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Ning Yufei couldn't help but look dignified. When he was in the army, his parents would rarely look for him. Now that they have contacted him, it is likely that there is something important.

In fact, Ning Yufei didn't want to leave, the antidote hadn't been developed, and Marshal's situation was unstable, so he was really worried.

It's just that there's no other way, he can't do much here, the things he did in the medical room were purely the comfort that Lin Lan gave him, where is he really needed.

After thinking about it, Ning Yufei decided to go home and have a look.

Although he didn't think it should be a big deal, it was more reassuring to go and have a look.

He greeted Lin Lan and told An Qing about the situation. As for the marshal, he will not go in for the time being.

With the idea of ​​going and returning quickly, Ning Yufei rushed all the way back to the Earl's Mansion.

As soon as he entered the house, he felt that the atmosphere was a little tense. Ning Yufei walked into the living room and saw Ning Zian, Yang Ruoyun and his elder brother Ning Yuxiang.

They sat on the sofa in silence, Ning Yufei looked around and frowned slightly.

What they were wearing...was a deep black sacrificial attire.

Is this...whom are you going to pay homage to?

Ning Yufei has already retrieved most of his memories, so he clearly knows that the festivals of his grandparents are all in winter, and it is just autumn now, so the timing is not right.

As for Yang Qinghai... Not to mention it's only been a few months, even if the festival really came, no one of them would want to go.

Who else?

Yang Ruoxin?No, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince worshiped with him just a while ago.

So... who is going to pay homage to?

Seeing Ning Yufei came back, Yang Ruoyun called him: "Xiao Fei, go change clothes and get ready to go."

Ning Yufei simply didn't ask any more questions, he might know when he got there, since it was his parents' arrangement, he just obeyed.

"Okay, I'll change right away." Ning Yufei went upstairs, changed his clothes after a while, and the family went out.

There was silence in the aircraft, no one spoke, and it was difficult for Ning Yufei to ask.

I thought it would arrive soon. After all, the noble cemetery has a designated place. If it is a close relative, it should be buried there.

But unexpectedly, the aircraft flew farther and farther, passed through the central area, and finally landed in a very desolate mountainous area on the border of the eastern area.

After getting off the aircraft, bursts of cold hit, Ning Yufei was a little afraid of the cold, and couldn't help but tighten the collar of his clothes. Ning Yuxiang noticed it, and quickly took off his coat and put it on his shoulders, Ning Yufei was stunned Dazed, he quickly said, "It's okay, brother, I'm not cold."

As he said that, he was going to return the coat to Ning Yuxiang.

Ning Yuxiang pressed his hand and said: "Wear it, it's not worthwhile to catch a cold after a while."

Ning Yufei is really afraid of the cold, but he is also afraid that Ning Yuxiang will get sick: "It's not that cold, brother, give me your clothes, I wear too little."

Yang Ruoyun interjected: "Xiao Fei, put on your clothes."

Ning Yufei frowned slightly, only then realized that they went out together, wearing similar clothes, even Yang Ruoyun didn't look cold at all, why was he alone so afraid of the cold?

Although this place is desolate, the temperature should be [-] to [-] degrees, and he still feels a bit chilly after wearing two overcoats... This is too exaggerated!

Because he retrieved his memories of being in the army, Ning Yufei knew exactly what his physical condition was like.

Indeed, he would definitely not be able to fight that big man Li Dalei head-on, but he would definitely not be knocked down by a single move.

Although the memory is lost, the physical fitness should not have declined so exaggeratedly.

Is it because you haven't exercised for a long time?

That's not right, it hasn't been long since he came back from the army, so how did he degenerate to this point?Not even as hardy as my own mother.

Ning Yufei was full of doubts, and couldn't help thinking, could it be that the car accident not only made him lose his memory, but also left sequelae to his body?

But thinking about it carefully, there is really nothing wrong with his body. After all, the current medical technology is very advanced, and even half-dead can be restored to its original state. It is unreasonable for him to leave such a serious defect.

It's just that it's useless for him to wonder, and no one can give him an answer to this question.

And at this time, they came to a towering tombstone, and Ning Yufei finally knew who to worship.

This seems to be a tomb where a husband and wife were buried together. There are two names on it: Ning Ziqing and Aifiya.

In fact, neither of these two names, Ning Yufei, has any impression, but the three characters of Ning Ziqing are too obvious. Ning Zi'an was born in the character generation of Zi, so the name will always have a "zi" inlaid, so... Ning Ziqing Ziqing is Ning Zian's brother?

Uncle or uncle?Ning Yufei had no impression at all.

His memory has now recovered more than 90.00%, and he has recovered almost all his memories from his teenage years to before the accident. Only the memory of his youngest and closest to the present is still vague.

But in the past ten years of memory, Ning Ziqing has never appeared.

So... did he die early?

But if this is the case, why has he not been brought to worship for more than ten years, but now he is brought here again?

Ning Yufei had so many things he wanted to ask, but he didn't dare to ask. It seemed that there was something hidden in it that he desperately didn't want to face. If he touched it, he would fall into a terrible abyss and never recover from it. .

And Ning Zian and Yang Ruoyun didn't say anything.

The whole worship ceremony was quiet and solemn. It seemed that everyone had their own thoughts in their hearts, but no one said a word.

When leaving, Ning Yufei felt empty in his heart, but when he turned around, he found that his mother's eyes were red, obviously she had cried.

Suddenly feeling distressed, Ning Yufei hurriedly said: "Mom, it's been a long time, don't be sad." He actually didn't know the meaning of saying this.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he opened his mouth, Yang Ruoyun threw himself into his arms, tears streaming down his face.

Ning Yufei felt more and more uncomfortable. He stroked her back and opened his mouth, but found that his throat seemed to be locked, and he couldn't even utter a word.

Yang Ruoyun didn't cry aloud, but the tears kept rolling down, as if she wanted to use this method to vent all the sadness, worry and worries in her heart.

The aircraft became more and more silent, Ning Zian lowered his head, and Ning Yuxiang was very silent.

Ning Yufei vaguely knew something, but didn't want to ask.

Ning Ziqing... Afia...

Are they really just dead uncles and aunts?

Back at the Earl's Mansion, Ning Yufei sent his mother upstairs, Yang Ruoyun was exhausted after crying for so long, and fell asleep not long after.

Ning Zian stood by the door and looked at them.

Ning Yufei opened his mouth, and after a long time he called out: "Dad."

Ning Zian sighed, walked over and rubbed his short hair: "That's your uncle, who left when you were very young, they..." After a slight pause, he said with a choked voice, "They are very Love you."

Hearing these words, Ning Yufei only felt a bone-chilling coldness.

After a while, Ning Yufei said softly: "Dad, you stay with Mom, I'll go out first."

Ning Zian looked at him, paused for a while, and finally said nothing.

Ning Yufei walked back to his room step by step, his head was a little messy, many lines intertwined together, it seemed to outline a huge giant net, but this net was too big, where was the center, where was the end, nothing I know, only the oppressive feeling covered by this pocket is so strong that people want to run away in a hurry.

He has no memory of before he was ten years old, he has no memory of his third brother Ning Yuluo, and he has no memory of when he was in a car accident.

He might not be the child of Ning Zi'an and Yang Ruoyun, but... the child of Ning Ziqing and Ai Feiya.

Regarding this point, it seems that they are well aware of each other and have not deliberately concealed it.

So, what was forgotten?What did I miss?What else is there that makes him so afraid to face it.

It's not his own child, Ning Yufei didn't dare to ask, but he was already very sure.

The great loss gripped his heart. In his last life, he had never even met his parents. In this life... he didn't even know what his biological parents looked like.

What happened, what is in the last memory?

Ning Yufei sat in the room for an entire hour, and he finally calmed down until the sky gradually darkened.

In fact, it's nothing, some memories must be known, and some memories are good to forget.

Does it matter if they are biological parents?Ning Zi'an is his father, Yang Ruoyun is his mother, and Ning Yuxiang is his elder brother. He has such a happy family, and if he is not satisfied, he will be punished by God.

As for before the car accident...it should be nothing, it has nothing to do with whether he wants to remember or not.

Which of these memories did he remember just by himself?Only when something is touched, will it suddenly wake up.

So, relax, you will know what you should know, and what you shouldn't...

Honestly don't know maybe that's a good thing.

During dinner, the family had recovered as before. Yang Ruoyun prepared a table of good dishes, and the three of them poured some wine, drank and ate, chatted, and lived a comfortable life.

No one brought up the matter of the memorial service during the day, and everyone chose to stagger the topic.

Yang Ruoyun's eyes were still a little swollen, but looking at the father and son, she finally had a satisfied smile in her eyes, and she frantically cooked a few more side dishes for them.

They broke up when they were slightly tipsy. Ning Yufei can drink really well. It's difficult to get him drunk with this kind of low-alcohol wine.

And he was preoccupied with things, thinking of rushing back to the Marshal overnight, so he wouldn't drink too much.

Just thinking about it, his communicator beeped suddenly.

Ning Yufei quickly connected: "Lieutenant General?"

There was joy in An Qing's voice: "Lin Lan has made an antidote!"

When Ning Yufei heard this, he jumped up, his eyes widened, his chest was filled with great joy, he was still in the central area, but his heart had already flown into the Marshal.

"Have you taken it? How is the effect? ​​Can it detoxify?"

He asked repeatedly, and he had already put on his coat and went out. The aircraft set its course, set its top speed, and headed straight to the Marshal.

An Qing's voice came: "I have already taken it, and I am undergoing auxiliary treatment. It is estimated that I will not wake up in two hours. You don't need to come here in a hurry."

Ning Yufei couldn't sit still, he wished he could appear on the Marshal immediately, not to mention that he was already sitting on the aircraft.

Sailing all the way to the extreme northern ice sheet, Ning Yufei looked at the navigation map without blinking, but countless trivial memories flashed in his mind.

All are from the last two years.

At the time of the most collapse two years ago, he had a relationship with Huo Beichen, but in fact that was really irrational indulgence.

In the ultimate sensory experience, Ning Yufei didn't think about anything, he seemed to have thrown away everything in his mind, and only enjoyed the almost paralyzing pleasure.Lingering, demanding, constantly satisfying and longing.

During that time, Huo Beichen gave him everything, everything he wanted.

No need to think, no need to entangle, just need to continue to bear the joy of extinction.

However, dreams always have to wake up. When the toxicity is temporarily relieved, Ning Yufei can only face the reality.

He didn't know how to face his relationship with the marshal, and Huo Beichen never mentioned it. His attitude towards him was the same as before, he still regarded him as his soldier, as his admired co-pilot, and as the marshal a member of

If there is any difference, it's just that in private, he will kiss him, he will kiss him, and when the time is right, he will roll on the bed with him.

At first Ning Yufei was still a little uneasy, and felt a huge sense of emptiness after finishing each job.

He couldn't describe this feeling. It was obviously extremely refreshing, rising to the clouds, but because the feeling was too erratic and unreal, and lacked the emotional foundation to carry it with the heart, it fell rapidly after waking up. No matter how extreme the happiness was before, how huge the loss after waking up will be.

Ning Yufei is a very conservative person at heart, he firmly believes that sex and love should not be separated, only when love is in place, can there be a relationship, because only in this way, after venting, the chest will not be so empty, there are people who love each other With a heart as a support, you won't hurt yourself when you slide down from the cloud of pleasure.

But...he violated his own principles, and he deserved to bear such an uncomfortable feeling.

What's more deadly is that he dared not touch emotion again.

It's terrible, unequal feelings are really terrible for him.

No matter how stupid a person is, he will not be so stupid as to fall into the third same pit.

He has always only wanted a quiet, ordinary, and companionship relationship, not so vigorous, not so ups and downs, as long as two people are together, get the blessing of the family, and form a beautiful family, that's enough. .

But obviously, neither of the two people he met could give him such a wish.

The speaker is very gentle, considerate, and perfect. He gave him a romantic and beautiful relationship. Ning Yufei enjoyed it and had unlimited expectations. He was thinking about going against his principles and adapting to a high-ranking person. To look forward to the beautiful blueprint he painted for him.

As a result... the harm Xia Luolan gave him would never be erased even in this lifetime.

After such a hard fall, Ning Yufei should have a long memory. He knew rationally that His Highness the Crown Prince was not suitable for him, but during those dark days and those desperate encounters, His Highness the Crown Prince accompanied him. Human hearts are made of flesh. Ning Yufei, who has honed himself on the battlefield for so many years, feels that he is no longer so powerless. He can be braver and work harder, so that he can live up to Shen Lingyu's deep affection.

In the end... what awaited him was the despair that almost completely crushed him.

After encountering such two relationships, how could Ning Yufei have the courage to accept anyone again.

He wished he could hide himself in a turtle shell, wished he could hide himself underground, wished he could insulate himself from the word "emotion" for the rest of his life.

But...he was attracted by the Heavenly Snake.

Can sex and love really be separated?Maybe someone can do it, but Ning Yufei knows that he probably can't do it.

Not to mention, Huo Beichen has done so much for him.

After having the memory, many places that I couldn't figure out suddenly became clear.

After the toxicity was temporarily alleviated, Huo Beichen put the investigated information in front of Ning Yufei. Ning Yufei never thought that what he saw with his own eyes and what he heard with his own ears could be false.

It turned out that His Royal Highness was not the one who said those words. It turned out that everything he saw was a play deliberately staged by others.

Xue Zhentian and Chen Yan, they really did everything they could to destroy him!

Ning Yufei looked at the truth... but didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Shen Lingyu is innocent, he did not betray him, and the feelings he gave were not thrown into the deep and cold abyss.

But... how would he face His Highness the Crown Prince under such blunders?He thought that the other party had betrayed him, but in the end, he was the one who betrayed him.

A year ago, when he returned to Imperial City, he met the Speaker, and what Her Royal Highness the Princess said was also related to the information Huo Beichen showed him before he came.

He helped him find out everything, helped him put the truth in front of him, and helped him untie the knot that had been pressing on his heart so that he couldn't breathe.

Why do these?Now Ning Yufei has completely figured it out.

He is waiting for his choice.

Feelings should not be a burden, no matter what the past is, it should show the truest side.

If it is hatred, it should be completely abandoned.

If it was a misunderstanding, it should explain everything.

Ning Yufei was completely disheartened by the two severe traumas of the two relationships, and he was only at a loss for the future. He no longer dared to expect that he would have a home of his own.

Losing this belief, Ning Yufei once lived like a walking dead.

Until... Huo Beichen found him back.

Using this method made him see everything again. Although there are countless regrets and unwillingness, but he will no longer be resentful.

His dedication is not without return, what he firmly believes in still exists...

He shouldn't be so desperate.

It's just that what happened can't go back.

Impulse made the whole situation into a mess, but when he was about to return to the Imperial Capital, Ning Yufei made the final choice.

He determined what he wanted and what path he would take in the future.

It's a pity that he couldn't say anything, because of an accident, he forgot everything.

So... going around for so long.

Fortunately, he finally remembered.

Not too late, really not too late.

Ning Yufei only hoped that the flying machine would be faster, and even faster. He wanted to see Huo Beichen and missed him very much.

He knew, he knew everything, he was going to see him!

It took Ning Yufei five or six minutes to sail more than half of the 10-minute journey, and when he was about to reach the Marshal, his aircraft stopped abruptly.

Because of inertia, Ning Yufei's body leaned forward uncontrollably.

Immediately afterwards, a ray of light projected over, Ning Yufei frowned, and the next moment he was already in a starship.

He squinted, his whole body on guard.

But soon a familiar voice sounded in his aircraft: "Don't be afraid, Xiaoyu, it's me."

Speaker?

Ning Yufei was startled, and then he was even more surprised...the voice of His Royal Highness also sounded: "Xiao Fei, come down, let's talk."

They are together!

These two men with sharp needles were actually sitting in a starship, looking for him at the same time, and talking together?

Ning Yufei instinctively felt that what he was going to talk about must have something to do with the marshal, and he definitely didn't want to hear these words.

Huo Beichen would put the truth in front of him, but the speaker and the crown prince...

It's not that he can't trust them, it's because of what these two did before that made him unable not to be vigilant.

Taking a deep breath, Ning Yufei knew that he couldn't escape.

That's right, you have to know what you need to know, but as long as you don't recover your memory, he won't believe it easily.

Even if the memory is restored... Ning Yufei gritted his teeth and told himself: You have to be serious about distinguishing!

After all, he has been deceived too many times, what he sees and hears may be false, so he must remain calm and rational, and don't be rash and impulsive!

Ning Yufei calmed down and got off the aircraft.

In the empty hall, there were only two men sitting far away on the sofa.

They were still wearing the casual clothes they had been on vacation in Barrow Star, and they still had that radiant appearance, but the tiredness in their eyes could not be concealed.

His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has been staring at Ning Yufei, his golden eyes are dark, like the sun covered by dark clouds, the light cannot be projected, leaving only a haze.

Ning Yufei clenched his palms tightly, maintaining his superficial calmness.

In comparison, Xie Jing didn't put too much pressure on him, he just sighed lightly and said slowly: "Come on, sit here."

Ning Yufei walked over, and the closer he got, the more he could feel the strange and awkward atmosphere. They must know everything, and even know something he didn't know... That's why they called him over.

But what else?Was it related to when he got into a car accident?

Ning Yufei guessed a lot, but he didn't expect the speaker to open his mouth and said something like this: "Do you know...why do I lose my memory?"