The hollow is the beginning of the dead season

"You just watch here, remember what I said, you will see yourself in a while, then don't panic, and don't talk."

"Myself?" Ji Chu was even more confused.

"Yes, to put it simply, you are like a moviegoer, watching "Ji Chu" and Xi Lingcheng reenact the scene just now for you in this home.

The difference is that Xiling Cheng is fighting in real life, but this time, every word he says comes from the heart, isn't it very exciting! "

"What's exciting, I didn't ask him anything just now, if I knew I would have asked what I really wanted to ask." Ji Chu recalled his plain words just now, and felt that he really didn't ask anything.

Toby: "Okay, now stop your excitement, let's go to the living room."

"I'm not excited at all." Ji Chu first went to the study to take a look.

"Huh? Ling Sheng isn't here?"

Toby flapped his wings, "Didn't I say go to the living room, remember, don't talk anymore after you get to the living room, or you won't be able to hear what he's saying."

"Understood." Ji Chu made a gesture of shutting his mouth.

"There is another important point." Toby suddenly said seriously, "The viewer I said just now is not accurate. To be precise, I hope you can become a viewer. This is the original intention of our reward."

Ji Chu tightly closed his lips and nodded. When he walked into the living room, an incredible thing happened. He saw Xiling Sheng changing shoes in the hallway. It seemed that he had just returned home. At this time, someone exactly like himself came out of the kitchen. run out,

"Have you eaten? Can you cook a meal with me? I'll cook, you just stay with me."

Xiling Cheng replied: "Go and order takeaway, I'm very tired."

Not the same, but not by much.

Zhen Jichu remembered that at this time, what Ling Sheng said was: Haven't you eaten yet?Order takeout instead of making your own.

Then Holiday Season Chu took out the menu and stopped him, "Just look at it, I'll fry it." After speaking, he helped undress and moved the stool, but he didn't get a good face.

Zhen Jichu observed himself, feeling a little sour in his heart.

But at that time, I didn't feel any sourness at all, instead I felt ashamed of Xi Lingcheng.

After taking his seat, Ling Cheng looked at the holiday season by the kitchen counter and said:

"Should you spend more time on your career, should you think about how to cook a meal every day? You are too idle now, and I am not in the same world at all, and you are too derailed."

If the sentence just now is only slightly different, then this sentence is very different.

Originally, Xiling Cheng didn't say a word here.

Not from the same world at all.

The derailment is too serious.

Zhen Jichu only thought of three words.

despise.

Before, he thought that the silent Ling Cheng wanted to say the word willful.

Instead of what I'm talking about now.

At the beginning of the holiday season, there was no reply, and he was cooking quietly, while Chen Lingcheng took out his mobile phone.

He slid down his phone and said, "Your studio wants to be popular and crazy! Don't you feel ashamed to be in a black house under Gu Qiao's blog?"

"The heat has come to Gu Qiao."

Zhen Jichu remembered that originally, Ling Cheng didn't speak here, but just looked at his mobile phone, so he was looking at Gu Qiao's social networking site.

At the beginning of the holiday season, he snatched his mobile phone, "Don't look at it, chat with me for a while."

Chen Lingcheng looked at the false season and said, "Why can't you be better?"

"Why can't you be more mature?"

"Why can't you be more aggressive?"

"Why...why can't you be a little more like Gu Qiao?"

Zhen Ji Chu bit his lip when he saw this,

It's just to cook a meal with you. What Xi Lingcheng said here before was, what's wrong with you today?

These are not why at all.

What do you mean?Did you mean that you gave him a price drop?

Especially like Gu Qiao, I am not like Gu Qiao at all, why do I say I am more like Gu Qiao?

He looked at Toby, hoping that Toby would tell him that this was not what Chi Lingcheng was thinking at all.

Toby flew lower, reaching out to grab his cold hand.

Zhen Jichu took a deep breath and continued to watch.

At the beginning of the holiday season, I asked Ling Sheng, "Do you think my cooking is delicious?"

Chen Lingcheng said: "The biggest advantage of you is that you don't know yourself."

"Spending money to learn how to cook can make food like this."

"Gu Qiao has never learned that the food you cook is a hundred times better than yours. You really can't do anything well."

It's Gu Qiao again.

Ji Chu clutched his collar tightly, never thought that he was so useless in his heart.

At the beginning of the holiday season, he asked happily:

"Did you ever think about cooking with me before you got married? Don't you think this picture is beautiful?"

Xiling Cheng supported his forehead, "Never. At the beginning of Ji, I never had any imagination about our marriage."

At this time, Zhen Jichu really wanted to ask questions that he was afraid to ask before.

Why did you agree to marry me?

Unfortunately, he can't speak now.

In the kitchen, Ci Lingcheng got up and grabbed the frying spoon in Holiday Jichu's hand, and said while turning the dishes:

"It's too slow, you really can't do things, you don't know the word efficiency by nature, people like you, without your parents, would have starved to death on the street."

After the dishes were ready, Ling Sheng went to the study, and sent him cold dishes for him to taste at the beginning of the holiday season.

Just as soon as the holiday season opened the door of the study, I only heard Jiuling Cheng roar, "Get out!"

This sound startled Toby and Zhen Jichu outside the door.

"Do you know how annoying I am every time you come to my company! I won't be able to get rid of my anger if I don't fuck you on the bed." Yu Lingcheng moved the mouse on the table to the floor.

Ignoring him at the beginning of the holiday season, he said to himself: "I prepared the sauce for more than 3 hours."

Xiling Cheng didn't look at him, and said coldly:

"So what if you have been brewing for 3 months! Your time is worthless at all."

"How does it taste?" Fake Jichu followed the original words, even though the other party didn't eat at all.

Rotten Ling Cheng pushed him outside the door. "Stop wasting ingredients, you still don't understand! As long as it's made by you, I'll taste nothing."

"You are busy." The holiday season at the beginning of the season walked out with a bowl in hand.

Si Lingcheng stood by the table, looked at the back of Fake Ji Chu and said:

"We really don't fit. Except on the bed, your touch and body make me feel pretty good. There is nothing in tune. I know you are sincere to me, and I have given you my time. We don't owe each other anything, and we will get together and break up after two months."

Zhen Jichu heard the kneeling on the ground here, even though he didn't ask these questions, he still heard the answer he wanted to ask.

Over the years, even though he felt that Xiling Sheng cared too little for him, he never thought that his weight in his heart was so light.

Just when he thought he could continue his marriage with this person, he was already excluded.

It turned out that I was just a toy on someone else's bed, and I was nothing when I got out of bed.

Three years in exchange for no emotion, just contempt.

He will never forget this night, the night that made him understand what it means to have a heart thrown to the ground.

I understand why someone would want to commit suicide.

I understand what it means to be too painful to speak.

From kneeling on one knee to curling up on the ground, he stared straight at the French windows in the living room.

19th floor.

"Will he be sad for me if I jump from here?"

After struggling to get up from the ground, he walked to the window, looked downstairs, shook his head, and the remaining rationality reminded him that he was still a sane person.

No way, at the beginning of the season, let alone the 19th floor, even an apple core falling from the third floor could kill someone.

Let alone jumping from the 19th floor.

It's not 3 years old, it's almost 30 years old, let's accumulate some virtue, you love and have to think about how you can hurt others, let's change the way.

Ji Chu was struggling with himself, he left the windowsill and walked to the gas.

No way, Ji Chu, you want to kill everyone in the whole building?

When this kind of high-level fire catches fire, no one can escape.

You are useless and want to die, how can you harm others.

Ji Chu left the stove, turned around and picked up the fruit knife behind him and pointed it at his wrist.

No way, at the beginning of the season, the blood flow is too slow if you don't do it like this. The doctors are already busy enough every day. Facing bloody scenes every day, I don't know how many times more stressful than you.

Catch up with the leisure you spend every day in this winter conservatory, and stop causing trouble to others.

……

"what!"

Ji Chu yelled and threw the knife to the ground.

With his chest rising and falling, he pressed his heart.

He didn't realize that he didn't want to die until his heart was beating violently until he was in agony.

Thinking back to the fake self he saw just now, if it was someone else, he would have yelled at him and cursed him to the bone.

Not to mention that when he was chasing Ling Sheng in the past, he would serve tea and pour water, shine shoes and wash pants, give a massage and devote himself, he did everything over and over again.

It can be said to be the representative of cheap and cheap.

Toby floated over without eyesight, Ji Chu grabbed him in his hand, squeezed his cheek, and said in a hoarse voice:

"Tell me! Those things just now are not what Ling Sheng said in his heart, you played with me."

Toby's face was deformed after being pinched by him,

"It's too easy to know what's on his mind. You just need to tell him what he said just now, and then look at his expression. The person who is being talked about is definitely like, how do you know. "

Toby showed his trademark treacherous smile, "What's more, if you say everything to his heart, he will be so surprised that he can't keep his mouth shut."

"What about others?" Ji Chu walked back to the study.

Toby said: "Sleeping in the bedroom, it takes energy to be honest."

When Ji Chu walked into the bedroom, he saw a person lying on the bed, his clothes had been changed, everything was normal.

Compared with Xiling Cheng's peaceful sleep, Ji Chu couldn't fall asleep at all. He tried to lie down, but the voice of Xiling Cheng was buzzing in his ears.

The person next to the pillow slept very deeply, I'm afraid he was really tired.

He really hoped it was all Toby's prank.

Toby is right, if you want to know if it is true, you just need to repeat what he said just now, and then look at his expression.

Ask him tomorrow morning.

His heart was filled with what Xi Lingcheng said just now, and for the first time, Ji Chu felt that he didn't want to lie beside him.

He got up and went to the study, and sat on the tatami by the window.

I saw half a pack of cigarettes behind the book in the corner.

Xiling Cheng didn't allow him to smoke, but he secretly smoked himself.

Ji Chu took out a cigarette from it, bit the cigarette in his mouth, and repeated the words of Xiu Lingcheng over and over again in his mind, feeling like a huge stone was pressing down on the top of his heart.

Toby disappeared for a while and reappeared in the air, seeing a glimmer of crystal between Ji Chu's eyelashes in the dark.

Instead of comforting the injured person, he flew over and told him, "Remember what I said, be an observer of yourself, and don't just think about other people's evaluation of yourself."

Ji Chu spit out the smoke from his mouth, now he is much calmer,

"I put my mind on him too much. If I were him, I would be annoyed or stressed, but, Toby, I really didn't think that the problems between us are so serious."

"Your endurance is too poor. I think you wanted to jump off a building and use a knife just now." Toby asked him,

"Is there anything else you want to hear? If not, I will call it a day and you will never see me again."

"Go on, I still have something to ask him." He flicked Toby's little foot, forced a smile and said:

"It must be a bit unbearable to hear these words for the first time. It will be fine next time. Hi~ I'm fine. I'm a thick-skinned person."

"That's good, don't forget, I'm a lucky baby, and I don't want to see the winner of the lottery with a sad face."

"No worries." Ji Chu pursed his lips and smiled, "You can rest, give me another task tomorrow, I want to get your reward."

"Okay. Let me explain to you that the law of life cannot be changed. For example, if you cook for him sooner or later, you will continue this law tomorrow morning."

"I see."

After Toby flashed back, Ji Chu returned to the bedroom, opened his eyes and persisted until he couldn't hold on physically, at 3 o'clock in the morning, he closed his eyes.

In the morning, after making breakfast for Jiuling Sheng, he didn't go back to sleep as usual.

When Xiling Sheng came over to eat, Ji Chu sat beside him, covering his eyes with his hands.

Without saying a word,

"Am I like Gu Qiao?"

"Cover my eyes, cover my mouth."

"Xilingcheng, is that why you like him so much?"

He lowered the hand covering his eyes and stared at the people around him.

Xiling Cheng stopped his movements suddenly, his eyes flickered, and his words were still steady, "Why do you say that?"

Ji Chu didn't reply to him immediately, but had an expression as if you said it yourself, as if everything was clear in his heart.