not to marry?why are you teasing me

A forced kiss is not beautiful, it feels suffocating and strange, and at the end, the faint smell of blood spreads from the mouth, which makes people physically and rationally reject it.

"Slap!" After finally breaking free, Yang Haochen raised his hand and gave Li Xiaoming a hard slap.

"What the hell are you doing!" Spitting out the blood in his mouth, Yang Haochen's eyes were full of fierce light, being violated made his masculine instincts play to the extreme, he was ashamed and nervous.

"What do you think?" Li Xiaoming smiled indifferently, gently touched the face with five fingerprints, then reached out and gently wiped the blood on Yang Haochen's mouth, "Yang Haochen, do you know? After waiting for 10 minutes, I said to myself, if you didn't come at the last second, then I would give up that ridiculous idea, but, you came, when I heard you calling my name, I thought so Done……"

"Bastard!" Yang Haochen slapped Li Xiaoming's hand off, "You are sick! Do you know what you are doing! What the hell do you think of me! Can you make a joke like this!"

"Yang Haochen, you know exactly if I'm joking, don't you?" Li Xiaoming grabbed Yang Haochen's hand and made Yang Haochen's eyes meet his own. "Do you still remember when you left and asked me why I was so nice to you? I don’t know, but after you left, I became more and more aware of what kind of feelings I had for you. I, Li Xiaoming, am not a saint, nor am I an overzealous person, but I am even willing to spoil you and pamper you Tolerate all your shortcomings, and then, when you leave, I can't help thinking of you, and I can't be as calm as before when I heard that you made a girlfriend...I admit, I fell, I like you, beyond the right The love of ordinary friends! I like it so much that I will be jealous and angry and become not like myself! When you came back holding Jiang Yue's hand, I said to myself, if you really love that woman, I am willing to fulfill you and leave you Forget about you and force yourself back on track! But, Yang Haochen, let me ask you a question, do you like her? Do you like her when you are with her?"

The person in front of him completely lost his previous calmness and self-restraint. He looked into his own eyes and questioned him, and he dared to question him after kissing himself!

Yang Haochen gritted his teeth: "I like her, why don't I like her! I like her so much! Are you satisfied? Anyway, no matter what, I won't like you!"

Li Xiaoming smiled suddenly: "Is that so? Yang Haochen, then you feel your heart and ask yourself, do you like her or me? Tell me in my eyes."

"I like her!" Yang Haochen said without hesitation.

"Coward!" Li Xiaoming sneered, then turned and left.

"You..." Yang Haochen pointed at Li Xiaoming's back and trembled with anger, but after all he didn't catch up and kick him to death—even though he really wanted to.

When that figure completely disappeared in front of him, Yang Haochen squatted down powerlessly, leaning against a tree, he opened his hand, but his palm was covered with cold sweat, and his whole body was full of that person's breath, warm...and clean.

The most important thing is that his own feeling is not disgust, but displeasure, and this alone is enough to make him doomed forever.

"Fuck you!"

After a long time, Yang Haochen suddenly threw Li Xiaoming's clothes on the ground viciously, stomped on them a few times in frustration, and then ran towards the house desperately.

But he didn't run very far, but ran back again and picked up the dirty clothes with disgust.

"I'll kill him! Really!" In the darkness, Yang Haochen said to himself, his eyes were dark and ferocious.

……

Jiang Yue left Yang Haochen's house on the third day and went to her uncle in China. The reason she returned to China this time was not for Yang Haochen, but to choose a university. In Country M, she had already applied for graduation. In time, her main task is to choose a university that suits her in China. Of course, she also has the good wish of being able to go to the same university as Yang Haochen in the future.

However, on the day of farewell, Yang Haochen's complexion was still not good.

"What's wrong with you? Is it necessary to be so reluctant to part with me? I'll come to see you in a short time. You are so ugly with a straight face." Jiang Yue jokingly pinched Yang Haochen's face and teased.

"Well, take care, call me when you get there." Yang Haochen avoided Jiang Yue unnaturally.

Jiang Yue's hands froze: "Hehe, I'm worried about you. You are so popular in school, why don't you just give me a green hat after I leave for a few days?"

Yang Haochen's face turned cold immediately: "Jiang Yue, don't talk nonsense."

The smile on Jiang Yue's face also subsided: "Yang Haochen, what do you mean? It's okay abroad, why is it like a different person when you return to China? Don't you know that you haven't given me a good face these two days? ? I came all the way to you, not to be angry with you!"

"Who made you angry?" In fact, Yang Haochen didn't know how to coax girls at all. Seeing that Jiang Yue was about to argue with him, instead of slowing down, he let out all his anger these days, "I don't want to come Just don't come, it's like I beg you to come to my house..."

"Pa" Jiang Yue raised her hand and slapped her.

In fact, what girls care most about is self-esteem. Yang Haochen sounded like saying that he was upside down, so he couldn't help but become even more angry, and couldn't help crying: "Yang Haochen, I misread you! You His mother has nothing but this face!"

Yang Haochen was still in a daze, but Jiang Yue got into the taxi with the suitcase in hand.

"Wait..." Yang Haochen chased after him, but the car had already gone away.

What's the matter?Yang Haochen himself became angrier as he thought about it, but he didn't feel like apologizing at all. After making a call and no one answered, he went straight back.

Not surprisingly, before Yang Haochen returned home, he received Jiang Yue's breakup text message, and he couldn't get through on the phone anymore, and he was afraid that he would be blocked directly.

"So? Did you get dumped again?" Yang Haochen looked at the phone in his hand numbly, the text message only had a few words - we broke up.

There was no reason, no explanation, no crying or cursing, Jiang Yue was a rational and smart girl, Yang Haochen couldn't understand it better, but, just because of this, Yang Haochen felt more unspeakable pain in his heart.

Like the previous few times, the feeling of being dumped does not come from reluctance to the other party, but out of self-esteem, out of face, and, this time... out of relief.

This time it was different, Jiang Yue slapped him, Jiang Yue dared to say that sentence in front of him, Jiang Yue's feeling for him was not due to that face or his family background, but, Perhaps at that moment, at that moment, I fell in love with this boy with a bright smile.

Yang Haochen scratched his hair, with a wry smile on his face—maybe, I really wasn't a good match, or maybe, I never knew how to give, including feelings, including a lot.

"Coward!" He thought of Li Xiaoming's evaluation of himself, which was really thorough.

"Mom..." Yang Haochen never wished that his mother could give him a suggestion, give him a choice, give him a... reason.

"Baby, be good, speak slowly, why do I feel that my baby is going to cry? What happened?" Yang's mother heard Yang Haochen's tone was wrong, and quickly noticed his emotions.

"I broke up with Jiang Yue." Yang Haochen tried his best to keep his tone as calm as possible, but in front of his close relatives, the strong sense of grievance still came out.

"What? Just split up? You've only been home for a few days? Baby, you don't know what you did to other girls, did you?" Mother Yang's tone was a little surprised.

"No." Yang Haochen gritted his teeth, "Mom, tell me, am I a trash..."

"How can my baby be trash!" Yang's mother retorted immediately, "My son is smart and handsome, and you are the cutest in the world. Tell me, who said that? Mom, help me out!"

"I think so," Yang Haochen sighed, "She said that I have nothing but my face..."

After Yang Haochen briefly told the story of his quarrel with Jiang Yue, Yang's mother fell silent.

"Son," Mother Yang's tone became serious, "Do you know why I've been worried that you won't be able to marry a wife?"

Yang Haochen: "..."

"Because you are like this, you are probably spoiled by us, you don't know how to understand others, let alone think in another person's place, you follow your own temper in everything, you don't know how to love others, you don't know how to apologize, you don't know how to tolerate, The most important point is that you don’t know how to love.” Mother Yang sighed, “When I found out, it was already too late. I have always taught you to love girls, and you have mostly done it, but when you really love her When we get in touch, they always reveal their true colors unconsciously. For example, Jiang Yue, based on her trust in you, she returned to the country with you, but you didn't give her a good face, this is one of them; I don't care what mood you have. Good reason, but, as a man, especially in front of women, you have to learn to hide your unpleasantness, and you don’t know how to solve the troubles alone. This is a man’s responsibility and obligation; Consider other people's feelings, when you say that you didn't ask her to come to your home, you completely hurt a girl's self-esteem, no matter right or wrong, she left her parents and came to our home alone, you can't give her a home like home Feeling, but at least let her have a sense of belonging, and learn to understand that she loves him. Especially Jiang Yue is still a relatively stubborn child. Once some words are spoken, they can never be taken back. Do you know? Never Thinking that the other person will forgive you and understand you, unless that person really loves you, no one wants to be with a person who doesn’t understand themselves, even if she really likes you.”

"Of course, baby, I actually have a very important point to ask you. Is it Jiang Yue who you really like? Or is there someone else?" Mother Yang paused, but still asked, "Actually, I have been I thought your girlfriend was still abroad. I was surprised when you and Jiang Yue were together. Baby, love is not a child’s play. If you have no feelings for Jiang Yue, did you meet the person you like?"

Do you like someone?But, mother, that person should not be liked at the same time...Yang Haochen didn't say these words out of his mouth, but he thought about every word of Yang's mother this time very seriously and remembered them in his heart.

Hanging up the phone, he took a taxi and chased Jiang Yue's route. At every point, he confirmed Jiang Yue's safety and watched the girl pretending to be strong from afar until she arrived at her uncle's house safely. During this process, he didn't show his face - he heard Jiang Yue happily calling his parents to reassure them, and he saw that the last trace of sadness on Jiang Yue's face had long been erased when she saw her relatives .Yang Haochen suddenly understood the word "responsibility". In the final analysis, he was not even as good as a girl, so what right did he have to ask her for forgiveness.

It is said that falling in love can make a person grow.When Yang Haochen returned home tiredly and looked at the empty house, he suddenly felt an indescribable feeling.In the end, he hated this kind of situation. He shirked his indulgence to the empty family, and used his being outside as a reason for loneliness. He was afraid of loneliness, afraid of having no one at home, and in the end, he was afraid of being trapped inside the gorgeous appearance. Wrap an empty heart, and then no one can fit in the empty heart.

However, those things that he once had have disappeared completely because of himself.

For example, he was greedy for Li Xiaoming's kindness to him, the sense of security and the feeling of being put in his heart, and then filled Li Xiaoming's gap that belonged to his family. He took it for granted that Li Xiaoming had the responsibility to pamper him, but He has always neglected to find reasons why others treat him well.

That night, Yang Haochen sat on the floor holding the wine bottle and drank all night. He put the big bun that Li Xiaoming gave him opposite him, and then talked to the other party like a psycho.

"Big bag, tell me, am I just an idiot? A terribly idiot?"

"Why don't you talk, I'm not drunk and I'll tell you!"

"Come and sing me a song, I will love it until I die."

"Even you ignore me, hehe, I'm going to sue, the fat man will beat you..."

However, that night, he dialed all night, but Li Xiaoming didn't answer a single call, and he didn't even have a chance to get drunk in front of him again.

……

The new semester is just here, with a post-holiday atmosphere, the campus is full of laughter, familiar and unfamiliar people greet each other.

Familiar campus, familiar scene, seems to have passed for a long time and seems to be just yesterday, Yang Haochen remembered that on the first day he stepped into the campus, he met that fat man, a little indifferent and a bit pushy, he didn't give himself any face, he was so angry Unconsciously, he wanted to beat him up, although he was the one who got beaten up in the end.

If, if it can still be like yesterday, would you be willing to give it a try?The answer is yes.He missed the buns he made, the rice he cooked, every indifferent and gentle word he said, and even the warmth of his palm and the smile in the corner of his eyes—no one had ever given him this feeling, like The legendary irresistible love has nothing to do with gender, but with warmth.

Yang Haochen felt that he was on that day, like all the fearless hot-blooded young people who just fell in love, full of thinking that he could put aside everything and go to see him again, and said that he could try it with him, no matter what the result is, there is no reason , just because I need this person very much, nothing more.

However, along the way, he was greeted by the smiling faces of the girls, but he did not see Li Xiaoming again until he returned to the familiar place. There was no book on the empty table next to him. People are gone.

"Where did he go?" Yang Haochen couldn't help asking when the new study committee member came to distribute new exercise books.

"You don't know? Don't you have a good relationship with him?" The boy teased, but then his eyes became more serious, and he leaned into Yang Haochen's ear and said, "He asked for leave, sick leave. It is said that he didn't even know about this semester. Will it come or not, but it doesn't matter if they come or not, anyway, they are sent to *** University, but ah, I don't know if there is such a fate, the wealthy family is sick, and I don't know what happened to it."

As soon as the boy finished speaking, Yang Haochen's face turned pale immediately.

"What's wrong with you? Are you not feeling well?" the boy asked in surprise.

"It's nothing, I'm going to the bathroom." Yang Haochen stood up suddenly, and then walked out stiffly under the surprised eyes of all the students and the head teacher.

"Hey, tell me, is there something wrong with our school grass today?" A girl whispered.

"I don't know, anyway, I feel more handsome than before? Don't you think? The temperament is different."

"Tch, don't be an idiot. I'm talking about his state just now. He seems to be in a bad mood. Look at that pale face."

……

After washing his face vigorously, looking at the wet eyes, he couldn't be sure whether it was water or tears, but what he was sure of was that, no matter how his hands shook, his brain seemed to go blank.

"I just said it was wrong, I said it was wrong... I just said that Fatty felt so wrong that day! You fucking Yang Haochen is an idiot!"

I got sick?cancer?car accident?Framed by the family?Irritated or did something happen that night?Yang Haochen felt that his brain was not working well, very badly, the few accidents he had made up in his brain were so bloody that he couldn't even look at them directly.

With Yang Haochen's face, he would never take the initiative to go to Li's house, but this time he had to break into Li's territory recklessly. Of course, he was stopped halfway, and he didn't even enter the area over there.

"I'm really here to find someone, my classmate, the son of the Li family." Yang Haochen desperately explained, taking out his student ID card and Li Xiaoming's phone number, but no one would let him in.

For the first time, he felt powerless against the hierarchy. If one day, Li Xiaoming ignored him first, he might not even have the qualification to enter his life.This kind of thought made him feel fear, and at the same time, there was also inexplicable pressure.

He lingered at that intersection for a long time, and couldn't help asking and investigating when he reached the gate. If he didn't look like he didn't come from an ordinary background, he might have been caught already.

Until around [-]:[-] in the afternoon, a familiar car appeared at the intersection.

"Li Xiaoming!" Yang Haochen waved and called.

It's a pity that no one paid attention to him, and the car still slowly entered the area.

Yang Haochen became anxious now, and hurriedly chased him from the side of the road, and ran straight to the middle of the road.

"Li Xiaoming, I know you're inside, come out!" Yang Haochen yelled disregarding his appearance.

The car in front finally braked to a sudden stop, the door opened, and a strange but familiar person stepped out. The person was dressed in a black formal suit, and compared to before, he seemed extremely thin.

Until Li Xiaoming walked in front of Yang Haochen, he was still a little dumbfounded.

Li Xiaoming sighed, and reluctantly took Yang Haochen's hand and walked towards the side of the road: "I said, how long are you going to stand in the middle of this road? Waiting to die?"

However, Yang Haochen didn't hear Li Xiaoming's words clearly, but followed Li Xiaoming involuntarily, and when Li Xiaoming held his hand, the familiar temperature came, and at that moment, his heart that had been empty for a long time suddenly stabilized, he was still there, It's good that he can still hold his hand, it's good...

When Li Xiaoming and Yang Haochen reached the side of the road, Li Xiaoming's driver also parked the car on the side of the road and stuck out his head, but just in time to see the two holding hands tightly, he couldn't help coughing heavily.

Li Xiaoming subconsciously wanted to let go of Yang Haochen's hand, but the guy was in a daze and held Li Xiaoming's hand even tighter.

Li Xiaoming's face was full of black lines - I haven't seen him for a few days, this guy is either stupid or stupid.

"You go back first, my dad asked you and said that I was playing outside with my friends." Li Xiaoming could only talk to the driver.

The driver hesitated for a second, then drove away decisively.

"Hey, Yang Haochen?" Li Xiaoming stretched out a hand and shook it in front of Yang Haochen's eyes. Seeing that there was no reaction, he stretched out three fingers, "How much is this?"

However, when Yang Haochen raised his head, Li Xiaoming was startled.

That's right, Yang Haochen's eyes were red, and his voice was a bit wrong: "Fatty, are you going to die?"

"What are you talking about?" Li Xiaoming was speechless. Has this person's mind opened up to another level?

Yang Haochen suddenly stretched out his hand and squeezed Li Xiaoming's face, then said sadly: "Fatty, you don't need to lie to me, I know that you don't want to take advantage of my sympathy. But look, the flesh on your face Lost weight..."

Yang Haochen's appearance - it makes people want to bully him!Li Xiaoming took a breath, then looked at the camera on the electric pole next to him, and decided to follow Yang Haochen's words: "I won't lie to you, this is not a place to talk, shall we find a place?"

After speaking, he stopped a taxi, stuffed Yang Haochen in it, and left.

Li Xiaoming found out that Yang Haochen seemed to be very insecure, in a state of anxiety and fear, and then he was very afraid that he would disappear suddenly, otherwise he would never have been clinging to him, if it wasn't for his thick skin, otherwise he would never be able to keep his face unchanged Reserved a box.

As soon as he entered the room, Li Xiaoming breathed a sigh of relief, shook off Yang Haochen's hand, and then said directly: "Tell me, Yang Haochen, what stimulated you to come to me for comfort? Was it given by your girlfriend?" Dump it and finally remember me? Or do you want to understand..."

Before he finished speaking, his mouth was blocked, that's right!It was blocked by Yang Haochen's mouth!

Li Xiaoming's eyes widened and he felt frightened—is Yang Haochen coming back for revenge, or is he coming back for revenge?