Zombie Xi's rice bug life

"If that's what you mean by caring, then sorry, I can't afford it."

Ji Xi couldn't accept the reason given in the brief book. If he cared about a person, he would be under house arrest. In Ji Xi's view, this was the most selfish way.

"Ji Xi, I... I love you. The reason I lied is that I don't want you to leave me."

Ji Xi's words made Jian Shu's heart ache. He deeply understood that if Ji Xi couldn't be kept today, there would be no possibility between them, so he simply expressed all the feelings that were suppressed in his heart.

Ji Xi looked at Jian Shu in astonishment, and after a while, he recovered his voice and said, "Jian Shu, what do you mean by that?"

"Ji Xi, before you left me a year ago, I fell in love with you, the kind of love between lovers, but I was ignorant at that time, and I didn't realize it until you left. I think I went to find you, but the situation of human beings was very critical at that time. They pinned their hopes on us. I couldn't selfishly abandon my responsibilities, so I chose to stay. Later, the drug was successfully researched, but the effect was very overbearing. ,As long as zombies are inhaled into their bodies, the zombie virus in their bodies can be instantly killed. I have struggled for a long time, and for the sake of human society, I can only agree to spray drugs indiscriminately. I thought you were dead, and the guilt and backlog of emotions in my heart, With the passage of time, not only has it not been forgotten, but it has become more intense. Ji Xi, do you know what I felt when I heard the news about you? That feeling of ecstasy and guilt, you Do you understand?"

Ji Xi looked at Jian Shu in shock. Although he often heard homosexuality mentioned, he never took it to heart.At this moment, he was confessed by a man, and he really didn't know how to react.

"Ji Xi, the moment I saw you, I swore in my heart that I would never leave you again in this life, and I would never give up on you because of anything. But your attitude towards me makes me very uneasy, if If I don't do anything, you will definitely leave me like a year ago without hesitation, so I lied... Ji Xi, maybe I used you as an experimental object before, and I was completely curious about you. But It’s different now, I love you, I keep you by my side, I want you to fall in love with me too, even if...even if you can’t fall in love with me in the end, but at least I can see you often, I really can’t imagine you The scene that disappeared from my life again."

Jian Shu wanted to step forward, but Ji Xi retreated subconsciously, creating a distance between them.Seeing this, Jian Shu felt even more sad, and said, "Ji Xi, are you really refusing to give me any chance?"

Ji Xi waited for a while before he got his head back to work. He said disapprovingly: "Jian Shu, I'm sorry, even if you say that, I can't agree with your approach. If you love someone, use deception Keep him by your side, so that even if you get love in the end, you will lose it one day. Besides, although I don't reject homosexuality, I have no plans to fall in love with men."

Jian Shu looked at Ji Xi sadly and said, "Ji Xi, do you really want to leave me?"

Ji Xi said calmly: "I will leave here, at least I won't be under house arrest. I want to live a free life."

"Ji Xi, you can go wherever you want, can you not avoid me? Even... Even if you can't accept me, we can still be friends, ordinary friends are fine, at least let me see you often, okay? "Jian Shu knew in his heart that Ji Xi knew the truth, and it was basically impossible to keep him, so he could only settle for the next best thing and slowly plan.

"No, Ji Xi, you can't be soft-hearted anymore. He lied to you again and again, pretending that he wants to keep you by his side because he loves you. This kind of love is too selfish, and his purpose is not pure. , don’t trust him.” Wang Han came back at some point, with Li Jian still by his side.

Jian Shu looked at Wang Han, with flickering eyes, and said, "Wang Han, if you say my purpose is not pure, then do you dare to say that your purpose of approaching Ji Xi is pure?"

"Jian Shu, you used Ji Xi as an experimental product from the very beginning, in order to study zombie viruses and find antibodies from Ji Xi. But you throw it away after you use it up. It's great to save the entire human race. In fact, it's for fame and fortune. , exchanged Ji Xi’s life for your supreme status as the savior. Then you met Ji Xi again, and you still used him as an experiment, and even deceived him and wanted to imprison him for a lifetime. This is what you call love, I see you It's a pervert!" Wang Han didn't hide his dislike for Jianshu at all.

Jianshu's expression became ugly, and he said: "Wang Han, ever since we met again, you have been aggressive and sarcastic to me, I don't care about you for Ji Xi's sake, but you have intensified and questioned my love for Ji Xi , which I cannot tolerate."

"Who told you to put up with it? Jian Shu, others are afraid of you, but I am not. If you were dealing with me, I might not have such a big reaction, but you tried to use Ji Xi again, and even wanted to imprison him for the rest of his life. The perverted behavior is really disgusting."

"Wang Han, I lied to Ji Xi, but I swear, ever since I knew he was still alive, I never tried to use him. I just wanted to keep him by my side and slowly make him fall in love with me. You like this If you misinterpret my meaning, don't you just want to drive me away, and then you have one less enemy? Do you dare to say that you have no other thoughts about Ji Xi?"

Li Jian looked at the three people in front of him blankly. He was shocked by the information revealed by their few words, but they couldn't connect them together. It wasn't until he heard Jian Shu's question that he recovered from his shock. Ask Wang Han: "Wang Han, what does this mean to teach him?"

Wang Han said disgustedly: "What do you mean, does it have something to do with you? Li Jian, let me tell you clearly, don't pester me anymore, I feel sick when I see you!"

A hurt look flashed in Li Jian's eyes, he looked at Jian Shu and asked, "Professor, what did you mean just now?"

Jian Shu said guiltily: "I'm sorry Li Jian, I didn't tell you before, but Wang Han's feelings for Ji Xi are the same as I have for Ji Xi."

Not only Li Jian was shocked, but even Ji Xi was dumbfounded. The amount of information he got today was a bit too much, and he couldn't turn his head around.

Li Jian looked at Wang Han and asked, "Wang Han, is this true?"

"So what, does it have something to do with you?" Wang Han didn't feel flustered at all, and generously admitted his feelings for Ji Xi. Anyway, it has reached this point, and it's useless for him to deny it.

Li Jian smiled wryly and said, "So it's not that you can't accept homosexuality, but you can't accept me. Wang Han, if you met me first, would you fall in love with me?"

"No, I won't fall in love with a coward." Wang Han said it directly, without taking Li Jian's plan into consideration.

Li Jian was startled, and then said sadly: "You are right, I am indeed a coward, and I can't even make decisions about my own love."

Jian Shu looked at Wang Han with unconcealable disgust in his eyes, and said, "Wang Han, don't you think it's too much for you to hurt the heart of someone who loves you so much?"

"Excessive? Hehe, if you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it. I'm very direct, not as hypocritical as you. And what right do you have to say that I'm taking advantage of Ji Xi's soft-heartedness over and over again? You're not too much Is it?" Wang Han's tone was full of sarcasm.

"You!" Jian Shu is a nerd. He only studies books since he was a child, so how could he talk about Wang Han.

Ji Xi finally regained his composure. He looked at Wang Han with a complex expression, and said, "Wang Han, you also treat me..."

Wang Han nodded and said frankly: "Ji Xi, I like you, and I don't know whether this kind of liking is between family members or lovers, but I know that I just want to be with you in this life. We depend on each other for life. Whether as a lover or as a family member, I just want to stay by your side. Originally, I didn't intend to tell you, but now that I've talked about this, I might as well confess it to you."

Ji Xi's world view is a bit cracked. When he was a human being, the suitors around him were all women, but after the corpse transformation, the admirers around him became men.Could it be said that the zombie virus can also emit hormones that attract the same sex?

Ji Xi's silence was within Wang Han's expectation. A normal man, especially a man with a normal sexual orientation, would definitely react like this when he heard that he was loved by someone of the same sex, so Wang Han didn't feel frustrated at all. Said: "Ji Xi, since the truth has been revealed, let's get out of here."

Upon hearing this, Jian Shu quickly said, "Ji Xi, I'm not going to stop you if you want to leave, but don't avoid me, okay?"

Wang Han frowned and said, "Ji Xi, you forgot, Jianshu is not just Jianshu, there are too many complicated things behind him, if you are involved with him, especially your current identity, once you are caught by the person behind him If anyone knew, we'd be in big trouble."

Wang Han's words reminded Ji Xi that his current identity is a supernatural being. If the forces behind Jianshu know, he will either be under house arrest or be obliterated.

"Jian Shu, you should understand me. I just want to live a peaceful life and don't want to cause trouble." Ji Xi paused, and then said, "But don't worry, I won't hurt human beings."

"Ji Xi, do you really hate me that much? Is it really unforgivable to cheat once?"

"Jian Shu, let's go, I'll pretend that what happened before didn't happen."

Ji Xi said let him go so calmly, without even anger or disappointment, and let Jian Shu understand that he has no reluctance for him at all, and they are not even ordinary friends.This kind of cognition made Jian Shu unacceptable, and his heart ached badly.

"Since you don't want to see me so much, then I will do as you wish, but before you leave, there are some things I must ask clearly."

Ji Xi nodded and said, "Okay, if you have anything to ask, just ask."

Jian Shu looked at Wang Han and said, "I want to talk to you alone."

Just as Wang Han wanted to object, Ji Xi stopped him and said, "Okay, let's talk in the wooden house. Wang Han, let's go cook, it's already noon."

Wang Han glared at Jian Shu unwillingly, and reminded: "Ji Xi, don't be soft-hearted."

"Let's go cook. After lunch, we'll pack up and go down the mountain tomorrow."

Wang Han responded happily when he heard the words, and said, "Okay."

Ji Xi turned and walked towards the wooden house, followed by Jian Shu, glanced at the proud Wang Han, and closed the door bitterly, perhaps he really lost this time.

"Ask what you want to ask."

Jian Shu took a deep breath, calmed down, and said, "Anna is the murderer of those murders, right?"

Ji Xi nodded and said, "That's right, it's her."

"Then why is she here with you?"