God, he's reborn

Lin Junguo accepted that Lin Zhao was gay, which was a great joy for Lin Zhao—he had already prepared for a long-term battle, but he didn't expect things to go so smoothly.

The road to coming out was so smooth that Lin Zhao often felt unreal that he was dreaming.

He knew that this was just the first step. As a gay, his road ahead would still be bumpy.But as long as he has the support of his family, he will be invincible no matter how rough the road is.

Chen Wan heard about Lin Zhao's coming out, and said enviously, "You're so lucky."

When he was a freshman, he came out to his family because of his ex-boyfriend, but he was beaten up by his father and kicked out of the house.

They said, if he doesn't change his mind, he won't be allowed to enter Chen's house!

But things like sexuality can't be changed just by changing them.

Although Chen Wan had expected this outcome when he came out, he would still feel sad when it really happened.

He thought that if he worked slowly, things would always turn around.But nearly two years have passed, and his parents still don't let him in the house, and they don't even answer his phone calls.

Lin Zhao didn't know how to comfort Chen Wan, so he could only say dryly, "They will accept you one day."

Chen Wan smiled and said, "I hope so."

He did not tell Lin Zhao that among the gays he knew who came out, some were severed from their families, some were imprisoned by their families, some compromised with their families, some were sent to mental hospitals, and some were even forced to death.

——And those who can be accepted by the family are really very few.

Not every pair of parents can accept that their child is gay. This has nothing to do with love or not. They just stubbornly believe that breaking the child is good for them.

Little did they know, it would just ruin their lives.

Although he came out successfully, in order not to make Lin Junguo feel uncomfortable, Lin Zhao never made any intimate gestures with Qin Muyang in front of him.

Lin Jinguo felt awkward seeing the two of them together at first, but after a long time, he got used to it.

One day, Lin Junguo called Lin Zhao to his side and asked him pretending to be chatting, "Xiao Zhao, who were you and Mu Yang chasing whom?"

Lin Zhao didn't expect him to ask this question, so he was taken aback for a moment and said, "I approached him first, but he confessed to being together first."

Lin Junguo nodded thoughtfully.After a while he asked again: "Mu Yang is a natural comrade, right?"

Lin Zhao hesitated and said, "It should be, otherwise he wouldn't be with me."

He felt strange and asked Lin Junguo, "Why are you asking me this all of a sudden?"

Lin Junguo's expression was a little subtle, but he still said seriously: "I read in the book that some non-gay people will get together with the same sex on impulse, but because they are not gay in nature, they may go back to marry and have children after the passion I heard you say that you were born gay, but I don’t know what happened to Mu Yang, so I’m a little worried.”

Lin Junguo came here to care about his relationship. Lin Zhao couldn't laugh or cry: "Dad, don't worry, Qin Muyang and I are fine. Even if we break up, it can't be because he is going to get married and have children."

Lin Junguo nodded and said "That's good" a few times.

Later, when Lin Zhao told Qin Muyang about this matter, he joked casually: "You are born crooked, right? If I lead you to crookedness, then I have committed a serious crime."

Qin Muyang thought for a while and said, "I may not be gay."

Lin Zhao's heart skipped a beat: "What do you mean?"

Qin Muyang looked at him and said solemnly, "I am Lin Zhaolian."

Lin Zhao didn't understand at first, but after he realized it, he was a little shy: "You are the only one who can talk."

The time passed, and Lin Zhao unknowingly ushered in the second winter vacation of his college career.

Because the house in City C has already been rented out, Lin Zhao and Lin Junguo planned not to go back, but to stay in City S for the New Year.

Although it was a new year in a different place, Lin Zhao didn't think there was anything wrong because he was with his family.But thinking that he and Qin Muyang will be separated for a while, he feels a little disappointed.

Although Qin Muyang didn't say anything, he could see that he was reluctant.He stayed in S City until the 28th of the twelfth lunar month on the grounds that "the studio has something to do."

Lin Zhao sent Qin Muyang to the airport, and gave him a bag before parting: "This is a New Year's gift."

"New Year's gift?" Qin Muyang opened the bag and took a look. The gift was packed in a box, but he couldn't tell what it was.

"Well, you can dismantle it when you go back." Lin Zhao pursed his lips, wanting to secretly kiss Qin Muyang.But there were too many people around, and he never found a suitable opportunity, "It's almost time, you go in."

"Okay." Qin Muyang said, put his index finger and middle finger together, tapped Lin Zhao's lips, and then tapped his own, "I'm leaving, goodbye."

Lin Zhao stroked his lips and waved to him, "Bye."

Qin Muyang turned around and walked in. Lin Zhao looked at his back and suddenly wanted to rush up and keep him.

But he didn't do that in the end, he just watched Qin Muyang go away quietly, and even smiled and waved at Qin Muyang when he turned his head one time.

Qin Muyang's figure finally disappeared, Lin Zhao put away the smile on his face, sighed and walked back.

Parting is always sad, but fortunately there is still meeting to look forward to.

On New Year's Eve, Lin Zhao called Chen Wan to his home to celebrate the New Year together.

Chen Wan was reluctant to come at first, for fear of disturbing the reunion of Lin Zhao's family.Lin Zhao persuaded him to come here with good words, and he politely bought a lot of things.

The New Year's Eve dinner for the three of them was very lively. Lin Zhao didn't tell Lin Junguo about Chen Wan's situation, but only said that the senior was busy and forgot to buy the ticket home.

Lin Junguo was always polite to Lin Zhao's classmates, and kept serving Chen Wan dishes, telling him to eat more.

It has been two years since Chen Wan celebrated the New Year with his family, and now that he was infected by the atmosphere, he immediately felt overwhelmed: "Thank you uncle, you can eat too."

After eating, Chen Wan helped Lin Zhao wash the dishes.After that, he chatted with Lin Junguo for a while, and when he saw that the time was almost up, he offered to leave.

Lin Junguo tried to persuade him to stay: "You will be alone when you go back, or else don't go back and stay here for one night."

Chen Wan wanted to refuse, but Lin Zhao persuaded, "That's right, senior, just stay here for one night. Anyway, you don't have anything to do when you go back, so we can still watch TV together here."

Chen Wan was a little moved, and asked hesitantly, "Will this bother you too much?"

Lin Zhao quickly said, "Don't bother, don't bother, it's lively when there are many people."

Chen Wan didn't want to go back to school and face the deserted dormitory, so she stayed.

The three of them sat on the sofa watching the Spring Festival Gala together, and Chen Wan could talk. Even if it was a program he wasn't interested in, he and Lin Junguo discussed it with gusto.

He held the phone in his hand and looked down from time to time, as if waiting for a call.

Lin Zhao knew what he was thinking, and said in a low voice, "If you want to fight, you can fight. You can go to the balcony."

"I called them a few times in the afternoon, but no one answered." Chen Wan smiled wryly and put away the phone. "They may really plan to cut off relations with me."

Lin Zhao wanted to comfort him, but it was a fact that Chen's father and mother had never contacted Chen Wan in the past two years, so he didn't know how to comfort him.

It was nearly twelve o'clock, and Lin Zhao saw that it was almost time, so he took out his mobile phone and went to the balcony to make a call.

Lin Junguo looked at his back and said to Chen Wan, "This kid is calling Mu Yang again."

Chen Wan didn't expect Lin Junguo to say this so naturally, and smiled and said, "This shows that the two of them have a good relationship."

Just as he was talking, the phone in Chen Wan's pocket suddenly vibrated.He looked at the caller ID and smiled.

"Xi Yan..." Chen Wan stood up, pointed to the balcony, and motioned for himself to go out.

Lin Junguo nodded and watched him go to the balcony.

There was a person standing on each side of the balcony. Although they couldn't hear what they were talking about clearly, they looked very happy from the look on their faces.

Lin Junguo looked back, and couldn't help sighing in his heart: It's nice to be young.

When the Spring Festival Gala ended, the two were still on the phone. Lin Junguo turned off the TV and shouted to the two young people, "It's 12:30, you guys go to bed early."

Lin Zhao responded with a "yes", and reluctantly said good night to Qin Muyang.

Chen Wan also hung up the phone. He raised his head and smiled at Lin Zhao.

The next day, Lin Zhao and Chen Wan made an appointment to hang out together.Qiu Xiyan naturally followed along.When he saw Lin Zhao, his expression was a little aggrieved: "Senior, aren't we two dating? Why did you bring him too?"

Lin Zhao said, "You're wrong, the senior and I came out to play, and I took you with me by the way."

Qiu Xiyan didn't believe it, so he asked Chen Wan for confirmation.

Chen Wan smiled and said, "I did make an appointment with Ah Zhao first."

Qiu Xiyan felt even more wronged immediately, drooping his ears like a bullied puppy.

Because it was the first day of the new year, the three of them planned to go to the temple fair.Eating and shopping along the way is not boring.

Qiu Xiyan took out the camera and kept taking pictures of several people.In order to retaliate, he secretly took some ugly photos of Lin Zhao, intending to send them back to Qin Muyang.

After all, it was a temple fair. Although they were not superstitious, they still planned to go to the temple.

This temple is very popular with incense, usually there are many people, but now there are even more people.

Chen Wan bought three sticks of incense, squeezed into the crowd to light the incense, and took Lin Zhao and Qiu Xiyan around.

The temple is very large, and the three of them turned around and turned to the temple where Guanyin sent his son.

Qiu Xiyan said that he would go in to pay respects, and tried to drag Chen Wan along, but was scolded by Chen Wan.

Lin Zhao watched from the side, and really felt that Chen Wan and Qiu Xiyan were together like a mother with a bear child.

When the three of them were about to leave, someone suddenly shouted from behind: "Xiao Wan?"

Chen Wan's body stiffened for a moment, and she raised her foot to continue walking forward.

The man raised his voice and called out "Chen Wan" again.

Chen Wan couldn't pretend not to hear this time, so she had to bite the bullet and stop, looking back at the man: "Senior, what a coincidence."

The man smiled and said, "So it's really you, I thought I was mistaken."

Chen Wan didn't want to greet him, so she said directly, "We're going to have dinner. If the senior has nothing to do, I'll leave first."

Lin Zhao was a little surprised, when did Chen Wan, who was always good at dealing with others, be so rude.

The man didn't care, he glanced at Lin Zhao and Qiu Xiyan: "Would you like to introduce your friend to me?"

Chen Wan was a little irritable, and couldn't even maintain a smile: "There is nothing to introduce."

The man's expression froze for a moment, then he lowered his head and whispered, "I know you're still blaming me, I'm sorry."

These words contained a lot of information, and Qiu Xiyan felt a sense of crisis, and stepped forward to protect Chen Wan behind his back: "Senior, who is this person?"

"Former alumni." Chen Wan didn't want to get entangled with that person, so she pulled Qiu Xiyan to leave, "Let's go back."

The man was still talking, when a woman came over: "Ah Jian, who are you talking to?"

The man named Ah Jian's expression changed slightly, and he took the woman's hand actively: "This is one of my juniors, Chen Wan, I mentioned it to you."

Chen Wan sneered, and said to the woman, "This is my sister-in-law. Hello, sister-in-law. I wish you and your senior a happy marriage for a hundred years and a baby boy soon. We still have something to do, so let's go first."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left.

Qiu Xiyan gave the man an unfriendly look, and followed him.

Lin Zhao was walking at the back, and heard the woman complaining, "Why are you acting like this, my schoolboy?"

The man replied: "I used to have some troubles with him, don't worry about it."

He said some good things again, and he made the woman happy in a while.