Let Me Live!

ecaughtonfire. I'llneverforgetthelookonmyfather'sfaceashegatheredmeupinhisarmsandracedthroughtheburningbuildingoutontothepavement."

And when it was all over I said myself, Is that all there is to afire? "

"Is that all there is?"

"Isthatallthereis?" asked the woman.

The last line of the whole play is the last sentence of the woman, "Isthatallthereis."

Is that all there is?

Hai Ri felt that he couldn’t answer everything. After reading it, he just felt lost. The script was not long, and the performance seemed to be over in an hour or two, but Hai Ri felt tired. A simple, straightforward account of how life and destiny can destroy a person's soul, break her bones, and make her unable to get up.Chilling story.

Hai Ri began to wonder who wrote it, but Huang Mao and Sheng Canyang probably wouldn't tell him, it really doesn't look like the two of them wrote it themselves, where did it come from?Hai Ri thought of Sheng Canyang's endless messages again.

The next day, Hai Ri was woken up by a knock on the door. He didn't finish the script until after two o'clock last night. Afterwards, his mind was full of troubles and chaos. He had a slight insomnia. When he woke up, Sheng Canyang had come to look for him.

Hai Ri looked at the time, it was ten o'clock in the morning, he was a little swollen from sleep, he went to open the door with his bird's nest head on his head, he opened the door without looking at who was outside, and went directly to the bathroom to wash up.

Sheng Canyang walked in, sat on the sofa, and looked around. This was his first time in Hairi's room, and he politely didn't move anything.

Hai Ri asked while brushing his teeth, "Have you had dinner yet?"

"Sister," Sheng Canyang imitated his lisp, "Do you want a treat?"

Hai Ri: "Sister Qian."

Sheng Canyang stood up and saw an open bottle of white wine lying on Hairi's bedside, and underneath was the script, which was annotated with a red pen. He had turned to the last page, and he had obviously finished reading it.

He didn't say anything, and went to see Hai Ri to wash up.

When Hai Ri walked out of the bathroom again, he seemed to be a different person from just now, he was refreshed, and announced: "Let's go!"

Until the second day of the performance, Hai Ri was going through the script with Sheng Canyang. Most of the time, he actually heard Sheng Canyang go there by himself, over and over again. , basically every time I use my instinct to bring into the role, acting like what I want, and making Hai Ri get goosebumps again and again in the background.

It was also at this time that Hai Ri found out that they didn’t charge for doing this at all, it was all based on their hobby. Pretty tight.

Sheng Canyang has always been very relaxed. Although he said that he didn't memorize his lines and occasionally forgot his lines until the night before the performance, he didn't feel nervous at all and was able to do a job with ease.

Huang Mao told Hai Ri: "I'll remember it when I'm on stage. He's too lazy to make it up now. On the stage, even if he forgets, he can make it up."

Hai Ri himself didn't have this ability, he just memorized a few lines until three o'clock in the morning before falling asleep tremblingly.

The next day, staring at the panda eyes and swollen face, he got up and opened the door for Sheng Canyang, and when he walked out of the bathroom, he turned into a refreshing and beautiful boy again.

Sheng Canyang was amazed when he saw it, and asked him if he returned my Piao Piao fist.Hai Ri said wearily and nervously: "Say less."

Hai Ri had never seen such a big scene in his life.

Sheng Canyang wore a red dress, which seemed to be custom-made, and fit his figure very well. He also wore a blonde hair on his head, and put on makeup. His whole face became that kind of bright beauty, very European and American style , Hai Ri was stunned. When he saw Sheng Canyang's appearance, he almost forgot that Sheng Canyang is 1.9 meters tall and is a huge species.

At this time, this beautiful woman was wearing a slit skirt, her legs were crossed, a lollipop was in her mouth, and she was sitting crookedly on a chair and swiping her phone.

Hai Ri glanced at it, and felt that this scene was really beyond description.

Sheng Canyang heard the voice, raised his head to look at him, and said, "I've put on makeup."

"Ah," Hai Ri said, "Brother, let's discuss something."

Sheng Canyang: "?"

Hai Ri: "Can you not wear boxer briefs under the slit skirt?"

Sheng Canyang looked down and said, "Pull it up later."

Hai Ri: "..."

Huang Mao walked in from the outside, saw Sheng Canyang's relaxed face, and urged: "Okay, let's start!"

Sheng Canyang put down his phone, tugged down his skirt, walked out swaggeringly, and almost went straight to the stage, Huangmao grabbed him, pulled the lollipop out of his mouth, and stuffed it into his mouth , and then said: "Go, Brother Yang, come on, you are the best!"

Sheng Canyang took it for granted, "Of course."

After walking out, after a while, the little girl who played the young fire girl left the stage and returned to the backstage. Sheng Canyang's voice came out after a while. He didn't deliberately change his voice. It seemed a little strange at first, but since he played The first time he spoke, people felt the intoxicating attraction, and after that, he completely forgot about Sheng Canyang's height and his voice, and was completely intoxicated in his performance.

Hai Ri was somewhat nervous.That little girl was picked up by Sheng Canyang at noon today. She looked very sophisticated, much calmer than Hai Ri. When Hai Ri was nervously running to the toilet, the little girl skillfully opened Sheng Canyang's drawer to find snacks. It seems that it is not the first time for everyone to participate in the show, only Hae Il is a newbie, scared like a chicken.

The actor who played the little girl's father laughed and teased Hai Ri, but it turned out that he was really nervous, so he comforted him: "It doesn't matter if the performance fails, at most it's just being kicked out of the stage."

Hai Ri: "..."

Hai Ri frightened: "Will you step down?"

Sheng Canyang put his arms around his shoulders, brought him over, and apologized to the actor: "I have something to do with him."

Then he turned his head and said to Hai Ri: "

No, don't be afraid. "

Hai Ri: "..."

"The concubine can't do it!" Hai Ri broke down, "I'm so nervous."

Sheng Canyang: "You are so handsome, the audience will like you, don't worry, just smile at me if you forget your lines, I will answer for you, don't panic, smile, smile."

I have to say that Sheng Canyang really calmed Hai Ri down, and Hai Ri felt better instantly.

And at this moment, Sheng Canyang took the stage.

Hai Ri stood in the background by herself.

There is only one word in my heart.

run!

It's too scary, it's too scary, Hai Ri took a peek outside when he was going to the bathroom just now, it's like a sea of ​​people, red flags waving, gongs, drums, firecrackers and firecrackers, it's really amazing that so many people can gather in this sparsely populated place Outrageous!

Hai Ri felt dizzy, and at first he was still chanting lines in his mouth, as if he had been possessed by an evil spirit, but when Huang Mao came in, he said to him: "Why are you still here?! It's up to you It's time to play!"

Hai Ri's head was clouded and he forgot all about it.

forget all...

Empty……

Up...

Hai Ri scratched at the crack of the door and said, "No, I won't go——I forgot everything!"

"If you forget, you have to go up!" Huang Mao said, "If you go up and stand, you have to go up, no way, let me go!"

Hai Ri: "Don't let go..."

"Let go!" Huang Mao broke off Hai Ri's fingers one by one, broke off one Hai Ri and put another on it, Huang Mao said, "Let go!"

Hai Ri: "Don't let go!"

"Get away," the little girl's voice came from behind, Hai Ri and Huang Mao turned their heads at the same time, and saw the little girl holding Sheng Canyang's erhu in her hand, and she was about to smash at Hai Ri's hand holding the door. Ri was so frightened that he almost passed out immediately, his head shut down, and he let go subconsciously to pick up the erhu. Huang Mao picked up his collar, carried him out, and threw him on the stage!

Hai Ri: "..."

The timing was just right at this time, Sheng Canyang was enduring the strange eyes in the school, had a very hard time, and used music to numb himself in pain.

Hai Ri is a wandering gangster on the street, without a serious job, but handsome in appearance, and extremely gentlemanly and elegant towards women. He and Sheng Canyang met for the first time at the entrance of a flower shop. friends buying a bouquet of flowers together.

Sheng Canyang was standing at the door of the flower shop at this moment, with a dull and inferior face on his face, but when he turned his head and saw Hai Ri walking up, it seemed as if a ray of light came through the hazy sun.

Hai Ri was attracted by his gaze, even though he knew it was all fake, but he still felt moved, he walked up to the stage unconsciously, and said to Sheng Canyang: "Beautiful lady, can I send you a bouquet of roses?"

Sheng Canyang smiled lightly and lowered his head.

Hai Ri was dizzy, like a swinger, and said high-key: "I want to give this lady a bouquet of roses, and give me the most beautiful bouquet."

Hai Ri handed the rose with dewdrops to Sheng Canyang, and all the women showed envious expressions, and Hai Ri said in a gentlemanly way: "Flowers are for beauties."

Sheng Canyang took it over, showing a long-lost smile.

There was a short scene where the two were chasing after each other. Sheng Canyang ran out from the greenhouse, Hai Ri hurried to catch up, Sheng Canyang rode on a bicycle, and Hai Ri chased after him in a taxi. The two sang a few lines in duet, and Sheng Canyang returned When they arrived at home, Hai Ri waited downstairs, looking at the window, Sheng Canyang closed the curtains, and Hai Ri left disappointed.

Sheng Canyang went to school the next day, but Hai Ri appeared at the door again. Sheng Canyang was pleasantly surprised but insisted on feigning displeasure. Hai Ri wore a white shirt, black overalls, long legs and thin waist, and looked gentlemanly and lively.

The audience in the audience smiled kindly.Because these two protagonists are really eye-catching and very engaging.

Hai Ri stopped Sheng Canyang and said, "Can I treat you to dinner?"

Sheng Canyang didn't refuse right away this time, Hai Ri saw something going on, and immediately said: "It's near your home, I promise I'll just have dinner, and I won't do anything."

Then there is an inner monologue of Sheng Canyang, because he likes Hai Ri, but he doesn't believe that Hai Ri will be a single-minded man, so his heart is a little vacillating, but because he is really fascinated by this man's charm, he will inevitably devote himself to it. In the arms of this man.

When Sheng Canyang sang this passage, Hai Ri was sitting on the table setting behind the stage, listening to Sheng Canyang's voice. He had actually heard Sheng Canyang sing it many times, but none was as good as this time.

Some people are just suited to shine on stage, and the more people there are, the brighter they shine.

Afterwards, the lights on the dining table were turned on, and Sheng Canyang sat across from Hai Ri. Hai Ri confessed to Sheng Canyang infatuatedly. He had just heard Sheng Canyang's singing, and his feelings were burning. When looking at himself, Hai Ri suddenly seemed to be possessed by something, and it felt as if the lines were just blurted out.

"You are so perfect." Hai Ri said.

Sheng Canyang's eyes froze for a moment, then he didn't speak, but looked at him, waiting for him to continue.

It was only then that Hai Ri realized that what he said was not a line, but subconsciously entered the play.

He was flustered for a moment, took a sip of the prop red wine on the table, it was sour and astringent, he frowned slightly, finally remembered his lines, and said: "Servi, I really like you, I don't know how, you just Willing to give me this chance?"

Sheng Canyang said, "What chance do you want me to give you?"

Hae-il forgot his lines for a moment and looked at him blankly.

Sheng Canyang didn't say anything, but just looked at him.

For a moment, the audience thought that this was a silent monologue that was estimated to be set up quietly.

Hai Ri couldn't remember the lines, but his heart was very calm. After thinking about it, he decided to follow his own way and said, "I hope you can let me into your world."

Hai Ri: "I hope you accept my care, let me feel sorry for you, give me a chance, let me not be sad alone, I am a flower blooming in the corner, you are the sunshine that I rarely see, you only Just need to come and see me once in a while and I can drive really well."

Sheng Canyang: "..."

"I have nothing to say." Sheng Canyang smiled, raised his wine glass, and touched him, "Mr.

Hai Ri said seriously: "The heart that loves you is all sincerity, there is no trick."

Sheng Canyang squinted his eyes slightly, looking at Hai Ri, it seemed that he was really unexpected, he didn't say anything, it seemed that he didn't know what to say at this time, Hai Ri talked too much, not like It is something that a libertine can say, but it is like a true confession of a truly infatuated crush to the person he loves bitterly.

But if this is the case, then there will be no follow-up, the story of Hai Ri's cheating.Sheng Canyang couldn't answer here, but just handed over to Hai Ri, who pressed a kiss on it.

Hai Ri raised his eyes and said, "Thank you, beautiful lady."

Sheng Canyang said, "Treasure me, sir."

At this moment, Hai Ri's heartbeat sounded like a drum, rumbling loudly, this feeling has not appeared for many years.

In the subsequent plot, Hai Ri slowly receded, and Sheng Canyang found her dream, which is to be a singer, to sing all her life, and to sing her own life with singing. She began to sing in bars, and sang "Isthereallthereis" for the first time Sheng Canyang was sitting on the bar counter.

According to the plot, Hai Ri already had a new love at this time and fell in love with other women. He is a swinger at heart, and it is impossible to spend too much time on a woman. In fact, when Hai Ri is sitting here, He only had Sheng Canyang in his heart and eyes.

Sheng Canyang was wearing a wine-red dress, and sang English words in a slightly tipsy voice.

At that moment, Hai Ri felt that his blood was heating up. It may be because of the plot, or it may be because of Sheng Canyang's superb acting skills and proficient singing skills. Hai Ri felt that he was in that moment.

fell.

He fell into the French net of love.

With his back to the audience, Hai Ri touched his chest, feeling that his face should be very red.He felt very flustered.

I was flustered because I had such feelings, and I was also flustered because the feelings came too violently without any psychological preparation for others.

Hai Ri has not had a heartbeat for many years. Many years ago in high school, when he fell in love with the school girl, he also had a brief heartbeat, but it has been too long. Looking back, I feel a little embarrassed. Handled very childishly.Ever since college, Hai Ri has never liked anyone, and he has had a crush on someone, but all of them stop at nothing.

Many people seem to be eye-catching and amazing at first glance, but they feel that it is not suitable enough to get along with each other, but Sheng Canyang is the opposite. Sheng Canyang's first impression is undoubtedly aggressive, very aggressive Handsome, unapproachable.But in fact, after getting along for a long time, he felt that he was too perfect.

People have no way of convincing themselves to fall in love with someone or not to love someone, but Hai Ri did fall in love with a perfect person that everyone should love for granted.

Hai Ri took a deep breath, feeling that his future life should be very fucked up.

When Sheng Canyang sang, his eyes were on the audience, looking at Hai Ri with nostalgia. Although Hai Ri knew that this was all a drama, he couldn't help but blush, feeling a little unnatural, and barely restrained himself not to look away.

With such a precarious state of mind, Hai Ri managed to finish the following scripts. He stumbled and stumbled, and he was not very good. The good thing was that he remembered what Sheng Canyang said, and he couldn't recite the lines anyway. When leaving the stage with Xinhuan in his arms, Hai Ri was relieved, feeling extremely thirsty.

Hai Ri let go of the actress, sat wearily on Sheng Canyang's chair, picked up a bottle of water, and drank it. Huang Mao sat on the table, picked up a notebook, and said to him: "How many people are there?" The place is not very good, let's check it out."

"I'm quitting." Hai Ri announced, "Go to whomever you like."

Huangmao: "Don't."

He immediately put away the notebook, and said sincerely: "Actually, the acting is pretty good, there is nothing wrong with it, I think that's it, I have nothing to say."

Hai Ri: "Anyway, I quit, I can't do it."

Huangmao: "How much do you want?"

Hai Ri: "?"

Huang Mao made a "2" and said, "Is this number enough?"

Hai Ri: "How much is this?"

Huang Mao: "Twenty thousand games."

Hai Ri: "..."

"When is the next time?" Hai Ri asked calmly after taking a sip of water.

Huangmao: "Next week."

Hai Ri: "When I come back, I will go to participate in a mission."

"You reported it?" Huang Mao was a little surprised, "Don't you want to take a break?"

Hai Ri: "Poor, there's nothing I can do. I haven't reported yet. I plan to leave tomorrow."

Huangmao: "Okay, then you can work hard, don't kill yourself."

Hai Ri was very tired, he lay down on the chair and said perfunctorily, "I'll try my best."

After a while, Hai Ri heard thunderous applause from outside, Huang Mao walked in, and asked the backstage people to go up and call the curtain, Hai Ri followed, and walked to the front of the curtain, even if he was a scumbag, he was still a leading actor , everyone gave way to him, Hai Ri had no choice but to walk up from the last row, Sheng Canyang naturally put his shoulders on his shoulders, and shouted: "1, 2, 3."

Then they pressed Hai Ri and bowed together.

Sheng Canyang's thigh was pressed against Hairi's, and he could feel the heat from Sheng Canyang's body, like a source of fire. Hairi felt his face turn red again, and Sheng Canyang let go of his hand quickly.Hai Ri breathed a sigh of relief.

After the curtain call, I feel that everyone is still in high spirits, and seems to be immersed in the script. Sure enough, the words are still more inspiring than the pictures. When Hai Ri read the script, he felt a sense of loss, and it doubled in the theater. The emotions of the audience They were all mobilized, and no one wanted to leave.Hai Ri stepped off the stage with the staff, and Huang Mao was waiting for them in the background, giving everyone a high-five. When Sheng Canyang came, he pulled Sheng Canyang and gave him a hug, and said, "Good brother."

Sheng Canyang tore off the wig, threw it on the table, and said, "You have worked hard too."

There are a lot of people in the backstage now, everyone is chatting with Sheng Canyang, Hai Ri can't get in at all, and he doesn't know what to say, so he sits at the table and removes his makeup, still thinking about his own affairs, after a while, The little girl just came over and said to him, "Everyone is going to eat later, are you going?"

Hai Ri glanced at her, and still remembered her heroic posture when she swung the erhu. He was awed and said, "How old are you?"

Little girl: "13."

Suicide at 13?Hai Ri sighed in his heart, and then said, "I'll go, brother Canyang? I'll go if he goes."

Sheng Canyang had already taken off his skirt, put on a big T-shirt, and a pair of shorts underneath, which were obviously just put on, and said, "I won't go."

Hai Ri: "..."

"Then..." Hai Ri was a little embarrassed.

Sheng Canyang said: "I have something to do tonight, I can't go, you go, I will pay the bill."

Hai Ri wanted to say, then I won't go, but he was not as calm as before, so he didn't dare to say that, and was embarrassed for a while.

Sheng Canyang had already packed his things, put a piece of candy in his mouth, and said, "I'm going first."

Hai Ri subconsciously said: "Where are you going?"

After asking, I realized something was wrong. Fortunately, Sheng Canyang didn't care, and said casually, "Look for a friend to talk about the theater, and I'll see you tomorrow."

Hai Ri had no choice but to say, "Okay then, goodbye."

To be honest, he still has some regrets in his heart. In fact, he still hopes to spend more time with Sheng Canyang. This is human nature, but it is a pity that Sheng Canyang is gone.

At that time, Hai Ri didn't think that Sheng Canyang could really come to him the next day. He was drunk at the party the night before, and he still had a hangover. a task.

The doorbell rang suddenly, and Hai Ri staggered to get up to open the door. Seeing Sheng Canyang standing at the door, he was stunned.

Sheng Canyang signaled him to get out of the way with his eyes, then walked in, sat on the sofa, and said, "Are you going on a mission?"

Hai Ri: "Ah."

He was actually a little unresponsive.

Sheng Canyang put down a note and said, "Report the one at four o'clock this afternoon."

Hai Ri: "Why?"

Sheng Canyang: "I'm with you, I've signed up."

Hai Ri didn't ask any questions immediately, took out his phone and started looking for that mission, ticked it in a second, and confirmed it.