Miss Zhongyuan has something to say

"Forgive me a little bit"

The two maintained such a relationship for a few days. During this period, although Nakahara Chuya kept talking about finding a nurse for Osamu Dazai, he never found a suitable one.Osamu Dazai was always making trouble, either disappearing altogether, or scaring away all the nurses, like a three-year-old child.

The game between the two is like a mother looking for a cram school teacher for her son, and the son always makes fun of the cram school teacher.

Although Chuya Nakahara always said that he would not take care of Osamu Dazai, Chuya Nakahara's behavior was no different from taking care of Osamu Dazai.

As usual, Nakahara Nakaya sat behind the leader's desk to process the documents, and Dazai Osamu sat on the side of the hospital bed to watch Nakahara Nakaya.

After a few days of cultivation, coupled with the magic power of the Holy Grail remaining in Dazai's body, Dazai's body has improved a lot.Now I can wash my hair and take a bath by myself, but I can't do strenuous exercise.

The leader's office was very quiet, with the sound of light breathing and the sound of pen rubbing against paper.

Zhongya Zhongya was processing the documents fast and expressionless, but this time, a document made her stop her fast speed successfully.

There is only one piece of paper in the file, and the content on the paper can be summarized as follows.

"The former leader Osamu Dazai returns, and the modern leader Zhongyuan Zhong should also give way."

"Women are small, and Osamu Dazai should be restored to the position of leader."

"..."

This is the current rumor in the world under Yokohama.Finished by Xiaoyin.

Seeing such a message, Nakahara just wanted to laugh.

Zhong Yuanzhong really laughed, and then took the paper aside, planning to deal with it at the end.

Seeing the change in Chuya's face, Osamu Dazai immediately got out of bed and came to Chuya's side.

He more or less guessed something.

Osamu Dazai reached for the paper on the table, but was blocked by Chuya Nakahara.

"What are you taking?" Nakahara stopped Osamu Dazai with one hand, and held the piece of paper just now with the other hand, and put the piece of paper at the bottom of the file.

Osamu Dazai: "Let me take a look at that document just now."

Zhong Yuanzhong also turned over a page: "I will handle it myself."

Judging by Nakahara Chuya's appearance, he didn't intend to tell Osamu Dazai.

"I can more or less guess something." Osamu Dazai withdrew his hand.

"Sometimes, you can try to rely on others... No, try to rely on me."

This is also the case in the Central Plains. They like to carry it alone, and continue to move forward until they can't carry it anymore.

"Can you try to trust me? Chuya." Although this tone is similar to the usual coquettish tone, the feeling in it is different.

Osamu Dazai is serious, he is trying to protect Nakahara Chuya.Although the Central Plains does not need it.

Nakahara didn't speak, she continued to process the documents, Dazai Osamu didn't leave, he stood behind Nakahara Nakaya, blocking a piece of bright sunlight.

Half of the sunlight shining on Zhongyuan Zhongye's head was blocked, and his crimson hair shone on one side and darkened on the other.

In the end, he didn't know whether he didn't want Osamu Dazai to stay by her side, or his heart softened.

"...Take it." Nakahara Chuya pulled out the paper and stuffed it into Dazai Osamu's hand.

Osamu Dazai smiled happily while holding the paper, and then he whispered thank you to Nakahara Nakaya.

The sound is very soft, floating softly to the ears, like finely broken foam.

Zhong Yuanzhong also pursed his lips and continued to process the documents.

Osamu Dazai took the paper and returned to his hospital bed.

Today went smoothly, Osamu Dazai was very quiet and well-behaved.Keeping his head down and holding a mobile phone to click.Nakahara was a little unaccustomed to it, and even looked at Osamu Dazai several times.

Then Osamu Dazai would raise his head and stretch out a soft smile to Nakahara Nakaya.

Time passed quickly in such a quiet atmosphere.In the afternoon, after sending Osamu Dazai back to his temporary residence, Nakahara also drove home.

After a simple meal and bath, Nakahara Nakaya lay on Nakahara Yukina's bed and told her stories,

Nakahara Chuya would tell stories to Zhongyuan Xuenai every night, sometimes it was an interesting story encountered during the day, sometimes it was "Andersen's Fairy Tales", and sometimes it was Zhongyuan Xuenai who told Zhongyuan Zhongya a story.

After Zhongyuan Zhongya finished telling the three stories, Zhongyuan Xuenai was still in high spirits, just now it was still a little far away from the time to go to bed, and Zhongyuan Zhongya did not urge Zhongyuan Xuenai to go to bed immediately.

Perhaps it was more emotional at night, Zhong Yuan also decided to discuss something with Xue Nai Zhong Yuan.She has been thinking about this matter for many days, since the day Osamu Dazai was injured and hospitalized.

"Xue Nai, do you want a father?" Nakahara Chuya put his hand on the top of Zhong Yuan Xue Nai's head.

A child's hair is thin and soft.Like the ears of corn.

"No!" Nakahara Xue Nai replied quickly.The little face was full of rejection.

"...My father is Osamu Dazai, right? That dark and bandaged man."

"Yeah." Zhong Yuanzhong also nodded.At the same time, there was an indescribable feeling in my heart.

"I hate him." Nakahara Xue Nai put her face on Nakahara Chuya's chest, "But I don't want others to take his place."

Yukina Nakahara shrank into me and covered her head with the glass, because her voice was a little muffled by the thicker quilt.

But these words clearly reached the ears of Nakahara Chuya.

"...Actually, I like him a little bit, but my dislike for him has prevailed." Zhongyuan Xuenai's voice was a little aggrieved, "When I first saw her, I knew she was my father."

Zhongyuan Xue Nai is a demigod, and has a special feeling for her blood relatives.

"But——" Nakahara Yukina looked at Nakahara Chuya with blue eyes, "If mom wants to find someone, you can go. I will try to accept him. You have been working hard all these years .”

"No need..." Zhong Yuan Zhong also lay down on Zhong Yuan Xue Nai's bed, Chu Hong's hair was scattered on the bed, "Xue Nai, mom will sleep with you today."

In fact, she was selfish. If she had found an obedient man to marry before Xue Nai was born, Xue Nai would not be four years old and have not felt the love of her father.

She hates Osamu Dazai, but she can't be with other men either.This is what makes her selfish as a mother.

"Ah! That's really great!" Nakahara Yukina yelled happily, and then threw herself into Nakahara Chuya's arms.

Zhong Yuan put his arms around Xue Nai and fell asleep.

Zhong Yuanzhong also had a hunch that this night would be the deepest sleep she had had in the past week.

In fact, she still hasn't slept well for several days.She was always a little scared inside.

She was afraid that Osamu Dazai would chase her, and she felt that with Osamu Dazai's current sincerity and actions, she would be with Osamu Dazai sooner or later.If Osamu Dazai went after someone wholeheartedly, even a god would soften his heart.

She had already started to waver, and at some point, this feeling began to grow. By the time she realized it, her psychological defense had almost collapsed.

She really thought she didn't like Osamu Dazai anymore, but when she saw Osamu Dazai longing for her almost beggingly, she would be shaken, and when she saw him lying on the ground covered in blood, her heart still ached and she was still nervous .

When I saw him staying up late to correct documents, I felt very strange in my heart, like the waves of the sea submerged my whole body, with a little sweetness in the fear.

In the end, she suppressed her emotions and pretended to be more and more indifferent to Osamu Dazai.

But the occasional sweetness revealed under restraint is even more uncomfortable.

She thought that Osamu Dazai would give up, but Osamu Dazai was still chasing her, using his sincere heart and reliable actions to attack her psychological defense time and time again.Even every time she was rejected, she would pursue her more violently.

What a horrible obsession.

Osamu Dazai is terrible, no matter how you look at it.

He can give up everything to pursue what he wants.The current Osamu Dazai is almost begging for her forgiveness with his life.He doesn't want anything, he only wants Chuya in the Central Plains.

She resisted that kind of future in her heart, she couldn't restrain her feelings to forgive Osamu Dazai, and she didn't want to forgive Osamu Dazai.

This is so contradictory.

Moreover, if she refuses Osamu Dazai, Osamu Dazai will definitely die.Because there is nothing that Osamu Dazai is nostalgic for in the world now, she and Xue Nai are the last straws for Osamu Dazai.

"Mom, haven't you slept yet?" Zhongyuan Xuenai's soft voice rang in her ears.

"...Sleep." Zhong Yuan suppressed all the thoughts in his head, hugged Zhong Yuan Xue Nai and closed his eyes.

Osamu Dazai personally tortured this life-saving straw in Zhongyuan to a dull and nearly withered state, and now he raised Zhongya Zhongya with his own hands, watered it with blood, and yearned for his life-saving straw, kindly saving him once.

He is longing for Zhongye's forgiveness, and he is also longing for himself to forgive himself.

***

The next day, Zhongyuan Zhong also woke up in Zhongyuan Xue Nai's small bed, carefully got out of bed, packed himself up, and Zhongyuan Zhong also drove to Hong Kong Hei.

She was fully prepared this time, no matter what, Osamu Dazai couldn't impress her.

Xue Nai hates Osamu Dazai, even if she forgives Osamu Dazai, they cannot be together.

Because Zhongyuan Zhong also had something on his mind, so when he walked through the hall, Zhongyuan Zhong didn't see the eyes of the Hong Kong gangster staff looking at her.

That kind of respectful and caring eyes, and a bit of gossip.

Opening the door of the chief's office, Nakahara saw Osamu Dazai waiting for her at his desk.

A few days ago, Osamu Dazai would just lie on the hospital bed, and when she came, he would keep looking at her. Today, he suddenly changed his position, something must have happened.

Although curious, Nakahara didn't ask Osamu Dazai, but walked to the desk silently, ready to work.

Osamu Dazai looks a bit like a pet waiting to be praised by its owner?

Central Plains also thought a little out of tune.

Just sitting down at the table, Zhong Yuanzhong also saw a document placed in the middle of her table.

The person who placed the file seemed to be afraid that Zhongyuan Zhong would not be able to see the file for the first time, so he cleaned up other things and other files on the table.

This is so deliberate.

"Dazai Osamu?" Nakahara Chuya tilted his head.

Osamu Dazai smiled and said, "Chuya, open it and have a look. I made a lot of things yesterday during the day and at night."

His face was pale, and he had dark circles under his eyes. It looked like he had stayed up all night.

【Shock!Dazai Osamu, the former leader of Hong Kong and black, personally said that he is the lover of the modern leader Chuya Nakahara? !I have heard Osamu Dazai himself say that he is just a softie! 】

[The former leader of Hong Kong gangsters, Osamu Dazai, took the initiative to serve the modern leader Chuya Nakahara? !The position he now accepts as his fate is—the exclusive cleaner of the chief's office? ! ! 】

【Exposing the unknown past of Nakahara Chuya and Dazai Osamu...】

The document in the hands of Zhongyuan Zhongye probably means the above four items.

Osamu Dazai used this method again, allowing Nakahara Chuya to escape an incident easily.

Gossip hurts the most, because the people who say it don't know the truth, they just start making it up with a mouth or a keyboard.

Zhong Yuanzhong has also developed the habit of not reading gossip. Before, the underworld said that she should abdicate, saying that she was just a woman who didn't see the big picture, but she didn't really care much.

Although I still feel a little uncomfortable.

She originally planned to ask Atsushi Nakajima to take people to kill all those who spread the rumors, but Osamu Dazai stepped forward. Now he wants money but no money, and force but no force, so he chose the simplest method.

Use rumors to break rumors.

The underground world is also not capable enough in Chuan Zhongyuan. It is a woman who cannot lead Hong Kong gangsters, so they let her abdicate one after another.Osamu Dazai stood up and said that he was a softie, and he took the initiative to follow Nakahara Chuya.

He likes Chuya Zhongyuan very much, he is chasing Chuya Zhongyuan, and his attitude is firm and sincere.Spread the matter of eating soft rice everywhere.

Then the two rumors collided and turned into a fight, and the people on both sides naturally didn't have the energy to focus on Zhongya Zhongyuan.Hong Kong and black can also sit back and reap the rewards.

Zhong Yuanzhong also suddenly laughed.

She laughed at Osamu Dazai's method, and she also laughed at herself. The psychological defense line that was established last night suddenly loosened again.

Maybe those rumors are right, she is a woman, and her appearance is inevitably smaller.

"Stop laughing." Osamu Dazai put his hands on Nakahara Chuya's eyes, and Nakahara Nakahara's slender eyelashes brushed his palm, "You don't want to laugh at all."

The corner of Zhong Yuanzhong's mouth curled up.

She felt inexplicably irritated in her heart, she didn't want to forgive Osamu Dazai, but couldn't help but forgive Osamu Dazai, these two contradictory feelings were intertwined and entangled.Make her just want to laugh.

"Did I push you too hard?" Osamu Dazai stood behind Chuya Nakahara, with one hand on Chuya Nakahara's eyes.

Zhong Yuan Zhong also immediately said: "...No!"

The hesitant ellipsis and the firm exclamation point once again exposed Chuya Chuya's mood.

It is morning now, and today is a cloudy day, with lead gray clouds piled up in the sky in an orderly manner, looking like it is about to rain.

"...Sorry, I will disappear for a while." Osamu Dazai said, sighing softly, "I don't want to push you so hard, but I can't restrain my feeling of being close to you."

There are many people around Zhongyuan who like her, these people are much better than him, at least Zhongyuan will not hate those people, and Zhongyuan Xue Nai will not cry when seeing those people.

"As long as I see you, I want to touch you." Osamu Dazai removed the hand covering Nakahara Nakaya's eyes, he looked at his hand, "let go of your thoughts, they only appear in my mind It disappeared in an instant, I really still like you, I can't leave you, because if I leave you, you will lose the person you love the most. As long as I think of you with other men, I will be jealous."

"So I can't wait to pursue you because I'm afraid you'll leave me."

Osamu Dazai had never been afraid of anything in his life. He was not afraid of death, and he counted his own death in his plan.He learned that only this world can make Oda Sakunosuke survive, and he is not afraid, because he is sure that Oda Sakunosuke can survive.

But facing the matter of recovering Zhongye from the Central Plains, he was afraid, because he felt that he was not sure.He is also afraid that he will not be able to recover Zhongya from the Central Plains.

Fear drove him forward, pressing harder and harder.

Saying this, Osamu Dazai moved away from Nakahara Chuya. He walked away, walking very slowly, like an old man in his twilight.

Osamu Dazai walked away, and Nakahara could hear something breaking apart in a trance, it was a subtle sound, fleeting.

Osamu Dazai walked all the way to the edge of the hospital bed, took his coat and coat, he never looked back, because he knew that once he turned back, he never wanted to leave again.

But his current pressing step by step made Zhongyuan Zhong very uncomfortable, and he had to leave for a while.

Osamu Dazai put his overcoat on top of his hospital gown casually, and walked towards the door of the chief's office.

As he walked over, Osamu Dazai looked carefully at the chief's office.

The office says it's changed, but it hasn't changed.

The interior decorations have been changed, but the location is the same as before.

In the former office, there was a bookshelf on the right. He once pressed Zhongyuan Zhongya on the bookshelf at night, and a lot of books fell out that time.On the left there is a sofa on which they once lay together.

And that door, they've done it many times too.

In the current office, the sofa is on the right and the bookshelf is on the left, but the positions have been changed.

Dazai took a closer look at the door, and he even remembered where Chuya Nakahara's scratches were.

"I'm leaving." Osamu Dazai said this to the door.

He still didn't look back.

It was very quiet in the chief's office.

Nakahara watched Osamu Dazai walk slowly to the door, and his hand touched the door.

His back is lonely, like an old man in his twilight years, his life is dying.

Zhong Yuan also had a terrible premonition, if she didn't stop Dazai today, maybe Dazai would never come back.

Nakahara Chuya tightened her hand on the table, and her mouth opened slightly.

"return……"

It was a dry, low voice.

Osamu Dazai stopped his hand on the doorknob.

But he still twisted the handle, opened the door, walked out, turned his back to Nakahara Chuya, and gently closed the door.

Osamu Dazai's movements were very light, so light that Zhongyuan Zhong couldn't hear the sound of closing the door.

Nakahara Nakaya was the only one left in the chief's office. It was very quiet in the office, but a sudden wind blew up outside, and the trees seemed to be broken. The dark clouds in the sky swept towards this side, like a piece of cloth gently covering it. .

Then, it rained.The raindrops hit the windows with a "tick-tick" sound.

The water fell on the window and then ran down, and the window was wet in no time.

I feel very sad.

Zhong Yuanzhong also took a breath, then looked up at the door.

The door was closed tightly.

"Dong dong dong."

There was a knock on the door, light and regular.

"Chuya, can I come in?"

It was Osamu Dazai's voice.

Zhong Yuanzhong also took a book and threw it at the door.

The door crashed down.

The smoke dissipated quickly, and Osamu Dazai was standing outside the door, smiling at Nakahara Nakaya.

"Chuya, I'm back."

***

Nakahara Chuya finally gave Osamu Dazai the position of cadre.

Since then, there have been three of the five major cadres in Hong Kong and Black, namely Dazai Osamu, Ozaki Koye, Nakajima Atsushi, and one candidate Izumi Kyoka.

Knowing that Osamu Dazai has become a cadre of Hong Kong gangsters, the Hong Kong gangsters didn't react much.

After all, they all saw Osamu Dazai's strength. Osamu Dazai helped Nakahara Chuya handle the documents seamlessly, and Osamu Dazai was the first to destroy the alliance.

Coupled with the identity of Dazai Osamu's former leader, they have no objection.

What is a little bit uncomfortable is that their kiss leader seems to be picked up by Osamu Dazai!

Although it has not been soaked yet, it seems to be soaked soon!

Thinking of this, the hearts of the gangsters were filled with anger, and they wished they could rush to the chief's office and tear Osamu Dazai to pieces.

People in Hong Kong and black people love and hate Osamu Dazai, so people in other underground worlds only have hatred.

There are old people who have lived a little longer, and when they hear the name Osamu Dazai, they still feel fear in their hearts.

During the five years when Dazai ruled Hong Kong and Hong Kong, Zhongyuan Zhongya was also Dazai Zhi's sword. Dazai Zhi's methods were almost cruel, and Zhongyuan Chuya's force value crushed everything.

They simply cannot resist.

Now, the dreaded Double Black is back.

This has caused many foreign forces who are eyeing Hong Kong black to withdraw their tentacles.

Double blacks can destroy an organization overnight. No matter who is in the dominant position, as long as the mind of Osamu Dazai and Chuya Nakahara's force add up, they are terrifying existences.

"What, why is it a coat again? Can I change it?" Dazai Osamu held the black coat with one finger. Although his face could not be said to be "disgusting", he definitely didn't like it.

Anyone who joins the Gang Hei will get a token from the guide. This time Osamu Dazai joins the Hong Kong Hei, Zhong Yuanzhong is also his guide.

And Nakahara Chuya gave Osamu Dazai a coat as a token.

"I want something special." Osamu Dazai looked at Chuya Nakahara with a smile.

Nakahara Chuya threw the document in Dazai's face.

"Be content and don't desire anything else."

"Is Chuya too busy to think about it? Let me think about it?" Osamu Dazai took off the document from his face and put it back on Chuya Nakahara's desk.

"Whatever you want." Chuya Nakahara opened the file, intending to continue processing, but was blocked by Osamu Dazai.

"Ah, anyway, I just became a cadre, and I have nothing to do. How about my first task, which is to help the leader handle documents." Osamu Dazai signaled Nakahara Chuya to get up.

Nakahara didn't want to read documents either, she had always hated paperwork, and now that Osamu Dazai asked for it, she couldn't ask for it.

Zhong Yuan also got up, went to the window, opened the window, and lit a cigarette.

The white smoke spread between her fingers, and the golden sunlight hit her long crimson hair, like golden light flowing.

Osamu Dazai happily sat on the leader's seat of Chuya Nakahara to process the documents.

It was as if he was dealing not with documents but with artifacts.

"Ah, by the way, I forgot to tell you." Nakahara Chuya took a few puffs of cigarette between his fingers, leaning against the window and looking at Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai was processing the documents quickly.

"You need to re-interview, and I will watch you from the sidelines."

Osamu Dazai, he froze in place.

The author has something to say:

Explain the psychological changes in this chapter.

She was very sad, she didn't want to forgive Dazai, but she couldn't help it.Because Dazai has been pursuing her very hard and sincerely.My daughter doesn't like Dazai either.

(Xue Nai will be the biggest obstacle for Dazai to recover Chuya. If you use the game as a metaphor, Yukina is the boss that Dazai needs to defeat in the end, and this boss also has the ability to summon small bosses.)

Chuya here is obviously soft-hearted, here is her feeling, since it is like this, then she will see how far Dazai can do it.Try to see if Dazai will really catch up with him.

In fact, she didn't forgive Dazai, but she no longer resented and resisted Dazai's pursuit and overtures.She's tired of the constant rejection.

In fact, Zhong has already softened her heart, but I have always written in a very subtle way. When she softened, I did not write about her psychological activities, but replaced it with her actions.

The main reason is that it feels a little strange to describe it.

Love is a wonderful thing. Although I have never experienced it since I was a child, all my friends have experienced it, and many of them have shed tears for it.

She is silent, something that makes people happy and painful.

When I was writing this article, I also thought about whether I should go to a relationship to experience it, but I didn't think it was necessary.What if I'm in a bad mood when I break up and I shut myself up and give up writing...

The single dog shed tears of joy.