gentlemen!Please don't call me Douding

Hearing Grandma Ding's words, Ding Dou panicked, and hurriedly said, "Grandma, no girl wants to follow me."

Grandma Ding sighed, "Xiao Ding, if you don't go to see the girl, you will never have a chance. You always promised grandma to meet, but tell me which one have you met in these years?"

After Dou Zi ate the watermelon, he raised his small head and timidly looked at the three people in the room, but he didn't dare to call out, and lay on Grandma Ding's palm with his eyes wide open.

"Xiao Ding is so nice, how can there be no girls who like it. Mr. Shao, are you right?"

Ding Dou's heart tightened, and he said in a panic, "Grandma, what does this have to do with Shao Yao? I don't know anything, I don't earn much, and my family still has debts. How can I let the girl suffer with me?"

He panicked and didn't know how to explain it. He was afraid that Shao Yao would hear it, and he was afraid that Shao Yao would misunderstand.

Grandma Ding's eyes showed old sadness, "Xiao Ding, you always use this excuse to shirk, is it true that you will never get married if you don't pay it off all your life?"

The old man looked at the man standing in the house, holding a toolbox in his hand. I don’t know when the house was full of things brought by Mr. Shao. No matter who used it, Mr. Shao saw that there were few in the house, so he bought it naturally. I brought it back.

Broken items are replaced with new ones without making a sound.

She had never seen the clothes Ding Dou was wearing, and whenever Xiao Ding of his family had valuables, they hid them in that little room thinking she couldn't see them.

Ding Dou pursed his lips, resisting the boredom in his heart, "Yes, I don't plan to get married, I can take care of myself, I don't want to burden others."

Grandma Ding's heart sank, her pale hair covered a pair of shocked and distressed eyes, she wanted to say something, but her lips moved, and she sat down heavily.

Ding Dou couldn't see, he didn't know what was wrong, his heart was full of panic, and he said anxiously, "Grandma, I really don't want to—"

"Ding Dou, don't talk about it." Shao Yao whispered softly, quickly poured a glass of water, found out Grandma Ding's medicine, and asked her to take it in time to prevent the recurrence of coronary heart disease caused by the sudden change of mood.

Ding Dou's face turned pale with fright, and when he stood up abruptly, he tripped over the corner of the table. Shao Yao held his arm in time, and quickly withdrew his hand after he stood up straight.

Ding Dou grabbed grandma's hand, and the rough palm lines and thick calluses under his fingertips became indelible in the condensed time, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry grandma, does it still hurt? I'll call an ambulance and I'll be fine soon. Have you taken the medicine, I, I will go pour some water."

Grandma Ding held Ding Dou's hand to prevent him from leaving, she breathed slowly, she stroked Ding Dou's head, touched his eyes, the eyes were sore and swollen, she didn't make a sound, but tears flowed from her loving eyes , "Your parents left early, it's because grandma didn't take good care of you, it's all grandma's fault, otherwise how could Xiaoding lose his sight."

Otherwise, how could he talk about getting involved? Ding Dou has been sensible and obedient since he was a child, so how could he use these two words to describe himself.

"You are still so young, I didn't take good care of you, how can I explain to your parents when I go down..."

Ding Dou squatted in front of grandma, pursed his lips to hold back his tears, and remained silent.

Since when did they never say that again?

Parents died in an accident, the business failed, the family owed huge debts, and the house could not be sold to pay off the life debts demanded by the debt collectors.

Even the cemetery is a luxury. The old man brought his young grandson to work for others day and night. He had no place to live, so he wrapped himself in a quilt and hid in front of the damp eaves sleeping night after night.

The children were innocent before their birth, and the debts owed by the old people pressed their fingerprints one by one under the street lamp, not daring to die, and they didn't even have the energy to cry.

Apart from repaying debts, she has no intention of surviving. She cooks for others at the construction site, and washes dozens of catties of rice for a whole noon. She does the work of three people by herself, and she is so tired that she can't straighten up at night.

She was so busy that she wanted to rent a house that could shelter from the wind and rain, but she didn't know how seriously ill her little grandson was when he was taken to the hospital.

The child hugged the photo of his parents and fell into a coma for several days with a high fever. The mourning could not be stopped, and he was in pain. He was only 13 years old, and he couldn't accept that his home collapsed overnight. His beloved parents would never come back again. Becoming someone else's house, he is a stray puppy, and the world has no color from then on.

After living in the hospital for half a month, the hospital issued an order that they could not continue to provide medicines and accommodation if they did not pay.Those who could borrow borrowed it for a while, and everyone who borrowed it ran away when they heard the name. They all knew that they might not be able to get on, and they all knew that maybe one morning, the old man would leave this world with his little grandson.

If you can't survive, you can only die.

When she was in pain and helpless, the young grandson hugged grandma, and he stopped crying, no tears.

Ding Dou said, "Grandma, go back, I'm dying."

If we don't die, I will pay back the money from my parents.

It's just the two of us, don't cry, my parents will be sad if they know it, I don't want them to be sad.

I can't see, I still remember the appearance of my parents and grandma, it's okay.

This simmering is almost ten years.

Ding Dou's voice was hoarse, he fumbled to wipe away his grandma's tears, swallowed every sentence he had squeezed out from the past, and murmured countless times, am I right, I'm sorry.

He was standing at the door of the house, Shao Yao was standing in front of him, he wanted to raise his hand to touch his eyes, a smile appeared from his red eyes, "Shao Yao."

Shao Yao, I love you.

Shao Yao, I have let grandma down.

Ding Dou smiled slightly, and the corners of his lips curled up in a small arc, "Shaoyao, thank you for fixing the fan."

Shao Yao's heart was in severe pain, and his voice was low, "Yes. I'm leaving. Don't be angry with grandma."

"it is good."

He didn't say let's break up because of grandma.

He doesn't ask if you will marry someone else.

He couldn't see him, but he seemed to be looking at him, his brows were gentle and affectionate.

The cool summer night breeze blows into the half-closed windows, and the fan above the head makes a rustling sound.

"Xiao Ding, Mr. Shao is good-looking and capable. He will also get married and have lovely children. He is different from us."

Ding Dun hummed, his chest hurt like crazy, with a faint smile on his face, "Grandma, don't you like Mr. Shao?"

Grandma Ding looked at the smile on her little grandson's face that was thinner than a cicada's wings, gritted her teeth and said cruelly, "Yes."

How can you not like it? Mr. Shao is gentle to people and considerate to his little grandson.

But every time she thinks about what these good things are for, she can't help herself not to be heartbroken or angry.

She heard it, but never believed it.

In the small alley at the corner of the street, she watched her little grandson smiling and holding the man's hand, with a tender and attached look.She was very happy to see two people holding hands and whispering when no one was around.

She had seen that look on her son's face before, when he fell in love with a girl, when he married a wife, and when he gave birth to a child.

But she never thought of seeing it on the face of her little grandson in that scene.

Like a lover who has been together for a long time, familiar and warm.

She felt distressed and couldn't contain her anger.

Ding Dou turned his back, lowered his head and fumbled for the water glass to pour water for Grandma Ding, "Okay. He... won't come."

In the hot summer, he shivered coldly in the boundless darkness.

The soft cat staggered cautiously, and climbed up to Ding Dou's hand. Douzi whined softly, and its round eyes shone like crystals.

Ding Dou covered Dou Zi and himself with the quilt, rubbed his chin against its soft down, and said silently.

You miss him.

I want, too.

But I can't see him anymore.

Bean, you are as unlucky as I am again.

Eat at home in the morning, come back on time at night, eat quietly with the rice bowl in hand, and walk past the noisy crowd.

Life is as if nothing is different from usual.

He doesn't answer the phone no matter who it is, and goes home to accompany grandma and Douzi obediently every day.

He felt that he was no different from the past ten years, but those invisible eyes were no longer clear, and they were filled with sadness and loneliness.

He doesn't like to laugh very much anymore, and he will always be in a daze silently when there is no one around, and is estranged from others by being wrapped in a transparent barrier by loneliness.

He lost a lot of weight much faster than a little fat.

Ding Dou sat in the bank, listening to the number reported in the text message on his mobile phone, smiled helplessly, and sat quietly in the cool hall in a daze.

A familiar feeling surrounded him, someone stuffed a box of cool things into his hand, put his mobile phone in his pocket, and a small spoon was held in the other hand.

Ding Dou smiled at the people around him, fumbled to dig a spoonful of ice cream and put it in his mouth. The chocolate ice cream melted on the tip of his tongue with the aroma of hazelnut fragments, and it was slightly bitter.

"It's delicious." Ding Dou said.

Shao Yao looked at him and curled his lips, "Did you say something was not delicious?"

No, it's so easy to raise, you can eat anything, everything is delicious.

Ding Dou's eyebrows and eyes were bent, as bright as the sun in early summer, and then they were covered with a layer of cool wind and drizzle, which covered his eyes with a thin layer of water.

"Shao Yao, I can't let you go to my house."

Shao Yao's eyebrows were full of distress, "Okay, then come to my house, and I will cook for you."

"Shaoyao, does grandma know? I let her down."

He let her down, but he couldn't make Shao Yao feel bad. He wanted grandma, but he couldn't bear Shao Yao.

"No, I kidnapped you, I made grandma angry." Shao Yao said.

Ding Dou pursed his lips and smiled, the bitterness of chocolate melted on the tip of his tongue, leaving the icy aroma of ice cream between his lips and teeth.

"Shaoyao, it would be great if you were a woman, then grandma won't disagree."

The man raised his hand and stroked his hair, "Well. I can still give birth to you."

Ding Douchi laughed, and returned the unfinished ice cream to Shaoyao, "You are such a strong girl, I must be the only one who wants you."

Shao Yao looked at him with deep and gentle eyes.

"We don't see each other anymore, I don't want to make grandma sad." He turned to whisper, "But I can't bear you too, you wait for me, I will tell grandma how good you are, and I will let her accept us, just like She is willing to accept congratulations."

it's OK.

Row.

It was a sultry day in June, and the sun was shining brightly, showing his enthusiasm ferociously.

Xu Zehui took a big vacation and stayed in the hospital for a few days. He suffered from stomach ulcers, and he didn't eat on time, causing a hole in his stomach pouch. He couldn't eat or sleep well because of the pain.

The company that came in the afternoon was about to leave work. He asked for leave temporarily, and some work on hand was not arranged well. He took a look at the company's situation.

Shao Yao frowned, "Go back and rest."

"Just waiting for your words." Xu Zehui smiled and waved while lying on the sofa askew, "How is the interview going these few days? Let me see the progress."

Shao Yao glanced at him and ignored him.

Xu Zehui was helpless, holding a cup of hot water in his hand, saying nothing, "Shao Zi has gone back, I am still thinking about the child next to him. Where is my sister-in-law, do you want to have dinner together tonight?"

Shao Yao closed the computer, checked the time, got up and changed his clothes.

He promised not to see him, but Shaoyao couldn't rest assured that he would walk on the street with people coming and going by himself. Every day he had to watch Ding Dou get home safely from a distance before he could rest assured, and then he came to the company to work overtime.

Assistant Xu was still very useful, at least he took half of Mr. Shao's work. Shao Yao began to consider whether to give Xu Zehui more money.

After all, Douding also often advised him not to be so cruel to Xiao Huihui, and it was hard to find someone who worked so hard.