gentlemen!Please don't call me Douding

Until now, Shao Yao still remembers the scene of that day.

It was very hot early in the morning, the sky was as blue as washing, with only one or two wisps of white clouds floating, and the cicadas on the willow treetops by the roadside were chirping cheerfully.

There are small golden and red lanterns hanging in Lin'anmen, and they are also decorated with delicate roses, which are tied up next to the lanterns one by one. The red petals waft a light floral fragrance in the summer wind.

On the street, children ran around playing and playing, and their laughter dispelled the sweltering heat.

Shao Yao was walking home with a pile of building materials, and when he passed Lin'anmen, someone gave him a rose when he was handing out roses on the street.

The flowers look very beautiful lying on the wooden blocks. Shao Yao found a bottle and filled it with water and inserted it. When he was tired of working in the new house, he looked up at the delicate flowers stretching their petals in the sun.

Everyone had something to go out that day, those who went to work, those who went to the hospital, even Grandma Ding went to talk to old friends, and he was the only one left at home.

Shao Yao took a grinding tool and polished the Lenz next to the wooden bed to be smooth and fine. After sweating all over, he took off his shirt, revealing his healthy chest, and the sweat went down the chest muscles and into the waist and abdomen.

Until five o'clock in the afternoon, no one came back from the house. He took off his clothes and washed himself with cold water. Before he finished rinsing, he heard the phone ring.

Xu Zehui bluffed at the other end and said, "Boss, there are people making trouble in Lin'anmen, come quickly, there is almost a fight, there are too many of them, boss, Shao Zi has already rushed over!"

Shao Yao frowned, wiped his body in a hurry, changed his clothes and went down, pondering, who dares to make trouble in Lin'anmen?

When Shao Yao was driving all the way, he caught a glimpse of the shops in the streets and alleys, saying that couples buy today, buy one get one free, etc., and some shops even made huge hearts with roses in front of them.

Today is not Valentine's Day, Shao Yao glanced at and drove over.

When he arrived in front of the ancient gate tower of Lin'anmen, he found that there were fewer and fewer people from Lin'anmen and the street entrance. After walking in a few steps, the crowded crowd disappeared, leaving only empty small shops and lonely wandering houses. little lantern.

The elegant black carved door stands quietly, with a bright red rose and a piece of cardboard pinned to it.

There are only two words written on the card - promise.

Behind him, a banner suddenly fell from the sky, and the large vertical characters were printed in handsome italics—it was Shaoyao, not Shaoyao.

He took two steps forward, and a small piloted plane buzzed and flew in front of him with a small colored stripe. It was written in delicate pen: Sir, please don't call me Douding, please.

Shao Yao looked at the words on it, and smiled with his lips curled up, his eyes were deep and shining, shining like vast stars.

He walked towards the end of the street, a little girl in a floral dress ran out of nowhere in a secluded, elegant and ancient alley, she was probably only three years old, and she said in a childish voice——but I can't see it, Lazy Concubine poisonous.

Shao Yao handed the rose in his hand to the little girl, his voice was low and gentle, "It's okay, I'm not good-looking, I'm afraid I'll scare you."

The little girl embarrassedly caught the rose and ran into the winding alley.

There was a smile on the corners of Shao Yao's thin lips, and his cold eyebrows stretched out. If he walked further, he would almost reach the small old shop at the end of the street with squeaking fans.

Shao Yao turned around suddenly, and there was a big boy holding a pure black cat. Seeing him turn around, he bared his teeth and said with a smile, "But he is stupid, stupid and stupid, always bullied, and he doesn't know how to fight. I know how to do business, but I don’t make much money, so what should I do?”

"As long as I'm here, no one will bully him. I'll take care of him and stay with him. He's stupid and stupid. It doesn't matter. I'm smart. I'll bully others for him. I'll make money. He's so trouble-free and has enough food. Not much, it doesn’t need a lot of money.”

The cat in the big boy's hand jumped out of his arms, and he smiled and nodded and ran away after the cat.

Shao Yao turned around and saw people running out from nowhere at the end of the street, black-haired, black-eyed, blond, and when the music sounded, they suddenly started dancing.

The cheerful footsteps and the light music complement each other, and the smiles hang on their faces. When the melody stops, they hold signs and laugh at Shaoyao-today is Qixi Festival, I know you don't know.

Shao Yao laughed deeply, "Well, I didn't know that today is Qixi Festival."

The sign turned around to reveal the words hidden underneath, "So I want to tell you myself."

The elegant and quiet sound of the piano played beautiful notes at the fingertips, and all the dancers spread out, revealing the young man sitting in front of the piano behind him.

He smiled nervously at Shaoyao, lowered his head, and played seriously. The interlaced black and white keys are like eternal time, and the black keys are simple and steady, representing the past. The song I sang, the heavy rain that fell in front of the dark window in the past.

The white key is elegant and light, representing the future, a clear and transparent future, the future of you and me, supporting each other, walking through the muddy path, humming the familiar melody of the future, and walking through the sunny future after the heavy rain.

The sound of the piano slowly flows out of the alternation of time, condensing the past and the future at this moment.

The young man sang in a low voice, the song he had always wanted to sing to Shao Yao.

—if I could see it.

Can clearly distinguish day and night.

Can accurately hold your hand in the crowd.

If I could see,

can take you around in a car,

It will surprise you with a hug from behind.

I look into your face,

but see nothing but nothingness,

Did God put the curtain in front of my eyes.

Forgot to open--

Tears fell on the black and white keys, and Ding Dou sang softly, "You are my eyes, take me to appreciate the changes of the four seasons, you are my eyes, take me through the crowded crowds and pass the Yumen Pass in the spring breeze."

Bring him out of the cold and lonely darkness, bring him colors and worlds.

"You are my eyes, leading me to read the vast sea of ​​books."

Take him to the boundless Yellow River and listen to the wind.Take him through the world, touch the cruelty and tenderness of the world.

"Because you are my eyes, allowing me to see the world... right in front of my eyes."

Shao Yao stared at him, his eyes trembling like a light wind.

Someone once asked him, if he could really see, maybe there would be a difference between you.

He will no longer rely on you, you are no longer his everything, except you, he will come into contact with a more exciting world, know more friends, he will know that you are not the only one, there will be people who are more powerful than you, than you Be gentle, treat him better than you, he will have his own views, want to do things that are not arranged for him by you, and more people will appear in his life.

At that time, will he change?

Shao Yao looked at the young man who was slowly walking towards him, he was handsome and beautiful, his eyes were more beautiful than the stars, he smiled nervously, his cheeks were red, and the tears were still wet.

Shao Yao said, he will know more people and see a more exciting world than I brought him, but I will treat him better, and I will accompany him to the old age, what he wants to do, go like a kite Fly and run, but he will leave his thread in my hand.Because he knows that no matter how far he can fly, the only person he will never let go of is the person holding the string.

He will not change, he is only afraid that the person holding the string will let go of the string one day.

The man asked, "Would you?"

"No, I will tie the string to my hand and watch him fly freely until he is tired. When he stops, I will open my arms and take him home."

"Because you are my eyes, allowing me to see the world, right in front of my eyes."

Ding Dou walked up to him step by step, stretched out his hands behind his back to him, the palms were hot and moist.

He pursed his lips, knelt down on one knee, his voice trembling, "Shao, Shaoyao, I thought about it, you and I can go to France, so I came back. Today is Qixi Festival, China On Valentine's Day, I want to ask you, are you willing to accept my proposal and marry me?"

Countless people came out from behind, Mr. Shao, Mrs. Ding, Mrs. Zhang, Xu Zehui, Lixia, Qu Wei, Shao Zi who was holding the child, the owner of the massage shop, Luo Yu, and the smiling Wei, with a large group of Ding Dou’s classmates. .

"Promise him, promise him, promise him!" Somebody got up and started yelling, it's not a big deal to watch the excitement properly.

Shao Yao didn't turn around, and didn't see the teasing smiles in the eyes of his big group of brothers.

All he could see was the young man who was looking up at him eagerly. He helped him by his arm and led him to stand up, and said in a low voice, "Have you saved up all the money I gave you?"

Ding Dou put a ring on Shao Yao with a chuckle, "And the money I earned during my internship, I want the best one for you."

The ring was custom-made, with no extra decorations, simple and solemn, with small raised lines engraved around the ring, arranged in strange shapes.

Shao Yao gently rubbed the marks on it with his fingers, it was in Braille, he knew that he had been married for a long time, and he mistakenly provoked the black-bellied president.

- the love of my life.

Because of you, I can see this world, but when I was full of loneliness and darkness, I used to drop these characters on the paper countless times, stroked them, as if I saw you, as if you were by my side.

I love you deeply, you are my eyes and my world.

……

Two years later.

"Mr. Shao, can you tell me why you decided to devote yourself to charity?"

"You are the largest shareholder of this school, do you have anything to say to the students?" The reporters flocking to Shao Yao asked questions with their microphones squeezed in front of Shao Yao.

Shao Yao looked down at the time, it was two o'clock in the afternoon, and he had to be there before three o'clock.

"It is my social responsibility to care about the disabled and pave the way for their lives. I just spend more money. For these students, they work very hard and are very difficult, so I hope that all interviews after this time will be able to Stop, and give them a quiet learning environment. If I really want to give a word, I will quote Tagore, "The world kisses me painfully, and I would like to repay it with a song." I hope they can all live optimistically. Thank you. "

Shaoyao's deep and mellow voice came from the mobile phone. In the exquisite and comfortable coffee shop, the young man held the one-year-old baby in his arms and showed her the people on the mobile phone, and said with a light smile, "Little Dingxiang, look, Dad is inside, and Dad will come later."

"I'd rather watch the video here than go to the scene?" Shao Yao sat down with milk and snacks, and reached out to catch the baby, "Have you eaten with the girl?"

Ding Dou lowered his head and kissed the baby's head, and handed the girl to him, "Eat a little, I'll wait for you." He chuckled twice, "I'm not going, I'll stutter when I'm nervous!"

Little Dingxiang grabs the biscuit on Dad's hand, "Ah, eat!"

Shao Yao separated the two glasses of milk, "You drink the chocolate-flavored one. At the banquet in Paris last time, there were so many people, why didn't you stutter and argue with others with confidence."

"Hmph, who made him insist on you going out alone with him for a day before agreeing to sign the contract? It's obvious that he doesn't have good intentions for you."

"They're kidding you, little fool."

"Anyway, I don't care." Ding Dou lowered his head and fiddled with the straw, very reasonable, stretched out a finger to tease the girl's chin, making her laugh.

Shao Yao looked at the girl and at Ding Dou, "She looks more and more like you."

"Hey, in our family, boys are just like you."

Shao Yao curled his lips into a smile, and there was a hint of warmth in the eyes of the soft baby in his arms.

The little girl was conceived by a surrogate mother who was found abroad a year ago. She searched for eggs with facial features most similar to Ding Dou's from the egg bank, and then extracted Ding Dou's genes.

It was really Ding Dou's blood.

Ding Dou didn't know about this matter at first, since he decided to be with Shaoyao, he never thought about the child anymore, but Shaoyao secretly discussed with the old man, they have Shaozi in their family to inherit the family, he can not have children I can't let Ding Dou die.

Ding Dou, the surrogate mother, has met before. She is a cheerful housewife. She already has two children at home. Ding Dou feels sorry for her. I heard that pregnancy is very hard.The surrogate mother is very happy to always show her belly for them to touch the baby.

Shao Yao also explained his situation to the other party. He was gay and wanted a baby. He was willing to pay for all the expenses of having a child.

And in this area, there are even legal institutions in foreign countries to give birth to children for infertile families and homosexuals. They will think that this is a kind deed, and it is worth ten months in exchange for the happiness of a family.

Little Dingxiang follows Ding Dou's surname and name. Ding Dou insisted on calling it a flower, because Shaoyao is a big flower in his heart, and Dingxiang is their child. It has the same root and origin as the big peony flower. It is also a delicate flower.

Ding Dou lowered his head to wipe Xiao Dingxiang's mouth full of biscuit crumbs, and the little girl stretched out her fat, white and tender hands to hug Ding Dou, "papa, hug!"

"My little princess, dad loves you so much." Ding Dou stood up holding little Dingxiang, and smiled at Shaoyao, "It's time for us to go back."

He turned and looked outside at the winter night when the snow began to fall. The thin mist was filled with dark blue hazy color, and it was New Year's Eve again.

The fluttering snowflakes added a touch of pure color to the colorful city, just like the baby in his arms, pure and flawless.

Shao Yao drove him home, the car kept passing by countless scenery, passing passers-by, leaving the feasting and feasting behind, waiting for them was the warm lights of Wanjia.

And among the countless bright lights that stay awake all night, Ding Dou knows that there will always be one that is kept and waiting for him.

He can think of it even if he doesn't look at it.Grandma would catch the little girl with a smile and say that she has gained weight, and Dad would hand him and her a big red envelope, saying that Xiao Ding is also their baby, and he also wanted to give a red envelope.

Mama Zhang is busy preparing meals to greet everyone, Wei Wei will laugh and ask them to guess which dish she cooked today, Shao Zi will play with the twin brothers with small airplanes in the room, chasing them and asking about tanks Whether the car looks good or not.

Xu Zehui and Lixia will definitely come over just when the meal is ready, and they always say that they just happen to be too early.

When eating, Shao Yao would turn on the computer and connect to the video, and on the other side of the earth, He He would definitely look at their meal eagerly, and call baby in a pitiful voice.

At that time, Shao Yao would sit beside him and peel the spicy shrimp and crab for him, while pouring water, he would compete with those people for food, pile his bowl full, and always say he wanted to eat fatter That's good.

At that time, at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, he would hold a lot of fireworks and prepare them in the small courtyard, and when the bell rang No. 12, he would look up at the splendor of the sky.

The moment the fireworks exploded in the sky, Shao Yao would bow his head and kiss his lips, whispering softly in his ear - Ding Dou curled his lips into a smile, his clear eyes were filled with bright colors, and the tip of his handsome brow Holding on to the purity of Dongxue, time will one day imprint their faces, the only thing that remains unchanged is a sincere heart as before.

Tagore said, the world kisses me with pain, and I would like to repay it with a song.

Life is cruel and beautiful, we often toss alone in the dark, but time always brings results to waiting.Maybe someone will bring you singing, maybe someone will give you color, maybe someone will accompany you to grow old in the dark.

As long as you persist, I wish you a safe and happy life.

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