Efforts to kill the enemy is not as good as the full level of tea art

In the last days before the war, Zhuo Yue fell into extremely painful emotions.

He was under unspeakable pressure.As long as he thought that Li Changxing was still in the barracks, he felt that the lives of 2 people in the army were tied to his throat, suffocating him.He couldn't sleep at night, and couldn't eclipse the sun. Almost every moment, he was desperately thinking about how Wu Rigendase would defeat them.

The tense mood also affected the way he trained soldiers.In the past, although his military training was strict, he was not harsh, but now he is almost to the point of harshness.The soldiers in the Chinese army were originally the elite among the 2 people, but even so, they couldn't keep up with the intensity of his training.

Because the training was too fierce, Wang Rong was provoked.

"Brother, it's been a little too tight lately." He hooked Zhuo Yue's shoulder and said, "I understand that you young people are inevitably nervous after experiencing a big battle for the first time. You can get used to it and you'll be fine. Don't worry." Put too much pressure on yourself."

Facing his comfort, Zhuo Yue could only smile wryly.Where does Wang Rong know where his real pressure lies?

The entire barracks - and even the entire world - no one could understand his suffering... except Li Changxing.

But he and Li Changxing no longer spoke.

After confessing that day, Zhuo Yue began to train and patrol like crazy, while Li Changxing was also silently doing the work at hand.Zhuo Yue overheard Xiao Bing's discussion by chance, saying that Sentinel Li would go out of the camp on his own to investigate recently, and sometimes he didn't return until late at night.

Presumably, he was also worried day and night because of the threat of Wu Ri Geng Dase.

Sometimes Zhuo Yue couldn't help but find it funny when he thought about it.The two of them, obviously in the same military camp, obviously had the same thing in mind, but they avoided each other at the same time, and they didn't even dare to take a look at each other.They were obviously the only people in the whole world who could understand each other, but now they ended up being speechless.

Days passed by day by day, Zhuo Yue's eyes were already black and blue.

I don't know... He has no idea how Wu Ri Gendase will win Yulin Pass.

It will be October [-]rd soon.Will Uri Geng Tase be as he said, showing no mercy to his own nephew?This time, can he still escape the clutches of fate?If possible, should he forgive Li Changxing; if not...

If not, how long would he and Li Changxing have left?

Will this period of avoiding each other and tormenting each other be their last time together?

Stress, pain, confusion, helplessness.

Everything is tormenting Zhuo Yue.

The brothers who were close to Zhuo Yue were not blind either, they could clearly see that he was out of his mind.Zhang Laohei and others came to ask in turn, quarreled and forced to ask, but they didn't find out why, and they all turned around and left in anger.

Zhuo Yue also thought about it, and simply told everyone the cause and effect.But what about after that?If Zhang Laohei and the others agreed to keep Li Changxing, wouldn't his guilt be shared by everyone?If they don't agree, can he really send Li Changxing away?

After all, it has nothing to do with others.

Still his mind was in a mess and it was difficult to make a decision.

Today, he was feeding Chun brother in the tent, when suddenly Guan Ximing came to him.

"Brother Zhuo." Guan Ximing's eyes sparkled, and he seemed a little excited, "Do you have time now, I have something to ask you."

Zhuo Yue cheered up and smiled at him: "What's the matter?"

Guan Ximing scratched his head: "Just now I was practicing arrows on the school field, and General Wang Rong happened to pass by. He looked at me for a while and asked me if I was under your account. I said yes, and then he praised me for my good arrow skills. "

Zhuo Yue stared at him blankly, but didn't realize what he wanted to say for a while.

"Then General Wang Rong said that he thought I could be a gunner." Guan Ximing seemed a little embarrassed, blushing and smiling, "I, I said I don't know, I have to ask your opinion, It depends on whether you agree or not. Brother Zhuo, look at this... can I do it?"

In the past year, Guan Ximing has grown the slowest among the brothers.Everyone else has at least been promoted to sentry officer, but he is still just an ordinary rattan player.

Indeed, if he can really become a gunner, it will be of great benefit to Guan Ximing's promotion.

If he had heard Guan Ximing's question a few days ago, Zhuo Yue would have readily agreed. After all, he had long wanted to give Guan Ximing a chance to go to the battlefield.

But now...

"Brother Zhuo?" Guan Ximing looked at his uncertain face, feeling a little uneasy, "What's wrong? I'm not qualified yet."

Zhuo Yue took a long breath, feeling a dull pain in his heart, and every word he uttered made him feel unbearable: "Xiaoguan... why don't you wait a little longer."

If Guan Ximing is promoted now, he will definitely be at the forefront of the Battle of Yulin Pass.The other brothers, Zhuo Yue, were not worried, but Guan Ximing, his kung fu and martial arts were not yet able to protect himself.Originally, Zhuo Yue could still protect him, but now Zhuo Yue himself was exhausted because of Wu Ri Geng Dase's affairs, and he had no energy to protect Guan Ximing.

He could have lost so much.

Can no longer take Guan Ximing's risk.

Guan Ximing's face turned pale instantly.He didn't seem to expect that Zhuo Yue would refuse, he stood a little at a loss, and stammered and asked: "Why, why? Is it because my kung fu is not strong enough?"

Zhuo Yue whispered "Mmm".

"But General Wang Rong—"

"Xiao Guan!" Zhuo Yue closed his eyes in pain, "Can you—can you just listen to me this time? Okay?"

Can you stop forcing me.Don't make me choose again.

...don't stress me out.

Guan Ximing stood in front of him, silent for a long time.

"I just want to go to the battlefield with you." After a long while, he whispered, "Seeing you go out and come back, but I live in the back... I know I am weak, but I am not a coward, I am also a coward." I don't want others to think that there is a coward among your Zhuo Yue brothers."

"...but maybe like you said, I'm not qualified enough."

Guan Ximing smiled dully, and said in a low voice, "Take a rest, Brother Zhuo, I'm going out first."

He turned and walked away without a sound.

Zhuo Yue sat on the spot with his head bowed for a while, then suddenly kicked the table flying.

Brother Chun let out a sharp howl in fright, jumped up and hugged Zhuo Yue's trousers tightly, and looked up at him vigilantly.

Zhuo Yue took a long breath, raised his head and closed his eyes.

The author has something to say: continue to feel sorry for the two~