I rely on poisonous milk to save the heroine

Zhuo Yu adjusted his mood and decided to take some time to see Gu Fei, only she could calm the pain and darkness in his heart, otherwise he really didn't know why he would have to make false claims with this world.

Gu Fei has already returned to school. Although the parents of the two families are grieved as time goes by, they have gradually accepted the fact that Lu Mingzhu has left, so Gu Fei can get away and continue to focus on her studies.

There was also news from the senior brother, and he enthusiastically delivered the test report to Gu Fei himself.

Gu Fei was also very grateful for her senior brother's help, and after asking him not to tell other people about this matter, she decided to invite her senior brother to have dinner together.

The senior brother readily agreed, and Gu Fei called out the junior girls, and used the name of a dinner party as a dinner party to thank the senior brother.

After the junior girl arrived, the three of them were going to eat at the restaurant they often go to, when Zhuo Yu called.

"Xiao Fei, where are you now?"

Gu Fei hadn't seen him for a while, if there were no previous incidents, she would probably have called him over to have dinner together at this time, but at this time she didn't want Zhuo Yu to know.

"I'm at school and I'm planning to go to a restaurant with my friends for dinner. Do you have anything to do with me?"

Hearing her calm tone, Zhuo Yu felt a little sad in his heart. He had been thinking of Gu Fei all the time during the days they were separated, but Gu Fei always treated him like a friend who was okay to see and not to see. If this continues, he can really win Gu Fei heart?

Zhuo Yu put away her depressed mood, and said softly, "I haven't seen you for a while, I want to see you."

Gu Fei said, "Then I can treat you to dinner in the afternoon or in the evening."

Zhuo Yu sighed softly, "Alright, remember to call me when you are free."

Gu Fei answered and hung up the phone, and said to her junior and senior brother, "It's a friend's call, let's go."

The school girl is a quiet looking girl, and she speaks in a soft voice. A faint trace of frustration flashed across her face, and she asked nonchalantly, "Sister, did Mr. Zhuo call you? Do you want to ask him to come along?" Come over for dinner?"

Gu Fei glanced at the junior girl in surprise, "It's nothing, we haven't seen each other for a while, he probably wants to chat with me alone."

Although Xuemei and Zhuo Yu are very polite when getting along, Gu Fei can sense that the two of them don't seem to like each other. She is a little indifferent, but she is not without EQ. Knowing that the two of them will not get along, of course she will not bring them together again. .

The senior brother thinks the least, he is happy when someone treats him to dinner anyway, "Then let's go, I'm going to have a big meal today."

Gu Fei raised the corners of her lips, and when she smiled, her exquisite appearance like a jade carving added a bit of vitality, making her brighter and more attractive.

The school girl couldn't help looking at her for a while longer, even if the senior brother was not keen on Gu Fei's cold beauty, he couldn't help but sigh her beauty.

Although Gu Fei had complicated feelings towards Zhuo Yu, she didn't want him to wait any longer, so she called him immediately after eating and made an appointment at the stone bridge connected to a lake in the city center.

Zhuo Yu had already arrived at the destination one step ahead of her. When Gu Fei walked onto the stone bridge, he saw him looking at the distant scenery. There was a bit of melancholy on his handsome side face, and it seemed that he was hiding endless thoughts.

"You don't seem to be in a good mood." Gu Fei stepped forward and said.

"People will always encounter some troublesome things in life." Zhuo Yu smiled, because her heart that had been frozen by concern warmed her heart a little.

How nice it would be if you could be by my side forever.There was a trace of obsession and madness hidden in his eyes.

Gu Fei didn't notice anything, just thinking about his family situation, he probably knew what he was worrying about, and comforted him, "If you need my help, just tell me, I will definitely help you if you can."

Zhuo Yu stared at her deeply, "I need your company more than your help. Xiao Fei, when I need you in the future, can you be by my side?"

The tenderness and affection in his eyes surrounded him like a lake, and it was easy to get addicted to it.

Gu Fei didn't speak or didn't react, Zhuo Yu gently held her hand, "Xiao Fei."

Gu Fei almost instinctively withdrew her hand and took a step back. After doing this, she felt a little hurt and couldn't help but look at Zhuo Yu apologetically.

Zhuo Yu's recovered heart was frozen again by more stubborn ice, his expression immediately darkened.

Seeing his sad look, Gu Fei couldn't help but sigh, "I'm sorry. If you're in a bad mood, I'll walk around with you and treat you to dinner tonight. The more you hold on to some things, the more troublesome you will be." .”

Zhuo Yu knew that she was changing the subject, and her mood became more and more depressed, "You went to accompany your elementary school girl again this morning. Is she a little too dependent on you?"

Gu Fei said, "I took the initiative to ask her out for dinner, and there is also a senior brother who is a year older than us."

Zhuo Yu lowered his eyes, and there was a rare fragility on his face, which made people feel a little pitiful. He said in a lonely tone, "Sometimes I really envy your junior, you are really good to her."

Gu Fei said seriously, "She is my friend, of course I will take care of her, you are also my friend, I will help you if you have any difficulties."

This was not the answer Zhuo Yu wanted to hear at all, "Do we have the same position in your heart? Maybe she is more important to you than me?"

Gu Fei stopped walking, her clear eyes were stained with a little helplessness, "Should we continue this topic? There is no need to compare the feelings between friends."

Zhuo Yu also stopped to look at her, with a lonely and gentle expression, but also with endless expectations. In fact, Gu Fei's refusal just now was already obvious, but he always held a glimmer of hope in his heart.

"This is very important to me. In your heart, I will always be just one of the others, not the most important, not the most special. But I want to be the one who is unique to you."

Gu Fei felt troubled, "You are my brother and friend to me, no one will take your place."

Zhuo Yu took a deep look at her, and didn't intend to go on so tactfully, "Xiao Fei, don't you understand my feelings for you at all?"

He had never said it so bluntly before, afraid of being rejected, and hoped to get an answer, but now he couldn't stand it anymore.

Gu Fei was a little silent, she knew that Zhuo Yu liked her, she didn't notice it at first, but people around her reminded her explicitly, and she understood.

Originally, she believed that she might also have a little liking for Zhuo Yu, and she was already planning to accept his pursuit.But Lu Mingzhu's affairs have always been in the middle of them, and now it's such a situation, she finds that she doesn't have the energy to fall in love, and she can't be a qualified lover, at least at this stage.

For example, now, Zhuo Yu hopes that she can be special to him. Of course Gu Fei is special to him, but not the special one he wants.

She also felt that this was a good opportunity to speak up, and although it was hurtful, it was better than a vague attitude.

"I'm not a qualified love partner. Even if I fall in love, I can't meet the requirements of a lover in the general sense. I understand your intentions, but I can't accept them. Whether it's family matters or academic matters, I can't tell the difference. Heart to communicate with you."

Gu Fei said every word, earnestly and decisively, "So don't be angry or sad about my affairs anymore, you deserve a more gentle and caring girl.

If you need me, I will always stand by your side as a friend and help you. "

Zhuo Yu's face turned pale all of a sudden, like a piece of beautiful jade that was about to shatter, looking extremely fragile.

Gu Fei couldn't bear it, but her attitude remained unwavering.

Since childhood, not only her classmates and friends, but even her parents have said that her personality is too indifferent and indifferent, like a cold emerald that is hard to warm. When she grows up, it's okay to say that marriage may become a top priority.

There must be communication between two people in life, not for jewelry to be admired. No matter how beautiful she is, if she doesn't know how to interact and how to communicate with people, she will not be able to survive.That's why the parents were pleasantly surprised after Zhuo Yu appeared, thinking that she could tolerate themselves.

She used to have a crush on the brother next door, but now after reflection, she realizes that she doesn't want to fall in love or be attracted to Zhuo Yu, but because of various external factors, she thinks that she needs to fall in love, and Zhuo Yu is a very Perfect for the object of love.

Now that she has figured it out, of course it is impossible to delay Zhuo Yu anymore. She is already thinking about how to grasp the scale and not give Zhuo Yu any chance of illusions and misunderstandings. This is the best for them.

Although Zhuo Yu was ready to be rejected, when this moment came, he still felt cold and extremely painful. He froze in place with a pale face, and it took him a long time to say a word, "Xiao Fei , Is there something I'm not good enough for? I didn't mean to lose my temper with you, I..."

Gu Fei shook her head, "You're fine, you haven't done anything wrong, and it's not considered losing your temper at all. Even if you lose your temper, as a friend, I can tolerate you and take care of you. But I can't give you what you want. We We are all adults, we have to be responsible for our feelings, if we don’t like it, we don’t like it, I can’t lie to you.”

There was a turbulence in Zhuo Yu's heart, which crushed his heart, but when he looked at Gu Fei's flawless and unruffled face like ice jade, he knew that begging was useless. She had never changed for so many years, Once a refusal is spoken, it is never easily changed.

Zhuo Yu paused for a while before he forced a smile, "I understand, it's just that I can't let it go, so it's good if I can talk to you this time.

Xiao Fei, you can reject my love for you, but can you not stay away from me?Even if we can't be lovers, we are still best friends, right? "

Gu Fei hesitated for a moment. Of course she believed that Zhuo Yu was a friend, but she was afraid that a too close relationship would continue to give him false hopes, so she finally nodded.

Zhuo Yu showed a weary wry smile, "Today's matter... In short, I want to be alone for a while now, you go back first, I can't send you back."

Gu Fei glanced at him apologetically and worriedly, and nodded slightly.

Zhuo Yu looked at Gu Fei's leaving back, and the desire to destroy everything became stronger and louder in his heart, but reason restrained him and made him stand motionless like a sculpture.

Gu Fei can only be his. He will remove the obstacles between them one by one, whether it is her suitor or his own, and then slowly remove all the people she can rely on and trust, and cut off her Wing, in the end she can only belong to herself.

The seeds of darkness have long since sprouted and taken root.

Zhuo Yu didn't turn around until Gu Fei's back disappeared, and looked into the distance expressionlessly.

As for the pain I'm suffering now, let's use the blood of some eyesores to calm it down.

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