merit book

Dai Ping was lying on the bed in the hotel with a faint smell, with his hands behind his head, looking at the ceiling, unable to fall asleep, and when he closed his eyes, he seemed to be able to see the smile of his wife Lu Ya.

He couldn't tell what he was thinking right now?Do you regret it?There is.guilty?There are also.After all, they were so in love once, and they also have a son.But at this time, the heart is more about relaxation and relief.

Dai Ping didn't even want to recall how he survived the past two years.

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Both Lu Ya and Dai Ping came from poor and white backgrounds. They were introduced to each other when they first started working. Although they were not very satisfied with each other at the beginning, Lu Ya was gentle and virtuous, and Dai Ping was gentle and considerate. There is nothing special to criticize, just try to get along with each other.After coming and going, as time went by, the relationship gradually heated up in the constant communication, and both parents were not picky people, so the marriage was put on the agenda.

It was just such an ordinary beginning, a very smooth process, without many family difficulties and social tests, not as ups and downs like TV dramas, just a very ordinary family formation, there are countless families in this world Both are born in the same process.Both of them have mature minds, and they are not looking forward to a vigorous love like teenagers and girls. They just hope to find someone who can be pleasing to the eye, support each other, and stay with each other for a lifetime.

True love comes after marriage.

After marriage, the husband and wife did not find any intolerable vices in the other party. On the contrary, the husband discovered that his wife had a tolerant and generous personality and superb cooking skills under her ordinary appearance, and she knew how to enjoy life; the wife saw her husband The thoughtfulness of taking the initiative to undertake most of the housework every day, and in order to take on the responsibilities of the family, he is preparing to apply for the civil service examination in Tangguo, and he studies hard every night.Every day, I seem to be able to discover new advantages in each other. Every day, I feel that the husband and wife become more in tune. Not only did marriage not let them enter the grave of love, but it made them truly taste the sweetness of love.

until that disaster happened.

Dai Ping and his wife didn't have much savings. They worked hard in big cities and had to spend money on everything except air. So after the car accident, they couldn't pay for medical treatment. However, they lived in small towns under the names of their parents. They all have houses, and if they sell all of them and borrow some money from relatives, they can barely make up for Lu Ya's treatment expenses.But in this way, it means that the parents of both parties will have to live without a fixed place for this, and they will owe a lot of foreign debts and don't know when they will be repaid. Lu Ya's treatment is not a one-off. The follow-up restorative treatment will cost a lot of money, even so, there is no guarantee that she will fully recover like a normal person...

After various considerations, they finally jointly made the decision to give up continuing treatment.

Since then, Lu Ya has changed.

She is full of resentment, thinking that everyone is sorry for her, she often calls and insults Dai Ping, and she doesn't care about her son.Because she was paralyzed in bed, she had to depend on her husband for everything in her life, so Dai Ping became all she relied on, and any change in her husband's mood would make her suspicious.She was afraid that Dai Ping would be seduced by some little vixen outside, and she would question him every day who he met and what he did, peek at his text messages and phone calls, search his clothes and shirts, and if she found one, it might just be because Wherever she sits with her long hair glued on, she will be hysterical and cry loudly.She is sometimes happy and sometimes angry, sometimes sad, and sometimes full of resentment, and this situation has not only not improved over time, but has become worse.Sometimes she received a call from a female colleague or friend to Dai Ping. Even if the caller was a 50-year-old female director of Dai Ping's work unit, she would suspect that the other party was seducing her husband, and hurled insults on the phone regardless.

Because Dai Ping felt guilty towards his wife, he was patient at first.But he has to go to work during the day, and when he finds time, he has to go home to cook three meals a day, take care of all the housework, take care of his wife and children, and always pay attention not to irritate his wife's fragile nerves with words. He is really too tired.However, his colleagues, relatives, and friends are full of praise for his persistence in his wife who became seriously ill, and because this incident has helped him a lot in various aspects, they are all watching him.His behavior made people around him believe that true love still exists in this world, but their "belief" created moral pressure, which prevented him from giving up on Lu Ya.He felt that he was enduring suffering every day since he opened his eyes. He could not see hope or future.

——Dai Ping, who only recalled from his own perspective, forgot that the decision to give up treatment was originally proposed by Lu Ya herself; she also asked for a divorce, and her son was brought up by Dai Ping, so that their life might be easier; after watching By the time Daipin was almost worn down by life, she had even attempted suicide, just hoping not to become a burden to them.

——When did Lu Ya start to look hideous?Maybe it was after the suicide attempt that made her realize the preciousness of life, and she had a strong desire for survival; maybe it was because she was trapped in a small room day and night, enduring loneliness, darkness, the shame of incontinence, what The sense of guilt and powerlessness that he could not do, all kinds of dark emotions gradually occupied the once kind and tolerant heart; perhaps, Dai Ping's inadvertent mood changes revealed that he began to regret, felt that she was a burden, and began to escape When confronting her, the growing disgust in her husband's heart destroyed her fortress of safety, made her despair, and made her constantly torture herself while torturing others.

But Dai Ping doesn't think about these things. From his own point of view, he just feels wronged and suffered all kinds of crimes in the past two years.In the past, he could only endure that kind of life, hoping that one day he would be free after Lu Ya died.But with those hundreds of thousands, he could start a new life.He doesn't expect to become rich immediately, but if the same money is used to treat Lu Ya's illness, it may not be able to cure him. After all, the treatment time has been delayed for two years, and it cannot solve their current debts and even their own The predicament of not having a house; if you don’t use it for medical treatment, even if you use the capital to start a small business, life will gradually get better, right?

After exonerating himself for a long time, Dai Ping's mood gradually improved with expectations for the future. He turned on the TV without feeling sleepy.

A documentary is playing on TV, a group of little penguins are waddlingly migrating with their parents.Dai Ping was somewhat interested. After watching for a while, the TV screen froze for a while. He thought it was the poor quality of the TV in the small hotel and was about to take a picture, when the picture jumped out again.

"Ah!!" Dai Ping jumped up from the bed with a scream, shrank to the wall and looked at the TV screen in horror.

——The new picture is not the little penguin, but the posthumous photo of Lu Ya and Dai Ping's son.In the black-and-white photo, the woman and the child were still staring at him with smiles on their faces.Seeing this kind of photo in the middle of the night is really horrifying and horrifying.

Dai Ping screamed and ran out the door. The owner of the hotel was lying on the front desk drowsy. Dai Ping grabbed him and couldn't explain what happened to him incoherently, so he simply dragged him into the room to watch.

On TV, several penguins fell into a ball stupidly.

"Why did you see the picture of your wife and son on TV? Are you dreaming?" The hotel owner shook off his hand, said something contemptuously, turned around, yawned and left.

Dai Ping was skeptical, but when he calmed down, he also felt that he must have just been sleepy and had a dream.However, he was still in shock, so he turned off the TV and fell asleep with his head covered.

Early the next morning, Dai Ping went to the front desk of the hotel to check out. Even though it was a dream, this hotel always made him feel hairy, and he dared not stay any longer.The hotel owner checked him out without hesitation.

The computer at the front desk has two monitors, one for the boss inside and the other for the tenants.Dai Ping waited for the check-out procedure, and looked at the display screen out of boredom. Unexpectedly, the display screen suddenly flashed and turned into a screenshot of a newspaper circled in red. The content was very brief. The news of the suicide of the youngest son was just yesterday morning.

Dai Ping's heart skipped a beat, and his scalp and spine felt numb for a while, and his hands on the front table began to tremble involuntarily.

"Hey! Hey! Don't be in a daze! This is your deposit, keep it!" The hotel owner knocked on the table impatiently and said, he had already called several times, and the person in front of him seemed to have lost his soul. His eyes were straight and unresponsive.

Dai Ping woke up with a start, and took the deposit with sweaty palms.He forced a smile, pointed to the screen and asked, "Boss, are you still showing news?"

"Don't let it go!"

The hotel owner said something bluntly, gave him a look of "you idiot", turned around and ignored him.

Dai Ping, with a pale face, didn't know how he got to the street. He wandered around like a ghost for a long time, and saw two phones beside the newsstand on the side of the road. I made a call, lowered my voice and lied that I was my friend, and asked about my family.

"Dai Ping has gone to nowhere, and has been unable to contact him... His wife committed suicide, and the child disappeared with him..."

Dai Ping's hands shook violently.

There is a small display screen on the phone that shows the number and time. At this moment, the news he just read is popping up on the display screen word by word, like black eyes blinking. with him.

……

"Dai Ping is dead." Pea reported the result with a low tone.

"Huh?" Rong Yuan made a questioning nasal sound.

"He rushed to the road and was hit by a car," Pea said.To be precise, it was Dai Ping who was almost driven crazy by the photos and news that followed him everywhere, and rushed to the road in a panic regardless of direction, but was hit by a speeding car and flew several meters away, and died on the spot.

"No trace left?" Rong Yuan asked.

Pea said: "No."

Dai Ping's last thought led to bad results, but he did more good things than bad things in the first half of his life, mainly because he didn't have the opportunity to commit crimes, so his negative merit is not considered high.

This time, because of Dai Ping, Rong Yuan was deducted nearly [-] yuan of merit because of the money that caused Dai Ping to go bad, the death of Lu Ya and the child, misuse of charitable funds, and so on.Of course, this is not much compared to Rong Yuan's tens of millions of merit points, but it is not a number that can be easily ignored. Dai Ping's death can only make up for it.The most important thing is that someone wasted his good intentions and caused losses, Rong Yuan couldn't swallow that breath without doing something.But when he saw Pea's sullen expression, he suddenly realized that killing Dai Ping was nothing to him, but as the tool spirit of "Book of Merit and Deeds", it might be unacceptable for Pea to do such a thing.

"Sorry." Rong Yuan felt apologetic, and said, "I won't let you do this kind of thing again in the future."

Wan Dou shook her head, and was about to say something, when suddenly she heard the sound of the door lock being unlocked, and hurriedly turned into a pen—since Jin Yang pointed out the problem with the earphones last time, Wan Dou consciously began to turn into a pen without Rong Yuan’s instructions. Different but common items.

Jin Yang opened the door and came in, said hello, and said, "Xiao Yuan, a child found me, claiming to be your younger brother, called Rong Yuanyuan, do you know?"

"Tell him to go." Rong Yuan said without thinking.