Yokohama Slag God will never overturn

Chapter 45 Falling into the mud

If emotion should not be deliberately ignored and self-suppressed, then when this layer of shackles disappears, it becomes necessary to learn to control it and moderately control it in the face of the growing emotion in the heart.

Unrestrained emotion is a beast that devours.Not only that, but in the end, after devouring the host, it will still attach to the host's body, bringing nightmares to the people around the host.

But Xiaowu didn't know this truth. For her, it was too difficult to control her emotions and find the balance between indulgence and self-control, which was far beyond her ability.

Now, after listening to Higiri's teaching, Xiao Wu only feels an indescribable happiness.

Before that, Xiaowu would only nod her head to accept many things, and passively obey everything others imposed on her, never thinking about her own preferences and whether she could bear the burden imposed on her shoulders. thing.

But things have changed quite a bit.

Sitting in front of the table, Xiaowu looked at the heavy textbooks placed in front of him, recalled what he had learned yesterday, stretched out his hand and tugged on the sleeves of Mustache, and explained under his gaze: "Yesterday ... I promised that I would not learn these anymore today."

So, can this ghost painting be taken away?

Sitting across from Xiaowu, the still unshape Mustache raised his eyebrows lazily, and then said, "But I just want you to learn this book today."

Seeing that Mustache, who was still looking like an aristocrat before, now seemed to be playing tricks, Xiao Wu pursed his lips, and then stretched out his small paws to push the heavy books in front of him under Mustache's watching the show.

"Hey, come on Hikari-sama, if you want to learn, you can read the book yourself."

With a poker-faced expressionless face, Xiao Wu solemnly handed the book in front of Mustuki, then got up and ran out the door when Mustuki was in a daze.

Hu Qie, who slowly came back to his senses, stared at the thick and boring books in front of him, was silent for a while, and then laughed lowly.

"Isn't that pretty good?"

He listened to everything he said and practiced it perfectly.It's just that this cub of his own is indeed too obedient, and his learning ability is too strong.

Nodding his chin with his fingertips, Huqie looked through the window at Xiao Wu who was hiding under the shade of a tree and was messing with something. He tilted his head in distress, wondering if he taught the blade too well. .

Start cheating on him now, won't you dare to ride on his head when you grow up in the future?

Thinking of this, Mustache got up and walked towards Xiao Wu, deciding to re-establish his dignity as a parent.

But... the crooked eyes that betrayed Hidekiri's good mood at the moment are really not convincing at all.

On the other side, Xiao Wu, who noticed Mustache approaching, raised his head, looked into another pair of golden eyes, then stretched out his hand to him, and whispered: "Hug."

This is the first time to do these movements, because of being unable to let go and shyness, Xiao Wu's cheeks are a little red, and her eyes are a little evasive, not daring to continue to look at Mustache.

As the object to be hugged, Mustache was stunned for a moment, then raised the corners of his lips, and bent down to hug his shy cub.

"Well, who did you learn this trick from?"

Hearing this, Xiao Wu, who buried his head on Mustache's neck, hesitated for a while, and then whispered his name.

"Young Patriarch?"

Unexpectedly, my son actually heard about the mischievous behavior of his master when he was young, and mustache had a weird expression on his face: "Little Wu, don't learn from the master in the future."

Patting Xiaowu on the head, Mustache explained seriously: "It will be led to ruin."

It's good to be obedient and soft now, in case it grows crooked in the future and becomes the head of the family who hides a knife in his smile and cuts people's lives...

Mustache thought about it, and felt that his heart, liver and lungs were aching.

Of course, he didn't intend to target or speak ill of his Patriarch.Absolutely not.

Although it is not clear why Mustache reacted in this way, Xiao Wu didn't notice any negative feedback from the other party, so he nodded without thinking too much.

The days passed day by day like this, and I don't know if it was because of being Fusangshen, staying in the Genji family with abundant spiritual power, Xiaowu grew from a three-headed little dumpling to a young man who looked like thirteen or fourteen years old. The appearance of a shy girl.

Moreover, apart from the appearance, Xiao Wu's biggest change is his personality.

Originally introverted and taciturn, now Xiao Wu seems a little too enthusiastic and cheerful.

"Higakiri-sama!"

Xiao Wu, who had just returned from the training ground, still had some tiny beads of sweat on his forehead, and his cheeks were flushed, and his golden cat eyes seemed to glisten when he saw Fu Sangshen sitting upright in the room.

"Are you still refusing to change your mind?"

Putting down the book, Mustache looked a little helpless, looked at Xiao Wu who walked up to him and sat down, and sighed: "I have said it many times, you can call me brother."

His facial features gradually opened up, and Xiaowu, whose face was softer than Hikakiri, gave a rather silly smile to Hikakiri when he heard these words.

"I'm used to shouting."

After saying this, Xiao Wu slightly lowered his eyelids, counting the numbers silently in his heart.

The moment the number returned to zero, Xiao Wu felt the touch from the top of his head again, subconsciously squinted his eyes and rubbed his palm with the strength of Mustache.

The black color slowly settled in the golden pupils covered by the hair, and Xiao Wu sighed in the depths of her heart: as warm as usual...a gentleness that has never changed.

Really, I don't want to let go at all, it makes her too addicted, too addicted.

Seeing Xiao Wu like this, as usual, Mustache rubbed Xiao Wu's head and shook his head helplessly.

"You... on the contrary, you can't see the shadow of your childhood at all."

Hearing these words, Xiao Wu, who was originally happy, froze slightly, but soon, Xiao Wu sat up again, raised his eyebrows at Mustache, and answered with a look of "seeking compliments" Said: "Always keep in mind your teachings!"

Don't restrain yourself, let your emotions out.

She, but she remembered it firmly, until now.

Thinking of this, the smile on Xiao Wu's face became brighter and brighter, and the pointed canine teeth were looming.

The released beast gradually grew in it, and slowly became stronger to the point that she could not control it.Once, every time she wanted to kill this beast, this blade would always hug her and give her warmth.

It made her hesitate, it made her hesitate, and finally pushed her to make a decision—hold on to him, get closer to him.

Unable to resist rushing over to hug Mustuki's arm, Xiao Wu narrowed his eyes and rubbed against Mustuki's body, exuding a pleasant atmosphere all over his body.

"I like you the most."

It doesn't matter if I like it so much that I drown in this embrace.

"Yeah, hey, I like Xiaowu the most too."

Hearing the other party's answer, Xiao Wu's mood became brighter, and the excessive joy made her ignore the slight hesitation revealed in the tone of Hu Qie's words.

But even if he is aware of this, there is a high probability that Xiaowu will feel indifferent.

Mustache is Genji's treasure, and in his heart, Genji is at the top of this point, Xiao Wu recognizes it.

The current Patriarch Genji is the first owner of Hikakiri, and he is the one who taught Hikiri alone. Therefore, Patriarch Genji is a little more important to Hikiri than her, and Xiao Wu can accept it.

but……

"Xiao Wu... This guy really regards himself as something important."

Hiding in a hidden corner, Xiao Wu lowered his head slightly, and on the other side of the wall, some harsh conversations continued.

"Well, but it doesn't matter, it's a good thing to live without knowing anything."

Speaking of this, the man paused for a moment, and then when he spoke again, his tone revealed strong, condescending pity and hypocritical sympathy.

"After all, the imitation knife cares about His Highness Higakiri's appearance very much. If you know that you are just a substitute for Kinmaruden in His Highness Higakiri's eyes, an imitation that can be discarded at any time and occupies the position of Kinmaruden , would be very sad.”

"That's right. Kagemaruden is the real younger brother of Hikiriden. Originally, the imitation sword was made to fill the vacancy of Hikiriden who lost his younger brother."

And when the true master returns, the imitation of the dove occupying the magpie's nest will disappear, right?

Thinking of this, the low laughter of the two sounded, not loud, but it was clearly transmitted to Xiaowu's ears.

"The imitation... the real master..."

I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that Xiao Wu couldn't feel the temperature of his limbs, and it was so long that his surroundings were plunged into darkness, that Xiao Wu belatedly crushed that conversation on the tip of his tongue, repeating word by word.

"Filling the vacancy...?"

Slowly raising her head, Xiao Wu blinked her sour eyes, got up, and left staggeringly.

"Bland and ridiculous..."

Why should she believe the words of others?

Even if that Komemaru is really Higakiri's younger brother, isn't she the one who has been with him all the time?

Xiao Wu narrowed his eyes, but he didn't realize that there was blood in his eyes.

She will not believe this.She only believed in what she saw, what she felt.

Clenching his hands unconsciously, Xiao Wu looked at the candlelight in front of him carelessly.

Well, what is the truth...Let's wait for her to find out by herself.In any case, she always believed that she would not be a substitute who could be discarded at any time in the eyes of mustache.

However, these words still reminded Xiaowu.

While maintaining the superficial disguise, Xiao Wu secretly inquired about the news of another Genji Shigemon without leaving any traces, and inquired about the past of Higakiri, which she didn't know about.

However, what a coincidence.

Xiao Wu smiled and looked at the paper that was reduced to ashes in the flames, and the veins on the back of his pale hands were faintly visible.

All the news is proving that Hikiri-sama really cares too much about that Komemaru.

Going through the information collected today in her mind, Xiaowu's eyes gradually deepened, and her lips were tightly pursed.

"Try again...these are still rumors...but the protagonist hasn't given a definite answer yet..."

Whispering, Xiaowu closed his eyes, feeling the scorching bitter emotion in his chest, and couldn't help licking his canine teeth with the tip of his tongue.

Wait a minute... wait a minute.

While meditating, Xiao Wu suppressed all the anomalies, and the next day he still had the same cheerful appearance as usual.

However, maybe because she started to pay attention to this matter, or maybe because Xiaowu's disguise skills were not good enough, she noticed some abnormalities in some details that she hadn't noticed before.

The knife holder engraved with the name of another Chongbao is meticulously maintained; the preferences of another Chongbao are kept in mind; and the information of another Chongbao is inadvertently inquired about.

Even, the phrase "brother" whispered inadvertently in his sleep.

Looking expressionlessly at Higakiri who seemed to be sleeping soundly, Xiao Wu looked at him, leaned over after a while, and asked in a low voice, "Kenmaruden... What is your status to you?"

Repeatedly, persistently wanting to know an answer.

I don't know if it's because Xiaowu repeated it too many times, so that Huqie heard this sentence in his sleep.Then, an answer was spit out.

"...That is, the most important brother in life."

The most important thing in life.

Far beyond the so-called Genji and Patriarch's younger brother.

Hmm... Now Xiaowu knows the answer.

The corners of her lips curled up, and Xiao Wu smiled lowly, but the blood in the golden eyes became more and more obvious.

It seemed that the action was too obvious, which woke up Higiri.

Xiao Wu sat up straight almost immediately, to meet Mustache's question.

"Xiaowu? Why are you here?"

Lowering his head, covering all his expressions, Xiao Wu replied in a calm to weird tone: "It's nothing, I just have one thing I want to ask Mr. Mustache."

"what's up?"

Closing his eyes, his heartbeat speeded up. Even though he had already made a guess, Xiao Wu still asked that question as if he was being controlled by someone.

What does "Higakiri-sama...Kemaru..." mean to you?

However, before she could finish her sentence, Xiao Wu heard that Mustache, who had always paid little attention to everything, interrupted her words almost violently.

"To shut up!"

Obediently swallowing the rest of the words, Xiao Wu still kept her back straight and lowered her head, determined to know an answer.

The room fell into dead silence.

Then, Xiao Wu heard Higakiri's most direct answer.

"The matter of Xiwan is not something you can find out. Xiaowu, don't overstep it."

The smile on the corner of his lips was completely stiff, and Xiao Wu saw the other party's sleeves pulled away from the front, and the sound of footsteps disappeared behind him.

"...My brothers and feet, for me, I will never allow anyone to spy on or hurt them."

Xiao Wu didn't look up, nor did he answer.

It was only after Mustache left completely that Xiao Wu raised his head as if he had just recovered.

For a moment, Xiao Wu was at a loss.

Looking at the empty room, it was obviously a familiar place, but Xiao Wu felt that it was full of strangeness.

After a long time, the sharp canine teeth pierced the flesh, and the smell of iron lingered in his mouth, and Xiao Wu realized that he had been kneeling for too long, and he had lost feeling in his legs and feet.

"It's no big deal..."

Whispering, Xiao Wu tried to relax himself a bit.

"Isn't there a speculation already?"

Standing up, she was unsteady and almost fell down. Xiao Wu supported the table with one hand, and then found that a small part of his collar had been soaked.

With the tip of her tongue sticking out and tasting the salty taste, Xiao Wu realized that she was already crying.

"It's... embarrassing."

He lowered his eyes and smiled lowly.

"It's not a long memory."

Nails dig into palms.

"It's really...not promising at all."

Teeth clenched, blood oozes from between fingers.

"Even so..."

Even though he was deceived, why can't he hate him at all?

On the contrary, what was in his chest was jealousy that was so thick that he was about to drown.

Like a fish out of water, Xiaowu couldn't help opening his mouth and gasping for breath.

If, if the so-called genuine product disappears, can she get rid of the fake name and become a unique existence?

If... If you will be alienated by the other party, then if you break the other party's wings, won't you be pushed away?

"Ah... ah ah..."

Letting out a meaningless growl, the blood in Xiao Wu's eyes became more and more intense, the tail of her milky white hair was dyed black, and even a sharp, inconspicuous horn protruded from the corner of her forehead.

"So jealous..."

Very unwilling.

However, this is not possible.

It's ugly and ugly.

Curled up in the corner, Xiao Wu's nails sank into his palm again, tearing the wound open again.

She didn't want to be so ugly at all.

Obviously...Keomaru didn't do anything wrong, so he couldn't swing the knife at him.

To drag an innocent blade into the water is mean and pathetic.

But, it really hurts.

The clothes on the chest were scratched and wrinkled, and the blood stained the cloth with other colors.

Closing his eyes tightly, Xiao Wu kept telling himself, bear with it, and fall asleep, and the pain won't be so bad after falling asleep.

If you fall asleep...the pain won't be there.

It was completely dark, Xiao Wu waited until there was no one around before he dared to get up and walk towards his room.

Along the way, it seemed to be too quiet.

Everything around became blurred, as if it had merged with the night, and a distorted picture was reflected in Xiaowu's eyes.

And Xiaowu, who didn't care about observing carefully, just wanted to go back to his room as soon as possible and fall asleep as soon as possible.

The original plan was to use sleep to get rid of the entangled pain that made her go crazy, but when Xiao Wu returned to her room, she was greeted by a silver-white knife light.

Subconsciously raising the knife to hold the blade, Xiaowu's eyes shrank to the extreme the moment he saw the familiar blade pattern on the silver-white knife, and at the same time, because of excessive shock, the hand holding the main body trembled slightly.

And at the moment when Xiao Wu was distracted, the huge force directly lifted her into the air.

"Higakiri... my lord..."

Crawling on the ground, letting the mottled and semi-solidified blood on the tip of the knife stain his clothes, Xiao Wu didn't dare to look up, but was a little confused and indescribably panicked.

"Why……"

He wanted to question, but what came out of his mouth were weak and weightless words that were almost pleading.

The other party didn't answer, and Xiao Wu could only see the other party approaching him with a knife through the blurry image reflected on his body.

Without any hesitation, murderous aura lingered around her.

"Yes, because of Kagemaruden?"

Saying that name, the next second, Xiao Wu noticed that the opponent's footsteps stopped for a moment, and then immediately heard the sound of the blade sinking into the flesh.

The blood color permeated under the body, and the tiny blood flow spread out on the ground like a red ribbon, dripping inch by inch, soaking Xiaowu's fingertips and clothes.

"Cough cough..."

Breathing became a burden, the air in his mouth contained the smell of blood, and every time he opened his mouth, he could feel the throbbing pain in his throat.

Xiao Wu lay powerlessly on the ground, her forehead resting on the ground, and beside her hand lay quietly a Taidao with cracks.

"Please... tell me an answer."

The other party still didn't speak.

Feeling the cold climbing entangled on his body, his consciousness began to blur, Xiao Wu finally smiled.

Lifting his head with difficulty, looking up at Fu Sangshen in front of him, Xiao Wu narrowed his eyes, and after realizing that he could no longer see his expression clearly, he gave up the idea of ​​seeing him clearly, and just said: "Brother, can you hug me again?" I?"

Once, you said you wanted me to call you brother, but I refused.

The reason is very simple, I just feel that I am not worthy.

But in my heart, you have already surpassed the status represented by the word elder brother.

Now, if you must kill me, then...

"Please, hug me again, will you?"

"Really...it hurts...and it's cold..."

Raising his hand tremblingly, his voice became weaker and weaker, Xiaowu waited, holding on to wait.

Then, after completely losing strength, the raised arm fell to the ground. Xiao Wu never waited for the other party's response, nor did he wait for the other party to reach out.

"I seem to... understand now."

The light in his eyes gradually faded, and Xiao Wu took a light breath.

"I shouldn't have made the change in the first place."

If she hadn't taken that step, she wouldn't have fallen so deep.

If she hadn't been deeply involved in this emotion, then she wouldn't have felt the pain.

in case……

What appeared in front of him again was the image of the smiling young man stretching out his hand to him when they met for the first time. This time, Xiao Wu shook his head lightly, and then took a step back.

Xiaowu smiled and lay down on his back toward the abyss behind him, falling continuously, feeling the black mud entanglement and engulfing him.

Goodbye.

This time, I won't take another step.

The author has something to say:

Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah I was so pissed off that there was a section that was not copied when I copied it.

There are nearly a thousand words missing, now make up.

Don't worry, cuties, it won't take much to make up jjb

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Genji's side story from the cub's perspective comes here first.

The rest of the memories will be gradually unlocked according to the main storyline.

This memory is also drawn from the main text, and the fingerprint on the cub's neck in front is the culprit.

Ready to go to Shizheng

PS: Repeat again—you can’t trust Wu Zai’s memory completely! ! ! !

Believe me ah ah ah ah ah ah!

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