiff silhouette was slightly arched, and he was condensed into an eternal statue full of unspeakable torment.

Every minute of waiting outside the operating room was torture.

Mr. Shao was sitting in the wheelchair on the other side, waiting with him covered in a blanket.

Thirteen hours have passed since the lights in the operating room were turned on at six o'clock in the morning to seven o'clock in the evening.

Shaoyao couldn't imagine the huge room, Ding Dou was just lying there, facing the cold instrument alone, he didn't know if he woke up, if he was afraid, if the bleeding stopped, and if the bullet was taken out .

He wants to be around him, watch him, kiss him, tell him funny stories to make him laugh, cook him all he wants to eat, walk the dog with him, be with him in a room filled with the scent of sunshine Lazily taking a nap In the quiet operating room, there is only the sound of mechanical beeping, the pale face is covered with an oxygen mask, and the line that symbolizes the heartbeat on the screen of the machine showing blood pressure is distressing.

Under the light green surgical cloth covering the body, the necrotic part of the hideous wound needs to be cut off. When the bullet is shot into the abdomen, the temperature is scalding at high speed and the surrounding skin is slightly scorched, all of which need to be cut off.

Fortunately, the wound was not a penetrating wound, and the bullet remained in his abdomen, causing wound infection. The anti-inflammatory medicine that had been applied since the afternoon has not stopped, but his body temperature is still frighteningly high.

Anti-inflammatory potions and blood sacs flowed back and forth through the cold thin transparent tube into Ding Dou's body.

The sweat on the doctor's forehead soaked three towels, and the silver scalpel kept slashing across the bloody skin, making people feel chills.

When the last piece of shrapnel was taken out, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

The nurse who was always watching the heartbeat monitor walked to the doctor and said a few words in a low voice. He opened Ding Dou's eyes, pressed his pulse, frowned slightly, nodded to the people beside him, and walked out.

The moment the lights in the operating room went out, Shao Yao suddenly raised his head as if with a premonition, his body tensed and his eyes trembled.

The attending doctor came out and took a deep breath, and several people around him immediately stared at him nervously.

He nodded, "The bullet has been taken out, and the operation was a success."

Hearing this, everyone except Shao Yao was slightly relieved.

"Which of you is his family?"

"I'm his lover!" Shao Yao's voice was hoarse.

His heart twitched violently, beating wildly.

The doctor frowned, "Does he have a medical record? The patient is very weak, and we found that he had an adverse reaction to the drugs used, so we can only reduce the dose. The anesthetic put him in a deep coma, and it may take some time for him to wake up. In a few days, we will transfer him to the intensive care unit, and then we need your cooperation."

The door of the operating room opened slightly, Shao Yao turned around, and finally saw the person who made him feel like a knife piercing his heart.

In the blink of an eye, it was as if he could touch Ding Dou's face with his hand, but he didn't dare to touch him. Seeing him lying pale and quiet, the oxygen tube on his face occupied most of his delicate face, that The eyes that can't see the world but are still clear are tightly closed, and there is hardly a trace of movement.

Shao Yao stood in front of the ICU ward in a daze, looking at the person lying quietly through the transparent window, his heart ached so hard to breathe for a moment.

This is the person you protect and care for.

He breathes weakly and closes his eyes tightly, he will no longer smile at you, and he will not get into your arms when he is sleeping.

This is the person you have said in your heart and mind to protect.

There is a thick gauze wrapped around his wrist beside him, and he will never touch your face with those hands again.

Shao Yao, you promised him that you will come to save him.

Instead of letting him lie alone on the bed, his body is full of medical equipment to help him live, and he can't even breathe independently.

Is this your love?

Shao Yao was enveloped in heavy reprimands, questioning himself, it was so painful that he couldn't breathe.

How much he wanted to hug him, how much he wanted to touch his face, hug his body, and kiss his eyes.

It's only three days, not even three days, but it seems like life and death have passed.

He would rather kneel down to someone than get hurt. How dare he, how could he have the heart to ignore him now that he was lying on the hospital bed with difficulty breathing.

How much he wished that it was himself who was bearing all this for him now, how much he wished that the blood shed was from his body, not from the quiet and sleepy person.

Shao Yao looked at the people in the window, his eyes were filled with a mist of deep pain, a thin layer, trembling slightly, his hands clenched tightly.

Wake up, Ding Dou, I love you, wake up, please.

I will show you the world, take you to eat a lot of delicious food, play basketball with you, hug you to sleep, sing for you, stay with you every day, and never let you stay in the dark again.

As long as you wake up, as long as you are well, I don't want anything else, never again.

Shao Zi walked gently to the wheelchair, knelt down and said in a low voice, "Dad, you and Mama Zhang can go to the ward to rest. I will stay here with my brother."

The old man moved his lips, watching Shao Yao standing motionless in front of the glass window for almost two hours.

Shao Zi said, "Dad, don't worry, leave everything to me and Wei Wei, you go to rest, Xiao Ding, I will watch my brother and wait for Xiao Ding to wake up."

Qu Wei was still wearing a military uniform, and she squatted gently on the old man's body and pressed his hand, "Uncle, I am a soldier, and I am also Shao Zi's girlfriend, don't worry, we will leave everything to us. Shao Zi and the eldest brother will feel even more uncomfortable when they are sick, you go and rest first, I know you love the child, when Xiao Ding wakes up, we will notify you immediately, okay?"

Only then did the old man nod slowly, with a helpless old look on his brows and eyes, he glanced in the direction where Shao Yao was standing, then turned his head and let Zhang Ma push him back to the ward.

Xu Zehui had already rushed home overnight, and with the Shao family's current state, he couldn't let the company and Grandma Ding ignore it.

Grandma Ding kept it a secret first, the old man had coronary heart disease, so he should not be overly emotional, lest the old man might worry about Ding Dou and then stay in the hospital.

Shao Zi leaned against the wall and looked at the person standing motionless on the opposite side, guarding the people in this ward together with him, guarding that the people inside would get well soon.

Qu Wei leaned beside Shao Zi and held his hand, her brows were soft after the storm, she looked at him silently, and stayed with him.

Shao Zi hugged her into his arms, bowed his head and kissed the top of her hair, and said softly, "I should have found a better opportunity for you to meet my family. I'm sorry."

Qu Wei squeezed his fingers, "It's worth remembering to experience these things together. It's okay, I'll wait for you to introduce them to me."

She didn't care about these things at all, she was glad that she was a soldier and could accompany Shao Zi to help him instead of letting him run around on the battlefield by himself.

She is her lover, and also his comrade in arms. Few people can do it affectionately and go through life and death together.

icu—In the intensive care unit, nurses will go in every half hour to record data, blood pressure, heartbeat and pulse.

There were countless thin hoses attached to Ding Dou's body, and the liquid medicine tied on one intact wrist flowed into his body continuously.

The abdomen was wrapped with thick gauze, covering up the horrifying wounds, leaving only the heaving and falling of the fragile and thin chest.

Ding Dou's health is not as good as that of ordinary people. Because of the serious illness he suffered when he was young, he and his grandmother were the only ones at home when he grew up. He worked hard to pay off his debts, let alone take care of his health.

Shao Yao managed to coax him to put on some weight, and he lost weight after being ill, and he hasn't gained much weight until now.

The people on the hospital bed were silent as if they were having another dream that they did not want to wake up from.

Four in the morning.

Ding Dou suddenly had a high fever, and Shao Yao watched as doctors and nurses came in and out to apply medicine to him, check the wound, and double-check the recorded data. He wanted to go in and have a look, and caress his thin cheek.

Shao Yao took a deep breath, pain was in his eyes, he could only stand at the door and couldn't go in, and he could hug him with just a few steps.

But he didn't dare, for fear that he would disturb the sleeping person, that he would hurt his wound, and that he would accidentally bring germs into the room.

At five o'clock in the morning, Ding Dou's high fever persisted, and the doctor had to increase the dosage of medicine for him to stabilize him first.

At [-] o'clock in the morning, there were traces of blood oozing from the wound, the blood pressure dropped, the heartbeat increased, and the pulse beat was weak. The person on the hospital bed was in shock intermittently while wearing an oxygen mask.

At one o'clock in the afternoon, the doctor called out a large number of blood bags from the blood bank to continuously transfuse blood for those with anemia.

In the ICU ward, only nurses and doctors with full-body disinfection are allowed to enter and exit. As long as Ding Dou has lived here, Shao Yao has been guarding the door for as long as possible.

Every second is suffering, the sky is dark, it seems that the sky has never been bright since the day he left home, since he received the phone call.

The rice sent by Shao Zi was cold and hot again, and after three days, Shao Yao hardly moved a mouthful, for fear of missing every momentary change of Ding Dou.

Three days later, Ding Dou was transferred from the intensive care unit to the general ward.