teacher!You are talking nonsense!

Neither does power.

I held the information in one hand and held the tea in the other hand, and then I walked to the door of the reception room, and I saw a man in a suit sitting inside, who looked about 30 years old, and he was reading a real estate journal. Most of his face was blocked.

I walked over, put the teacup on the low table, and was about to put materials in the meeting room, when I turned around, the man said thank you.

These two words nailed me in place, my back was stiff as if I had been struck by electricity.

I couldn't help clenching my fists, my heart was beating so hard that I didn't dare to move.I closed my eyes hard, and it took me a long time to make up my mind, and turned around——

That voice, I've heard it, used to whisper in my ear.

Swallowing in my throat, my hand was already wet with sweat, and I let it go again. I finally made up my mind to turn around and go to him.

From my point of view, his face that was covered by magazines is gradually revealing... Yes, that's right, it's him... In the past four years, he hasn't changed much, his eyebrows and eyes are still the same, but it makes me have a moment at this moment. An urge to cry.

At this time, he also noticed that I was unusual, raised his head, and his eyes flashed with a moment of stupefaction.

I came to my senses and hurried out of the reception room.

The author has something to say: I found that it is really necessary for me to study the writing method of Yiha's novels. Now I don't seem to have much energy to OTZ, so I can fully understand without clicking and collecting. QAQ.

Chapter 43

I was walking in a hurry, and bumped into an old employee head-on. I apologized quickly, but my heart was churning...Zhao Handong!

It's really him!

For a moment, I didn't know why I avoided him, so what if he recognized me, didn't I just want to find him back then?But now I am actually afraid to see him.Feeling panicked and trying to calm down, I went back to the sales department, but when I got to the door, I found that the materials were still in my hand.

Really...

Knowing that Zhao Handong is in this company, just near me, I deliberately avoided the reception room.Although I miss him very much in my heart, I am afraid of seeing him. I also know that my conflicting psychology is strange, but it is the truth.

As a result, I bumped into someone during this short distraction.

"Xiao Hei." The man's voice was calm, but with a hint of nostalgia.

I hooked my head, bit the corner of my mouth and dared not speak for a long time.

Time seemed to stand still.I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, and when I opened them again, there was a smile on my face that I could control, "Ms. Zhao... Oh no, Mr. Zhao, it's nice to see you again." I told him reach out.

In the evening, the sales department needs a few people to work with Zhao Handong, and I, a newcomer, are among them, along with two other female colleagues.

Naturally, the food was not bad, and afterwards, the supervisor asked us to go to the bar together.

The bar, I went to the bar a few times with my dorm buddies when I was in college, but I didn’t go there again because it felt too messy.But today, watching the supervisor pouring wine on the floor, I knew they were determined to take down Zhao Handong.

Although they had already drawn up a basic contract with Zhao Handong's company in the afternoon, and both parties were quite satisfied, some of the small details were the focus of the negotiation.Therefore, business entertainment in shopping malls often requires a large amount of expenses to be reimbursed by the financial department. Of course, it will be in some other name.

The supervisor is a middle-aged man in his forties, and there is another girl in her early twenties who is about my age and just graduated from school, and the other one is a mature woman who is very capable.At this time, this mature woman, whom we usually call "Sister Qing", was leaning against Zhao Handong, talking to him with her ear, and couldn't understand what they were saying at the moment, but I saw Sister Qing and Zhao Handong. Winter is smiling all over his face.

I feel a little bored in my heart.

The colorful lights hit us, and looking at the men and women on the dance floor, I went to the girl who was about my age and asked her if she wanted to dance for a while.

The girl has a lively personality, that's why she was sent to complete this blending task. As for me, I invited her, she went to seek the opinion of the supervisor, and the supervisor saw that Sister Qing, a veteran, had almost made Zhao Handong obedient, so she nodded and let us do whatever we wanted.

However, I was jumping on the dance floor with the girls, but I was still absent-minded, just looking in Zhao Handong's direction blindly.I hurriedly withdrew my foot amidst the girl's exclamation, but I had already stepped on her foot.

Covered by the thick music in the bar, the girl's voice didn't spread, but a few people around us looked sideways curiously.

Zhao Handong was still joking with Sister Qing.

Sister Qing's face was almost stuck to Zhao Handong's.

I finally stepped on the girl's shoe again.

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Looking at Zhao Handong who was lying on the bed, I was speechless. When he came out of the bar, he was already very drunk, and now he is even more drunk than human.

His face was flushed and he smelled of alcohol, thinking about whether he would have been living this kind of life in the past few years, constantly socializing... I don't know, now that he is home, which woman will help him scrub and take care of him.

That's right, Zhao Handong is already in his early thirties, there is no reason not to get married.

If it weren't for the fact that I was the only male employee who could handle it, I wouldn't have been assigned by the supervisor to send the drunk Zhao Handong home.

However, perhaps under the influence of alcohol, I couldn't help but want to get close to him.

Looking at his cheeks, he seemed to be much thinner than before.

Uncontrollably, my hands caressed his face.

But at this moment, Zhao Handong opened his eyes and was facing me. I panicked and tried to withdraw my hand, but it was too late and he caught me.

"Let go!" I was a little ashamed and angry.

But he smiled at this moment, the smile in his eyes was the same as before.

The long-suppressed anger in my heart became desolate because of his smile, and I couldn't utter a word when I opened my mouth.

Big eyes met small eyes for a while before I stammered: "You, aren't you already drunk?"

He just let go of his hand, but I felt a little chilly.

I heard him laughing and said: "I was really drunk when I came out to work for the first time. Later, I finally learned to retain a little strength when I came out to socialize."

I swallowed in my throat, and I didn't know what to say to him. After hesitating for a while, I said, "I'm leaving, let your wife take care of the rest."

But there was doubt in Zhao Handong's voice, "My wife?" Then he looked at me and smiled, "I'm not married."

I was about to say what a joke, but I remembered that when I entered the door, there were indeed only men's shoes, and there seemed to be nothing for women in the room.

There was anticipation in my heart for a moment, I lowered my head and said: "Zhao Handong..." At the next moment, I remembered that he had left without saying goodbye at that time, and my tone turned tough, and I looked at him, "Zhao Handong, at that time, why did you suddenly leave? leave."

I have been holding this question in my heart for a long time. I am certainly afraid of knowing the bottom line, but if I don't know the truth from him, I will not give up.

But at this moment, Zhao Handong smiled softly, "At that time, I made a promise with your mother that I would not delay your life, and I will leave after your college entrance examination."

I couldn't believe my ears for a moment, "Zhao Handong! What did you say?!" I suddenly remembered what Zhao Handong said to me on the night when the Dongchuang incident happened, "Actually, it is not so difficult to communicate between adults. After all, we all It's for your own good." And when I told my mom she said softly to me "Just go."

But it turned out to be like this...

With a sore nose, I chuckled twice, "Is that why? Did you ask me for my own good?" If it was just deception from the beginning, it would be better if it never happened at all.

There was still a smile in Zhao Handong's words, the same as at that time, "We all think this is the best for you."

I began to laugh in a low voice, "Really, Zhao Handong..." My eyes were also a little hot, even though I knew I shouldn't show my weak side in front of him now.

"Xiao Hei..." Zhao Handong saw my strangeness, he propped himself up and seemed to want to comfort me, but I suddenly pushed him back on the bed, I looked into his eyes and said, "Why? Since there was no You are going to stay by my side, so why do you still do that kind of thing to me?" I closed my eyes, I clearly remembered the day when the college entrance examination ended, Zhao Handong and I were in the bathroom...

"That kind of thing?" Zhao Handong's face flashed with doubt for a moment, but he smiled at the next moment, "No."

My self-esteem was hit, "Even if I'm a man, but you clearly treat me..." I got stuck in the middle of the sentence, that day... that day I remembered that I went to the bathroom with Zhao Handong, and I first touched him But after that, I only remember that I was drunk and fell into his arms, so... so he didn't continue to do the following things at all? !

My face turned from white to red and then to black again.

Looking at the change in my face, Zhao Handong seemed to think it was very funny, and the corners of his mouth curved up.

"What's so interesting!" I turned my back to him, but I heard him laughing softly behind me.

That's right, Zhao Handong is like this, he has always been like this, he will not possess anything because of his own selfish desires.

Listening to his laughter, all the resentment of the past few years came out of my heart.I can't see his face now, but I can tell him clearly, "Zhao Handong," I paused, and his laughter stopped, "Do you think leaving my side will make me forget you, you I don't even know what my life has become after losing you. Maybe you just find it interesting for a while, but for me, you will always be the only one, even now." My