merit book

Zhou Yuan walked up with his head down, not paying attention to the existence of other people at all.

Too much pain and despair, already feel numb.

Her father passed away very early, and her mother who had no survival skills took her to remarry her current stepfather, Zhou Chengjun. After beating, she would only hug Zhou Yuan and cry, but never thought of leaving this man.

Zhou Yuan was also a slender and beautiful girl when she was a child.But from the age of 14, she found that her stepfather's attitude became more and more intimate, and the eyes he looked at her were as creepy as a hungry wolf, and sometimes he would be careless.Girls at this age already know a lot of things.Zhou Yuan knew that her mother could not be relied on, so in a panic, in order to protect herself, she ate all kinds of high-fat and high-calorie foods every day. In just a few months, she became so inflated that she couldn't even walk.

Since then, the stepfather's unspoken thoughts towards her have disappeared, but the domestic violence has become more and more serious, and sometimes he would grab her and beat her up for no reason.Zhou Yuan had a lot of friends before, but after getting fat, those people gradually became one who despises and ridicules her.

Which girl does not love beauty?Sometimes Zhou Yuan pinches the thick fat on his body and sees the dense white lines that appear because of the rapid weight gain, and secretly cries sadly.

Zhou Yuan's grades are actually very good, but "fat" and "stupid" are always connected together. Not only are her classmates ostracizing and ignoring her, but even her teachers and mother don't think much of her.

In the past, Zhou Yuan always thought that it would be fine if she went to college, she would be fine after leaving that home, and she would be fine after work... But now she feels that she can't last that long anymore.

Zhou Yuan leaned on the railing on the roof and looked out. Standing at this height, even if he didn't have acrophobia, he would still feel dizzy.But when Zhou Yuan thought of how painful her mother would be when she saw her dead body, and how scared and terrified the teachers and classmates would be at school, she felt a burst of vengeance.She sneered twice, combed her short hair with her fingers, adjusted her clothes, and suddenly thought of something, hurriedly took off Jin Yang's school uniform jacket, folded it neatly, and gently folded it with her hands. The folds on the top smoothed out, and he didn't want to let go for a long time, yearning for the temperature above.

When thinking of Jin Yang, she thought of the boy she had liked for a long time.She has always envied, envied the kind of pride and self-confidence that would still go its own way even if it was criticized by thousands of people. She looked up, yearned, and felt ashamed.She wrote down this feeling in her diary.It was the only light in her life, like a drowning man clinging to a piece of driftwood.

And this kind of mood was exposed to the public, just like she was torn naked and exposed in broad daylight.She would rather die than face the disgusting and contemptuous eyes the person she likes will look at her after knowing her feelings.

"If you want to jump off the building, I suggest you change the direction." A cold voice suddenly came from the side, "Because the following is the sanitation area of ​​our class."

Zhou Yuan couldn't help being so mean by others before he died, thinking about it, he jumped to the sanitation area of ​​your class to see what you would do, and raised his head angrily.

Zhou Yuan opened his mouth wide, with a dull expression on his face.

"Rong... Rong..."

Rong Yuan was standing not far from her, with his back to the railing, his elbows resting on the concrete platform, his black hair shone in the sunlight, his light brown pupils seemed to be standing above the clouds cold alienation.

Rong Yuan waited quietly for a few minutes, and then saw the girl come back to her senses, shut her mouth with a click, and wiped away the non-existent saliva, her eyes dodged, her expression was humble, and her back arched uncontrollably.

Looked even more stupid.

Zhou Yuan had already forgotten all about jumping off the building, and his mind was full of: When did he come?why is he hereHow long has he watched it?Did he know about that?do you know?Do not you know? ...

"If you don't want to jump off the building for the time being, can I ask you for a favor?" Rong Yuan said.

"What... what?" Zhou Yuan stammered.

Rong Yuan said: "Take a picture of Dr. Liu in the school infirmary and bring it back... Do you have a mobile phone that can take pictures?"

Zhou Yuan nodded blankly: "Yes." In order to make up for her daughter's guilt of being beaten and scolded by her husband, her mother secretly saved money to buy her a fairly trendy mobile phone.Although she knew that what her daughter really wanted was not this.

Rong Yuan waited for a while, saw that she was still standing on the side in a daze, and frowned: "What are you doing in a daze? Why don't you go soon?"

"Oh...oh!" Zhou Yuan trotted downstairs in a hurry.

……

In the infirmary, Dr. Liu was sitting on a chair, prescribing ointment for two girls with red and swollen cheeks, while softly comforting the sobbing girls.Just now when the head teacher asked about the cause and effect of the morning incident, the two girls insulted Zhou Yuan's tutor with words, and Zhou Chengjun caught them and slapped each of them several times.After that, several boys fought with Zhou Chengjun, and the girls used the strongest skill of summoning their parents.Now those boys, their parents and some school leaders have all gone to the principal's office, and only the two of them are still in the infirmary.

Under the comfort of the mature and handsome Dr. Liu, the two girls' mood gradually improved. There were still tears on their faces, and a smile appeared on the corners of their mouths.

With a "bang", the door was pushed open, and Zhou Yuan, who was covered in sweat, ran in panting, squeezed the two girls away, and restrained Dr. Liu who asked "classmate, what are you doing?" by virtue of his tonnage.

"Doctor, let's take a photo together." Zhou Yuan reluctantly explained, with one leg pressing on Dr. Liu's legs, and leaning over with his upper body, his elbow was stuck on the side of Dr. Liu's neck, which made his face turn blue.Zhou Yuan quickly took out his mobile phone, clicked a photo on Dr. Liu's face, said "I have to go first!" and ran away.

The two girls didn't understand what happened at all. Looking at Dr. Liu, who had crooked nose, slanted eyes, disheveled clothes, panting heavily, and looked devastated, he suddenly felt that he wasn't so handsome anymore.

"Doctor Liu, are you okay?" A girl asked sympathetically because she still has good feelings.

Dr. Liu's expression was gloomy as he thought about what happened just now, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong.He gave the two girls a gloomy look, and said, "The injury is fine, and it's time for you to go back to the classroom."

"Ah? But..." The girl didn't want to go back, she still wanted to hang out in the infirmary, so she didn't have to go to class all morning.

"Get out!" Dr. Liu shouted with an ugly face.

Adolescent girls can't stand being treated like this. The expressions of the two girls changed, and they snorted angrily and embarrassingly, "Just leave, what's the big deal!" They slammed the door and left.

Dr. Liu locked the door, turned around and opened a drawer that had been locked all the time, looking at the black briefcase inside with dark eyes.

……

Climbing from the first floor to the eighth floor again, Zhou Yuan, who had never been so active before, felt her lungs were burning, and she struggled to breathe. The last two floors were really "climbed" up with hands and feet.But when she was about to go to the rooftop, she still stood up straight, breathed steadily, wiped the sweat all over her face, smoothed her sweaty hair, and wiped her hands on her clothes before opening the door and going out .

Rong Yuan is looking at the sky, as if in a daze.Hearing the movement, he turned his head and looked over.

Zhou Yuan felt that his heart began to beat rapidly again, almost bursting out of his chest.She walked over with one hand and one foot, pulled out the photos on the phone, handed them to Rong Yuan, and said, "I, I, I took a picture."

Rong Yuan glanced at it, then took out a piece of paper and handed it to Zhou Yuan, asking, "Take a look, does he resemble this person?"

When Zhou Yuan saw it, it turned out to be a reward warrant issued by the Public Security Bureau. The police offered a reward of 3 yuan for the arrest of Jin Siping, a criminal suspect suspected of organizing, coercing, and deceiving others into buying and selling human organs.As for the photo of Jin Siping attached next to it, although it is fairer and fatter than Dr. Liu's now, and he doesn't wear glasses, but his facial features are very similar.

Zhou Yuan opened his mouth wide and looked at Rong Yuan, any ordinary middle school student who grew up in a peaceful campus would find it hard to imagine that such a dangerous person like an urban legend was lurking beside him.

Rong Yuan asked for her opinion: "Although I'm not sure yet, is it better to call the police now?"

"Oh, call the police." Zhou Yuan hurriedly took out his mobile phone, and explained the situation to the police incoherently. After hanging up the mobile phone, he was still in a fog, unable to understand the situation.

"Rongyuan, Jin Siping hurried out of the infirmary with all kinds of expressions, guessing that the possibility of escape is more than 90%." Pea's thin voice came into Rongyuan's ears.

Rong Yuan turned his head and asked Zhou Yuan: "How did you take the photo just now? You didn't startle the snake, did you?" He originally thought that Zhou Yuan would secretly take a photo, but he didn't expect that the "Doctor Liu" in the photo was obviously bullied. The appearance of a hard bow.

Zhou Yuan's face turned pale when he thought of the scene in the infirmary just now.

"If he is scared away, there will be a huge crowd, and it will be hard to find. What if he wants to make a fool of himself by knowing everything about the school?" Rong Yuan said worriedly.

In the face of beauty, Zhou Yuan's adrenaline soared, and without thinking, she patted her chest and said, "I can't run away! I'll keep an eye on him!"

After speaking, regardless of his sore legs and chest pain, he turned around and ran downstairs again.

Pea asked: "Rong Yuan, didn't you want to prevent her from committing suicide? Why did you give her the arrest warrant?"

Last night, the optical brain searched all night, and has locked more than 100 wanted criminals who are currently hiding in city A. Coincidentally, one of them is hiding in No. [-] under the guise of a school doctor.Rong Yuan brought the arrest warrant with him when he came in the morning, Pea thought that he was going to take advantage of the favorable location to capture him, and also get a reward to ease the current economic difficulties.

Rong Yuan smiled and said, "Look at her now, does she still want to commit suicide?"

On the roof, from a distance, Rong Yuan saw Jin Siping carrying a briefcase talking to the guard. After the two exchanged a few words, the guard controlled the electric retractable door to slowly open.Seeing that Jin Siping was about to go out, Zhou Yuan yelled loudly and hit Jin Siping's waist hard like a small cannonball, and then sat on top of Jin Siping to prevent him from getting up. The guards were stunned up.

On the highway, the rapid and sharp siren of the police car was getting closer and closer.

With one hand in his pocket, Rong Yuan smoothed his wind-torn hair with the other, and walked down from the rooftop.

"I'm not a psychiatrist. I won't explain her pain, and I won't make her understand the value of life. But I can let her see the scenery outside her narrow and cramped world, and let her understand , life can be far more turbulent and magnificent than she thought."

"If she still insists on dying, it means that the pain is too deep, and living is suffering instead. Then there is no need for me to stop it."

Rong Yuan finally said this to Pea.