Efforts to kill the enemy is not as good as the full level of tea art

When he heard that Zhuo Yue was badly injured in his sleep in Danji City, Li Changxing still felt a little unbelievable-why he can't stop muttering when he's injured like that?

But when it really came to this day, Li Changxing realized that he really couldn't control it.

The body that had been disguised when awake collapsed in severe pain and fragility.The past events and memories that he dared not look back on weekdays rushed to him across the ruins of the wall, drowning him like a boundless sea.

Below you is the sea of ​​the past, above your head is the emptiness of the present.He floats and sinks in the vast ocean, ups and downs without support.

Vaguely, he seemed to see the prairie in the darkness of night, and the flames ignited soaring in an instant, the horses galloped, screaming and killing, and the clansmen fled in all directions like lambs waiting to be slaughtered.But when he turned around, he saw a beautiful Central Plains woman wearing a large black robe meandering, her back disappeared behind the thick felt curtain in an instant.When the curtain fell, a string of strange singing voices floated into his ears.

He stood there in a daze.With the sea of ​​fire in the left hand and the homeland in the right hand, in the pain and helplessness, watching the flying fire all over the sky and the ethereal singing blend with each other, dyeing the picture of memory into gray.

His tears have dried up.Then he heard a voice whispering in his ear, "Let's go."

But this time I don't want to run away.

But this time it was not an escape.said the voice.The way to go is the way to return. When there is a day to go, there must be a return date.

...When there is a day to go, there must be a date of return...

He suddenly became excited.

All the pictures subsided slightly, and the pain was everywhere.He gradually pulled away from the dream, felt his heavy eyelids, and then slowly opened his eyes.

The house was lit, maybe only one lamp was lit, but it was still very glaring to someone who had just woken up.Li Changxing panted slightly, blinked heavily, turned his head with difficulty, and saw Zhuo Yue who was sitting on the head of his bed.

The clothes on Zhuo Yue's upper body were loosely draped, revealing strong and beautiful muscles on his chest, and the clear and smooth clavicle line connected to his shoulders and neck like distant mountains, which was extremely beautiful.But at this time, a thick bandage was tied from the right shoulder to the left chest, with some bloodstains oozing from the surface, and it seemed that he had suffered a serious injury.

He was playing with something lightly in his hand.Li Changxing saw that it was the gilt jadeite chain that had been hanging on his chest.

Zhuo Yue turned his head, happened to meet Li Changxing's eyes that had just opened, raised his eyebrows and said, "Are you awake?"

"... Zhagan people—"

"I was beaten away. You are injured now, don't think so much." Zhuo Yue poured him a glass of water, "Take it easy."

Li Changxing drank his saliva and finally felt better.During this process, Zhuo Yue sat by the side with his chin resting on his back and looked at him silently, not knowing what he was thinking.

Li Changxing couldn't help stretching out his left hand, and gently pressed Zhuo Yue's cheek, stroking silently.

Zhuo Yue didn't move, and looked back at Li Changxing quietly.His eyes are neither charming nor beautiful, but the dark and bright pupils are like thousands of mountains after the first snow, and the clear and cold winter sky, clean and open without any impurities, making people want to follow him .

At this moment, Li Changxing stared into those dark eyes and said softly, "It's good that you're fine."

Zhuo Yue didn't say a word, turned his head to avoid the hand on his face, and hung the pendant back on Li Changxing's neck.

"I have something to discuss with you." He said calmly.

Li Changxing's heart skipped a beat and he looked at him blankly.

As if unwilling to make eye contact with Li Changxing, Zhuo Yue turned his face sideways, looked at a corner of the tent and said indifferently: "Your status, it's still a bit inappropriate to stay in the army. If you want, I can send you to Ying The state is close to the capital, where you don't have to worry about the grassland people finding you. I can even ask someone to find you a job to make a living—"

Li Changxing's lips trembled, and he clenched the quilt tightly: "What did you say?"

"When you insisted on staying in the barracks, wasn't it because you were worried that the prairie people would discover your identity as a fugitive slave after they went south?" Zhuo Yue asked him back, "Now I have solved it for you. With Lou's army here, you don't have to worry about the flames of war. It should be the best of both worlds.”

"What's the best of both worlds!" Li Changxing roared, his eyes were on fire, staring fiercely at Zhuo Yue, "You actually want to drive me away! After so many things—"

"So many things?" Zhuo Yue stared at him firmly, "Do you think you saved me a few times, I kissed you twice, and we are bound together forever? It's been a few years, but when the time comes, we still go our separate ways! On the battlefield, we all go our separate ways! Do you think there will be any difference between us?"

Li Changxing's pupils trembled violently, and the line of his slashed jaw was tense.If he hadn't been seriously injured, he might have jumped up already.

"It was clear that I was fine just now." Li Changxing's pupils flickered darkly, and he didn't know whether it was an ocean or a sea of ​​fire, and there was almost crazy light flowing, "We were fighting side by side just now, and you kissed me. Among them, we are the closest...but now you let me go...Why do you always do this, make me think that I have got you, but push me away again!"

"Because I can see clearly!" Zhuo Yue stood up abruptly, glared at him fiercely and growled, "I can see clearly!"

As if the depression in his chest was ignited, Zhuo Yue's voice trembled slightly: "Are you at a loss? I'm also very at a loss these days. I can't fucking figure it out. If you like me, why don't you want to have a good time with me?" Together? If you don't like me, why are you trying your best to protect me? In a place like the battlefield, it's good to be able to protect yourself well. I never expected any brother to protect me from swords and arrows! But why do you ? Are we the dewy couple who had a spring breeze overnight?"

Li Changxing looked at him with red eyes and said nothing.

"You really misunderstood me. I'm not a flirtatious young man. I just want to find someone who is close to me. Let's chat together and warm the bed in winter." Zhuo Yue laughed at himself, "I can't afford to play with you young children The game of near and far. One moment it was calm, and the next moment it was a promise of life and death. I am too old to bear this ups and downs."

After heaving a sigh of relief, Zhuo Yue pursed his lips, as if making up his mind, and said in a low voice: "I let you go, I really mean it. You are not a son of the military family. You are free to come and go without any worries, which is different from us. If you have nothing to worry about, leave as soon as possible, I don't want to see you work hard for me again and again, and end up with injuries all over your body."

Li Changxing said bitterly, "What if I don't want to go?"

Zhuo Yue shook his head: "I can't think of a reason why you don't want to leave, unless it's because of me... If it's because of me, you should explain your self-contradiction clearly. Why don't you want to be with me, and why are you desperate to leave?" Protect me, including your life experience, and everything must be made clear. No half of the concealment is allowed."

"I gave you a chance before, but you didn't say it. This is the last time. If you still don't want to say it, go after you recover from your injury."

Zhuo Yue's tone was heavy, but extremely decisive.What he said was like his Xuanhua axe, sharpened, black and white, without the slightest hesitation.

Li Changxing had no doubts. Before he woke up, he had been sitting on the head of the bed, thinking over and over again.He must have made this decision after much painful hesitation.But as long as the words are spoken at this time, they will be resounding, and there is no room for turning around.

Thinking about it now, isn't Zhuo Yue's people the same?Gentle and fierce, tolerant but courageous.The brothers around him made mistakes, although he scolded angrily, he did not hesitate to help.But even though his mouth is hard and his heart is soft, there is no room for sand in his eyes. He is clear about right and wrong, and no one can fool him.

Li Changxing had met many people in his life, and after being wandering for so long, he thought that no one could give him headaches and troubles.

Until I met Zhuo Yue.

Those rhetoric and gentle tricks are like the fog surrounding the mountain.At first, it could still surround the mountains lingeringly, but when the long wind in the mountains blows, the majestic mountains still look like before.

It turned out to be this kind of mood... Li Changxing thought slightly in a daze.

Unwilling to be defeated, but helpless and sad.His heart was sore and sore, and his uneasiness and fear made him even want to pounce on this person and hug this person fiercely, making him swear that he would always belong to him.

When did you become someone who couldn't let go?

When did the actors on the stage become people in the play?

After an unknown amount of time, Li Changxing let out a sigh of relief and laughed a little self-deprecatingly.

"Do you want to know why I have been protecting you with all my might?" He turned his head and looked at Zhuo Yue faintly, "Want to know why I identified you from the first sight and followed you unswervingly all the time?" you?"

Seeing that he was about to speak, Zhuo Yue couldn't help straightening up nervously and clenched his fists.

"I won't say it. On the one hand, I want our relationship to be simpler, but it's self-defeating." Li Changxing said in a low voice, "On the other hand, I think you won't believe me if I tell you. But after thinking about it... ..."

He paused, and a cool light gradually appeared in his emerald eyes.

"...Since Brother Zhuo, you have been reborn once. I'm afraid you won't be surprised by any mysterious anecdotes."

Zhuo Yue was shocked and was speechless.

The author has something to say: Brother Zhuo: I have lived twice, most people can’t play with me.

Little Li: Well, what a coincidence.

coming!A big bomb has been dropped hahaha, finally the next chapter can reveal Xiao Li's bottom line!