What's wrong with boyfriends proposing at the same time!
Chapter 65 Extra Chapter (5)
Ning Yufei was stunned, he never expected that Shen Lingyu would kiss himself, let alone that he would say such a thing.
he likes him?When did it start?
Ning Yufei's head was in chaos, and he couldn't figure it out at all.
His body was stiff and motionless. After a while, he took a deep breath and said slowly: "Xiaoyu, you are still young and can't understand this kind of feeling. You are just used to me and rely on me. This kind of love is the result of family and love. Family, not what you think."
Shen Lingyu listened to his words, although it was expected, but his heart sank again and again, as if he had fallen into the magma, and the scalding heat made his eyes dyed red with flames.
He stared at Ning Yufei without blinking, the boy's hoarse voice was full of extreme and persistent: "If it's just a family member, would you want to touch it? Would you want to kiss it? Would you want to tear it apart?" Do clothes taste your whole body? Or is it so longing that your whole heart is out of control? Is it so impulsive that you want to give up everything just to trap you by your side?"
The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time poured out all at once, and the voice seemed to carry a shocking force, turning every word into a sledgehammer, and smashed it into Ning Yufei's mind, making him feel a little nervous. dizzy.
This is definitely not a momentary impulse. Shen Lingyu's feelings for him are definitely not a matter of a day or two.
Ning Yufei could still tell the difference.
But soon he was surrounded by deep self-blame and guilt.
He was wrong, he misled him.
How could he be so close to him when he was young?Although he regarded him as his younger brother, in fact, even his own brother shouldn't be like this.
What's the point of half-grown teenagers crammed into one bed for the whole night?
Not to mention that when it was cold, they almost slept in each other's arms.
His carelessness and carelessness dragged Shen Lingyu to a road of no return invisibly.
Although in this day and age, same-sex marriage is not so repulsive, he and Shen Lingyu are not only of the same sex, but their blood relationship cannot be erased. The Grand Duke's Palace will not allow Shen Lingyu to have such an 'inappropriate' lover.
So this road is destined to be impossible. Ning Yufei is an adult, he knows this clearly, and he really shouldn't willfully drag a young man who doesn't understand anything into it.
Fortunately, it's not too late. The 16-year-old ignorance comes and goes quickly. As long as he starts to alienate him, I believe Shen Lingyu will forget him in a short time.
Thinking of this, Ning Yufei suppressed the disappointment in his chest, making his voice cold and distant: "I will pretend that I didn't hear anything today."
When he said this, Shen Lingyu's pupils shrank sharply, and the red flames in the depths of those golden eyes spread wildly, and the colors intertwined into knots were extremely deep and thick, which was shocking.He pursed his thin lips, feeling the pain of his heart being churned into a ball, and just looked at him without blinking.
Ning Yufei didn't dare to look at him at all, he took a deep breath, and continued: "Thank you for saving me, but we won't sleep in the same room in the future, it's not right, I used to treat you like a child, but Now that you have grown up, you should keep a certain distance, it must be that we were too close before, so you have misunderstood, but in fact..."
"Are you going to drive me away?" Shen Lingyu said, interrupting him with a trembling voice.
Ning Yufei only felt that countless sharp needles were thrown into his chest, piercing into his internal organs. He closed his eyes and continued: "I'm not driving you away, Xiao Yu, we are cousins, I am you family, I will never drive you away."
Shen Lingyu's eyes were red: "But you don't want me anymore."
Ning Yufei felt that he couldn't hold on any longer, he could only force himself to turn his head, and said in a cold voice he had never done before: "Go out, you need to calm down, I'm going to rest too."
"Xiao Fei," Shen Lingyu's voice was full of anxiety and fear, "I..."
Ning Yufei forcefully interrupted his unfinished words: "Okay, stop talking, I..." He paused before forcing himself to say, "I don't want to hate you."
These six words were like a blow to the head, which made Shen Lingyu's face pale.
Sitting in front of the bed, his whole body seemed to be blown by the wind and snow, turning into a rigid ice sculpture, all the temperature in his body was taken away, even the blood was frozen, this kind of feeling that even the meaning of life was obliterated A sense of hopelessness blinded him to any hope.
What he wanted... didn't want to belong to him.
What he longed for... could never be obtained.
He wished he could give him the whole world, but this person didn't want it.
He didn't like himself, although he knew it a long time ago, but hearing it so clearly, the maddening pain intensified and burned his soul, making him almost lose his mind.
Can't get... can't get, he can't get him.
No matter how long he waits, no matter what he does, no matter what he pays, his Xiao Fei doesn't want him.
Shen Lingyu stared blankly at him, at the thin figure with his back turned.
This is a person he likes so much: his black hair, his slender neck, his beautiful back and fair legs, everything makes him love to the bottom of his heart, but now...he looked at it, but I only felt the boundless cold and gloomy cold.
He revealed his heart to him, and he told him that he liked what he liked and didn't know what to do.
But...he said he didn't want to hate him.
Does this mean... If he likes him, does he hate him?
Is there anything more ironic than this?
The despair that surged into Shen Lingyu's heart at this moment almost drove him crazy. He wanted to rush over desperately, bite his ruthless lips desperately, tear his clothes off, and lift those long-awaited hands. legs, possessing him frantically.
Whether he hates it or hates it, he wants him to belong to him, wants him to look at him, wants to imprison him, even if it is the abyss of innocence, he will drag him down together.
but……
Then it's all over, all over.
Shen Lingyu exhausted all his strength to maintain the only trace of reason left in his mind. He stood up slowly, moved his legs, and forced himself out of the room.
Yes, he needs to calm down, he must calm down, if he continues to stay, he will definitely do something irreversible.
But even if he went out, even if he couldn't see him anymore, he couldn't let go of the obsession in his heart.
The only difference is how long he can last.
One day, two days, or three days?Even Shen Lingyu didn't know how long he could keep the roaring beast quiet.
When it was out of control...even he couldn't imagine it.
"Xiao Fei...Xiao Fei..." He murmured the name, and every bit of power he drew from it intensified his deep-seated desire and greed.
This is undoubtedly... drinking poison to quench thirst.
Ning Yufei, who was sleeping in the room, heard the sound of the door closing, and his tense body relaxed a little, but soon, his entire chest was filled with great loss.
What he said was so indifferent and alienated, but Ning Yufei clearly saw his heart.
In three years, the feelings he poured into Shen Lingyu may have long been more than pure brotherhood.
If he just treats his younger brother, why would he just laugh when he sees him happy?
If he only treats his brother, is he completely helpless in the face of his coquettishness?
If he just treats his family, how can he sleep with him during these three years?
He even changed to a bigger bed to make him sleep more comfortably, even chose his favorite color to see his bright smile, and even... even looked at his growing body and had thoughts that he shouldn't have. .
This is wrong, the conscience in my heart is constantly warning Ning Yufei.
Even though this body is very young, Ning Yufei's mental age is almost 30 years old. He is a complete adult, while Shen Lingyu is only 16 years old. How could he harm him like this?
It is wrong to completely destroy a person's future for the sake of selfish thoughts.
What's more... Shen Lingyu is too young, 16 years old, really the age who is curious about everything, impulsive and ignorant of everything.
He said that he likes him, but even Shen Lingyu himself can't tell what kind of like this is.
After all, in Shen Lingyu's tragic life of more than ten years, Ning Yufei was his only peer and only friend.
What is the relationship hatched after three years of staying together?I'm afraid no one can tell the difference.
And how long can this feeling last?It is a complete unknown.
Who has never been young?When you are a teenager, you can fall in love with someone for just a second, but what about after that?How fast is it forgotten, how quickly is it dropped?
When Shen Lingyu really grows up and realizes that it's wrong for them to be together, or that they are tired, then... what should he do?
He has a young body, but he is not a child. If he continues to be with him and continues to walk, what should he do if he falls in love with Shen Lingyu completely?What will he do when Shen Lingyu sees the countless possibilities in the thousands of worlds and leaves him behind?
Not to mention, they are still cousins.
They were all dead ends, so blocked that Ning Yufei really didn't have the courage to take that step.
Stopping abruptly at this moment can still be stopped.
I don't want to give up now, but as time goes by, I will let go.
He will let go, and so will Shen Lingyu.
This is definitely the best choice for them.
Taking a deep breath, Ning Yufei tried his best to calm down, but unfortunately he also stayed up all night.
The whole night was full of endless memories. Since he came to this world, the closest people are not even his parents, but the half-grown kid.
During the three years of such close entanglement, if you want to completely eradicate it, what kind of pain will be required.
But it's better than everything is irreparable.
After a sleepless night, when he woke up the next day, Ning Yufei was in a daze. He sighed, took a shower, changed into his home clothes and went out.
It's just that he didn't expect that the moment he stepped out of the door, he had done a whole night of psychological construction, and all of them collapsed after seeing the scene in front of him.
The 1.8-meter-tall guy is curled up in the corner of the wall, with soft hair falling down, embellishing his handsome features, but it can't cover the red and swollen eye sockets and the dull golden eyes that seem to have been drained of all vitality.
He stayed here all night.
Ning Yufei felt a throbbing pain in his heart, he stood there stiffly, motionless.
And at this moment, Shen Lingyu seemed to be aware of his presence, and Shen Lingyu raised his head, his eyes that should have been dazzling and extraordinary were completely grayed out, he looked at Ning Yufei, his lips trembled, and then big drops of tears rolled out, Like an abandoned child, like a wolf cub who has left the pack, the helplessness, despair, anxiety and uneasiness are all accompanied by tears, burning on the apex of Ning Yufei's heart .
"Xiao Fei..." He called out the name in a daze.
Ning Yufei only felt a rush of hot air rushing from the tip of his nose to his eye sockets, he suppressed the steam covering his eyes, and said in a slightly broken voice: "What exactly do you want?"
Shen Lingyu's face became even paler, his thin lips were bloodless, his eyes were full of hesitation and confusion, and his voice trembled: "I like you, I really like you, don't leave me, don't leave me, okay?"
Ning Yufei knew that the road ahead was gloomy, he knew that there was no future for this youthful impulsiveness, and he even knew that the two were closely related by blood, but at this moment, when he saw that he was single-minded He couldn't bear the appearance of the guarded child at all.
I don't want him to be so sad, I don't want him to be so painful, I don't want him to be so desperate.
What he wants to give him is a happy life, and what he wants to give him is a warm and comfortable family. He wants him to grow up healthily, instead of being so depressed that he seems to have lost the whole world.
Satisfy him.
Even if this relationship is destined to be fruitless, even if he is destined to be cruelly abandoned, it doesn't matter.
As long as Shen Lingyu can move forward to a bright future well, that's enough.
Ning Yufei took a deep breath, and stretched out his hand to him: "Come into the house."
Hearing these words suddenly, Shen Lingyu didn't recover at all.
Ning Yufei sighed: "Get up, go to bed and sleep!"
Shen Lingyu stood up suddenly, because he squatted for too long, he would inevitably feel dizzy when he got up so violently, but he didn't care about it at all, he was dizzy in front of his eyes, but he couldn't suppress the great joy that surged from the bottom of his heart: " Xiao Fei...Xiao Fei...Xiao Fei, you..." Because he was so excited, he was almost incoherent.
Ning Yufei's heart had already softened, but he couldn't open his mouth just to say those words. This kind of feeling of an old cow eating young grass is too bad, he really doesn't have that face.
Fortunately, the two of them were by the door. When Ning Yufei walked into the room, Shen Lingyu immediately followed.
Entering the room, Shen Lingyu still couldn't believe it. His golden eyes were completely brightened, and the luster inside them shone and shone, as if they were filled with countless stars.
There was still some uneasiness in his voice: "Xiaofei...you...have you accepted me?"
Did you accept his confession?
His Xiao Fei doesn't hate him, but...does he like him instead?Does his little fly want him too?Do you also want to spend the rest of your life with him?
Just thinking about it, the astonishing ecstasy has almost overwhelmed him.
But suddenly, Shen Lingyu was very scared again, too scared.
What if it's just a misunderstanding?What if Ning Yufei just softened his heart when he saw him in a mess?If Ning Yufei...
These thoughts arose one by one, and Shen Lingyu's whole body seemed to be cooked by a fire, and then frozen by ice, alternately cold and cold, completely hovering on the edge of the cliff.
If, if this is really just a misunderstanding, then... Shen Lingyu clearly sees the future.
Then he can only imprison him by his side forever, and use the cruelest and most irreparable way to completely tie this person up.
Ning Yufei didn't notice his thoughts, he was just very embarrassed: "Anyway... um... When you change your mind, you should tell me earlier."
A simple sentence pulled Shen Lingyu back from the edge of the abyss.
Shen Lingyu looked down at his flushed cheeks from shyness, and his trembling voice from anxiety... the love in his chest was almost overflowing.
Shen Lingyu couldn't bear it anymore, he lowered his head, and kissed the red lips that were thinking so much that he was going crazy.
Ning Yufei was startled, but did not resist.
This is undoubtedly a great encouragement. Shen Lingyu hugged him excitedly. The contact between the lips was no longer satisfied with the friction between the lips. He parted his jaw, broke in with his flexible tongue, and frantically licked what he could touch. everywhere.Great... Great, he was as excited as a beast that had been hungry for the whole winter, and finally got the sweetest delicacy, the kind of madness that could not be described in any words.
Ning Yufei added and subtracted two people, but in fact he really didn't have any experience in kissing. He wanted to respond at first, but he was dizzy and out of breath because of the kiss from this bastard, and almost suffocated to death.
Finally separated, Ning Yufei's face was flushed, and he gasped for breath.
Shen Lingyu didn't kiss enough at all, he hugged Ning Yufei tightly with his arms, and kissed any place he could touch with his hot lips longingly.
His white forehead, small nose tip, beautiful chin, and slender neck...
Seeing getting closer and getting more angry, Ning Yufei hurriedly stopped him: "Stop...stop...stop!"
Shen Lingyu paused, raised his head, his golden eyes were pitiful: "Xiao Fei, I really want to kiss you."
Ning Yufei was hit hard in the heart.
Shen Lingyu's clear voice was hoarse and sexy: "I like you, Xiaofei, I really like you so much, let me kiss you, okay? I miss you, miss you so much."
As he said, his thin lips came up again, and after rubbing against his lips gently for a few times, he couldn't wait to get into his mouth again, with that crazy force, he really wanted to ignite, explode, and burn the person in front of him. Together, become the same cluster of fireworks that are inseparable.
Ning Yufei pulled back his rationality, and Shen Lingyu began to grind him softly.
I already knew that this guy likes to act like a baby, but I didn't expect that after fully expressing my feelings, his mouth would be as sweet as honey.
Ning Yufei already had him in his heart, but after being coaxed by such a few words, his shirt was taken off abruptly, and the place where he kissed became more and more presumptuous.
If you don't stop, it's really going to go off!
Ning Yufei grabbed his shorts desperately and stared at him: "If you mess around again, I will kick you out!"
Shen Lingyu looked at his rosy and delicate cheeks and his white body covered with red cherry petals, and felt that the evil fire was burning more and more intensely, and the place was swollen to death.
It's just that he still knows how to measure. Ning Yufei is easy to speak, but when he really insists on one thing, he is very difficult to deal with. He must not be hard, he can only be soft.
Shen Lingyu suppressed the flames in his heart, rubbed his neck affectionately, and said softly: "Stop making trouble, Xiaofei, I'm so sleepy, I haven't slept all night."
Hearing what he said, Ning Yufei felt distressed and angry at the same time, and couldn't help but say to him: "What are you doing to yourself if you have nothing to do? You stayed outside the door all night, is it possible that I still know? It was the same last time, I just Let you sleep in a separate bed, and you will stand for me overnight, this time too..." As he spoke, he felt as if he had fallen into a trap, he turned his head and looked at the big man rubbing against him. No. koala, asked: "Didn't you do it on purpose, kid? You know I'm soft-hearted, so you tricked me!"
Shen Lingyu raised his head, blinking his beautiful golden eyes, his expression was as innocent as possible: "I just don't know where to go, Xiao Fei, if you drive me out, I have nowhere to go."
What he said is actually very unreliable, how could there be no place to go?The huge Grand Duke's Mansion is waiting for him day and night!How could he be so pitiful as he said.
It's a pity...he really pinched Ning Yufei's weakness, knowing that Ning Yufei understood what he meant.
In this world, where there is Ning Yufei, Shen Lingyu can feel at ease.
In this world, with Ning Yufei's corner, he Shen Lingyu has a home.
Ning Yufei sighed, and really admitted it, knowing it was a trick, he also jumped in...
Because this child really walked into his heart a long time ago. During these three years, how many days and nights, a seed was quietly planted, and then took root and sprouted, growing into a towering tree involving flesh and blood.
Ning Yufei got into the bed and said in a muffled voice, "Go to bed, sleep, I'm tired too."
Shen Lingyu's eyes flashed, and he suddenly asked in surprise, "Xiao Fei, didn't you sleep well last night?"
Ning Yufei wasn't as thick-skinned as he was, so he replied indiscriminately: "I had a few bad dreams, it was too exhausting, so I want to go back to sleep."
Shen Lingyu stared at his reddish cheeks, not knowing that he was embarrassed, waves of sweetness welled up in his chest, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was dazzling enough to fascinate all beings.
Ning Yufei was really sleepy. Leaning in the familiar embrace, feeling the hot body temperature, he became a little dazed after a while.
It's just that Shen Lingyu, who has been hugging him, can't fall asleep.
He was so happy, so happy, the sense of surprise that he got what he wanted made him completely unable to hold back the corners of his mouth, he just wanted to raise his lips and smile.
Holding Ning Yufei like this, he became more and more excited and unable to restrain himself.
Although he knew that the person in his arms wouldn't let him do anything, the painful area was still very uncomfortable. He couldn't help rubbing against it, but couldn't quench his thirst at all. Instead, he became more and more 'thirsty' .
Ning Yufei was almost asleep in a daze, but he woke him up abruptly.
With such a big and hard thing behind him, anyone will wake up!
What a young man!Ning Yufei sighed, he couldn't remember what he was like when he was 16 years old.
Sensing the tenseness of his body, Shen Lingyu couldn't help asking in a low voice, "Is it disturbing you?"
Ning Yufei didn't even want to complain about him anymore, he asked the question knowingly!
Seeing that he was awake, Shen Lingyu simply had no more scruples. After pushing him up straight, his hot lips were about to fall on his fair neck.
Ning Yufei understood that if he didn't help him get it out today, he might not be able to sleep.
He avoided his kiss, turned around and said softly: "Listen well, don't mess around, I'll help you fix it."
Shen Lingyu blinked, a little in disbelief: "Xiaofei..."
Where did Ning Yufei do this? Although he said it calmly, he actually blushed a long time ago, but he is an adult after all, and he can't let this kid hold back like this.
"It's stipulated first, you are not allowed to move around, I will give you...um...fuck it with my hands."
Shen Lingyu's eyes were full of surprises, and he really said very well, "Okay."
Ning Yufei took a deep breath and stretched out his hand. Although he had seen that guy before, he was still surprised when he touched it with his hand. How could he develop so well?Damn underage, how big would this be if he was an adult!
His hand was slightly cold, and as soon as he attached it, Shen Lingyu let out a muffled snort in comfort.
The voice was so sexy that Ning Yufei shivered for a while, but fortunately he was able to hold it. According to the experience in his memory, he stroked and fiddled with his hands up and down, serving diligently.
But after working up and down for a long time, Shen Lingyu didn't see that he was ejaculating, but instead made the thing bigger.
Ning Yufei's face was blushing dryly, and Shen Lingyu's heart itched more and more. He couldn't help but said, "Can I kiss you? Xiaofei, I want to kiss you."
Ning Yufei's hands were sore, and he wanted to refuse, but just as he raised his head, his lips were kissed.
Shen Lingyu kissed him delicately, and after a short while, he increased his strength, and after grinding for a while, he got into his mouth, eagerly wrapped around his uvula, and teased him back and forth, which made Ning Yufei realize that A tingling sensation stronger than a moment.
Instinctively felt that this was playing with fire, but Ning Yufei couldn't take it any longer, he was aroused by lust, and his lower abdomen was hot, and the little brother who hadn't fully grown up also stood upright.
Shen Lingyu noticed it, he got up slightly, pulled back the quilt, and let the childish little thing bounce out.
Ning Yufei blushed, just about to speak, but Shen Lingyu leaned down and grabbed it all at once.
Suddenly being stimulated like this, the words that reached his lips became fine moans.
But fortunately, there is still a sliver of reason, Ning Yufei tremblingly said: "Don't be like this, it's too...too..." The word "dirty" hasn't been said yet.
Shen Lingyu said softly: "It smells so good, Xiao Fei, you smell so good..."
This almost obsessed voice made Ning Yufei tremble.
Shen Lingyu covered the little guy with his mouth, making hesitant movements. Ning Yufei, who had never been stimulated like this before, couldn't control it. The thrill of being overwhelmed rushed into his mind. He grabbed Shen Lingyu's hair, wanting to refuse , but after being swept by the soft tip of the tongue, he couldn't hold back anymore...
"Loose... let go..." Ning Yufei didn't want to cum in his mouth.
But Shen Lingyu covered it with his mouth and swallowed all the ejected liquid.
After Ning Yufei climaxed, he was a little confused.
Shen Lingyu licked her red lips and smiled very attractively: "It's so sweet, Xiao Fei, you are so kind."
It's really... too embarrassing!
Ning Yufei didn't know where to put this old face.
It was agreed to help Shen Lingyu, but everything turned upside down!
What to do... Ning Yufei gritted his teeth and said, "I also... use my mouth..."
He didn't finish speaking, but Shen Lingyu hugged him, made him lean against his arms, and tore off his thin shorts.
Ning Yufei was startled, and said repeatedly: "Xiao Yu, it's impossible, there's no..."
"Don't be afraid." Shen Lingyu kissed him and comforted him, "Don't touch there, tighten your thighs."
Ning Yufei didn't react, but Shen Lingyu turned over and went to the bathroom to get some moisturizer.
Ning Yufei instinctively wanted to resist, but Shen Lingyu applied the cream between his thighs, and before he could react, the hard and hot thing had already been inserted between his legs.
Only then did Ning Yufei realize what was going on. Although he hadn't been entered, this posture was too...that...
He could clearly feel Shen Lingyu's thing, quickly thrusting between his legs, and the simulation looked so much like having sex.
Ning Yufei's face was extremely red, and Shen Lingyu's kisses kept falling on the back of his neck. After an unknown amount of time, his legs were so hot and painful that Shen Lingyu finally bit his neck On the ground, viscous hot liquid sprayed out, making Ning Yufei's legs numb from the heat.
he likes him?When did it start?
Ning Yufei's head was in chaos, and he couldn't figure it out at all.
His body was stiff and motionless. After a while, he took a deep breath and said slowly: "Xiaoyu, you are still young and can't understand this kind of feeling. You are just used to me and rely on me. This kind of love is the result of family and love. Family, not what you think."
Shen Lingyu listened to his words, although it was expected, but his heart sank again and again, as if he had fallen into the magma, and the scalding heat made his eyes dyed red with flames.
He stared at Ning Yufei without blinking, the boy's hoarse voice was full of extreme and persistent: "If it's just a family member, would you want to touch it? Would you want to kiss it? Would you want to tear it apart?" Do clothes taste your whole body? Or is it so longing that your whole heart is out of control? Is it so impulsive that you want to give up everything just to trap you by your side?"
The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time poured out all at once, and the voice seemed to carry a shocking force, turning every word into a sledgehammer, and smashed it into Ning Yufei's mind, making him feel a little nervous. dizzy.
This is definitely not a momentary impulse. Shen Lingyu's feelings for him are definitely not a matter of a day or two.
Ning Yufei could still tell the difference.
But soon he was surrounded by deep self-blame and guilt.
He was wrong, he misled him.
How could he be so close to him when he was young?Although he regarded him as his younger brother, in fact, even his own brother shouldn't be like this.
What's the point of half-grown teenagers crammed into one bed for the whole night?
Not to mention that when it was cold, they almost slept in each other's arms.
His carelessness and carelessness dragged Shen Lingyu to a road of no return invisibly.
Although in this day and age, same-sex marriage is not so repulsive, he and Shen Lingyu are not only of the same sex, but their blood relationship cannot be erased. The Grand Duke's Palace will not allow Shen Lingyu to have such an 'inappropriate' lover.
So this road is destined to be impossible. Ning Yufei is an adult, he knows this clearly, and he really shouldn't willfully drag a young man who doesn't understand anything into it.
Fortunately, it's not too late. The 16-year-old ignorance comes and goes quickly. As long as he starts to alienate him, I believe Shen Lingyu will forget him in a short time.
Thinking of this, Ning Yufei suppressed the disappointment in his chest, making his voice cold and distant: "I will pretend that I didn't hear anything today."
When he said this, Shen Lingyu's pupils shrank sharply, and the red flames in the depths of those golden eyes spread wildly, and the colors intertwined into knots were extremely deep and thick, which was shocking.He pursed his thin lips, feeling the pain of his heart being churned into a ball, and just looked at him without blinking.
Ning Yufei didn't dare to look at him at all, he took a deep breath, and continued: "Thank you for saving me, but we won't sleep in the same room in the future, it's not right, I used to treat you like a child, but Now that you have grown up, you should keep a certain distance, it must be that we were too close before, so you have misunderstood, but in fact..."
"Are you going to drive me away?" Shen Lingyu said, interrupting him with a trembling voice.
Ning Yufei only felt that countless sharp needles were thrown into his chest, piercing into his internal organs. He closed his eyes and continued: "I'm not driving you away, Xiao Yu, we are cousins, I am you family, I will never drive you away."
Shen Lingyu's eyes were red: "But you don't want me anymore."
Ning Yufei felt that he couldn't hold on any longer, he could only force himself to turn his head, and said in a cold voice he had never done before: "Go out, you need to calm down, I'm going to rest too."
"Xiao Fei," Shen Lingyu's voice was full of anxiety and fear, "I..."
Ning Yufei forcefully interrupted his unfinished words: "Okay, stop talking, I..." He paused before forcing himself to say, "I don't want to hate you."
These six words were like a blow to the head, which made Shen Lingyu's face pale.
Sitting in front of the bed, his whole body seemed to be blown by the wind and snow, turning into a rigid ice sculpture, all the temperature in his body was taken away, even the blood was frozen, this kind of feeling that even the meaning of life was obliterated A sense of hopelessness blinded him to any hope.
What he wanted... didn't want to belong to him.
What he longed for... could never be obtained.
He wished he could give him the whole world, but this person didn't want it.
He didn't like himself, although he knew it a long time ago, but hearing it so clearly, the maddening pain intensified and burned his soul, making him almost lose his mind.
Can't get... can't get, he can't get him.
No matter how long he waits, no matter what he does, no matter what he pays, his Xiao Fei doesn't want him.
Shen Lingyu stared blankly at him, at the thin figure with his back turned.
This is a person he likes so much: his black hair, his slender neck, his beautiful back and fair legs, everything makes him love to the bottom of his heart, but now...he looked at it, but I only felt the boundless cold and gloomy cold.
He revealed his heart to him, and he told him that he liked what he liked and didn't know what to do.
But...he said he didn't want to hate him.
Does this mean... If he likes him, does he hate him?
Is there anything more ironic than this?
The despair that surged into Shen Lingyu's heart at this moment almost drove him crazy. He wanted to rush over desperately, bite his ruthless lips desperately, tear his clothes off, and lift those long-awaited hands. legs, possessing him frantically.
Whether he hates it or hates it, he wants him to belong to him, wants him to look at him, wants to imprison him, even if it is the abyss of innocence, he will drag him down together.
but……
Then it's all over, all over.
Shen Lingyu exhausted all his strength to maintain the only trace of reason left in his mind. He stood up slowly, moved his legs, and forced himself out of the room.
Yes, he needs to calm down, he must calm down, if he continues to stay, he will definitely do something irreversible.
But even if he went out, even if he couldn't see him anymore, he couldn't let go of the obsession in his heart.
The only difference is how long he can last.
One day, two days, or three days?Even Shen Lingyu didn't know how long he could keep the roaring beast quiet.
When it was out of control...even he couldn't imagine it.
"Xiao Fei...Xiao Fei..." He murmured the name, and every bit of power he drew from it intensified his deep-seated desire and greed.
This is undoubtedly... drinking poison to quench thirst.
Ning Yufei, who was sleeping in the room, heard the sound of the door closing, and his tense body relaxed a little, but soon, his entire chest was filled with great loss.
What he said was so indifferent and alienated, but Ning Yufei clearly saw his heart.
In three years, the feelings he poured into Shen Lingyu may have long been more than pure brotherhood.
If he just treats his younger brother, why would he just laugh when he sees him happy?
If he only treats his brother, is he completely helpless in the face of his coquettishness?
If he just treats his family, how can he sleep with him during these three years?
He even changed to a bigger bed to make him sleep more comfortably, even chose his favorite color to see his bright smile, and even... even looked at his growing body and had thoughts that he shouldn't have. .
This is wrong, the conscience in my heart is constantly warning Ning Yufei.
Even though this body is very young, Ning Yufei's mental age is almost 30 years old. He is a complete adult, while Shen Lingyu is only 16 years old. How could he harm him like this?
It is wrong to completely destroy a person's future for the sake of selfish thoughts.
What's more... Shen Lingyu is too young, 16 years old, really the age who is curious about everything, impulsive and ignorant of everything.
He said that he likes him, but even Shen Lingyu himself can't tell what kind of like this is.
After all, in Shen Lingyu's tragic life of more than ten years, Ning Yufei was his only peer and only friend.
What is the relationship hatched after three years of staying together?I'm afraid no one can tell the difference.
And how long can this feeling last?It is a complete unknown.
Who has never been young?When you are a teenager, you can fall in love with someone for just a second, but what about after that?How fast is it forgotten, how quickly is it dropped?
When Shen Lingyu really grows up and realizes that it's wrong for them to be together, or that they are tired, then... what should he do?
He has a young body, but he is not a child. If he continues to be with him and continues to walk, what should he do if he falls in love with Shen Lingyu completely?What will he do when Shen Lingyu sees the countless possibilities in the thousands of worlds and leaves him behind?
Not to mention, they are still cousins.
They were all dead ends, so blocked that Ning Yufei really didn't have the courage to take that step.
Stopping abruptly at this moment can still be stopped.
I don't want to give up now, but as time goes by, I will let go.
He will let go, and so will Shen Lingyu.
This is definitely the best choice for them.
Taking a deep breath, Ning Yufei tried his best to calm down, but unfortunately he also stayed up all night.
The whole night was full of endless memories. Since he came to this world, the closest people are not even his parents, but the half-grown kid.
During the three years of such close entanglement, if you want to completely eradicate it, what kind of pain will be required.
But it's better than everything is irreparable.
After a sleepless night, when he woke up the next day, Ning Yufei was in a daze. He sighed, took a shower, changed into his home clothes and went out.
It's just that he didn't expect that the moment he stepped out of the door, he had done a whole night of psychological construction, and all of them collapsed after seeing the scene in front of him.
The 1.8-meter-tall guy is curled up in the corner of the wall, with soft hair falling down, embellishing his handsome features, but it can't cover the red and swollen eye sockets and the dull golden eyes that seem to have been drained of all vitality.
He stayed here all night.
Ning Yufei felt a throbbing pain in his heart, he stood there stiffly, motionless.
And at this moment, Shen Lingyu seemed to be aware of his presence, and Shen Lingyu raised his head, his eyes that should have been dazzling and extraordinary were completely grayed out, he looked at Ning Yufei, his lips trembled, and then big drops of tears rolled out, Like an abandoned child, like a wolf cub who has left the pack, the helplessness, despair, anxiety and uneasiness are all accompanied by tears, burning on the apex of Ning Yufei's heart .
"Xiao Fei..." He called out the name in a daze.
Ning Yufei only felt a rush of hot air rushing from the tip of his nose to his eye sockets, he suppressed the steam covering his eyes, and said in a slightly broken voice: "What exactly do you want?"
Shen Lingyu's face became even paler, his thin lips were bloodless, his eyes were full of hesitation and confusion, and his voice trembled: "I like you, I really like you, don't leave me, don't leave me, okay?"
Ning Yufei knew that the road ahead was gloomy, he knew that there was no future for this youthful impulsiveness, and he even knew that the two were closely related by blood, but at this moment, when he saw that he was single-minded He couldn't bear the appearance of the guarded child at all.
I don't want him to be so sad, I don't want him to be so painful, I don't want him to be so desperate.
What he wants to give him is a happy life, and what he wants to give him is a warm and comfortable family. He wants him to grow up healthily, instead of being so depressed that he seems to have lost the whole world.
Satisfy him.
Even if this relationship is destined to be fruitless, even if he is destined to be cruelly abandoned, it doesn't matter.
As long as Shen Lingyu can move forward to a bright future well, that's enough.
Ning Yufei took a deep breath, and stretched out his hand to him: "Come into the house."
Hearing these words suddenly, Shen Lingyu didn't recover at all.
Ning Yufei sighed: "Get up, go to bed and sleep!"
Shen Lingyu stood up suddenly, because he squatted for too long, he would inevitably feel dizzy when he got up so violently, but he didn't care about it at all, he was dizzy in front of his eyes, but he couldn't suppress the great joy that surged from the bottom of his heart: " Xiao Fei...Xiao Fei...Xiao Fei, you..." Because he was so excited, he was almost incoherent.
Ning Yufei's heart had already softened, but he couldn't open his mouth just to say those words. This kind of feeling of an old cow eating young grass is too bad, he really doesn't have that face.
Fortunately, the two of them were by the door. When Ning Yufei walked into the room, Shen Lingyu immediately followed.
Entering the room, Shen Lingyu still couldn't believe it. His golden eyes were completely brightened, and the luster inside them shone and shone, as if they were filled with countless stars.
There was still some uneasiness in his voice: "Xiaofei...you...have you accepted me?"
Did you accept his confession?
His Xiao Fei doesn't hate him, but...does he like him instead?Does his little fly want him too?Do you also want to spend the rest of your life with him?
Just thinking about it, the astonishing ecstasy has almost overwhelmed him.
But suddenly, Shen Lingyu was very scared again, too scared.
What if it's just a misunderstanding?What if Ning Yufei just softened his heart when he saw him in a mess?If Ning Yufei...
These thoughts arose one by one, and Shen Lingyu's whole body seemed to be cooked by a fire, and then frozen by ice, alternately cold and cold, completely hovering on the edge of the cliff.
If, if this is really just a misunderstanding, then... Shen Lingyu clearly sees the future.
Then he can only imprison him by his side forever, and use the cruelest and most irreparable way to completely tie this person up.
Ning Yufei didn't notice his thoughts, he was just very embarrassed: "Anyway... um... When you change your mind, you should tell me earlier."
A simple sentence pulled Shen Lingyu back from the edge of the abyss.
Shen Lingyu looked down at his flushed cheeks from shyness, and his trembling voice from anxiety... the love in his chest was almost overflowing.
Shen Lingyu couldn't bear it anymore, he lowered his head, and kissed the red lips that were thinking so much that he was going crazy.
Ning Yufei was startled, but did not resist.
This is undoubtedly a great encouragement. Shen Lingyu hugged him excitedly. The contact between the lips was no longer satisfied with the friction between the lips. He parted his jaw, broke in with his flexible tongue, and frantically licked what he could touch. everywhere.Great... Great, he was as excited as a beast that had been hungry for the whole winter, and finally got the sweetest delicacy, the kind of madness that could not be described in any words.
Ning Yufei added and subtracted two people, but in fact he really didn't have any experience in kissing. He wanted to respond at first, but he was dizzy and out of breath because of the kiss from this bastard, and almost suffocated to death.
Finally separated, Ning Yufei's face was flushed, and he gasped for breath.
Shen Lingyu didn't kiss enough at all, he hugged Ning Yufei tightly with his arms, and kissed any place he could touch with his hot lips longingly.
His white forehead, small nose tip, beautiful chin, and slender neck...
Seeing getting closer and getting more angry, Ning Yufei hurriedly stopped him: "Stop...stop...stop!"
Shen Lingyu paused, raised his head, his golden eyes were pitiful: "Xiao Fei, I really want to kiss you."
Ning Yufei was hit hard in the heart.
Shen Lingyu's clear voice was hoarse and sexy: "I like you, Xiaofei, I really like you so much, let me kiss you, okay? I miss you, miss you so much."
As he said, his thin lips came up again, and after rubbing against his lips gently for a few times, he couldn't wait to get into his mouth again, with that crazy force, he really wanted to ignite, explode, and burn the person in front of him. Together, become the same cluster of fireworks that are inseparable.
Ning Yufei pulled back his rationality, and Shen Lingyu began to grind him softly.
I already knew that this guy likes to act like a baby, but I didn't expect that after fully expressing my feelings, his mouth would be as sweet as honey.
Ning Yufei already had him in his heart, but after being coaxed by such a few words, his shirt was taken off abruptly, and the place where he kissed became more and more presumptuous.
If you don't stop, it's really going to go off!
Ning Yufei grabbed his shorts desperately and stared at him: "If you mess around again, I will kick you out!"
Shen Lingyu looked at his rosy and delicate cheeks and his white body covered with red cherry petals, and felt that the evil fire was burning more and more intensely, and the place was swollen to death.
It's just that he still knows how to measure. Ning Yufei is easy to speak, but when he really insists on one thing, he is very difficult to deal with. He must not be hard, he can only be soft.
Shen Lingyu suppressed the flames in his heart, rubbed his neck affectionately, and said softly: "Stop making trouble, Xiaofei, I'm so sleepy, I haven't slept all night."
Hearing what he said, Ning Yufei felt distressed and angry at the same time, and couldn't help but say to him: "What are you doing to yourself if you have nothing to do? You stayed outside the door all night, is it possible that I still know? It was the same last time, I just Let you sleep in a separate bed, and you will stand for me overnight, this time too..." As he spoke, he felt as if he had fallen into a trap, he turned his head and looked at the big man rubbing against him. No. koala, asked: "Didn't you do it on purpose, kid? You know I'm soft-hearted, so you tricked me!"
Shen Lingyu raised his head, blinking his beautiful golden eyes, his expression was as innocent as possible: "I just don't know where to go, Xiao Fei, if you drive me out, I have nowhere to go."
What he said is actually very unreliable, how could there be no place to go?The huge Grand Duke's Mansion is waiting for him day and night!How could he be so pitiful as he said.
It's a pity...he really pinched Ning Yufei's weakness, knowing that Ning Yufei understood what he meant.
In this world, where there is Ning Yufei, Shen Lingyu can feel at ease.
In this world, with Ning Yufei's corner, he Shen Lingyu has a home.
Ning Yufei sighed, and really admitted it, knowing it was a trick, he also jumped in...
Because this child really walked into his heart a long time ago. During these three years, how many days and nights, a seed was quietly planted, and then took root and sprouted, growing into a towering tree involving flesh and blood.
Ning Yufei got into the bed and said in a muffled voice, "Go to bed, sleep, I'm tired too."
Shen Lingyu's eyes flashed, and he suddenly asked in surprise, "Xiao Fei, didn't you sleep well last night?"
Ning Yufei wasn't as thick-skinned as he was, so he replied indiscriminately: "I had a few bad dreams, it was too exhausting, so I want to go back to sleep."
Shen Lingyu stared at his reddish cheeks, not knowing that he was embarrassed, waves of sweetness welled up in his chest, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was dazzling enough to fascinate all beings.
Ning Yufei was really sleepy. Leaning in the familiar embrace, feeling the hot body temperature, he became a little dazed after a while.
It's just that Shen Lingyu, who has been hugging him, can't fall asleep.
He was so happy, so happy, the sense of surprise that he got what he wanted made him completely unable to hold back the corners of his mouth, he just wanted to raise his lips and smile.
Holding Ning Yufei like this, he became more and more excited and unable to restrain himself.
Although he knew that the person in his arms wouldn't let him do anything, the painful area was still very uncomfortable. He couldn't help rubbing against it, but couldn't quench his thirst at all. Instead, he became more and more 'thirsty' .
Ning Yufei was almost asleep in a daze, but he woke him up abruptly.
With such a big and hard thing behind him, anyone will wake up!
What a young man!Ning Yufei sighed, he couldn't remember what he was like when he was 16 years old.
Sensing the tenseness of his body, Shen Lingyu couldn't help asking in a low voice, "Is it disturbing you?"
Ning Yufei didn't even want to complain about him anymore, he asked the question knowingly!
Seeing that he was awake, Shen Lingyu simply had no more scruples. After pushing him up straight, his hot lips were about to fall on his fair neck.
Ning Yufei understood that if he didn't help him get it out today, he might not be able to sleep.
He avoided his kiss, turned around and said softly: "Listen well, don't mess around, I'll help you fix it."
Shen Lingyu blinked, a little in disbelief: "Xiaofei..."
Where did Ning Yufei do this? Although he said it calmly, he actually blushed a long time ago, but he is an adult after all, and he can't let this kid hold back like this.
"It's stipulated first, you are not allowed to move around, I will give you...um...fuck it with my hands."
Shen Lingyu's eyes were full of surprises, and he really said very well, "Okay."
Ning Yufei took a deep breath and stretched out his hand. Although he had seen that guy before, he was still surprised when he touched it with his hand. How could he develop so well?Damn underage, how big would this be if he was an adult!
His hand was slightly cold, and as soon as he attached it, Shen Lingyu let out a muffled snort in comfort.
The voice was so sexy that Ning Yufei shivered for a while, but fortunately he was able to hold it. According to the experience in his memory, he stroked and fiddled with his hands up and down, serving diligently.
But after working up and down for a long time, Shen Lingyu didn't see that he was ejaculating, but instead made the thing bigger.
Ning Yufei's face was blushing dryly, and Shen Lingyu's heart itched more and more. He couldn't help but said, "Can I kiss you? Xiaofei, I want to kiss you."
Ning Yufei's hands were sore, and he wanted to refuse, but just as he raised his head, his lips were kissed.
Shen Lingyu kissed him delicately, and after a short while, he increased his strength, and after grinding for a while, he got into his mouth, eagerly wrapped around his uvula, and teased him back and forth, which made Ning Yufei realize that A tingling sensation stronger than a moment.
Instinctively felt that this was playing with fire, but Ning Yufei couldn't take it any longer, he was aroused by lust, and his lower abdomen was hot, and the little brother who hadn't fully grown up also stood upright.
Shen Lingyu noticed it, he got up slightly, pulled back the quilt, and let the childish little thing bounce out.
Ning Yufei blushed, just about to speak, but Shen Lingyu leaned down and grabbed it all at once.
Suddenly being stimulated like this, the words that reached his lips became fine moans.
But fortunately, there is still a sliver of reason, Ning Yufei tremblingly said: "Don't be like this, it's too...too..." The word "dirty" hasn't been said yet.
Shen Lingyu said softly: "It smells so good, Xiao Fei, you smell so good..."
This almost obsessed voice made Ning Yufei tremble.
Shen Lingyu covered the little guy with his mouth, making hesitant movements. Ning Yufei, who had never been stimulated like this before, couldn't control it. The thrill of being overwhelmed rushed into his mind. He grabbed Shen Lingyu's hair, wanting to refuse , but after being swept by the soft tip of the tongue, he couldn't hold back anymore...
"Loose... let go..." Ning Yufei didn't want to cum in his mouth.
But Shen Lingyu covered it with his mouth and swallowed all the ejected liquid.
After Ning Yufei climaxed, he was a little confused.
Shen Lingyu licked her red lips and smiled very attractively: "It's so sweet, Xiao Fei, you are so kind."
It's really... too embarrassing!
Ning Yufei didn't know where to put this old face.
It was agreed to help Shen Lingyu, but everything turned upside down!
What to do... Ning Yufei gritted his teeth and said, "I also... use my mouth..."
He didn't finish speaking, but Shen Lingyu hugged him, made him lean against his arms, and tore off his thin shorts.
Ning Yufei was startled, and said repeatedly: "Xiao Yu, it's impossible, there's no..."
"Don't be afraid." Shen Lingyu kissed him and comforted him, "Don't touch there, tighten your thighs."
Ning Yufei didn't react, but Shen Lingyu turned over and went to the bathroom to get some moisturizer.
Ning Yufei instinctively wanted to resist, but Shen Lingyu applied the cream between his thighs, and before he could react, the hard and hot thing had already been inserted between his legs.
Only then did Ning Yufei realize what was going on. Although he hadn't been entered, this posture was too...that...
He could clearly feel Shen Lingyu's thing, quickly thrusting between his legs, and the simulation looked so much like having sex.
Ning Yufei's face was extremely red, and Shen Lingyu's kisses kept falling on the back of his neck. After an unknown amount of time, his legs were so hot and painful that Shen Lingyu finally bit his neck On the ground, viscous hot liquid sprayed out, making Ning Yufei's legs numb from the heat.
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