God, he's reborn

When Lin Zhao arrived in the classroom, he found that Qiu Xiyan hadn't come yet.He made a phone call, but the phone was turned off.

Lin Zhao put away the phone and asked Xu Xiangqian, "Has Qiu Xiyan returned to the dormitory?"

Xu Xiangqian said, "No."

Lin Zhao originally wanted to call Chen Wan, but the teacher had already started giving lectures, so he had no choice but to give up.

He sent a text message to Qiu Xiyan, asking him to call back after turning on the phone, and then put down the phone to start listening to the class.

Halfway through the class, the phone in the desk box vibrated suddenly.Lin Zhao took out his phone and found that it was Qiu Xiyan's text message: Lin Zhao, something happened...

What he said was vague, but Lin Zhao thought, since he can still send text messages, it shouldn't be a big deal: what happened?

It took a while to reply, only a few words: I slept with the senior.

Lin Zhao's heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't wait to send a text message, so he left the classroom under the pretext of going to the bathroom.

He dialed Qiu Xiyan's phone number, and as soon as the phone was connected, he asked eagerly, "What's going on?"

"I don't know," Qiu Xiyan's voice sounded a little tired, "I clearly remember that I was dreaming, but when I got up, I found the bed was dirty and there was blood on the sheets."

As a gay, Lin Zhao naturally knew the seriousness of the bleeding: "Is there a lot of blood? Is the senior still by your side?"

"Not much, the senior had left before I woke up."

Hearing that there was not much blood, Lin Zhao was a little relieved.

He scratched his hair, only felt that one head was two big: "Why did you have sex with the senior... Don't you like girls?!"

He brought Qiu Xiyan there, and he asked Chen Wan to take care of Qiu Xiyan.Now that something like this happened, he couldn't escape his responsibility.

Qiu Xiyan was silent for a while, and said in a casual way: "I like girls, but I also like seniors."

Lin Zhao was going to be mad at his words: "What the fuck do you mean? You like girls and seniors?"

"No, no, that's not what I meant," Qiu Xiyan hurriedly explained, "I used to like girls, but now I like seniors."

"Then you can't just put people to sleep!" Lin Zhao shouted excitedly.

People passing by cast strange glances, Lin Zhao calmed down and said, "Where are you now? I'll go find you."

Qiu Xiyan reported the address, Lin Zhao went back to the classroom to get the wallet, asked Xu Xiangqian and the others to help bring the schoolbag back, and then ran outside in a hurry.

Sitting in the taxi, Lin Zhao called Chen Wan, and as expected, the phone was turned off.He hung up the phone and wanted to call Qin Muyang, but found that the class had already started.

In the end, he sent a text message to Qin Muyang. He didn't say anything, just said that he was out and there was no need to wait for him for lunch.

Arriving at the place agreed with Qiu Xiyan, Lin Zhao angrily pulled a chair and sat down: "Tell me, what's going on?"

Qiu Xiyan said submissively, "It's exactly what I told you on the phone."

Seeing him like that, Lin Zhao wanted to cut off his flesh: "You can't even tell the difference between reality and dream?"

Qiu Xiyan shrank her neck and said in a low voice, "I later realized it wasn't a dream, but I couldn't stop."

"You!" Lin Zhao was furious, but he held back, "How did the senior react at that time?"

"He resisted." After Qiu Xiyan finished speaking, seeing Lin Zhao's face turned ugly, he added, "But it's not very strong."

"No matter how hard he resists, as long as he resists, it means that he doesn't want to have sex with you. And if you force sex with him, it is rape."

Qiu Xiyan was frightened by Lin Zhao's stern look: "Then...then what should I do?"

Lin Zhao sighed and rubbed his temples: "What do you want to do?"

Qiu Xiyan said: "I want to be with my senior."

Seeing that Lin Zhao was about to explode, he hurriedly said, "I like senior, I really like it!"

Lin Zhao asked, "Do you know what liking is?"

Qiu Xiyan nodded and said, "I want to see him, I want to kiss him, I want to hold hands with him, and I want to do intimate things with him. I'm happy when I see him, and I miss him when I don't see him. I'm happy when he's happy, and he's happy." I am sadder than anyone else. Ever since I fell in love with him, I have become a sentimental poet and could write a whole volume of poems about him."

Lin Zhao recalled that he seemed to be in the same mood when he liked Qin Muyang at the beginning, but he was not as artistic as Qiu Xiyan.He took a sip of water and asked again, "Why do you like Senior?"

"Because he is very kind to me." Qiu Xiyan clasped his fingers and said in a low voice, "Because I was spoiled by my family since I was a child, I don't know how to behave in the world, and my words often offend others. Although everyone doesn't say anything on the surface, they are secretly alienated I."

"But the senior is different." Speaking of Chen Wan, Qiu Xiyan's eyes lit up, "Not only will he not throw a face at me because I speak badly, but he will also help me when I say something wrong and offend others. .He often brought the topic over in a few words, really amazing. Gradually, I fell in love with him."

As a bystander, Lin Zhao wanted to tell Qiu Xiyan that Chen Wan treated everyone like this, not just him.

But seeing Qiu Xiyan's idiotic expression, he held back his words again: "You have to think clearly, this road is not easy to walk."

"I think clearly," Qiu Xiyan said with a firm gaze, "No matter how difficult it is, I want to be with my senior."

"Okay," Lin Zhao said, "I'll help you check out the tone of the senior."

"Really, Ah Zhao?" Qiu Xiyan showed a surprised expression, wanting to hug him, "You are so kind!"

Lin Zhao pushed Qiu Xiyan away, and said indifferently, "Don't touch me, you gay."

Chen Wan's phone call still couldn't get through, Lin Zhao thought that he was bleeding later, so he ordered Qiu Xiyan to go to the pharmacy to buy some medicine.

It was almost noon, Lin Zhao took these medicines and went directly to Chen Wan's bedroom.

Chen Wan's dormitory is a three-person room, and the other two moved out to accompany their girlfriends.Therefore, Chen Wan was actually the only one living in the dormitory.

Lin Zhao knocked on the bedroom door, and sure enough, he heard Chen Wan's voice from inside: "Who is it?"

Lin Zhao responded, "Senior, it's me."

There were rustling voices in the dormitory, and after a while, Chen Wan opened the door: "Ah Zhao, why are you here?"

Lin Zhao handed the porridge to Chen Wan: "I'll bring you the meal."

Chen Wan's smile froze for a moment, but soon returned to normal: "Thank you, I've made up my mind."

Lin Zhao handed him the medicine again and said, "This is the medicine Qiu Xiyan bought for you."

Chen Wan couldn't keep the smile on her face: "You know everything?"

Lin Zhao nodded.

Chen Wan was silent for a while, then said, "Come in and talk."

When Lin Zhao walked into the dormitory, he found that Chen Wan's walking posture was very unnatural.He put the porridge on the table and took a thick cushion and put it on the chair before he dared to sit down.

Lin Zhao had heard it a long time ago that if he did it for the first time, Ling would be easily injured, but this was the first time he saw such a tragic situation in reality.

Recalling the first time between him and Qin Muyang, he really didn't feel anything.I don't know whether it is Qin Muyang's good technique or his good physique.

Chen Wan asked Lin Zhao to sit down, and asked him, "Did Qiu Xiyan call you here?"

"No, I came by myself." Lin Zhao said and looked outside the door, "Qiu Xiyan is also here."

"He came to apologize?" Chen Wan tapped the table lightly, and said, "Tell him no need, isn't it just getting fucked? I'll just treat it as a one-night stand."

Lin Zhao didn't expect Chen Wan, who was always gentle and refined, to say these words, and was taken aback for a moment: "No, he came to confess his love."

"Confession?" Chen Wan was stunned this time, "Is he too much stimulated and stupid?"

Lin Zhao felt that today's Chen Wan was very different from usual, and was a little worried: "Senior, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Wan wiped her face: "I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood."

"No, senior, you don't have to say sorry, we are sorry for you." Lin Zhao said, "Now Qiu Xiyan is outside, you can beat him and scold him if you want, or tell him to get out if you don't want to see him That's fine too. But anyway, don't hold your breath in your stomach alone."

Chen Wan shook her head, smiled wryly and said, "I'm not angry because of this, I'm angry with myself."

"I'm also responsible for what happened last night."

Lin Zhao was confused: "Huh?"

Chen Wan suddenly asked: "You know I like men, right?"

Lin Zhao nodded.Although there are no homosexuals around him, as a gay, he still has the radar to find the same kind.

"I had a boyfriend and it's been half a year since we broke up, but I still like him. Some time ago, I heard from his friends that he was getting married... To be honest, I'm very sad. It's much more depressing, just I need to vent..." Chen Wan turned her head and looked straight at Lin Zhao, "So what happened last night was not unilateral coercion, but mutual consent."

Lin Zhao opened his mouth halfway, not knowing how to react.

When he heard Qiu Xiyan say that Chen Wan didn't resist very much, Lin Zhao thought that Qiu Xiyan had a chance.After all, Qiu Xiyan was drunk at that time, if Chen Wan really wanted to resist, she would not be able to defeat him.

But now hearing what Chen Wan said, Lin Zhao knew that Qiu Xiyan had absolutely no chance.There is already someone you love deeply in your heart, and it is more decisive than not liking.

Lin Zhao was silent for a while, and finally asked: "Since you already have someone you like, why do you want to have sex with Qiu Xiyan?"

"Azhao, you are really too simple." Chen Wan laughed, "Who said that if you like someone, you can't sleep with others? Like is liking, sex is sex, the two are not contradictory."

"But if someone you like sleeps with someone else, isn't that a betrayal?"

"Betrayal? Oh, what betrayal... In the gay circle, there is no so-called loyalty at all. If you agree, you will make an appointment, and if you don't agree, you will break up. Who can spend the rest of your life with whom? When it is time to enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself in time, and wait until you are old." , get married and have children, but you can't enjoy it so unscrupulously."

Hearing these words from the senior who has always been respected, Lin Zhao felt that his world view was about to collapse: "But...isn't it harmful to marry a woman and have children when you obviously like men?"

"Yes, everyone knows that this is harmful, but what can be done? The society is like this, if you don't get married and have children, you are an outlier. In order not to be an outlier, everyone has to follow the social trend."

Lin Zhao didn't realize that the topic of the two had deviated, and retorted seriously: "I don't want to be a different kind, so I want to be a scum? Senior, you are also gay, you should know how miserable the same wife is? What did they do wrong? Why should we sacrifice our lives for our 'normality'? No matter how many difficulties gays have and how much discrimination they have suffered, gays who cheat on their marriages are scum! Your misfortune is not a reason for you to hurt others!"

After finishing speaking in one breath, Lin Zhao realized that he was too excited.He looked at Chen Wan, but saw the other party smiling.

"It's really nice of you to be a good boy." Chen Wan patted Lin Zhao on the head, and didn't continue the topic. "Go and tell Qiu Xiyan that I won't be with him." He paused and turned to Lin Zhao. Zhao made a playful expression, "Don't worry, I won't be with any woman either."

When walking out of Chen Wan's bedroom, Lin Zhao received a text message from Qin Muyang: Are you done with your work?I'm in the halal restaurant, and I ordered your favorite shredded chicken.

Looking at the text message, Lin Zhao suddenly felt lucky.

——In a chaotic circle, he met the right person.