gentlemen!Please don't call me Douding

A feeling suddenly rose in Ding Dou's heart, he hurriedly explained, and stammered, "Yes, I'm sorry, I can't, sister Yu."

Luo Yu was a little disappointed, suppressed the sadness in his heart, let go of his hand, and subconsciously squeezed his fingers against the cold guide stick, "I know you look down on me, your eyes were caused by an accident, but I but not"

"Sister Yu!" Ding Dou hurriedly called to him, smiling wryly, no one could see the embarrassment on his face, "No, Sister Yu, you are very nice, I can't look down on you there, you know my family's situation, why don't you tell me?" I owe a lot of money to others, how can I let the girl suffer with me. I have never thought about it, I just want to pay off the debt first, sister Yu, don't think too much, I am not worthy of you, who will follow I'm all guilty."

He couldn't see it, so with the little salary in the massage shop, let alone the arrears, even if he paid it off, he couldn't give anyone a warm home.

As long as he and his grandma depended on each other for life, he would suffer as much as him if he did anything to drag a good girl into the water.

Ding Dou wanted to explain that it wasn't that he didn't like her because he was afraid that Luo Yu might misunderstand her.

"I know, Xiao Ding, you are a good person, it doesn't matter, let's go, it's time to go home." Luo Yu patted his hand, Ding Dou heaved a sigh of relief, and whispered, "Sister Yu, thank you, really. "

The road was slippery on a snowy day. As soon as the two of them reached the door of Ding Dou's house, someone from the neighbor quickly came up and held Ding Dou's hand, "Xiao Ding, your grandma fell down on the road and was sent to the hospital."

For a moment, Ding Dou's face turned pale, "Which hospital, I'll go right now, it's not serious, how could I fall down?"

"Don't worry, if you fall down in the snow, I will wait for you at your door."

The neighbor's aunt stopped a taxi, and Ding Dou said, "Sister Yu, you go back first, the family should be in a hurry, I'm going to the hospital, my grandma is sure to be fine, you go back first."

Luo Yu had no choice but to agree, let him go to see Grandma Ding first, and then remember to report to her that she is safe.

Before the heater could be turned on in the car, Ding Dou's lips turned white, and he was holding the closed guide stick tightly in his hands, like the only driftwood in the sea, and his heart couldn't help but tremble.

He only has this one relative, it's absolutely fine, it's absolutely fine, Ding Dou even has shortness of breath, he's so scared, he keeps replaying the scene nine years ago unconsciously in his mind.

This feeling is unforgettable in his life, and the pain is unforgettable.

The white walls, the bright red warm blood gradually draining away, the harsh sound of the ECG monitor, the people he rushed to but had no time to see when he came back from school, the white cloth covered, his aunt's abuse and crying.

Ding Dou felt a sharp pain in his head.

The little boy stood in the corridor of the hospital, devastated and full of sorrow. The schoolbag was still on his back, but the books inside were as heavy as a mountain, pressing on his shoulders. also die.

Grandma Ding handles all the affairs of the family, borrows money, handles funerals, holds him in the house and sheds tears quietly, saying over and over again, Xiao Ding is not afraid, Xiao Ding is not afraid, grandma is still there.

Struggling painfully from the memory, Ding Dou gave the money, and walked quickly holding the guide stick. He almost slipped and fell a few times, bumped into people, and had no time to apologize. Holding her by the arm, he tried to calm himself down.

As soon as Ding Dou entered the ward, she heard Grandma Ding shout, "Xiao Ding, I'm fine."

For a moment, the aching and trembling heart calmed down.

There were three elderly people living in the ward. Grandma Ding smiled and said to them, "Look, this is my grandson, he is filial and handsome."

Ding Dou is tall and thin, with fair face and delicate eyebrows, who wouldn't like it.

It is the injustice of life that is faintly lamented in the heart, but those bright and clear eyes cannot see this colorful world.

"It's fine, Xiao Ding is scared to death." The neighbor's aunt said.

Ding Dou supported the edge of the bed and sat down, still lingering in panic, "Grandma, what's wrong with you, where did you hurt, what did the doctor say?"

Grandma Ding took Ding Dou's hand apologetically, and patted it. She had just finished putting the needle on the back of her hand, "It's okay. I was afraid that you would worry, so I didn't let her tell you."

"What's the matter, Xiaoding must be anxious if he doesn't see you when he comes home." The neighbor's aunt said, sitting on a stool beside her to take a few breaths, the child walked too fast.

"It's okay, I just slipped and fell on the road, and I can go back after the needle is finished. I still want to fry pumpkin pie and lotus root for you at home."

Hearing what she said, Ding Dou felt relieved and asked, "It's already afternoon now, grandma, I'll go buy food for you."

"You are not familiar with this hospital, don't go, I'm not hungry, I will cook for you when I get back."

Ding Dou stood up and asked Grandma Ding to give him the water bottle. He went out to fetch some water and came back, "I'll go and see if there is any food left. It's okay if you don't eat. It's okay. I'll ask someone."

He turned on the blind stick and went out, and heard someone in the ward say, Grandma Ding is really lucky, her grandson and grandson are very filial and treat her very well.

Ding Dou asked someone to ask the doctor's office, and went in to ask about grandma's condition.

The doctor was an old doctor, and said kindly, "The patient had bruises after falling down. Some of them were frightened, and their feet might be sprained. There are also elderly people with coronary heart disease."

Ding Dou hurriedly asked, "Is it serious, do you need to be hospitalized?"

The old doctor said, "Don't worry, this is a common disease of the elderly. The patient is not serious now and can be controlled by taking medicine. However, it is recommended that the family members pay attention to the patient's emotions and diet. This disease will cause chest tightness and palpitations." , weakness, can allow the elderly to exercise in moderation, and it is best to equip the elderly with an emergency call device to avoid sudden fainting."

He thought for a while, looked into Ding Dou's eyes, and asked gently, "It is recommended to stay in the hospital for a few days first, wait for the foot injury to heal, take medicine for a few days in the hospital for observation, and then you can leave the hospital if there is no problem. If someone pays the hospital bill, the medical insurance will be much cheaper, so don’t worry.”

Ding Dou said thank you repeatedly, and was relieved to hear that grandma was fine, but he became worried about grandma's coronary heart disease. He asked where the hospitalization procedures were done. Fortunately, the salary paid today was on the bank card, and he took it with him.

Because I couldn't see it, I couldn't write on the payment slip, so the little nurse went to get ink pads to press my fingerprints.

He was waiting at the front desk. Someone patted his shoulder, and Ding Dou turned his head slightly.

"Is it really you, Ding Dou? I'm Zhang Ziyue. We were classmates in junior high school, but you left after only half a semester. I thought you made a mistake just now."

Ding Dou was silent for a while, then smiled and said, "Hi, sorry, I can't see."

He didn't want to think about the things when he was young, and he couldn't see it, and he couldn't remember it when he heard the voice, so he felt a little sorry.

Only then did Zhang Ziyue take a closer look at Ding Dou's eyes, which were very clear but out of focus. He looked at the guiding stick in Ding Dou's hand, and touched his head in embarrassment, "I should say I'm sorry. I have some I'm so excited, I didn't expect to see you again."

He is an intern doctor in this hospital, and it is the Chinese New Year. He came to pick up his duty form today, and he happened to meet a familiar face. The main thing was not the familiar face, but Ding Dou was very conspicuous.

He has a slender body, clean and elegant clothes, delicate eyebrows and fair complexion, which can easily attract girls to take a second look. After all, good-looking people like him.

Just now, he just heard some female colleagues say that he accidentally took a look, but he didn't expect it to be Ding Dou.

"Do you need my help?" Zhang Ziyue reached out to help him, but he was not sure where to start. A patient is a patient, and many doctors are unable to connect patients with friends.

Ding Dou shook his head, "Thank you, it doesn't matter."

Zhang Ziyue said, "Can you give me your phone number, I will enter my number."

Ding Dou took out his mobile phone, which was button-pressed. He couldn’t use the touch-screen smart phone, he couldn’t see it, and couldn’t control it. Zhang Ziyue was also taken aback when he saw it. Few people use this kind of phone nowadays.

He saved the number and asked worriedly, "Can you make a call?"

Ding Dou pursed his lips and smiled, "I can set you as a shortcut key, which can be dialed out."

"That's good, by the way, there will be a class reunion in a few days, junior high school classmates, you can come too, I will pick you up." Zhang Ziyue said enthusiastically, putting Ding Dou's cell phone in his hand.

"It's not convenient for me, so I won't go."

"It's okay, I'll take care of you, go ahead, we haven't seen you for a long time. You are the class leader of our class. You were recognized by those little girls when you first entered junior high school. They must be surprised to see you." Zhang Ziyue directly sent a message to WeChat with his mobile phone, and then said with a smile, "Really, I really hope you go, don't let us down. I have something to do here, so I'll leave first, and we'll see you later."

He waved at Ding Dou, remembering that he couldn't see, "Bye bye, Ding Dou"

"Goodbye." Hearing the nurse's voice, Ding Dou pressed his fingerprints according to her instructions, and he sighed deeply when he groped towards the ward.

For him, growing up is a pain in the heart, some of which he cherishes in his life, and some that make him unforgettable.

He left that place to avoid his own cowardice, afraid to face himself who had a colorful world in the past.

For those who celebrate Chinese New Year, there are a lot fewer people in the hospital, and most of them are taken back to celebrate the Chinese New Year at home.

Ding Dou paid 1000 yuan for hospitalization and medical expenses, and now he only has more than [-] yuan left. This is the living expenses for him and his grandmother for a month after the year. , Luo Yu's parents told him to suddenly come back to his senses.

Luo Yu and her parents rushed to the hospital and brought a box of milk and a fruit basket to Grandma Ding. Luo Yu was talking with Grandma Ding.

It was not until evening that he was ready to leave.

It was snowing heavily outside the hospital, and the cold wind blew coldly.

"Be careful when you go back." Ding Dou warned.

Luo Yu touched the back of his hand, "Can you stay here by yourself? Please hire a nurse."

Ding Dou nodded, "I can ask the nurse, let's try after tonight first. Go back quickly, tomorrow is New Year's Eve, by the way, Happy New Year."

Luo Yu went up to give Ding Dou a hug and said softly, "Happy New Year."