"Love you and hate you"

Curses are born from the hearts of human beings. They absorb negative emotions such as fear and irritability from human beings and transform them into forms.

Some curses have low intelligence and low combat effectiveness, which can be solved with a small wooden stick.Advanced curse intelligence is very good, you can talk to humans, continuous bombing with bombs can't cause any damage, and there are some tricky skills.

And the curse in front of him may be that kind of advanced curse.

"Who are you? Where's Xue Nai?" Zhong Yuan Zhong also retreated quickly, vigilant all over.

The person in front of him is a curse, but his appearance is exactly the same as that of Zhongyuan Xue Nai.

No, maybe this is Zhongyuan Xue Nai.

"Xue Nai is here." Zhong Yuan Xue Nai smiled at Zhong Yuan Zhong,

The habit of the person in front of him is exactly the same as that of Xue Nai Zhongyuan, even the curvature of the corner of the mouth and the movement of tilting the head when smiling are exactly the same.

This is Zhongyuan Xuenai.

But this is definitely not Zhongyuan Xue Nai.

Zhong Yuanzhong also pursed her lips, she seemed unable to strike at the face exactly like her daughter's.

This curse is too cunning.

The only way now seems to be to open up the pollution, and the black building in Hong Kong is estimated to be wiped out, but I can't take care of that much now.

In the hands of this curse are Yukina Nakahara and Osamu Dazai, the two most important people to her.

She believed in Osamu Dazai, who would stop her in her filthy state.

Zhong Yuanzhong also took off his gloves.

"You, allow the filth of gloom..."

The cursed face on the opposite side became tense, and she suddenly rushed into Nakahara Chuya's arms.

"No, mother, don't open dirty—"

The filth was interrupted.

Zhong Yuanzhong also subconsciously hugged the person in his arms.

The person in his arms had warm skin and hairy hair.It appears to be a human being.

This nervousness is exactly the same as that of Nakahara Xue Nai.

Every time she finishes driving dirty, Zhongyuan Xue Nai will always throw herself into her arms, telling her not to drive dirty again next time.

But she can't, she leads Hong Kong Hei forward, and it is necessary to open the filth when encountering difficulties.

This is very similar to Nakahara Xue Nai

But this is definitely not Zhongyuan Xue Nai.

Zhong Yuan also gritted his teeth and pushed the person in his arms away.

"Woo—" After being pushed away, the curse similar to Xue Nai Zhongyuan suddenly cried.

She fell to the ground.

Her eyes were red and tears were streaming down her face.She hugged the little rabbit doll tightly in her arms, tears dripping down on the little rabbit doll.

"Don't open the filth, don't open the filth!"

"Xue Nai is so scared. I'm afraid that my mother will leave me one day too. Don't be dirty anymore."

The curse cried, and at the same time, black air spread from her body, and the black air corroded everything around her.

"Xue Nai really wants Dad...but hates him and hates him."

"Why doesn't he come to see me, why doesn't he hug me."

The curse was weeping very sadly.

Zhong Yuanzhong also wanted to hold the curse who fell to the ground and cried in his arms, but she held back.

It's the curse, not her daughter.

"Mom, why don't you hug me." Curse looked at Nakahara Chuya with eyes full of tears, and stretched out his hands to Nakahara Chuya, "You will always hug me."

This is exactly the same as Zhongyuan Xue Nai crying, and she will reach out for her to hug.The voice was aggrieved and coquettish.

Zhong Yuanzhong also took a step forward, she almost wanted to hug the crying curse in front of her, but she held back.

It's nothing but a curse like her daughter.

But there is a voice in her heart saying to her-this is Zhongyuan Xuenai.

Seeing that Zhongyuan Zhong didn't hug her, Curse cried even more sadly.

"I am also Xue Nai, I was born from Xue Nai's fear, I am also Xue Nai, why did my mother reject me." The curse is still crying, she is constantly wiping her tears, and she keeps crying, " Xue Nai has always been afraid, so there is me."

"Why do you look at me like that. You look at me with gentle eyes all the time."

The curse in front of me was born from the negative emotions of Nakahara Xue Nai.

Every time the Central Plains is also filthy, Zhongyuan Xue Nai is terrified.Seeing Osamu Dazai, fear and joy intertwined, hatred and attachment intertwined.Afraid that Osamu Dazai would leave again, so there was a curse in front of him.

"Hug me..." The crying curse stretched out his hands to Zhong Yuanzhong.

Like a kitten whose fur gets wet on a rainy day.The kitten bit the passerby's trouser leg and begged for shelter.

"Don't cry..." Zhong Yuanzhong also squatted in front of Curse, and put his hands on Curse's face.

Tears immediately wet the palms.

"Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo_of

Nakahara also stroked the cursing head wordlessly.The touch on the hand is exactly the same as when stroking Nakahara Xue Nai's head.

The curse in front of her was born from the fear of Nakahara Xue Nai, and she is also her daughter.

As a mother, all she can do is to accept everything about her daughter, including the bad ones.

At the same time, Nakahara Chuya felt deeply guilty, and she made Zhongyuan Xuenai feel uneasy.

"Mom, I want to be with Dad." Curse lay in Nakahara Chuya's arms, sobbing softly, tears wet Nakahara Chuya's shirt, "But I hate him so much."

"Yeah." Nakahara also embraced the curse crying in his arms.

The curse also hugged Nakahara Chuya tightly.

"I really want to be with him..."

"Chuya Nakahara, leave her!" Gojo Satoru's eager voice suddenly came from next to his ear.

Zhong Yuanzhong also turned her head, but it was too late, and her eyes were dark.

***

"Mom, get up soon!" A childish voice came from next to my ear.

Zhong Yuanzhong also opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was a face exactly like hers.

This is her daughter, Nakahara Xue Nai.

"Hmm...Xue Nai?" Just waking up from a long sleep, Zhong Yuanzhong was also a little confused about the current situation.

Just now she seemed to be in the Hong Kong black office, and it was obviously night just now...

Before Zhong Yuan could think about it, she was interrupted by Zhong Yuan Xue Nai.

"Get up quickly, why did mom sleep until noon today?" Nakahara Yukina took Nakahara Chuya's arm and pulled Nakahara Chuya up from the bed, "Xue Nai is so hungry, get up and cook."

"I'm sorry Xue Nai, mom will get up right away." Putting aside the doubts in his mind, Nakahara Chuya got out of bed immediately.

But when Nakahara Zhong also opened the closet, she froze.

There are men's clothes in the closet. Looking at the style of those clothes, they are the type she likes. These clothes are chosen by her.

However, in her memory, she lived alone with her daughter.

"What's going on..." Zhongyuan Zhong also turned and glanced at the room.

The first feeling of this room is warm.like home.

The beige curtains danced gently under the breeze and gentle sunlight. There were several pots of green potted plants on the window sill, some of which had already bloomed with small red and white flowers, and some pots were still green.

This is her room.

Next to the window is a dressing table with several boxes of cosmetics on it.And men's razors.

There are traces of another person's existence on the double bed.

She has a double bed, but she is the only one who sleeps in this double bed.

"Mom, change your clothes quickly." A suit of clothes was suddenly stuffed into her arms.

Those are the suits and coats that Zhongyuan often wears.

"After the meal is ready, send the bento to Dad."

Under the urging of his daughter, Nakahara Zhong also gave up thinking and got dressed instead.

"This is the reality, Mom." Zhong Yuan was combing her hair when the curse suddenly hit her arm, "This is the reality you and I are looking forward to."

This is not reality.

This sentence was fleeting in Zhongye's heart.

"Come on, comb your hair. Let's go and deliver lunch to Dad." Curse stood behind Zhongya Zhongya, waiting for Chuya Zhongyuan.

"Yeah." Zhongyuan Zhong also nodded, and reached out to touch the top of Curse's head.

The lunch was ready soon, and Zhong Yuanzhong also divided the lunch into three parts, and went out with his arms in his arms.

The sun was shining brightly outside the door, and in some places it was a hollow blackness.A piece of green color, there are many trees.

There are no pedestrians or vehicles on the road. There are many animals on the road. Wolves and sheep walk side by side, lions and rabbits are playing.

This is the heart of a child.

Curse was still a child, too.

Zhong Yuanzhong also walked on the street, feeling a little strange in his heart, but he didn't think there was anything wrong.

Central Plains Zhongye’s residence is not far from Hong Kong Hei, and they soon arrived in Hong Kong Hei. Unlike the silence outside, Hong Kong Hei is very lively inside.

There were people coming and going in the hall, and everyone's faces were clear and vivid. They walked around the hall holding materials.It looks very busy, but as long as you look carefully, people in the hall are walking around holding documents.

"Good afternoon, ma'am."

"Madam is also here to deliver food to the leader today!"

"I'm so envious of the leader!"

Everyone is greeting Zhongyuan Zhongye.

Zhong Yuanzhong also responded one by one, but also felt very strange.

Why do you call her madam?she should be...

Zhong Yuanzhong also continued to think deeply, but was interrupted again.

"Mom, hurry up, why are you always in a daze today." Curse pulled Chuya Zhongya's sleeves, and came to the leader's exclusive elevator, "If you don't hurry up, Dad will faint from hunger at the desk."

"Ah, good. I feel a little uncomfortable today." Nakahara followed the cursing hand into the elevator.

"Here we are." Just entering the elevator, before the elevator started, Zhong Yuanzhong was cursed and pulled out of the elevator.

In front of you is the door to the chief's office.

The curse pushed the door open.

"Father, we're here to bring you lunch." Zhong Yuan was also dragged into the office by the curse.

The office is simply a children's playground.

Toys can be seen everywhere, and there is even a yellow rubber duckling by Zhongya Zhongye's feet. There are cute pictures on the walls, including lions, tigers, and flowers.

There is also a track that spreads throughout the office, and there are small trains running on the track.

The little train came in front of Zhongya Zhongya, and suddenly two rabbits jumped out of the little train, and the rabbits held a banner.

The banner reads - "Welcome to Reality"

What is the reality?

It is an objectively existing thing or an interpretation of a thing, a real instant thing.

Everything in front of Zhongya Zhongyuan is an objective existence, and it is also a real instant thing.

this is the truth.

Zhong Yuan also held the three lunch boxes in his arms, and walked past the little rabbit holding the banner.

Nakahara Chuya and Curse came to the desk.

But at the desk, there was nothing.

"Father has to work every day, it's very hard." Curse put the bento on the position belonging to the leader, "This is the bento made by mom, it's delicious."

The curse was speaking to an empty desk, and there was no one she called "Dad" in front of her.

"Why ignore me." The smile on Cursed's face disappeared, "Where are you, Dad."

The curse looked angry, the things in the office were slowly disappearing, half of the bookshelves had disappeared, and the ground was trembling.It seems that the world will fall apart in a second.

"I'm here." A gentle male voice sounded in the silent room.

Osamu Dazai, wearing a black suit and a red scarf around his neck, leaned against the door.

"Did you come here on purpose to bring me food? That's amazing." Osamu Dazai stood in front of Chuya Nakahara, holding Chuya Nakahara's hand.

Osamu Dazai turned his head and whispered in Chuya's ear, "It's time to wake up, Chuya."

Osamu Dazai's words were like a drop of cool water dripping between Nakahara Chuya's eyebrows, she remembered that all of this was an illusion caused by the curse.

Nakahara Chuya opened his mouth, she held Dazai Osamu's hand instead, and then smiled.

"Come on, let's have lunch."

Nakahara took Osamu Dazai by the hand and came to the leader's desk. She arranged the bento and the chopsticks.

"Hey, go help mom carry a chair." Zhong Yuan also smiled at the curse.

Children are always happy to be asked by their parents to do things, and cursed to find a stool happily.

Now there are only Nakahara Chuya and Dazai Osamu left here for the time being.

"She is the curse that grew on Yukina." Nakahara took Osamu Dazai's hand, she was uneasy, "Xuena was afraid that I would disappear after using filth, afraid of your appearance, glad of your appearance, and afraid of your reappearance." disappear."

"Ah, I know..." Osamu Dazai lowered his head, looking at the hand he was holding by Chuya Nakahara.

"Stay a little longer." Nakahara Nakaya looked at the curse looking for a chair in the office.

She never wanted to fight against her daughter, even if it was a curse born from her daughter.

She loves Zhong Yuan Xue Nai, together with the curse on her body.

Nakahara Chuya has no relatives in this world, and Nakahara Xue Nai is her only relative.

Osamu Dazai is Yukina Nakahara's father.In this false illusion, the family of three finally reunited without any grudges.

"Okay." Osamu Dazai held Chuya Nakahara's hands in his palms.

He had exactly the same experience of entering this illusion as Zhong Yuanzhong. He was hugged by a crying curse, and then said the words of being together forever.Then he came to this illusion.

In this illusion, he is the leader of Hong Kong gangsters, and Zhongyuan Zhongye is still a cadre of Hong Kong gangsters, but with the title of the leader's wife.He didn't jump off the building, he spent the pregnancy with Zhongyuan Zhongya, and he accompanied Zhongyuan Xuenai to grow up.

But he has never been deluded by such illusions.Because he knows it's all fake.

He is very aware of the harm he has done to Nakahara Chuya and Nakahara Xue Nai, and he has always kept it in his heart.He cannot and dare not forget.

But he didn't want to leave such a beautiful illusion, so he kept waiting in the office, waiting for Nakahara Chuya and Nakahara Xue Nai to bring her food.

Curse quickly found a chair, and she placed it behind Osamu Dazai.

"This is for Dad." Curse smiled sweetly at Osamu Dazai.

"Thank you." Osamu Dazai touched the cursed head.

Soft and fluffy.

Curse raised his face and rubbed Dazai Osamu's hand like a kitten.

The lunch boxes, spoons and chopsticks of the three of them are cat-shaped, Nakahara Chuya’s is an orange cat, Dazai Osamu’s is a black cat, and the cursing one’s lunch box is a black cat, and the rice spoon and chopsticks are orange cats.

Zhongyuan Zhong also took care of Zhongyuan Xuenai alone for many years. Although his cooking skills are not very superb, he is still good at simple home cooking.

Today's lunch is grilled fish rice and vegetable salad.There is also a bowl of seaweed soup.

"Dad, Mom's grilled fish is delicious!" Curse looked at Osamu Dazai with those blue eyes.

It seemed that he wanted to watch Osamu Dazai eat grilled fish.

Osamu Dazai picked up a piece of grilled fish with his chopsticks.

Crispy on the outside, tender and juicy on the inside, no matter how expensive ingredients Osamu Dazai has eaten, it can't compare to this one-ten-thousandth.

"Ah, it's delicious." Osamu Dazai said.

"It's delicious..."

Dinner with beautiful wife and lovely daughter.

This is something he has never experienced before.

"The fruit salad is also delicious!" Curse touched Osamu Dazai's arm and introduced it to Osamu Dazai enthusiastically.

Osamu Dazai tasted them one by one.

After eating, just take a nap.

"Dad is always very busy, and he doesn't come back until late at night every night. Mom will take me and Dad to take a nap together." Curse took Nakahara Nakaya with one hand and Dazai Osamu with the other and entered their lounge.

The father who is always busy, and the mother who is tenderly by his side, this is the family of three that the curse yearns for.

This lounge is exactly the same as Zhongye's lounge, with a double bed, a mirror and a wardrobe in the corner.

"Ah, the pajamas are here." The curse grabbed in the air, and three pajamas appeared in her hand.

Nakahara Chuya's pajamas has a little orange cat on it, Dazai Osamu's pajamas has a little black cat on it, and the cursed pajamas has a little orange cat and a little black cat on it.

Prompted by the curse, the two changed into clothes and lay down on the bed.

"This warm feeling. I really yearn for it." The curse was buried on Osamu Dazai's neck, rubbing back and forth.

"Daddy's embrace, so warm."

Osamu Dazai's heart moved, and he stretched out his arms to embrace Nakahara Chuya and Nakahara Yukina.

The tenderness of the daughter and wife makes people attach so much.

"Can Dad tell me a bedtime story?" Curse put his arms around Osamu Dazai's neck, his voice expectant.

"I want to hear the story of "The Little Mermaid." Curse said, and "Andersen's Fairy Tales" appeared beside her.

Osamu Dazai opened the page, and the story of "The Little Mermaid" appeared on the page.

Osamu Dazai's voice is gentle and low, with a hint of laziness. It is a pleasure to listen to him read.A long time ago, when Nakahara Chuya suffered from insomnia, he always asked Osamu Dazai to read to her.

"In the deep sea, live..."

Osamu Dazai had just read the first paragraph when he was interrupted by a curse.

"The little mermaid is so stupid. If it were me, I would naturally kill the prince and return to the sea. She actually left her father and mother for love."

"Who wants to leave mom and dad for love."

Curse grabbed Nakahara Chuya's hand and was next to Osamu Dazai. Light came in through the window and sprinkled on the bed.

It was quiet and peaceful.

"I will never leave my father and mother." The curse was buried in Dazai Osamu's arms, "The Little Mermaid is so annoying, I want to listen to "Sleeping Beauty"."

"Okay." Osamu Dazai spread out the book without flipping through it.

Sure enough, the text on the page disappeared, the story belonging to "The Little Mermaid" disappeared, and soon the story of "Sleeping Beauty" appeared again.

"In a kingdom of peace and joy, the king and queen..."

Osamu Dazai began to tell the story of Sleeping Beauty to the curse.

The story is short and gentle, and finally the prince and princess lived happily together.

"It's strange, it's so strange." Cursed's face was full of doubts, "Humans are really strange, because the witch is from the dark side, so why don't you invite her? Even if you are invited to a banquet as the dark side, you will give people Bring blessings."

"The narrow thinking of human beings makes them suffer. Because they reject the darkness, the darkness also rejects them."

Human beings have desires, and when they desire desires, they breed curses, and when they lose desires, they breed curses.Therefore, human beings are the root of all evil.

"Well, you're right." Osamu Dazai put his hand on the cursed head, "It's because of this that we are called human beings."

It is precisely because of desire that we are called human beings.

The cursed face twisted for a moment, but finally calmed down.

"Father, why don't you call me by my name?" Curse raised her face, "Why didn't you call me Xue Nai?"

Osamu Dazai never called him Xue Nai from the beginning to the end.

Dazai still had a smile on his face.

"Want to know why?"

Curse's figure suddenly twisted.

"... Ah, is it time for a nap?" Curse said, getting up from the bed, and then sat on the dressing table.

"Dad, comb my hair."

Osamu Dazai glanced at Chuya Nakahara.

Nakahara also nodded to Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai got out of bed and stood behind the curse.

There was nothing in front of Curse, but a dressing table slowly appeared.

A comb floated to Osamu Dazai's hand.

Osamu Dazai took the comb and combed the curse's hair.

Osamu Dazai never touched Yukina Nakahara's hair.

The cursed body is projected from the real Yukina Nakahara, which is almost exactly the same as Yukina Nakahara's body.

When the hair as smooth as silk was held in his hands, Osamu Dazai even felt a little unreal.

He is holding his daughter's hair.Although this is not his daughter, it is also part of his daughter.He will accept everything about Xue Nai, even if it is evil.

He is all in love.

"What hairstyle do you want?" Dazai Osamu combed his hair with a comb, he was careful, the cursed hair was still beautiful, like smooth satin, holding a puddle of water in his hand.

"I want that cute hairstyle!" Curse smiled with narrowed eyes.

"That really, really cute hairstyle!"

"I will work hard!" Osamu Dazai clenched his fist.

He never combed anyone's hair.

He once combed Zhongya Zhongya once, and then he was beaten up by Zhongya Zhongyuan.

However, Osamu Dazai's technique is really not very good. He wanted to tie a double ponytail for the curse, but after doing it for a long time, his forehead was covered with sweat.

Curse propped his face with his hands, and looked at Dazai Osamu who was covered in sweat with a smile.

"Dad, you're so stupid, let mom come."

Zhongyuan Zhong also had no choice but to take over.

Zhongyuan also combed Xue Nai's hair many times in reality, and soon combed Xue Nai's hair with a double ponytail.

"We ate lunch together and took a nap together. Dad, I really like you. Your embrace is very warm. Your words are also very gentle."

"I really like you."

Curse smiled at Osamu Dazai.

"So--"

"I really hate you too."

A puff of black air appeared behind the curse, and the black air formed a knife, which directly attacked Osamu Dazai wrapped in the black air.

Osamu Dazai stood where he was and did not escape.

The author has something to say:

Yukina is a problem that must be resolved between Dazai and Chuya.

Dazai got friendship and love here in Chuya, and later, he will get family affection.

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