In the name of love 2 Yu Wen

"What?" When the two red and exquisite invitations were placed on the white table in the coffee shop, the cup in Su Bei's hand almost fell off. It was I who had hallucinations, and at the same time, Gu Yu and Gu Susu's father and daughter who were sitting next to them also stopped their movements and froze in place.

"Don't be too surprised, other people's children at my age are in primary school, the reason why I have not agreed to get married is because I think I can be free for another two years, so I can live with the pressure from my family, this road will sooner or later We have to go." Lan Sa changed his usual cynical attitude, and spoke seriously, such seriousness has rarely appeared since Su Bei knew him.

"No, brother, you can't make jokes casually. Is there something uncomfortable recently, or...didn't sleep well last night?" Su Bei said while pointing to the part of his brain.

"This time it's true. No matter how much I love to play, I won't joke about my life's event." Lan Sa didn't have much reaction when he heard Su Bei's words. He just raised the corners of his mouth habitually, but This time, Su Bei could clearly see the bitter smile on the corner of his mouth.

"I never heard that you have a girlfriend before. Why did you suddenly have a fiancée?" Su Bei continued to ask.

"She was someone I dated when I was abroad, and now she is back in China. It just so happens that their family is a family friend with ours, and then my parents proposed it, and I didn't refuse." The coffee in front of Lan Sa was always steaming, but he didn't A little bit of wanting to drink, his hand was holding the edge of the cup, rubbing it back and forth, not sure if it was thinking or a habitual action.

"But... what about Lin An?" Gu Susu, who had been listening to them quietly with wide eyes, finally asked the question that everyone wanted to ask. This time, she changed her usual nickname for Lin An, and said directly The name of his counterpart, a child who is only 8 years old, has gradually understood the ways of the world. Gu Yu, who was on the side, saw it in his eyes and frowned inadvertently.

1 minutes passed.

2 minutes passed.

5 minutes passed.

The people on both sides of the table seemed to have no intention of speaking, and they were all immersed in unknown sadness.

Yes, what about Lin An?

Suddenly, Su Bei really hated Lan Sa in front of him, although Lan Sa told him that half of his youth was spent liking him, but... Lin An was innocent.

"For him... I really don't know what else to say other than sorry, Xiaobei, please help me persuade him, tell him to find someone to live in, and stop torturing himself."

"..." Su Bei didn't speak, but stretched out his hand when everyone didn't expect it. Everything happened so fast that no one had time to react.

Crack - one! ! !In an instant, the sound of the glass falling to the ground resounded in this quiet environment, and at the same time, it was accompanied by a loud slap, and five red fingerprints appeared on Lan Sa's face.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward at this moment. The waiter who heard the noise rushed over and wanted to clean up the situation, but Gu Yu blocked it with gestures. Gu Yu sat on the spot with the same calm expression on his face as at the beginning, only Gu Susu was frightened You have to shrink into Gu Yu's arms.

"I'm sorry, I really don't want to do anything to you, but when I think of the suffering he suffered, I feel sorry for him in the end. Maybe you don't know how much he paid for you, and you don't know how much he has paid for you in nine years. Numbers are such a torment for him. But, no matter what, you can’t treat him like this. I slapped him for him. If there is a chance, I think he really wants to take a knife out Your heart, look how dark it is!" Su Bei, who had never spoken much, said a lot in a series, but the tall man on the other side didn't respond to all these, just left a sentence "help me say sorry to him" He just took his coat and walked away, regardless of the curious eyes cast by the people around him.

"You... stand..." "Sit down for me!" Su Bei just wanted to chase after Lan Sa who had already walked out of the door, but was stopped by Gu Yu's voice. go back.

"Why don't you teach him a lesson? Don't you just watch him get married like this? Lin An won't be able to survive that way." Su Bei's tone was full of resentment, even though he knew that Gu Yu, who has always done things properly, would not This kind of laissez-faire, but still not angry with Lan Sa's attitude.

"This kind of thing can only be effective if he sees clearly and admits it himself. No matter how anxious others are, it will be futile. It's useless if you go. If he didn't let you, would you beat him?"

"You can fight, why don't you go?"

"I'm not like some people who go out without thinking." Gu Yu retorted solemnly.

"...Beibei, if we don't leave, we will be in the headlines. Why are you still standing?" Gu Susu, who had recovered from his senses, kindly reminded Su Bei, and it was only then that Su Bei, who was dazed by anger, remembered that this place was here. Outside, wouldn't it be a big trouble if they were photographed again, so quickly put on a hat and scarf and walk out the door with them.

No one noticed the figure in the corner of the coffee shop. He had been sitting there for a long time, so long that he seemed to be unable to use his legs to stand up now.

Lin An couldn't hear anything in his mind at this time. He was covered with the red invitation card on the table just now. He felt a pain somewhere on his body, but he couldn't tell where it was. Step by step, he Walking extremely slowly, it took him a long time to get out of the cafe.

In November, T City occasionally had sunshine, but Lin An didn't feel warm at this time, and even felt a bit cold instead.

I don't know how long I walked, the sun has set, and the night has fallen quietly.

He stopped in front of a nursing home. The staff inside saw him hasten to open the door, but called him several times and he didn't respond.

In a room not far away, a woman with gray hair was sitting. While she was writing and drawing something on the ground, she raised her head from time to time to talk and laugh with other people in the room.

Lin An stood not far away watching this scene. The last line of defense in his heart finally collapsed. He tried to grab the wall next to him to keep himself from crying, but he was so sad that his whole body was shaking constantly.

As if sensing something, the woman looked at Lin An's squatting position, and then cast her back after a while, continuing the previous action.

After a long, long time, Lin An felt as if a century had passed before he almost stabilized his emotions. He slowly stood up while leaning on the wall and walked slowly back the way he walked back and forth. He still walked very slowly, but this time , he already looked a little conscious on his face, he was no longer as expressionless as when he came in.

The nursing home is more than half an hour away from the urban area. When Lin An arrived, the street was already overcrowded. Today is the weekend, and there are many more people than usual, but no matter how many people there are, he is always alone. Whenever he thinks of this place, The tears he had been holding back filled his eyes again.

For nine years, he fell in love with that man named Lan Sa for nine years, three months and 9 days.

But he never had a place for him in his heart. He devoted his entire youth to him, but he never got a single look back at him.

Lin An never thought that he would get to where he is today, and he doesn't know what is the meaning of being alive now.A graduate of a prestigious university wants a job but no job, a relationship but no relationship, a family but no family... It turns out that he has nothing.

When he was in school, he had excellent grades, a happy family, and a beautiful girlfriend. Many people once said that he was envious of him. At that time, he never felt happy, maybe he was just used to enjoying it.

When did that start to change.

Lin An tried his best to recall all the memories that he wanted to forget on purpose, it turned out that it had been so long.

He has fallen in love with that man since freshman year.

At that time, Lan Sa didn't look much different from what he looks like now, but he loved him without hesitation.

When he knew that Su Bei fell in love with Gu Yu, he often worried about Su Bei's future. He didn't know what would happen to them in the future. He never worried about himself, because he felt that his liking for men must be a temporary curiosity. After a while this feeling will fade away, and he will go on living like most other people.

until……

Until a year passed.

Two years.

Five years.

Unknowingly, this man had already been deeply ingrained in his heart, and he wanted to pull out the germinated seed desperately, but he tried every means to no avail.But he still has such a faint hope in his heart, he hopes that no matter it is a year or ten years, as long as he still loves Lan Sa, he will eventually look back at him and know that he is always by his side.

But now, no more, never again.

Lin An is not afraid of Lan Sa's indifference to him, nor is he afraid of having nothing, and he is not afraid of other people's gossip, but he is afraid that he will no longer be in his future.

Once Lan Sa got married, he would not even have the right to love him, and there would be other women standing beside him.

She will give birth to a child for him, leave a lamp waiting for him to come home at night, comfort him silently by his side when he is sad and helpless, and herself... From now on, she will be nothing.

Thinking of these realities that will happen in the future, Lin An's heart clenches, he can't accept such an ending, he can't accept...

Time passed quickly, and Lan Sa's wedding day came unknowingly.

Early in the morning, Su Bei grabbed Gu Yu who was still sleeping: "Today is Lan Sa's wedding, are you really going to watch this happen? Then I will hate you forever." Su Bei twisted awkwardly Ignoring him too much, he thought that Gu Yu would come over to coax him as usual, but after waiting for a long time, the other party still didn't respond, so he had no choice but to turn around, only to find that Gu Yu had already got up and put on his clothes, Su Bei immediately became angry: "Hey, Why do not you speak."

"..." The other party still ignored him and continued to wear his own clothes.

"I'll ask you later!" Su Bei, who was not taken seriously, finally couldn't take it anymore. He blocked in front of the mirror, and the other party's eyes finally fell on him, but he still showed no expression.

"If you don't get out of the way, you won't be able to get out of bed today, believe it or not?" The blockbuster effect of Buming was vividly reflected in Gu Yu's body. Sure enough, Su Bei retracted his body obediently and stopped making trouble.

"If it's his choice, respect it. It's never a good way to force it." Finally, after Gu Yu got dressed, he said something to the person who was still under the quilt and left, leaving Su Bei was stunned for a long time before he quickly got up and chased him out.