From Shadowguard to Queen [Transmigration Book]

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You Shu almost forgot what it was like to go to the supermarket. He squeezed into the crowd with some discomfort. He had to protect his sister and be careful of his sister. There were people shopping for new year's goods all around him. No matter where he looked, there were people everywhere, even There is no place to breathe.

The cart is already full of New Year’s goods, and there are all kinds of food and drink. You Shu is tall, handsome, and well-bred. He is very similar to the ancient body, and he is too conspicuous in the crowd. , people around him have been whispering about him, and occasionally bold girls come over and ask for a QR code, which is an unlikely scene in ancient times.

You Shu suddenly had the illusion that he was about to be stripped out of this world, and he was in a trance.

"Brother!?" Xiaoyue'er patted him anxiously, "I've called you so many times, what are you doing?"

You Shu came back to his senses and saw the little girl's face clearly. He hurriedly pushed the cart towards her, squeezed for a while before reaching her side, and explained: "There were too many people just now, I didn't hear you call pass me."

You Yuan looked back at him, with some worry in her eyes.

After buying the necessities for the new year, Xiaoyue'er clamored to set off fireworks again, so the three of them turned to the place where the fireworks were sold.You Shu sits in the car and looks at the street scene moving back and forth outside the window, but what is in his mind is Xiao Weixin who is far away,

The past two days at home have been really good, and he has gradually regained the carefree feeling of being cared for by his parents, but the happy life makes him feel uneasy. worried about his prince.

Returning to his own world inexplicably, does it mean that he is already dead in that world?

If he died, what would his prince do?

When You Shu thought of this, he felt out of breath. He knew better than anyone else the loneliness and pain hidden in Xiao Weixin's heart. They had just established their relationship and were about to face this ending, and no one could accept it.

Thinking of her happy life here, while Xiao Weixin was left there alone and helpless, You Shu felt a sharp pain in his chest.

If only he didn't spoil the plot, then even if he leaves, Xiao Weixin may still fall in love with Xia Yinxiu like in the original plot, and won't become a lonely person because of his departure.

You Shu looked at the scene outside the window, and seemed to have seen the lonely and lonely scene of Xiao Weixin in front of his eyes.

Why can't there be both in this world?

It is really too difficult for him to make a choice between his family and his lover.

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The second day of October.

After Xiao Weixin came back from the study, he sat in the dormitory alone again, since Xiao Shu disappeared for so many days, no one was allowed in the room, not even Hua Chun was allowed to stay here.

He picked up the diaries that he had read many times from the bedside, and opened them again.

'I was injured in training today, and I lost a big piece of meat on my leg. '

'Master Yingshou said that I am one inch away from death, and it is my destiny to survive. '

'He also said that a man can't cry because of pain, that's useless, so I didn't shed a tear. '

'Thinking about it this way, I am really outstanding, and my mother would blow me off if I knocked a little when I was a child. '

'In the future, I will definitely be able to become a cold and handsome man like Mr. Yingshou. '

……

'Although Mr. Yingshou is right, I also plan to be a cool man in the future. '

'But mom, let me play in my dream again today. '

'I'm in so much pain. '

'No one will know what happened in the dream, I'm still a cool guy when I go out. '

……

'It's another Chinese New Year, and this is my fourth New Year in the Shadow Guard. '

'It's a pity that there were no such beautiful fireworks shows to watch in ancient times. '

'Although it's not that lively, it's good to spend time with the brothers. '

"Master Yingshou also specially gave money to the press, everyone is very happy, and there is something to look forward to after a busy year. '

'I seem to have twice as many as others, and Mr. Yingshou secretly took me out to eat in restaurants. '

'It must be because I am so good, who can not like me? '

'If only there were fireworks to watch. '

'Happy New Year, Mom and Dad. '

……

'Today seems to be my birthday, and a year has passed, so fast. '

'Here of course no one gives me presents, not even a cake. '

'But in ancient times, it was good to be alive, so what kind of bicycle do you want. '

'Even if no one gives blessings, I can live by myself. '

'Happy birthday Xiaoshu. '

'I will continue to be so handsome tomorrow. '

……

Xiao Weixin turned to this page, and something flickered in his eyes. He put down the diary and took out a small box from his pocket. When he opened it, there was a jade pendant inside.

He took out the piece of jade and groped it over and over again. Under the sunlight, he could clearly see the word "You Shu" engraved on the reverse side of the jade. It took him two months to find a craftsman. After finishing it, I promised to give Xiao Shu the longevity pendant on his birthday.He didn't think of it until two days ago after the craftsman finished the work and sent it to the house, but the thing arrived, but he didn't know how to send it out.

The second day of October was Xiao Shu's birthday, but he couldn't wait for him to come back.

Xiao Weixin looked at the longevity pendant again and again, put it on his lips, closed his eyes and kissed lightly.

"Xiao Shu, happy birthday."

"Come back to me sooner."

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On New Year's Eve, You Shu and his family were watching TV in the living room. He was sitting with his parents holding the fat house happy water. The sketches on the TV were actually not that funny, but You Shu still couldn't help being amused. Mother You Smiling happily, he kept patting You Shu's hand.

You Shu lowered his head to peel a pear with a fruit knife, but he accidentally cut his hand because he was distracted watching TV. When he felt pain in his hand and lowered his head to look at it, blood flowed down his index finger.

Before he could react, Mother You exclaimed, jumping up to deal with him seriously, Xiaoyue'er went upstairs to get the medicine box, Mother You held his hand distressedly: "Oh, it's really , Mom will blow it to you."

You Shu withdrew his hand, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, took a tissue to wipe himself, and said absently, "It's not a big injury, it won't happen."

"Why not?" Mother You still felt distressed, and sat down on him, found iodine from the medicine box brought by Xiaoyue'er to disinfect him, and nagged: "Didn't you always want to use it when you bumped into it before?" Crying for a while? Why don't you get well so quickly, Mommy?"

You Shu was taken aback, and after thinking for a long time, he said, "It all happened when I was a child. This little injury doesn't hurt at all. I used to..."

He opened his mouth and wanted to say that injuries in the Shadow Guard Camp were commonplace, but the wounds made by the knife were not worth mentioning at all, but the words came to his mouth and he swallowed them back.

How can those experiences be said?

If mother really knew, with her personality, she might be so distressed that she would cry to death, right?

Thinking about it this way, luckily it was the soul wearer, otherwise the scars on his body would not be easy to explain.

After Mama You treated the wound, she carefully wrapped it with a band-aid. A small wound of a few centimeters was almost as if she had undergone an operation. You Shu stared closely at her neatly bandaged fingers, and looked back for a long time. But gods.

It turned out that even after such a long time, he was still greedy for the warmth of his family.

You Yuan sat on the side and looked at him, the worry in her eyes deepened.

After watching the Spring Festival Gala, the family watched the New Year's Eve. At midnight, there was the sound of someone setting off a whip. You Shu and his family wished each other a happy New Year, yawning and going back to their rooms.

Entering the bedroom, You Shu didn't turn on the light, he took off his clothes and sat in front of the window wrapped in a quilt, looking through the glass at the darkness outside, the hazy light under the garden lights, he saw that it was snowing .

Only in the dead of night like this, can You Shu quietly recall Xiao Weixin.

Spending the New Year with his family, he was already very satisfied. This kind of scene had appeared countless times in his dreams, and now that he finally came back, he began to miss the prince extremely. Maybe human beings are so contradictory.

I don't know what their prince is doing now, whether he is sad for him.

Should be crying, right?

You Shu only saw him cry once, that was on the night when Concubine Xian died, he knelt in front of the coffin in filial piety and cried until his eyes turned red.At that time, he hid behind the pillar and felt very sorry for him, but he couldn't take a step forward, unable to comfort the boy who lost his mother's protection overnight.

Now, he is also unable to comfort him, but he wonders if there will be someone hiding somewhere to accompany him to be sad.

He... wants to go back.

You Shu stared blankly at the snowflakes falling in front of his window. It turned out that his restlessness these days was just because he still longed for that person.

There was a knock on the door, You Shu wrapped his head around the quilt and stared at the door for a while, resisted to open it, but finally said:

"come in."

The door was opened from the outside, and the warm corridor lamp in the corridor was thrown in through the opened gap, like a ray of light shining into his heart.You Yuan stood at the door and looked at him quietly like this. The siblings sat and stood silently to each other, there was only a short distance between them, but they looked very far away.

I don't know how long it took before You Yuan took a step inside, but she didn't turn around and close the door, she just said softly, "Xiao Shu, what are you thinking?"

You Shu was taken aback, "I..."

He wanted to say that he hadn't thought of anything, but he didn't want to lie to his sister.

You Yuan sat down at the end of his bed, watched Feixue outside the window with him, and suddenly said softly: "Do you still remember, when you were young, you once told me that you wanted me to take you to go skiing together in the future? "

You Shu thought about it carefully, and vaguely got this impression: "It seems to be."

You Yuan smiled lightly, with a nostalgic tone: "If I didn't have any worries at that time, I would just take you there."

"That way there won't be so many regrets."

You Shu heard the deep meaning in her words and couldn't help but look over.

You Yuan took his injured hand and held it in her own, and suddenly burst into tears: "Has Xiao Shu endured hardship outside?"

"You have changed a lot from before." You Yuan smiled and cried, "In the past, even when you cried, you always smiled with a three-pointed smile, but now even if you look happy, your eyes are always sad. "

"Xiao Shu, my sister misses you very much."

You Shu was stunned.

"elder sister……"

You Yuan raised her head, tears welled up in her eyes, she looked at You Shu with a lot of emotion in her eyes, so hot that he didn't dare to look directly at her, her sister was never a person who showed her emotions, but she cried in front of her Saying this, You Shu's heart was shaken strongly.

He really wanted to hug her and tell her that he missed her too.

"Xiao Shu, you actually understand." You Yuan wiped away her tears, raised her hand to gently touch You Shu's face, and said reluctantly:

"Although I really want to continue this dream, but ah..."

"Someday you wake up, don't you?"

You Shu's mind seemed to be split by an axe, and the reality on both sides kept pulling him, trying to pull him into an unknown abyss.

"You know it all, it's all fake."

You Yuan burst into tears, she finally couldn't help hugging him, hugged him like she did when she was a child, choked up and said, "I really want to take you away, but this may not be your wish."

"Xiao Shu, it's time for you to make a choice."

You Shu's eyes widened. He tried his best to look up at his sister, but he could only see her stubborn chin that refused to lower her head.

"elder sister……"

Just like what she said, he already knew that this was just a dream that couldn't be more real, no matter how beautiful it was, but the cold pendant around his neck always reminded him that it was all an illusion.

Perhaps, this was a dream he had before he was about to die in reality, but he didn't want to reveal it, so he deliberately pretended not to know.

In fact, he never went back from the beginning to the end. Maybe he is still sinking at the bottom of the cold river and no one cares about him. All the good things were imagined by him before he died.

You Shu finally cried out in fear, he hugged his sister's arm tightly, and poured out all his fear and reluctance to her.

He didn't want to die alone.

"Let's go." You Yuan tried to hold on, "Xiao Shu, make the choice you want to make, and go back to the person you should go back to."

You Shu hugged her tightly and refused to speak, trembling slightly.

"Even in a dream, Xiao Shu came back to spend the New Year with us, we are very satisfied."

"You have to know that no matter in the past or in the future, no matter where you are, my parents and I love you as always."

"There may not be no chance to meet again in the future, Xiaoshu will come back to us one day."

"When that day comes, bring us the person you like."

You Yuan patted him on the back and gave him a gentle push.

You Shu raised his head, the warm room was rapidly falling apart, and You Yuan's figure was gradually disappearing.

You Shu didn't reach out to pull her, because he knew all this would come sooner or later.

Since it is a dream, there will always be a day when you wake up.

He fell into a lonely darkness and slowly closed his eyes.