gentlemen!Please don't call me Douding

There are still a few days before the Chinese New Year when it snows heavily.

Ding Dou opened the window a crack, stretched out his hand, his palm was a little cold, the calloused palm made him almost unable to feel the touch of snowflakes, only the white shadow in his memory used his heart.

He prefers to look up at the snow, the sky is boundless, wantonly pouring these soft petals, falling on his face one by one, even melting between his teeth.

He had already started preparing new year's goods. It was inconvenient for him to go out with Grandma Ding. He was afraid of causing trouble to Grandma. Grandma Ding went to the supermarket with a few neighbors.

Ding Dou went to the kitchen, got a towel from a familiar place, dipped it in the water, and groped in the living room to wipe down the cabinets and tables.

The water is very cold in winter, and there is no heating in the house, so Ding Dou cannot heat hot water by himself.

But it doesn't matter, he is young, this kind of cold is okay, if he can bear it, the more he does, the less he will do.

Ding Dou silently calculated his salary and considered whether he needed to move. He heard from others that the houses in this area were about to be demolished. Next time, he would find a room with heating and he would not suffer so much in winter.

It's just that part of the school's loans and arrears still has to be repaid. Excluding the necessary living expenses for him and his grandma, there is not much salary for a month and there is not much money left.

Knock knock - someone knocked on the door.

Ding Dou didn't make a sound, but he heard people outside shouting, "Xiao Ding, your uncle and I are here to see you, I know you are at home, please open the door."

He frowned, with a bit of reluctance on his face, he fumbled to lock the door of his own room and grandma's room first, and opened the guide stick.

Ding Dou stood at the door without intending to move away, "What are you doing here?"

His aunt complained, "What are you talking about, kid? It's Chinese New Year, come and see you, come and help me, and help me tell your uncle to come in."

"Get out of the way, it's freezing outside." His aunt's child pushed Ding Dou, regardless of his parents, and went straight into the house.

His uncle looked into Ding Dou's eyes and said, "This kid is too lively, Xiao Ding, don't be fooled."

Ding Dou held his guide stick and went into the house by himself. When he entered, he heard his aunt whisper, "Look, I knew this child was not good. I didn't see that you were having trouble walking, so I didn't know to help him up. I really didn't know." How did he educate him.

The fire in Ding Dou's heart suddenly rose, and he wanted to say whether love will come or not, no one will invite you.

His aunt went to the kitchen to pour water by herself. Ding Dou just took a step when he tripped over an inexplicably extra bench on the ground. Fortunately, he quickly supported the ground and didn't let himself fall too embarrassingly. flushed.

He couldn't see, and Grandma Ding never left the things in the house carelessly, for fear of bumping into Xiao Ding.

"You go over there and don't mess with my train."

The child of his aunt's family should be in the sixth grade of elementary school, and his name is Shi Taotao.

Ding Dou squatted on the ground and groped to lift the bench up, then carefully walked to the other side of the living room with the stool and sat down.

Shi Taotao snorted, ran over and said loudly, "Mom, look at him, he messed up my little train."

"Then you go get something else to play with." His mother casually dismissed him, letting him find something to play with in the house.

"Don't rummage through my things," Ding Dou scolded in a low voice, Shi Taotao was stunned, and immediately burst into tears, dragging his mother to leave.

It's not that Ding Dou is stingy, he can't get along with children, children are naughty by nature, he can understand, speaking of this, Grandma Ding can't be angry.

Two years earlier, Ding Dou’s family had an accident. He was blind and young. Grandma Ding staggered and took Xiao Ding. The child was seven or eight years old at the time. He followed his aunt to the house. The child may not know what a blind person is. I just found it fun.

Grandma Ding was cooking in the house, and Shi Taotao put a cannon that could explode when stepped on at the door of the house, and then asked Ding Dou to help him go out to carry things.

As soon as Ding Dou walked to the door, there was a bang under his feet, he couldn't see, he lost his direction in an instant, a series of firecrackers sounded under his feet, and there was a staircase not far from his door, Shi Taotao watched as Ding Dou stepped on the firecracker, Falling down the stairs, I laughed happily.

The people in the room hurried out when they heard the sound. Grandma Ding saw Ding Dou rolling down the stairs, her face turned pale with fright. fine.

When Grandma Ding helped Ding Dou up, Xiao Ding's face and neck were covered with bloody cuts, and a lump immediately bulged up on his head. Ding Dou couldn't see anything, and Grandma Ding's hands were trembling with anger.

His aunt looked at Ding Dou and said, "Isn't it all right? It's just hung up and scratched. It will be fine in a while. Ding Dou, Taotao didn't do it on purpose. He is young, so don't be as knowledgeable as him. "

Ding Dou was also a half-grown boy at that time. Grandma Ding supported Ding Dou with great effort, while his aunt held Shi Taotao in her arms and watched without moving.

At first, he thought nothing was wrong, but Ding Dou felt dizzy, but he didn't bleed much. He thought he might have fallen down the stairs, and he was a little dizzy.

Grandma Ding insisted on going to the hospital, "Ding, I will support you, let's go to the hospital to have a look, if you don't look, I don't worry."

His aunt also persuaded, "Go to a hospital, just apply some medicine at home." What a waste of money.

Ding Dou couldn't help his grandma, so he went directly to the hospital for an examination, and found that he had a slight concussion. He knocked his head on the steps, and there was some blood in his brain. It was the brain. How many organs are connected to it? Fortunately, he came to see .

The concussion caused Ding Dou to vomit at home for three days. He was so dizzy that he couldn't eat anything. Grandma Ding cried behind her back several times in anger. She had never seen such a way to educate children.

That was obviously intentional. Fortunately, Ding Dou didn't have any major accidents. If anything happened, it would be murder.His aunt was afraid that their family would ask her for medical expenses, so she insisted that Ding Dou accidentally fell down.

Her Xiao Ding couldn’t see, but he didn’t do anything wrong. Why did Ding suffer all kinds of hardships? When other people’s children were injured, they acted like a baby to recuperate. Eat, endure no matter how painful it is, for fear that she will be sad.

Ding Dou came back to his senses from his memory, his family didn't owe his aunt anything, they were all responsible for that accident, and no one could escape it.

"Xiao Ding, what about your grandma, we haven't seen each other for so long."

Ding Dou pursed his lips, and said indifferently, "Go out, what are you doing here, my family has no money."

His uncle blushed, and said holding back, "You talk like that, this is your aunt."

His aunt hurriedly interrupted him, and said with a smile, "We didn't come here to ask for money. During the Chinese New Year, your family only has my relatives left. Let's take a look, shouldn't we?"

Ding Dou originally wanted to stand up, but then thought of Shi Taotao playing on the ground. He was afraid that he might fall down again, so he didn't move. He said, "My family is small and cannot hold so many people. Auntie, Uncle, just tell me if you have something to do."

His aunt looked into the room and said with a smile, "Xiaoding, you see, our family is not rich, and your uncle's legs are not good enough. Taotao will go to junior high school next year. I want to go out to work and earn some money." A little bit."

Ding Dou said nothing.

His aunt said, "As soon as I go out, your uncle and Taotao are the only ones at home. Your uncle can't do anything with his legs. Taotao is young and cannot be left alone. I, I just want to let you breastfeed us. Go home, show them two, just cook and do something."

After hearing this, Ding Dou's heart sank suddenly. He groped and stood up, facing their direction, with an uncontrollable anger on his face, "No, whatever you like, my grandma will never go!"

Why, Ding Dou is still reluctant to let his grandma cook and wash clothes, why should he serve others.

His aunt is also ashamed to tell you, what is your relationship with us? Even if you are an aunt, you have some blood relationship, but his grandma is not, why serve you, have you ever seen an old man serve you?

Don't even open your eyes to look at your child.

He earns money to make his grandma happy, not to serve others.

His aunt's family is really very shrewd in their calculations, let others take care of them, and go out to earn money by themselves, the miscellaneous ye will think.

His uncle is missing a leg, so there are not many in the hospital, how did the disabled survive, and how could he not do anything and let others take care of him.

This woman didn't think about Ding Dou at all, it doesn't matter whether he sees it or not, isn't it, or his aunt, she didn't think about how Ding Dou lived at all.

Grandma Ding went up the stairs with her things in her arms. As soon as she entered the door, she saw Ding Dou's face full of anger. His aunt hurried over to catch the things in Grandma Ding's hand.

Shi Taotao immediately ran over to look at the things Grandma Ding bought, and found that there was nothing for him to eat, said something stingy angrily, and ran away.

"What is his aunt doing?"

The woman smiled apologetically, and pushed her man, "I'm here to see you."

Ding Dou held his guiding stick tightly and said, "Go out, I won't agree."

"Okay, it's okay if you don't agree. Let's talk first. It's Chinese New Year. We're here to visit relatives." The woman said, giving Grandma Ding a seat on the sofa.

Grandma Ding looked at a lot of things on the ground. The water cups, stools, and remote controls at home were all placed on the ground by Shi Taotao to play with.

If Ding Dou couldn't see the glass and stepped on it, and fell and bound himself, what would happen.

Grandma Ding hurried over, squatted down with the coffee table, picked up the things and put them away. When Shi Taotao saw that his toy had been damaged, he immediately went to complain to his mother.

It's really shameless, go to someone's house as a guest, just turn things up and down, it's very reasonable, it doesn't matter if you play with children, you can play like this at any house, but their house can't, her Xiaoding can't see, these things It will hurt Ding Dou.

Grandma Ding went to the kitchen to pour a cup of hot water. The whole family had hot water, and none of them thought of pouring it for Ding Dou.It's winter, it's snowing outside, there's no heating, no air-conditioning in the house, who doesn't feel cold.

Ding Dou took the water glass, bowed his head and took a sip, only to feel his body recover from the cold, and suppressing the fire in his heart, he said, "Auntie, my grandma is getting old, and you all have parents, so you Don't pay attention to our family."

When his uncle heard this, he immediately became unhappy, and said, "Who caused my leg?! It's good enough not to make you lose money. Let's see how much they compensated 10,000+. Tell me and I will ask." Do you want to come to your house?"

Ding Dou laughed angrily, "Uncle, you really think that I have never been to school, let alone 10,000+, I won't give you even a single point. I have a good memory, and I will definitely remember how much my aunt took. If you feel wronged, we will go through the legal process and judge what is what, and we will live on our own in the future, don't get involved with relatives."

The woman immediately yelled, "Xiao Ding!" Then she smiled and said to Grandma Ding, "Grandma, you can see that Xiao Ding's temper has grown a lot in recent years. We have no other intentions, really. I just want to go out Part-time job, let you help take care of the two of you, Xiao Ding just has a bad temper, so what, let's go first."

As he spoke, he supported her man, and went out with a cane. When he was leaving, Shi Taotao made a face at Ding Dou, and slammed the door shut with a bang.

Grandma Ding was so frightened that her heart jumped. Ding Dou quickly groped over and helped her to sit on the sofa. He sat on the small bench by himself, and neither of them spoke for a while.

Ding Dou felt very uncomfortable. Before his eyes was the dark sky and the endless darkness, like a cliff. The darkness cut his life into pieces dripping with blood.

God took away his eyes and parents at his best age, and there will be no dawn in his life since then.

Sometimes Ding Dou is lucky that his parents didn't see him now, didn't see that their beloved child could no longer see the light, and didn't see the life of him and grandma depended on each other. Even if he left, he must be happy.