Efforts to kill the enemy is not as good as the full level of tea art

"Brother Zhuo! Brother Zhuo!"

Once out of the tent, Zhuo Yue strode forward, leaving everyone far behind.Calling his name, Li Changxing strode after him and grabbed his arm: "Don't go!"

Zhuo Yue turned back and slapped him without saying a word.

The soldiers following behind Li Changxing were shocked, and they were about to step forward while shouting angrily, but Li Changxing sternly reprimanded them, "Back off!"

Everyone hesitated, Zhuo Yue swept his eyes and said coldly: "Go away."

The auras of the two of them were equally majestic and compelling, and the soldiers had no choice but to step back a few steps and wait for an opportunity.

Zhuo Yue glared at Li Changxing fiercely: "You did it on purpose. Just now in the king's tent, you forced me to express my opinion."

Li Changxing twitched the corner of his mouth indifferently: "Yes."

"You fucking—"

"So what's your answer?" Li Changxing looked at him deeply.

Zhuo Yue gave a sudden pause.

"If Wu Ri Gendase hadn't interrupted me at that time," Li Changxing's eyes flickered, "how would you answer?"

The anxiety that made his fingertips tingle just now returned instantly.Zhuo Yue pinched his palm hard, and said with a sneer, "What do you mean by asking me? In the situation just now, you clearly forced me to a corner, and forced me to give up all retreats and stay by your side. What's the point of asking so much?"

His heart was full of mixed feelings, and his disappointment and pain were even more turbulent. He couldn't help but said, "When... did you start thinking so deeply about me?"

That's right, he always knew that Li Changxing was a bloodthirsty wolf.Although the wolf was cunning and vicious by his side before, it never showed its fangs to him.When he was in Danji city, Li Changxing was even willing to personally replace those civilians and risk his life to blow up the enemy's granary. At that time, Li Changxing seemed to be no different from the ordinary soldiers who threw their heads and blood.

When they first met, Zhuo Yue was secretly shocked by Li Changxing's coldness and selfishness which was different from ordinary people.But later Li Changxing proved with his own actions that he could also integrate into the life of the military camp like everyone else.Zhuo Yue gradually let go of his guard against him, and later as the two fell in love, Zhuo Yue's whole heart was filled with his thoughtfulness and sweetness, and he even forgot what Li Changxing looked like when they first met .

But just now in the camp, when Li Changxing asked that sentence in front of everyone, a long-lost chill instantly rushed into Zhuo Yue's heart.

It turned out that Li Changxing had never changed.

This is a wolf.It is a wolf that shows its fangs without leaving a way out, as long as it can achieve its goal, even with its closest relatives and loved ones.

It was he who let his guard down.It was he who gave this wolf cub the opportunity to get close, and he exposed his most fatal weakness to his fangs, and now he can only be slaughtered by mermaids.

He thought that no matter how good Li Changxing was, he would not play tricks or tricks on him.

What a complete fool he was.

Hearing Zhuo Yue's question, the corners of Li Changxing's eyes twitched suddenly.He clenched his teeth and sneered uncontrollably: "Are you blaming me, Brother Zhuo? That's right, I've always been like this. Do you regret it now? Regret falling in love with me?"

He took a step closer to Zhuo Yue, and said hoarsely, "I was willing to keep pretending for you, pretending to be a good person, pretending to be dedicated, pretending to be selfless, as long as it makes you happy, I don't care what I do. But who told you—— "

He pinched Zhuo Yue's chin and growled, "——who told you to push me back into this gutter!"

"Let me go!" Zhuo Yue struggled desperately.

Li Changxing held him back with his backhand, his eyes were cold and stern: "Speaking of which, I still have to thank you, if you hadn't brought me back here, I would still be foolishly trying to pretend to be cute to please you, it's a waste of effort! It was Wu Ri Geng Tase who reminded me that if you want to get what you want, you have to do everything you can to press hard, leaving no room for yourself or others! So you answer me now—"

"—What was your answer just now!"

Zhuo Yue's jaw was in severe pain, and there seemed to be a place in his body that hurt more, but he was dazzled by the rage, and he had no time to feel it.He broke Li Changxing away with both hands, raised his head and roared angrily: "I am from the Central Plains! I am from the Lou Family Army! My surname is Zhuo and my name is Yue. I was born in the Central Plains and grew up in the Central Plains. I am also a ghost of the Central Plains when I die! This is your answer." , are you satisfied?!"

Li Changxing staggered a step, and looked at Zhuo Yue with gloomy eyes.

"Oh." After a while, his pale lips moved slightly, and he chuckled, "I guess so."

Zhuo Yue's chest seemed to be crushed by a huge boulder, and it became difficult to breathe. He looked at the people who were close at hand, but he seemed to see the boundless night.

"Don't try to force me, Li Changxing." He seemed to be exhausted, but he stopped his words, "I hate others to force me. You have never changed, and I have never changed. You should understand I am a person. Use these insidious methods again...don't blame me for being ruthless."

The howling wind of the grassland blew between the two of them.It's only a few steps away, but it's like a mountain and a sea across the sky.

Dead silence froze between their silently glued eyes.In the dark night, he could not see Li Changxing's expression clearly, and a gloom as thick as black water was engulfing them.

Where did the brilliant galaxy that once flowed thousands of miles above their heads go now?

At this moment, Zhuo Yue heard applause.

Turning around, I saw Wu Ri Geng Tase pushing the eldest prince's wheelchair, who came behind them at some point, laughing lazily and applauding, jokingly saying: "It's better to come early than to come early. It's such a wonderful show." play."

Enemies are extremely jealous when they meet each other.Zhuo Yue looked at him coldly, without saying a word.

Li Changxing was not looking at Zhuo Yue, and walked straight to Wu Rigeng Dase, and said in a hoarse voice, "Let's go."

Wu Ri Geng Dase glanced at Zhuo Yue again with a smile, handed over the eldest prince's wheelchair to his subordinates, and left side by side with Li Changxing.

Zhuo Yue looked at the back of them leaving, and couldn't help being in a trance.

The eldest prince who had been wandering off his mind fixed his eyes on Zhuo Yue at this moment, hesitated for a while, and said: "Do you...do you need someone to take you back?"

Zhuo Yue came back to his senses, took a deep breath and smiled calmly: "No need."

He turned around, supported himself, and walked in the opposite direction to Li Changxing step by step.

He didn't need the sympathy of a prairie man yet.

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Zhuo Yue staggered back into the tent and collapsed on the felt.

The cold disappointment engulfed him like a drowning tide, making it hard for him to breathe.

Day and night together, Zhuo Yue thought that Li Changxing had slowly forgiven him, the gap between the two caused by the Yulin Pass battle was slowly being repaired, and the future was bright.

But until this moment, he realized a chilling reality:

Li Changxing didn't trust him.

This child who grew up in the mud of intrigue looked at everyone and things around him with wary and suspicious eyes, built up his defenses high, and wrapped himself tightly with intelligence and ruthlessness as a shell.

In the process of the two falling in love, Li Changxing had gradually relaxed his guard and exposed his softest side to him.But it was also him who stabbed the soft but fragile trust with his own hands.

When faced with Wu Rigeng Tase's threat, Li Changxing begged to face it with him, but he refused.

He did not choose to stand with Li Changxing.

He said: Why do you always force me to make decisions?

He said harshly: I was reborn with you because of bad luck.Had I known today, I would have been shot dead by the Hudas early in the morning.

He asked Li Changxing back: On one side are the lives of 2 people, and on the other side are your uncle.How do you think I want you to choose?

It was because he had too many things he couldn't let go of, self-doubt, self-abandonment in the conflict, pain, and entanglement, and he severely betrayed Li Changxing's trust.

Today's Li Changxing still loves him.But the disintegrated intimacy and trust between the two were irretrievable after being hurt.

The relationship of mutual trust is like silk in summer and cotton-padded clothes in winter, which makes people feel comfortable, relaxed and warm; but love without trust is like a body covered in thorns and thorns, the closer you get, the more blood will be hurt each other dripping.

He was angry that Li Changxing used that extremely despicable method to force him to submit, but there was nothing he could do.

What happened now, is it not his own fault.

Zhuo Yue hugged his head hard, and gasped in pain.For the first time in his life, he even hated his own background, and even more hated the responsibilities and shackles he had to shoulder.

Why did he have to be born in the army?Why did he fight and carry the lives of his soldiers on his shoulders?Why did Lou Changfeng trust him so much?And why did those brothers follow him?

If only... if only he was a good-for-nothing.

No one is waiting for him to go back, and no one has expectations for him.Will he be able to hug the young man who was severely hurt by him without any scruples?

Zhuo Yue shook his head violently and stood up.This tent is full of Li Changxing's aura, and as long as he thinks that Li Changxing and Wu Rigendase are discussing some secret conspiracy now, his chest is full of panic, and he can't stay here for a moment. .

He strode out of the tent, stood blankly in the night wind for a moment, then walked slowly towards Lou Chuiyun's tent.

There was a light in Lou Chuuyun's tent, and as soon as Zhuo Yue entered, he was overwhelmed by the strong smell of alcohol inside, and said in surprise, "What are you doing?"

There were already a few small wine bottles empty on the ground, and Lou Chuiyun spread them out on the felt, staring blankly at the ceiling, and there was an open wine jar beside him.

He turned his head, glanced at Zhuo Yue who was at the tent opening with slack eyes: "...What are you doing here?"

Zhuo Yue didn't say a word, picked up a jug of wine and drank it, when the spicy wine rolled down his throat, it strangely soothed the trouble in his heart.He fell down and sat beside Lou Chuyun, and took another two sips, letting the liquor mess up his thoughts.

After the two sat quietly for a while, Zhuo Yue said, "Hulan Mulun?"

Lou Chuiyun's eyes were empty, and it took a while before he said "um".

"I'm going to ask him why he refused to save me..." He murmured, "Hey, I'm really asking for fun."

Zhuo Yue drank the wine mechanically: "His heart is cruel. It's no surprise if he doesn't save you."

Lou Chuiyun snorted half-crying, shook his head and said: "No, he is a very good person, he was obviously a very good person before...you don't know, it's because you didn't see...you only saw him The way he looks now..."

He was talking gibberish, the words didn't convey the meaning, and finally his voice gradually disappeared.

In the thoughts that were slowed down by the spirits, Zhuo Yue vaguely heard him finally softly say: "...Why am I not Lou Chuiyun..."

Zhuo Yue closed his eyes, he also felt confused and helpless.

Love is such a flawless and beautiful thing, but it happens to only exist in this secular world of fireworks.In the two dilemmas, people are caught in a dilemma, their behavior is inappropriate, and they cannot become lovers who fly to the fire, nor can they be ordinary people who can do a job with ease.

In the end, there was only a lot of heartbreak and hesitation left.

The author has something to say: Well, the most abusive chapter is here, okay?Not so cruel, right? (mother's face)

This wave is going very fast~ It is estimated that it will be over in two more chapters.The main reason is to push them, so the essence of abuse is to heal!whee