Two pots of water

"...Is this unreasonable? Can these two things work? If you call me brother and I ask you how you feel, it will be unreasonable for me to be uncomfortable?" Jiang Chu really didn't expect Tan Zui to say him "no Reasoning" is approached from such a perspective.

And he didn't expect that in Tan Zui's eyes, he was actually "uncomfortable".

Are you uncomfortable?

Jiang Chu questioned himself.

Isn't this just... caring?

Or is he caring too much?In Qin Zui's eyes, it seemed that he was uncomfortable?

Which is uncomfortable?

Before he could come over, the escalator came to the end.Tan Zui glanced at him, but didn't speak again, just took a step and continued walking.

Jiang Chu frowned, and followed him behind, looking at the back of Tan Zui's head in disbelief.

He's not a dumb person either, but whenever he faces Tan Zui, he always says "or don't open your mouth and open your mouth to choke to death".

And every time Tan Zui asked him a question out of the blue, no matter what he said or how he said it, as long as he took a look at Tan Zui at the end, he would miraculously feel "it doesn't seem unreasonable".

After all, he usually follows him wherever he goes, and he can see people as soon as he turns his face. He is really not used to turning back several times today.

When chatting with Lao Du, thinking about Tan's appearance in the end when he left and didn't want to go back, he was really uncomfortable.

All the way back to the room, Tan Zui talked to him again: "Have you not taken the medicine at noon today?"

"No." Jiang Chu didn't pay much attention to this aspect. He never took medicine until he thought about it. Anyway, for him, a cold is just a matter of suffering.

Tan Zui went to fill the kettle with water, and then directly opened two packs of Ganmaoling and poured them into the cup.

Jiang Chupan watched him busy on the sofa, and felt that he wanted to say something, but he didn't know how to say it.

It's too weird to explain to my brother that I didn't feel uncomfortable playing with your friends because of you.

It's like...coaxing a girlfriend.

The moment the word "girlfriend" popped out of his mind, Jiang Chu's entire train of thought got stuck, and it took him a while to be brought back by the whistle of boiling water.

Thinking about Tan Zui's tone and eyes when he talked to him just now, Jiang Chu had a vague thought in his heart.

Isn't Qin the most...

It's too vague, so vague that he didn't wait for the whole suspicion to be completely eliminated, and the subconscious was directly extinguished.

He was here and there, and Tan Zui had already shaken the cup to flush away the cold spirit, and handed it to him.

"Thank you." Jiang Chu raised his hand to catch it, and put it on the tea table to cool off.

Seeing that Tan Zui turned around and didn't know where he was going, he called out again: "Tan Zui."

"Huh?" Qin turned his head the most.

Jiang Chu stared at him carefully, as usual.

"It's okay." Jiang Chu rubbed his forehead, "Let's see if you're not happy."

Qin Zui suddenly wanted to sigh.

Jiang Chu blurted out those words on the escalator just now, and Jiang Chu didn't say a word all the way, and he himself was a little lost.

He shouldn't have said it.

The generation of emotions and emotions is something difficult to control, but people can and have the ability to restrain themselves.

It's like he can't give himself an order in his mind to suddenly have feelings for a person who doesn't have feelings; he can't instantly shut down his desire for Jiang Chu just because he knows it's wrong.

As Jiang Chu said, he should control.

Although he couldn't control it several times, when he calmed down, he always knew that Jiang Chu was right.

Tan Zui didn't stay with Jiang Chu today, but his attention was always on Jiang Chu.

He watched Jiang Chu talking and laughing with his brothers and friends, and he could almost see his smooth future, no worries about food, drink, work, finding a suitable person to marry and start a family, his group of friends are all ten years old In the end, they can also take their wives and children out to play together.

Jiang Chu's life is very good, as good as he is, and he is surrounded by excellent people.

Qin Zui didn't know what he wanted or what he wanted at all.

Jiang Chu doesn't care about many small things, and he is very tolerant of his loss of control from time to time, but this should not be a reason for him to do whatever he wants.

Just like yesterday, after Jiang Chu saw through his thoughts, he slammed a curtain to block it. Thinking about it now, it was as if he had been slapped on his face.

Can you really rely on Jiang Chu not to drive him away, and always want to take advantage of others and play hooligans?

Is that all you want?

Taking advantage of the sex addiction before leaving Jiang Chu's life, it really has nothing to do with watching Jiang Chu marry a wife and have children as a "younger brother" in the future?

Qin didn't want to.

But now he can't think of anything else.

I can't think of what Jiang Chu can develop with him, and I can't think of what he can say to Jiang Chu. Jiang Chu will definitely treat him as a child having convulsions.

Tan Shuman didn't know whether it was intentional or not, he arranged for him to be in the second year of high school. Tan Zui didn't have much idea about studying in high school for an extra year, but today he just felt annoyed.

College entrance examination, university, work, earning money.

He is still too far away from being truly independent.

If you want to be as good as Jiang Chu, no, it is better than Jiang Chu, who can take care of Jiang Chu like Jiang Chu now, and take care of Jiang Chu in turn. There is still a long way to go.

He shouldn't have made Jiang Chu aware of something now and made him vigilant and upset just because of that stupid thought.

He has to grow up first.

Grow up to have the qualifications to imagine the future calmly, and to speak out your desires calmly, not just to be muddled.

"I'm really not unhappy." Tan Zui exhaled softly from his nasal cavity, and sat down beside Jiang Chu.

"I'm not unhappy, there must be something else. You're not in the right mood today." Jiang Chu rested his arms on the sofa and looked at him with his head stuck, "Tell me?"

"Didn't you just say it?" Tan Zui glanced at the bamboo curtain on the bathroom wall, and simply pulled the snark over with half-truth, "In order to avoid evil intentions."

The moment he heard this answer, Jiang Chu really felt that the two brothers were hopeless.

He felt that Tan had to rely on staying away from him to save his thoughts, and he also felt that he was relieved.

"That's really why?" He pointed at the bamboo curtain and stared at Tan Zui.

Tan Zui didn't refute. Seeing Jiang Chu's reaction, he still wanted to laugh, so he lowered his eyelids and hooked the corners of his mouth.

"You really are," Jiang Chu "just" for a long time, and finally turned his face and swallowed the cold spirit in one breath, "It's absolutely impossible."

After a while, he asked Tan Zui again with complicated eyes: "Tell me the truth, are you..."

Is it just for me, or can't help but think about it when you live with anyone?

Always reacts to me, is it pure teenage urges, or is there something else... Emotional...

These questions lingered in his throat for a long time, but he still couldn't open his mouth.

It's so fucking awkward, why ask!

Jiang Chu’s logic in thinking about these things is still based on the relationship between men and women. He reversed himself and put himself into Tan Zui’s perspective. , It’s really too easy to look for trouble, even if you have no evil thoughts, you have to be asked about evil thoughts.

And in this way, it seems that there is nothing wrong with Tan Zui.

If he were living with a girl, and the bathroom had a frosted glass wall, he would be more or less imaginative whether he liked the girl or not.

Jiang Chu stopped in the middle of speaking, but Tan Zui could still hear what he wanted to ask from his hesitant tone, and he couldn't help beating his heart.

"What am I?" He locked Jiang Chu with his eyes.

"Is it an addiction?" Jiang Chu changed the subject, "Sex addiction or something?"

This time it was Tan's turn to be the most speechless, he was stunned for a moment before he asked a little embarrassedly: "Are you speaking like a brother?"

"Now I'm a big brother." Jiang Chu laughed dryly, the conversation this night was really inexplicable, he tilted his head and sneezed, and concluded in a low voice: "Forget it, when you really talk about it later... It's normal, my friend."

"Yes." Tan Zui replied.

Jiang Chu turned his head to look at him.

Really want to talk?

"And before that?" Before he could look away, Tan Zui raised his eyes and chased after him.

"Before what?" Jiang Chu and Tan Zui looked at each other for two seconds, then raised his foot and gave him a kick, "Hold it before, pay back before!"

Tan Zui smiled, he actually liked the feeling of talking about private topics with Jiang Chu like this.

It's more frank, it won't expose his thoughts too much, and at the same time it will generate a lot of... imagination.

"When was the last time you fell in love?" He asked Jiang Chu.

"It's been two years." Jiang Chu took out the cigarette case and took a bite of a cigarette.

"How long have you been talking?" Tan Zui asked again.

"It's probably more than a year," Jiang Chu thought, "One and a half years."

"Remember so clearly." Qin Zui said.

"It's been a year and a half since I can't remember clearly, can I use my brain anymore?" Jiang Chu didn't know how he came up with this sentence with emotion.

"You mentioned breaking up?" Qin Zui was really curious about this question. In his opinion, there should be no reason to break up with Jiang Chu.

"No." Jiang Chu shook his head.

There was a bit of surprise in Tan Zui's eyes.

Jiang Chu recalled his love experience, but there was actually nothing to say.

Follow the rules, the normal process.

It's just that they are together because they feel that they have feelings for each other. Later, people think that they don't have feelings for each other, so they split up.

Each term is a similar experience.

"You don't look like it." Tan Zui said.

"It's not like what?" Jiang Chu asked.

"It's not like someone who doesn't know how to fall in love." Tan Zui said.

He could imagine how Jiang Chu would look when he was in love with a girl. He must be very considerate and considerate of everything, he could talk and laugh, and the main person was handsome enough.

"That's how I judged myself at the beginning." Jiang Chu laughed, "It's time to celebrate the holidays, it's time to buy gifts, it's not too bad, maybe it's just..."

"No passion?" Tan Zui interrupted him.

Jiang Chu's conditioned reflex was to slap someone. Seeing Tan's most serious expression, he realized that he was thinking wrong.

"Where do you get so much passion, it's not about making movies." He flicked the cigarette ash, didn't want to talk about it, it was meaningless, "If it's not suitable, it's not suitable, if we don't call together, if we call, we still have passion without doing anything. "

"Oh." Tan Zui glanced down from Jiang Chu's face, "Then have you been passionate in the past two years?"