teacher!You are talking nonsense!

It's not unusual, but when I fixed my sight on the shoe rack, I suddenly found that Zhao Handong's shoes had disappeared.

Then I rushed into the house and looked around, and found that Zhao Handong's things were gone, everything was gone.

It's like he evaporated from me completely!

I was barely out of breath.

How could it be... Zhao Handong!

The heart fell to the bottom and kept sinking.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing, and I took out my cell phone to make a call, but I still heard that no one answered the phone.

In an instant my world fell apart.

I never expected this to happen... I thought Zhao Handong had already made up his mind to stay with me, how could it happen now...

Suddenly I remembered the night before going to Yunnan, Zhao Handong hugged me very tightly, as if he already knew that it was the last hug... It's a lie... He had already decided everything at that time...

I squatted on the ground with my head down, tears dripping silently like that.

Zhao Handong... You lied to me... Zhao Handong...

I couldn't remember how I fell asleep on the sofa that night, until the next morning, when the phone rang, I was shocked, picked it up and saw it was a black phone number, and I couldn't help but felt a sense of loss in my heart.

I swiped my finger across the screen to answer the call, and he asked me if I had arrived home safely.

I nodded, and thought that he couldn't see, so I replied that I was at home.

Hei Pi's voice came back, "Xiao Hei, is there something wrong? There seems to be something wrong with you."

I knew my voice was a little hoarse, so I reluctantly smiled at him and said it was just a cold.

At this time, the fat man snatched the black leather phone and asked me if there was anything wrong, and if I needed help, just let me know.

I thanked Fatty for his kindness, "It's not a big deal, it's already been dealt with." They were relieved and just said that it's a pity that I came back early.

After talking with them, I turned off the phone, and my unstoppable tears came out again.But I am a man, how can I cry like a woman at every turn.

I'm still staying at Zhao Handong's house, and it's been five days since I came back.When I got up in the morning, I stood at the window and looked at it, and saw two students carrying bags downstairs who seemed to be going to school. Only then did I realize that I am such a fool!go to school!

I rushed to the school excitedly. Although the senior three exams have ended, students in other grades are still in class. When I rushed to the floor of our senior three classroom, there was no one there, even the handrails in the corridor. A thin layer of ash.

Looking at the teacher's office, I walked over and tried to push the door, but the door didn't move at all.

Although I had guessed that this would be the ending, I was still disappointed for a while.But in a flash, I thought of Li Can from junior high school. He has always gotten along with Zhao Handong. Even if Zhao Handong disappeared from my eyes, he would not hide his whereabouts.

I went to the junior high school with trepidation. I had heard that Li Can taught the first grade of junior high school, so I soon found out about his office.When I arrived, the female teacher on the side heard that he was in class, and when the get out of class was over, I saw him coming out of a class, so I rushed to greet him.

When Li Can saw me, he still waved and smiled, "Hey! Xiao Hei! Why are you here today!"

Seeing Li Can, I breathed a sigh of relief, first greeted him, and then asked him if he knew where Zhao Handong had gone.

"Huh? Brother didn't tell you?" Li Can was slightly surprised, "He has already resigned."

My heart skipped a beat, "What resignation!?"

Li Can looked at me and explained: "Brother, he handed in his resignation letter before the college entrance examination, and the leader told him to leave after the college entrance examination."

Before the college entrance examination... In this way, he rested at home at that time. I thought it was just a summer vacation like our students, but in fact he had already lost his job?

I hurriedly asked Li Can where Zhao Handong went.

Li Can scratched his head, "I don't know, I asked when the brother left, and he said that he has not made any plans yet, maybe he will leave here, and then contact me when he is stable."

Zhao Handong actually said this... He must have known that I would ask Li Can for information about him.

Zhao Handong!You must have done too well!Want to leave spotlessly clean after everything has been done? !what am i!

Maybe it was because the expression of heartache and reluctance on my face was too obvious, Li Can called out to me in bewilderment, I woke up, said goodbye to him, and said there was still something to do.

Returning to Zhao Handong's room again, his breath in the room has not disappeared, maybe he will come back, he will come back... Maybe...

It was another morning a few days later, I already gave up hope for Zhao Handong's appearance, but I was unwilling to leave here, because as long as I left, I would not even be able to catch his last trace of breath.

Zhao Handong...

He closed his eyes to keep the tears from streaming down, but at this moment he heard a knock on the door.I was startled, almost reflexively reached the door, put my hand on the latch, but dared not open the door for a long time.My heart was pounding, as if it was shaking my eardrums.

The knocking on the door continued, and I couldn't tell what emotion drove me to open it.It's just that when I saw the person at the door clearly, the last glimmer of hope in my heart disappeared.

"Excuse me..." Standing at the door was a slightly fat woman in her 40s. I had never seen this person before.

The woman looked into the room, and then her eyes fell on my face, and then she smiled kindly, "Hello, hello, I'm here to collect the keys, I just happen to be free today."

I was just wondering what she said, but when she saw my blank face, she smiled and explained: "Oh, I haven't introduced myself yet, this house is rented by my family to Xiao Zhao, he said not to rent it some time ago, let me In the past two days, I came to clean up and said that there is someone in the family who will give me the remaining key."

The "Xiao Zhao" in this woman's mouth is definitely Zhao Handong.

Listening to her talking and checking around the house, I said, "Well, when did he leave? Do you know where he went?"

In her opinion, the relationship between me and Zhao Handong should not be enough to ask such a question, so she glanced at me with a slightly surprised look, but she still said afterwards: "I don't know, it's just that he has rented this place for several years I asked him if he was planning to go back to his hometown, and he said that he might have other plans.” A few minutes later, the electrical facilities were checked and there was no problem. She smiled at me and said, “Give me the key now? Or you can Stay a few more days, anyway, his contract still has some time to expire."

I held the key tightly in my hand, and those bumpy teeth made my hand hurt, but in the end, I finally let go and handed it back to the landlord, with an unnatural smile on my face, "No , thank you, I will pack my things today."

Seeing the brass key being held by the woman, my heart seemed to be crushed by something.

Since then, I have no connection with Zhao Handong.

I packed my things that day, stayed for the last night, and left the place where Zhao Handong and I lived together early the next morning.

When I returned to my rental house and opened the door, I realized that it was already covered with dust.

I raised my spirits and did a little cleaning, and had to accept the reality in front of me that Zhao Handong had really disappeared.

I tried to adjust my emotions, and tried not to let myself think about him. It was okay during the day, but at night, when I was alone in the silence and darkness, his figure would naturally appear in my mind.His face, his hands, and his body once made me feel the touch.

Fatty and the others also came back a few days later, and called to say that the three of them went to Xishuangbanna, where the climate is better, and the folk customs in places that have not been developed by tourism are simple and more folk customs than Yunnan.When I listened to it, I only smiled, but regretted it in my heart: If I hadn't gone out with them, would Zhao Handong have no chance to disappear from my eyes?

One day in midsummer, my mother said she would come to see me, and I asked her to go to the rental room. She stayed silent on the phone for a while, and then asked me why I came back now.I didn't answer, and I didn't know how to answer.

The author has something to say: I was wrong, simply wrong... It seems that my skills for chapter estimation are too bad OTZ

Chapter 42

She brought some food when she came over, and cooked a sumptuous meal for me at noon, looking at the sweet and sour fish on the table, I thought of Zhao Handong again, he also cooked for me.On the night when our relationship was discovered by my mother, he also made this dish.

"Longlong, why don't you eat it?" Seeing that I didn't move my chopsticks, my mother picked up a piece of the mouth and looked at me, obviously she didn't find anything wrong with this dish.

I listened to her and moved my chopsticks to eat, and she felt relieved.

But after a while, I finally couldn't bear it in my heart, and tears dripped from my eyes.At first, she didn't realize that she was complaining about things in life and work, but I didn't look up for a long time, and when she noticed, she was taken aback, "Longlong?"

I sniffed, trying to hold back the more tears that were about to flow.I kept telling myself in my heart, I am a man, how can I cry in front of a woman, it is too shameful.But the tears just couldn't stop.

Mom was terrified when she saw it, and hurriedly pulled a tissue to help me wipe my face.

The flood in my heart finally burst, and I said with a trembling breath, "Mom...Zhao Handong, he's gone..."

Mom repeatedly comforted me, hugged me in her arms, patted my back and said: "Longlong, be good, mom understands, don't cry, just leave."

I shook my head and opened my mouth, but I couldn't say anything, "Just leave"... How is it possible?Zhao Handong means far more to me than ordinary people!

I lean on her shoulders