gentlemen!Please don't call me Douding

The hospital is warm, clean and bright, and there are people chatting with Grandma Ding in the ward, but it’s almost a week, and no one feels comfortable living there, that’s a lot of money to send out.

Grandma Ding talked and talked, and persuaded Ding Dou to let her out of the hospital. See, it tastes good, at most, she won't be angry in the future, and she won't care about others, that's all right.

"Stay here for two days. Let's go home on the seventh day of the lunar new year. I asked the nurse, grandma, don't worry, the money is enough."

Early in the morning, Ding Dou made a meal for Grandma Ding and brought hot water for Grandma Ding to wash. "Is it cold in the room?" he asked.

Even though the warm air was turned on, Ding Dou always felt a little chilly all over his body.

"It's not cold, Xiao Ding, are you wearing too little?" Grandma Ding asked with concern.

Ding Dou tucked his hands in his sleeves and shook them, his wrists were very comfortable against the cold cylinder of the guiding stick. He was shivering from the cold, but he always wanted to touch something cold.

Ding Dou touched his forehead outside the ward, it was a little higher than usual, he probably had a fever.

Having not slept well for more than a week, and running around in the snow in winter, Ding Dou is not as strong as ordinary people, so he is usually very cautious not to let himself get sick.

Yesterday I went to give money to his aunt, borrowed money, and there is not much left at home.

Ding Dou sat on the chair in the corridor, feeling a little chilly and weak. He leaned on the back of the chair and felt a little headache. The pain was how to pay off all the debts on his body.

He won't take out his parents' money, it's money for his life, every cent of his parents' money for his life is his parents' blood and his tears.

buzz-

Ding Dou fumbled to answer the phone, it was the owner of the massage shop.

"Xiao Ding, do you have something to do today? Our store received an order online, and we will serve at customers' homes. The salary is four times higher. Do you think you can do it?"

Only then did Ding Dou remember that the boss said years ago that there would be orders during the Chinese New Year, and if he took over the job, he would get a lot of money.

He pressed his forehead with one hand, squeezed the space between his eyebrows, and his throat hurt a little, "Okay, I'll go, send me the address later."

He gets the address and can take a taxi to the guest's home.

Four times the salary is equivalent to earning three days more money, plus the current money in hand, it can almost last until the next month's salary.

Ding Dou helped the back of the chair. When he stood up, he felt dizzy. He walked slowly to the bathroom, washed his face with cold water, and regained consciousness.

I'm fine, just a low-grade fever, nothing to bother me.

Ding Dou ordered lunch for Grandma Ding and asked the nurse to bring it to Grandma Ding.

"I'm going to give massages to people. There will be a lot of money during the Chinese New Year. Grandma, remember to eat and take a nap in the afternoon. I will be back around three or four o'clock."

"Xiao Ding, don't go, I think your complexion is not good, are you tired?" Grandma Ding is distressed, Ding Dou can't see it, but she can see it, the flesh that has grown on her little grandson for several years, she After staying in the hospital for a few days, he lost weight again. He couldn't sleep well, and he couldn't eat on time. Grandma Ding felt sorry for her little grandson.

Ding Dou rubbed his face and smiled, "It's okay, I haven't been out these few days, please cover up, grandma, let me go, I'm fine in the hospital, be careful, I'll be back in the afternoon, okay?"

Grandma Ding couldn't persuade him, so she had to tell him to be careful, don't worry about her, and remember to eat.

The person who placed the order was an aunt. She had worked hard during the Chinese New Year and was in severe pain. After taking medicine, the doctor said that massage would help her recover quickly. The children in the family helped to order it, and they did not dare to say the price.

Ding Dou arrived at 9:[-], and answered another phone call on the way. Unexpectedly, he met Zhang Ziyue, his junior high school classmate, when he was paying the hospital bill that day.

"Singing at the ktv at the class reunion in the afternoon, and going to dinner at night, Ding Dou, you can come too, they are all former classmates, we haven't seen each other for many years."

Ding Dou refused in embarrassment. He only stayed in that school for one year. Many classmates had forgotten it long ago. They hadn’t seen each other for more than nine years. Ding Dou couldn’t see him. It would be embarrassing and troublesome for others if he went. .

Zhang Ziyue persuaded them in every possible way on the phone, "I told them a long time ago, and they all remember you as a handsome guy. Let's go, we are all young people, we know each other as soon as we meet."

Ding Dou had heard of the ktv mentioned by Zhang Ziyue, and had never been in it. Many places are not accessible to the blind. It is not discrimination, but these places will cause trouble for the blind and are not suitable for them.

Ding Dou kept refusing until Zhang Ziyue took a step back and said, "I'll pick you up. I'll just meet you and leave, okay? I've told my classmates. If you don't go, I'll lose face, Ding Steep, let's go, okay?"

At this point, if Ding Dou evades again, I'm afraid it will be too disrespectful to him. Ding Dou squeezed his eyebrows and had to agree to come back as soon as we meet.

He smiled wryly in his heart, mocking himself, seeing each other?He is blind, even if he saw it, he couldn't see it.

Because of the fever, Ding Dou was not strong enough, but he couldn't be perfunctory, so he extended the massage time to make the effect better. After he finished the massage, it was almost two o'clock, and he hadn't eaten yet.

Ding Dou stood on the side of the road, feeling the sun shining on his body, but he was shivering from the cold, a thin layer of cold sweat appeared on his forehead, he couldn't see, he didn't know where he was at all.

Holding the ground with the blind stick, I felt the temperature of my forehead rise again.

Zhang Ziyue called him on the side of the road, remembering that he was inconvenient to move, got out of the car and ran over by himself, smiling loudly, "It's a bit of a traffic jam, let's go, everyone is already waiting in the private room, don't be shy, you are all acquaintances."

Ding Dou sat in the car, smiled slightly, and listened to him talk about the changes in his classmates over the years.

Some people went to Beijing's first-class universities, some went abroad, and some didn't go to high school to start their own businesses, and now they are big. Ding Dou smiled slightly. These people have long been strangers to him. He is blind and has a whole body of debts on him, so everyone should stay away from him.

Ding Dou felt that he took him to a lively place, he could smell the faint smell of smoke and alcohol, and the swirling music filled his ears.

Zhang Ziyue pushed open the door of the private room, and the colorful lights shone wantonly in the dim place.

"Look, who is this? Do you still know him?"

A girl suddenly jumped in front of Ding Dou, and said with a smile, "When I was in junior high school, I was the class teacher in our class. Now I don't want to ignore it. Hey, turn on the light and let me take a good look."

Ding Dou has a slender body, a little thin, and handsome features. He is the standard little fresh meat that people call now.

"Don't be a nympho, you two are late, here is a fine drink!"

Zhang Ziyue gestured to them, pointing to his eyes, telling them to pay attention, and the girls immediately regretted that Zhang Ziyue was so handsome but couldn't see his eyes.

There are more than 20 people in the room, dancing, singing, lively, if you can play, you will be able to play very well, but Ding Dou can't, he can't play, and he doesn't know what to do here, so he has to be quiet Sitting motionless on the sofa.

"Come and have a drink, a cocktail, so you won't get drunk." A boy sat down with two glasses of wine and offered a glass to Zhang Ziyue and Ding Dou who were talking.

Others also booed, "Drink it, you won't get drunk, Ding Dou, try it, the color of this wine is very beautiful."

Ding Dou pursed his lips and smiled, and said apologetically, "Sorry, I don't know how to drink."

He didn't want to drink, he didn't eat anything for almost a day, he didn't have any appetite at all, his body was very weak, although the private room was warm, but the noise made his head hurt even more.

"I'll go back first, thank you." Ding Dou said apologetically, and wanted Zhang Ziyue to help him say a few words, but he didn't know where he had gone.

Several people around were clamoring, "I have to go back just now, this can't be punished with a drink, come on, these three drinks, after drinking, we will let you go."

Ding Dou couldn't get rid of it, so he could only endure the stomachache, and drank three times the bitter and spicy wine consecutively, his stomach warmed up for a while, but his head became dizzy even more.

"I respect you, I liked you back then, Ding Dou, you wouldn't stop drinking, would you?" said a girl with a very sweet voice.

The others laughed immediately, they didn't expect to hear such a thing, they booed even more, and they had to drink this glass of wine.

Ding Dou had no choice but to catch the wine glass, frowning and drank it.

The wine they drank tasted sweet, but the alcohol was not low at all. After being toasted a few times by them, Ding Dou's face became even paler, his forehead was covered in cold sweat, and his body shivered with cold.

He rested on the sofa for a while, the noise around him, the choking smell of cigarettes, and the strong smell of alcohol gave him a splitting headache.

Not long after, my stomach, which had been empty for a day and only filled with wine, began to hurt violently, as if someone had whipped me, and my body felt very uncomfortable.

Ding Dou fumbled to stand up, shaking his body violently, a man stood up and supported him, Zhang Ziyue came over and asked, "You guys are so bad, how much did Ding Dou drink?"

The man smiled and put his arms around Ding Dou's waist, "I'll take him to the bathroom, don't worry, come back later and have fun."

Ding Dou staggered and was half-supported and half-carried into the bathroom. He was dizzy and had no strength in his body. The man put his arm around his waist, his face was flushed, and he seemed to be drunk.

Ding Dou touched the wall, bowed his head and retched, but couldn't spit out anything. His body was hot, but he couldn't help shaking.

The man pinched Ding Dou's waist. Ding Dou's bones were thin and his waist was thin. Apart from being a little thin, his figure was standard and good-looking. He turned Ding Dou upside down and pressed him against the wall, lit a cigarette himself, and blew the smoke away. Spit on Ding Dou's face, look at his clear eyes, without focus.

"It looks good."

Ding Dou's eyes were out of focus, he coughed twice, his head was dizzy, if it wasn't for the man pressing him against the wall, he would almost collapse.

Seeing that he couldn't see and there was no one around, the man put his hand into Ding Dou's sweater recklessly, biting a cigarette and blowing smoke on Ding Dou's face, seeing his red eyes showing a vulnerable expression like a rabbit.

Ding Dou felt that someone was touching him, which made him very uncomfortable. Cold hands pressed against his waist and eyes, and walked up his back. He was terrified. He kept coughing, trying to push away the person who suppressed him.

"Cough, cough, let go...I want to go...Who are you, cough cough".

"Come and take a breath, you won't feel dizzy anymore, take a breath and try." The person who spoke took a big breath by himself, and he pinched Ding Dou's jaw, forcing him to open his mouth.

Ding Dou pursed his lips tightly, but the man started to act more mischievously with his hands.

Ding Dou pushed him away violently, but he fell staggeringly, his forehead slammed on the sink, and collapsed on the ground, "Ahem, you... I want to go home... Cough, cough...", he On the wet ground, he fumbled for his guide stick drowsily, his body ached and his stomach twitched.