The Lord of Rebirth is sick

Gu Liuxi slept very soundly this time, and she didn't open her eyes until the next morning.A faint melting light can be seen outside, falling in the small courtyard in late autumn, soft and bright.

Looking sideways at Wen Moxian with her eyes closed, Gu Liuxi's eyes were filled with pain and pity. After staring at her for a long time, she propped herself up and pushed up the sleeve of her left hand, wrapping her slender body with white gauze. wrist.Gu Liuxi touched it, her eyes were a little wet.

She got up, took the clothes placed on the side screen, and after putting them on, she bent down and tucked Wen Moxian under the quilt.She kept leaning over, looked at the peaceful sleeping person, and kissed her forehead tremblingly, her voice was a little dry after not speaking for a long time, her voice was hoarse with a little trembling: "Mo Xian, you are sleeping It's been a long time, why don't you wake up?"

A teardrop overflowed from her eyes, which she quickly wiped away, and continued: "Are you angry with me? I didn't obey, I didn't take good care of myself, and let you...let you suffer like this."

Her nose was so sore, her throat was tightly blocked, and she barely took a breath: "You wake up, I will punish you, but you are not allowed to let me go. You... you are not obedient, after punishing me, I... I will also punish you." I need to train you, you...you are too bad, too bad...how can you not be bad?"

Thinking of her conjecture before, her heart throbbed with pain, and she covered her mouth and sobbed softly.She had heard of the blood thread Gu in her previous life, although she didn't know how to solve it, but she remembered that the master poison doctor had rescued the victim, and she also knew the characteristics and preferences of the blood thread Gu.Seeing the same wounds on their wrists, and Wen Moxian's sudden serious illness, she vaguely guessed it.

She didn't even know how she survived those few days!When she thought of the unbearable pain in the drowsiness, Wen Mo Xian's weak body had to bear it again for her, she felt so painful that she couldn't bear it.She had no choice but to desperately send her internal energy and lead her to find Su Ruojun desperately.

Looking at Wen Moxian, who was already thinner than when she first met, Gu Liuxi's body began to tremble, and she even suddenly felt that she was an evil star to her.

I met her when I was young, but within a year, the entire Su family was slaughtered. Wen Moxian led those people away for her sake, and was murdered by Lin Yintian.She escaped by chance, but fell into a chronic illness and was tortured for ten years!

In the last life, I met her several times, and in the end she succeeded in destroying the Nether Sect, but died in Hengshan because of herself.

In this life, she disregarded the principles of ethics and fell in love with her, luring her to fall in love with herself, but in less than half a year, she had already gone through the gate of hell twice for herself, and she didn't even know what disaster would happen in the future.

Gu Liuxi looked at the thin and weak person, thinking wildly in her mind, she actually fell into a dead end, the more she thought about it, the more desperate she became, and the more she thought about it, the more she hated herself. Gu Liuxi even felt that after she was reborn, she shouldn't be near Wen Moxian at all. With that kind of affection for her, he shouldn't even have met the young Su Liushang at that time!

Her complexion suddenly turned gray, and the brilliance in her eyes was completely annihilated, filled with heavy sorrow and self-pity, desolate to deathly silence.

She looked at Wen Moxian, but seemed to lose her gaze, and murmured: "I was wrong, I was wrong again, I shouldn't..." Originally her voice was hollow and indifferent, but when she said "shouldn't", She seemed to have been gouged out of her heart, and an extremely sad voice overflowed from her mouth: "I shouldn't...meet you, shouldn't...shouldn't...fall in love with you!"

When she said the words, she felt heartbroken, because the beauty of her two lives was promised to her by Wen Moxian, and vetoing their encounter was like denying her life.

Just as she was tearing her heart out, Wen Moxian on the bed suddenly coughed, not caring about her heartache, she hurried to give her some relief, but Wen Moxian grabbed her hand tightly.It was hard to hide the weakness on her face, but she kept her eyes open, staring straight at Gu Liuxi, coughing continuously, but refused to move her eyes away, her face was flushed red, and her eyes were moist.

Seeing that she was coughing like this, Gu Liuxi couldn't be bothered, her eyes were red with anxiety, she hurriedly hugged Wen Mo Xian halfway, and kept rubbing her back, smoothing her chest: "What's the matter, why is it so uncomfortable, why is she coughing like this?" sharp?"

Wen Moxian suppressed his cough, held her hand again, and said in a low voice, "What...what do you mean...you shouldn't meet me, no...you shouldn't fall in love with me."

Gu Liuxi's eyes darkened, she lowered her head, tears finally fell, she shook her head and said, "I...I thought I could be by your side, guarding you, protecting you, but...but in the end? In the end, always You take risks for me... for me, regardless of your own safety. This is not what I want, no, I'm afraid... Wen Mo Xian, you don't understand, you don't understand, I'm afraid, I'm afraid!"

She hugged Wen Moxian and wept with depressing grief, which made Wen Moxian's body tremble, her eyes were a little foggy, and her lips trembled slightly: "You all...cough cough"

Gu Liuxi hurriedly raised her head to look at her, but saw that after Mo Xian coughed a few times, he opened his mouth to spit out a big mouthful of blood. She was frightened out of her wits and got up to rush out to find Su Ruojun. caught her.

Gu Liuxi was in a hurry, but she was afraid of hurting her again, so she burst into tears immediately, ignoring her appearance, and shouted out, "Miss Ruojun, Miss Ruojun!"

Su Ruojun and Zixi were going to come over to see the two of them, but when they entered the yard, they heard Gu Liuxi's terrified and crying cry, and suddenly broke out in a cold sweat, his expression changed and he rushed in quickly.

Seeing that Wen Moxian vomited blood, Zixi was even more anxious, seeing that Su Ruojun went to feel his pulse, she forcibly endured it.

Gu Liuxi was filled with remorse, holding Wen Moxian who was speechless for a while, tears streaming down her face.

Su Ruojun took a silver needle and gave Wen Moxian a few needles, and Wen Moxian's expression softened a lot.She comforted Gu Liuxi in a low voice: "I'm fine, my heart was very stuffy just now, but now it's much better."

Su Ruojun saw that the expressions of both of them were wrong, but he didn't know what happened. He just comforted them: "Don't worry, Ah Mo is fine. It's just that the internal force in the body was chaotic and the blood was gathered in the body. It was just a moment of urgency to vomit. Blood, it’s a good thing to slow down.”

Gu Liuxi calmed down a little, but her regret was still lingering, she just carefully wiped the blood from the corner of Wen Moxian's mouth from the side, and covered her with the quilt.

Su Ruojun and Zixi saw that their atmosphere was not right, and Wen Moxian gave her another look, so he said: "You have been asleep for the past few days, and you haven't been able to eat well. I asked the kitchen to prepare some food. Maybe you haven’t talked for a long time, we’ll go down first, and we’ll bring you food later.”

Wen Moxian nodded, and it wasn't until the two of them closed the door that she turned around and looked at Gu Liuxi seriously.The eyes of the person in front of him were red and swollen, and his expression was very haggard. He was originally only a little slender, but he was so thin that he could compete with him, and his heart ached.She looked at Gu Liuxi who was silent, her eyes were tender as if she had rubbed a puddle of water, she reached out to support Gu Liuxi's cheek, her eyes were soft and sad, she looked straight into Gu Liuxi's eyes: "Xi'er."

Seeing her call out, the man's beautiful eyes were about to overflow with tears again, Wen Moxian sighed softly: "I'm sorry, I know I made you sad, it's my fault. But...but there is no way... ...I can't just watch you have an accident. You don't want me to take risks, so how can I be willing to lose you again. You don't know how afraid I am of you leaving me like... like your parents. I just It's the end of a crossbow, and if you can change it, you are safe... how can I give up."

Gu Liuxi felt uncomfortable listening, but unexpectedly she was still so stubborn in the end, and suddenly smiled wryly: "But...but I, I'm also afraid, Wen Mo Xian, do you know, I...I"

Seeing her sadness, Wen Moxian hurriedly stopped her: "I know! I understand, so I don't want to die! Even if I really couldn't bear it at the time, I still didn't want to die. I want you to live, but I want you to be happy even more. "

"I have been tossing and turning sick, and I have lived with neither human nor ghost for ten years. I have long regarded life and death as indifferent. Even if I can't make it through, it is a relief for me. But when you came, I felt In addition to revenge and illness, there is also an unspeakable joy in life. I began to look forward to Ruojun finding the medicine so that I could be with you for the rest of my life. When the blood thread Gu wanted my life, I started to be afraid, I'm afraid that I'm really dead, I'm afraid that you will collapse, I'm even more afraid...I'm even more afraid that I will never have another chance, and I am not qualified to guard you anymore. After all, if you are dead, it is nothing. Right at the moment, I admit that I am cowardly, selfish, and I can't bear it, so even if I trade my life for my life, I will save you. But... Unfortunately, this does not mean that I do not understand you, it does not mean that I I don't want to be with you...you, understand?"

Gu Liuxi heard her talking over there, but couldn't express what she felt in her heart. The cold heart that seemed to have died before was warmed by her little by little until it was scorching hot. The hotness after the soreness made her cry, Unable to cope anymore, he tremblingly said: "I know, I'm sorry, I..."

Wen Moxian wiped her tears for her, kissed her red and swollen eyes, and said softly: "Xi'er, you need to understand that my interest in life is you, not only you are attached to me, but I am also nostalgic." you."

After all, Gu Liuxi is a person who has lived two lifetimes. Wen Mo Xian's words broke the heavy haze in her heart, and she immediately walked out of a dead end.Then I felt a little regretful in my heart. Once the mutual sacrifice between the lovers was decided, they would not care about the price, and the heart at that time was the same for both of them.

She should have understood Wen Moxian before, so it wouldn't make her sad, and she was so anxious.No matter how painful it is, she should bear it alone.Wen Moxian suffered a lot, the last life, this life is enough.

Thinking of this, her face softened a lot, as if she was really relieved, she smiled lightly and said: "I didn't expect you to sleep for so long, and your coaxing skills are much stronger."

Seeing her like this, Wen Moxian heaved a sigh of relief, and returned to his usual gentle and elegant appearance, but only half-truthfully said: "Then you are willing to say that you don't want me, it really hurts my heart."

Gu Liuxi was a little anxious: "Where I don't want you, I don't want you even if I don't. I was just confused!"

But seeing Mo Xian staring at her softly with a smile, the ray of light in his eyes was a bit scorching, he blushed immediately, and gave her a soft stare.

Wen Moxian leaned on the soft pillow and was not threatened by that in the slightest, and looked at her intently.That gaze was so real that it made Gu Liuxi's face turn redder and redder.

But after going through this time, she couldn't bear to look away, and looked at her blankly with a blushing face. It wasn't until Su Ruojun knocked on the door that the two stopped looking at each other.