Jenai is tired after a week

After taking the anesthetic, Huang Lai has been a little dizzy, half awake and half asleep, anyway, lying on the hospital bed is boring, staring at his leg with a plaster cast made his scalp feel numb, so he just closed his eyes and lay down for a while.

Maybe I slept for a while, or it may be a long time. When my mind is chaotic, the judgment of time is also very blurred.

That's fine, when he lazily opened his eyes and focused his attention to see that there was still a shadow floating around in the room...

That's horror.

"Wow" just halfway through, Zenai's eyes drifted over coldly, Kise woke up, sat up quickly, and at the same time slowly closed his mouth.

"Yes, little blackie..."

"Scared you?" she asked solemnly.

Kise: "...No."

He wiped the cold sweat off his forehead, and showed a shocked smile, which looked a bit forced.

Oh, that's scary.

"Knock before entering next time." Kise couldn't help complaining in a low voice.

"Oh, I came in on my own because Kise-kun didn't respond. I'm very sorry." Zhe Nai nodded apologetically, saying so, but her tone was still very flat, and she was even more eager to get rid of the hot water cup in her hand: " Would you like some water?"

The palms of her hands were a little red from the heat, and Kise was stunned for a moment before she could react, so she put the glass down beside the bed - obviously, she was wandering around the room just now to find the kettle to pour water.

Huang Lai thanked him nonchalantly, with a little more flattering meaning in his smile: "I'm sorry to trouble you."

"Can I sit here?" Zenai asked again.

Kise didn't understand: "Of course... What's the matter, I feel that you are different from usual today?"

I don't know what came to mind, just as Kise was about to drink water, he removed the glass from his mouth and asked with great concern, "You didn't encounter anything with Himuro-senpai yesterday, did you?"

"No." She shook her head, "We were lucky to avoid the crowd, much better than Kise-kun."

Huang Lai said with a bitter face: "Don't mock me anymore. Speaking of which, they are so disrespectful! They jumped up and ran outside all of a sudden, leaving me on the spot... Who would have thought that those cabinets would be so unstable, they just collapsed It's coming down! —Wow, if Xiao Ziyuan hadn't walked away, I wouldn't have been crushed on my leg at all."

The more he spoke, the more painful he was, covering his face, his shoulders trembling.

"...Oh, I can imagine it." Zenai nodded, expressing deep sympathy.

The sky was falling and there was a tall man standing in front of him, provided, of course...he didn't walk away.

Huang Lai complained for a long time, and Zhe Nai listened patiently while observing secretly.

It seems to be no different from before, right?

Maybe they were worrying too much... She was praying silently, but suddenly Kise grabbed her hand and was taken aback.

"That—" Kise opened his mouth, his eyebrows furrowed hesitantly.

Zhe Nai looked down at his wrist and calmed down: "Are you trying to scare me the other way?"

"Ah, no," he said quickly, raising his eyes to look deeply into her eyes, "I just suddenly felt that Xiao Heizi seemed a little uneasy... Well, it's not my illusion, is it?"

At close range, that handsome face unconsciously showed worry, and her outline was reflected in the bright golden eyes.

The hand held by him felt too hot, and Zhenai retracted his hand unconsciously.

What is this? If we keep caring for each other, it will become an infinite loop.

She complained in her heart, avoiding Kise's gaze.

"Because, this is the normal psychology of caring for the weak." Zhe Nai said unhurriedly.

"...Huh?" He was taken aback.

"Because everyone else is fine, but Kise-kun has suffered such misfortune, it's really hard to let people feel relieved."

"..."

Kise was in a daze, weak?

It sounds miserable.

The corners of his lips could not help but droop down, and his bright face suddenly became melancholy.

"--I'm hungry."

Kise wisely chose to change the subject.

"Well, I guess so. Do you want takeaway?" Zhe Nai denied it before he finished speaking, "There should be no takeaway service yet, let me go to the dining hall to see."

As she said that, she was about to stand up, but Huang Lai was a little bit reluctant, raised her head, and looked at her eagerly.

Then, Zenai met his eyes and was stunned for a while.

"It feels like it's turned around." She said thoughtfully, "A month ago, when I was injured, everyone took care of me in the same way. Is this fate?"

Huang Lai didn't know how to answer, seeing the faint smile on her face unconsciously, he was even more confused.

Because it's uncomfortable to be taken care of, but is it worth being happy the other way around? ...Ah, it shouldn't be gloating, right?

Kise sighed sadly, watched her turn around, opened the curtain beside the bed, and was about to go out.

What a failure.

He couldn't help thinking that he failed to show his "useful and reliable" side at the critical moment, and instead became an injured patient who lost his mobility and needed care.

It's really embarrassing.

With a click, the door closed, but opened again after a while.

Zhe Nai came in again, stood by the door in a daze for a while, then looked up at Kise who was also in a daze.

"Well, Mr. Lujian is here, and brought us lunch by the way." She calmed down, raised the plastic bag in her hand and signaled, "It saved a lot of trouble."

Smelling the smell of curry rice, his appetite whetted, Kise became happy again, and was distracted: "Xiao Lvma is so sweet—hey, won't he come in and take a look?"

He just asked casually, and he didn't really want to be reprimanded coldly by that guy again, what kind of posture is too casual, it will cause more pressure on the wound, and he doesn't respect the doctor's order at all...

One is lying down, the other is standing, the gap visible to the naked eye is too big.

What's more, Zenai is also here.That's enough.

Zenai paused for a moment in opening the bento box, feeling a little sorry in her heart.

When Midorima came, he didn't seem to know the situation, and was blocked by Murasakibara. Seeing that their attitudes were different, he felt that something was wrong. He wanted to stay and have lunch with them, but suddenly decided to go back and ask Akashi. clear.

As soon as he left, Ziyuan relaxed, opened the bento, ate lazily, and said to Zenai again, with a seemingly casual tone: "Say sorry to him for me."

But she didn't say it.

Zhe Nai unwrapped the chopsticks, and followed the trend: "Mr. Lujian just came to get the medicine. The auditorium was very busy, so he rushed back."

"It's really not easy... I'm a doctor, but I'm lucky to have them." Huang Lai really didn't think much about it.

No, it's not that he didn't think too much, he was completely delusional.

"Sure enough, the nurse is also very good!"

Zhe Nai: "Although I don't know where you are going, but let me state in advance that I don't plan to regard nurses as my future employment direction."

"That's right." Kise nodded seriously, "Otherwise it would be too cheap for Xiaolujian."

"Do not joke."

He felt a little guilty: "Ah, sorry, I was just careless..."

"Why do you say it's cheaper than others?" Zenai asked, looking into his eyes seriously, "If two people are in love with each other and come together, shouldn't this be—well, a very equal Choose?"

This reaction was a bit unexpected, Huang Lai froze for a moment, and followed her words to think.

"It's not about inequality," he scratched his hair, and felt it was difficult to express for a while, "Of course there is nothing between the two, but from the perspective of other people..."

He stopped and looked cautiously at Zenai.

She has no expression, very quiet look.In other words, her question is real, not joking, or intentionally interrupting and shifting the focus.

"Actually, it has nothing to do with other people." Kise whispered, sighed, and his tone returned to normal, "If I am just a supporting role in other people's stories...but everyone is their own protagonist? If you like it Isn't it natural for a person to feel resentful when he is with someone else? Why can't he but I can't, why can't it be me..."

"In other words, not confident enough." Zhe Nai pondered and raised her head.

"I can't see that Kise-kun is actually such a sensitive person."

Huang Lai was slightly at a loss.

He felt that he was a little behind her train of thought.

"So, it was the same way before."

"What?" he continued unconsciously.

"It's not because you don't have any friends, but because you feel that the relationship between you is not equal, no matter whether others want to be friends with you or you take the initiative, is it?" Zhe Nai looked at him quietly, "Instead of To say I'm not confident, it's better to say...Kise-kun seems to be very insecure."

"I..." Kise opened his mouth, then stopped.

He never thought about it.

So before subconsciously denying it, he couldn't help but think about it, is that so?

"I do not really get it."

Zhe Nai paused for a while and then said: "Why do people like Kise-kun still feel that they are not good enough?"

Why did Enoshima Junko choose Kise to be close to him? Is it just a coincidence at work?

Or is it because you think he is most likely to be infected with "despair"?

Enoshima is outstanding both in terms of insight and ability to analyze people's hearts.The superficial talent is "despair", which makes people infected with despair. Looking at it from another perspective, it is because she is an excellent person, coupled with her deceptive verbal manipulation, can make people follow her involuntarily...

She thought for a long time, then looked at Kise again.

There are no loopholes.

Sitting in front of her was a very relaxed and natural Kise Ryota, who didn't seem to have any defenses against her.

If he was not affected at all, but had to be trapped here and isolated from other people because of people's worries about people's hearts, then Kise would be really pitiful.

Zhe Nai always felt that she was not such a soft-hearted person, but when she met his eyes, she couldn't help being a little shaken.

In the past, she avoided thinking about this problem by herself, but now, she had to think about it more.

At this time, Kise frowned and thought for a long time, and finally said with determination: "It's not that I don't have confidence. Maybe it's just the opposite—because in various things, I can always easily achieve the goals set by others without any influence. Resistance, over time, has become arrogant. Even now, I still feel that as long as I work harder, basketball games, or other things I want... as long as I work harder, I will definitely be able to Get what I want."

"However, feelings are not like this."

"Emotions need others to respond...Your wishful thinking and devotion are nothing but self-righteousness. Since you don't get a response, it's not that the other party deliberately doesn't care about you, but that you won't be moved by this method at all." Kise Having said that, he suddenly showed a little wry smile.

"This is the problem of being too arrogant. I have never realized that I am doing a very useless thing, and I still feel confident."

He ruffled his hair carelessly, and suddenly drooped his head in frustration.

"So, in fact, you are right when you say that about me... No matter what, in the final analysis, it is a lack of awareness of yourself, and you are too self-centered."

At that moment, seeing his eyes, Zhenai seemed to understand something and confirmed one thing.

The reason for his favorability drop.

For a long time, she felt that she couldn't see through his thoughts, and it was difficult to truly trust the "favor" he showed, so she instinctively dared not invest in real feelings.

—and to others too.

"It's not like that." She finally said slowly, "It's not useless, nor is it self-righteous. I know what Kise-kun means-but, I'm afraid I can't respond now, I'm really sorry."

She raised her eyes, and was stung by the slanted sunlight from the opposite window, her expression was momentarily negligent.

Huang Lai looked at her in surprise, his eyes flickering slightly.

He reached out his hand, hesitantly, and held her shoulder.

"I understand." He tried his best to keep calm, but still swallowed nervously, "Then, at least you don't dislike me... right?"

Zenai can confirm this point, so she nodded quickly.

Although she doesn't dislike it, what kind of emotion does she like... She hasn't decided yet.

As a result, I saw Kise quickly burst into a smile, then leaned forward and leaned over.

She subconsciously avoided this familiar move, but Kise just grabbed her wrist, lifted it in the palm of her hand, and gently touched the back of her hand with her lips.

"It's okay, I'm already very happy." Those golden eyes were full of spirit, and at a certain moment, they became extremely gentle.

"I can, just wait a little longer."

The author has something to say: O, this line has come to an end.

If it's a solo line, it's time to clear the level, but as I said...

Now it's Xiao Hei Chi's turn (.