teacher!You are talking nonsense!

Gritting her teeth and crying, she kept saying comforting words, but I just listened, my throat choked up, but I couldn't answer a word.

Only mom knows about me and him, so I can only vent my emotions in front of mom.

We didn’t have a good meal at that meal. My mother just kept telling me to forget, forget, she said, it’s not that difficult to forget a person. Think about his bad places, and you will find that you are not as sad as you imagined.

I tried it, but it didn't work, and I couldn't find it at all. Zhao Handong has never treated me badly.So I can't forget him either.

Mom stroked my head and whispered in my ear: "He left, it's also good for you, Longlong, you still have a lot of youth, and someone who really suits you will come out of your life in the future."

The most important thing I did during that summer vacation was to try to forget Zhao Handong.I want to go back to being the fool I used to be.Later, it seemed that it was possible on the surface, but deep down, it was no longer possible.As for Zhao Handong's memory, I have no way to completely erase it, only to seal it up.

Day by day, I also look forward to the early report of the college freshmen, so that I can leave this place.Moreover, the more time passed, looking at the phone number on the phone that was always unanswered, I would not dare to call it. I was afraid, I was afraid that if I really dialed one day, I would call it from the other end of the phone. Heard some truths I didn't want to believe.

It was already the first few days of enrollment, and that night, I finally mustered up the courage for the last time, and dialed the number again, but I didn't expect the female voice on the other end of the phone to prompt "The number you dialed has been shut down."

Zhao Handong, you really did a clean job.

Looking at the string of numbers, I struggled in my heart for a long time, and I had already pressed delete, but in the end I was still reluctant to click the "OK".

Before leaving home, I had a meeting with Fatty and the others, and the places where everyone applied for the exam were really different.

And before I set off, I made a special trip to high school.Went through our classroom floors and every classroom is now full of new students.It turns out that I have also studied as hard as them before.

When I passed by the teacher's office, I took a peek inside. Lan Yue had sharp eyes, and even glanced at me. She had a happy expression on her face and waved to me. I had no choice but to go in and say hello to her.

She smiled and said, "Xiao Hei, I'm going to college soon, cherish my college life, and now Teacher Lan Yue regrets not studying seriously in college."

I smiled and nodded and said yes.

Just about to leave, but with a vague hope in my heart, I asked after a moment of silence, "That...Mr. Lan Yue...Mr. Zhao, do you know where he is now?"

When Lan Yue heard Zhao Handong's name, she was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, "Mr. Zhao," hearing the tone, does she know?My heart was raised, and I heard her continue, "I was surprised when he said he was going to resign, but everyone has different ideas. He said he wanted to try other jobs. As for where to go, he didn't know." Say. Speaking of which, Xiao Lizi and I haven’t seen him for a long time, really, we didn’t leave any contact information when we left..."

It seems that Lan Yue doesn't know where Zhao Handong is either.I couldn't help but smile bitterly, naturally, Zhao Handong didn't want to be found by me, maybe... I thought about it for a long time afterwards, maybe he just wanted me to concentrate on the college entrance examination, during that time he just forced himself to cater to me, so he didn't do anything after that Without hesitation, it disappeared from my field of vision.

In fact, Zhao Handong doesn't like men at all, maybe he even hates them... It was just to cooperate with me, so he forced himself during that time, but I, like a fool, naively thought that I would live with him in the future together.

What an idiot I am.

In this way, I started my college life.

My parents sent me to my new school and everything was taken care of.They always do a great job of taking care of what they can.There were a lot of people who signed up that day, and I also met new roommates. After getting along with them for a long time, I found that among them, there are both artistic youths and second-B youths. In this way, college life should not be particularly boring.

After the military training, I picked up the textbooks, and in the days that followed, I gradually discovered that no one will force you to study here, and it is true that as the English teacher once said, no teacher will take up class time, and even The next time the class bell rang, those teachers were often more eager to leave the classroom than us students.

In the future, I will gradually stop focusing on my studies. During class, I will play with my mobile phone, read novels, and play games. It is also common for me to go back to the dormitory and continue to form a team to play LOL.

Every semester, I only get busy at the end of the semester and the time of the research. I live a very leisurely life, but it seems that I have nothing to do all day long.

On the day I just returned to school after the winter vacation of my freshman year, I found that the phone number on my phone that I was reluctant to delete had actually opened WeChat. I was shocked. I took the phone number of my roommate in a sudden fever, and the waiting sound on the phone sounded. It was like hitting my heart with a heavy hammer.

Not long after, a strange female voice came from the other end of the phone, asking who I was.

I was stunned, and then quickly replied, "Excuse me, is Zhao Handong there?" My heart was pounding, I held my breath and waited for the other party's answer.

The woman on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, then asked me who I was looking for again, and I mentioned Zhao Handong again.But after getting confirmation, the woman replied to me: "Wrong number."

She was about to hang up, but I quickly stopped her, "Excuse me, is this number a new one?"

The other party replied to me that it was only opened last month.

I swallowed, apologized, and hung up the phone.

I wasn't in a bad mood at the time, it was just an unspeakable feeling of emptiness and coldness.

The days in the university passed quickly, and we all changed from the young freshmen to the old fritters now.My roommates got girlfriends one after another, but I was still alone.As buddies, they would take care of me from time to time, some would hook me up, and some would laugh at me.From time to time, someone introduced me to some nice girls in a joke, but I just can't forget one person.So the response to them is often to laugh it off.

After a long time, the troublesome Hunan brother on my upper bunk asked me mysteriously one day, "Xiao Hei, look at you, you are not good at oil and salt, do you like men?"

As soon as my lips hurt, I was pulled back from my own thoughts, and I heard the woman lying on top of me say coquettishly, "Xiao Hei, are you going to lose your mind for the last time?"

I smiled, turned over and pushed her down, and whispered in her ear: "How can you be distracted, senior sister is so beautiful."

Provoked by my licking and kissing, the senior sister kissed me on the face, with a bit of regret in her voice, "Oh, I'm going to graduate soon, otherwise, I really don't want to be separated from you."

I stroked her back without saying a word.

It’s not that I haven’t tried it with men in the past three years in college. After the upper bunk brother asked me that sentence, I once thought that I liked men, but I found out later, no, if the other party is not Zhao Handong , doesn't work at all.So I also tried to date women.The woman in my arms at this time is a senior senior, she is about to leave school for an internship, and I am already a junior.

The third and fourth years of high school are well-known graduation breakup seasons, but now I hear this woman want me to separate from me, but I feel a burst of relief, and I am also a little puzzled, why?

Today is the last time with my senior sister, and we are a little more tender and cherish each other. Neither she nor I are too sad, because she told me from the very beginning that it was just for fun.

Could it be...Zhao Handong also made such a plan at that time, so he left suddenly after I thought they had agreed to stay together?

In the past three years, I only went home during the winter and summer vacations. Since the rent of the rental house has been refunded after entering the university, every time I go back, I can only live in the house of my father or mother. My uncles and aunts are very good to me, but I always felt like an outsider.

Among the buddies I was close to at the beginning, the black man and the thin man majored in electronic engineering and information technology, the fat man majored in finance, and I majored in business and trade, both of which are high-tech industries. This is the hot trend of the times.Maybe because of professional reasons, I went back to play with them last summer vacation, and found that the black skin and the skinny guy were getting more and more nerdy, while the fat guy actually lost a lot of weight, and after a little tidying up, he looked quite pleasing to the eye, and, I heard that there are girls who take the initiative to seek him out.

The thin man who had become fat looked up and down the fat man who had lost a lot of weight, and said in his mouth: "I really can't see it! Fat man, you are so good at it! You look like a dog! Look at my nickname of 'skinny' It's time to change with you!"

Another year passed in the blink of an eye, and we were also in our senior year of internship. The thin man and the black man had already decided to develop in the city where they studied for the time being, while the fat man went to Chengdu, the provincial capital. Later, I also interviewed for a large company. After the trial, they saw the place of origin on my resume, and it happened that the local branch was short of people, so they let me go.So I was the only one who went back to my hometown.

Everything needs to start over.

"Xiao Hei, a customer representative is here to negotiate a contract. He has already arrived in the reception room. Go and greet him." The passing supervisor would casually hand me a stack of meeting materials and ask me to serve him a cup of tea.

Although the bottom of my heart is saying that I am a man, and this is the sales department, okay, how can I do these things of serving tea and pouring water.But look at an old employee who is staring at the computer screen with both eyes, pretending to be all right, I, a newcomer, naturally refuse