Two pots of water

Jiang Chu didn't cooperate with turning his head, but stubbornly turned his head to the side again, and stared at Tan Zui for a while.

His eyes were still half-closed, Tan almost thought that he just fell asleep, Jiang Chu let out another laugh from his nasal cavity and said, "Afraid I'll roll off again?"

"Yeah." Tan was most relieved.

It cannot be said that there is no such factor, but he knows in his heart that "I am afraid that Jiang Chu will fall out of bed again" is not a reason, but an excuse.

Tan didn't understand what he was thinking at all. He didn't seem to think about anything. He had already walked to the door of his room just now. As long as he opened the door, went in, lay down and sleep, everything would be the same as usual.

He didn't know what was driving him, but with a quick turn of his mind, he came back to Jiang Chu's house.

It was the first time that Tan understood the word "in a single thought" so clearly.

There is not even a "thought", it is purely an impulse.

Or it was because he knew that Jiang Chu would not chase him away.

So he relied on Jiang Chu not to drive him away, and indulged himself to come here.

Jiang Chu really didn't care.

It's not that he hasn't slept with Tan Zui before, Tan Zui sleeps very well, hardly moves, and doesn't turn over much.

On the contrary, he is easy to sleep, and when he closes his eyes, he still lays down neatly, and when he opens them, he can form a diagonal line.

Or the inverted diagonal.

"Don't get too close, I'm afraid I'll hit your leg." Jiang Chu dragged the quilt and lay down beside him, leaving enough space for Tan Zui.

"It's about to fall again." Tan Zui said.

"No," Jiang Chu turned his hand over, not knowing whether it was comfort or confusion, he patted Tan Zui's stomach twice like a child, "Go to sleep."

Hearing Jiang Chu's steady breathing, Tan Zui gently turned his head to look at his back.

Jiang Chu's quilt was only covered around the waist, from the back of the neck down the spine, the texture of the skin was inexplicably clear in the dark.

Makes me want to hug him from behind.

If he really stretched out his arms to hug her, how would Jiang Chu react?

As a straight man and younger brother, there will definitely be no reaction, just treat it as a joke, Tan can imagine Jiang Chu's joking tone, even if it is a little tired, if he wants to fend him off, as long as he catches it. Let go, Jiang Chu will definitely compromise in the end.

But both he and Jiang Chu knew that he was gay.

Although Jiang Chu has never distanced himself from him since he knew about it, nor has he shown any rejection, but that is because he regards himself as a younger brother.

Thinking about it psychologically, it was because of Jiang Chu's calmness.

——Because he regards Tan Zui as his younger brother, and because he doesn't feel that sexual orientation has no effect on their half-brother relationship, so he can continue to get along with Tan Zui naturally.

I can continue to joke and play with him, just like Zhou Teng, I can rub him if I want to get started, and I am not afraid of joking.

Originally, this was something Tan should be most grateful for, but looking at it from another angle, Jiang Chu can mess around with him at will, but he can't.

Once he makes any strange moves, it may arouse the vigilance of this straight man.

Tan Zui suddenly felt a little regretful, maybe he shouldn't have admitted his orientation so directly at that time.

But what's the point of not admitting it, and you want to use the cover-up of not admitting it to really be addicted to Jiang Chu's hands and feet?

Then it really became perverted.

The human brain is really a helpless thing, and Tan should understand what he should understand, how those perverted images should still be surging in his mind, and continue to surge.

He closed his eyes, feeling the restlessness in his heart, exhaled lightly from his chest, and turned his back slightly to Jiang Chu.

I simply don't understand whether I'm suffering or suffering if I share a bed with Jiang Chulai at this time.

Those papers were done for nothing anyway.

As a result, as soon as he turned over, Jiang Chu on the other side let out a sigh like "Hey", and turned around with his arms and legs swaying.

"I fell and fell sober." He muttered behind Qin Zui's back.

Tan Zui's heart subconsciously tightened, thankfully he didn't have a brain congested just now, and really hugged Jiang Chu close to him.

"Close your eyes for a while and fall asleep." He whispered.

"Let's chat, brother." Jiang Chu's sleepiness passed at this moment, and he kicked Tan Zui's buttocks, "Did you bring water in just now? Give me a sip."

Tan Zui brought him water, took a sip himself, put the cup back on the bed and continued to lie down.

"Lie on your left side and stretch your legs." Jiang Chu pawed his shoulder again, "Turn around."

Qin Zui paused, bent his right leg and lay back, turned his head to look at Jiang Chu.

"Have you ever been in love, puppy." Jiang Chu flicked Tan Zui on the face.

"You want to ask again, how did I find out that I like men?" Tan Zui's mouth twitched.

"You don't want to say it, don't you?" Jiang Chu was still a little dazed, his eyes half-closed and then bent, "Then I have to use a different angle."

"I haven't talked about it." Qin Zui said.

"Then what are you doing..." Jiang Chu laughed out loud.

"Try it." Tan Zui also smiled.

"Seriously." Jiang Chu raised his leg to kick Tan Zui's bent knee again, stepping on it and dangling it, "I'm really curious."

"It's kind of useless." Tan said softly.

I don't know if he is still carrying on the random thoughts just now, Tan Zui looked at Jiang Chu's relaxed state at the moment, thinking of the two of them lying on the same bed at two o'clock in the middle of the night, under the cover of darkness, and said in a hoarse voice at close range Talking, let him special, special tempt.

Jiang Chu has the characteristic of losing his mind after drinking a little wine, and he is still limp and has no strength at the moment. If he really plays a hooligan at Jiang Chu, maybe Jiang Chu really has no time to react.

"Then tell me when you first discovered yourself." Jiang Chu asked again.

"The third day of junior high school." Qin Zui said.

"Isn't that only two...three years?" Jiang Chu said.

Qin made a "hmm" sound.

"What are you doing, suddenly enlightened," Jiang Chu raised his eyebrows, "Did you touch a male student in your class?"

Tan Zui took a look at him, raised one arm to rest under the back of his head, and stared at the ceiling for a while before saying, "There is an intern teacher in our class in the third grade of junior high school, an excellent graduate of the normal school, who teaches biology."

"...Ah." Jiang Chu didn't expect to be tricked out.

And there really is such a person!

Jiang Chu was curious about the fulfillment of his wish for several months. He wanted to know more about this matter again and again, but he was inexplicably awkward all the time.

"A man?" He couldn't help but confirm again.

"What do you think?" Tan looked at him the most.

"He... what are you two doing?" Jiang Chu frowned.

In the third grade of junior high school, Tan is still underage, and the teacher has graduated from college.

Is this an outstanding graduate?

"No." Qin seemed to be thinking back, and then said after a while: "Nothing, I just think he is different."

Looking back carefully, there was indeed nothing.

Tan Zui couldn't even remember whether he wore glasses or not, he could only recall some words he said and a few smiles.

Sven, casual, gentle.

He never exerts himself in class, doesn't put on airs, knows how to laugh and tell jokes, and after class, he goes to play basketball with a group of children, pushes his cuffs to his elbows, and whistles to provoke students with the ball. A little careless ruffian.

"Like Gao Xia?" Jiang Chu said suddenly.

Tan Zui was stunned for a moment, and looked at Jiang Chu for two seconds.

If Gao Xia doesn't go astray according to the current route, it might really mean something like this when he grows up.

But rather than being like Gao Xia, it would be better to say...

Qin Zui pursed the corners of his lips, looked back and said "um".

Jiang Chu clicked "tsk": "You like this one when you co-authored it, and the aesthetics of making friends are very uniform."

"I can't say I like it." Tan Zui recalled for a long time, and couldn't even remember the teacher's name.

I can't say I like it, but I don't know why, because that person realizes that he likes the same sex.

Tan Zui also couldn't recall how his mentality changed. It seemed that there was no special knot. Just like most people are naturally interested in girls, he naturally felt that he was much more interested in the same sex.

If I had to count it, I happened to see that person once finished playing basketball and went to the cafeteria to eat with other trainee teachers. He was holding his coat with one hand, and the other hand casually pulled down the collar of his shirt. Fairly clear memory picture.

At that time, there was still a thin layer of sweat on his neck, and when he turned his head, he happened to meet Tan Zui's gaze, and smiled with the corners of his mouth raised, that smile was very handsome.

"Have you smiled back yet?" Jiang Chu sounded like a picture.

"No." Qin thought for a while, "I'll just leave."

"I guess so." Jiang Chu laughed, "I can imagine you in the third grade of junior high school, flirting and showing no expression to anyone."

"It's about the same now." Tan Zui sighed.

Jiang Chu couldn't help laughing.

The distance that was previously set aside to prevent Tan Zui from being pressed against Tan Zui's legs was filled in by Jiang Chu himself as he talked and laughed.

"Then you don't feel any pressure?" Jiang Chu continued to ask Tan Zui while lying on his side.

"No." Tan Zui glanced at his bare chest, "Maybe it's because I didn't like that place, and I was pretty...adolescent, I felt that I was different from other people there, and I felt relieved." carefree."

Hearing what he said, Jiang Chu felt a little distressed.

Only when a person really wants to get rid of and is too powerless to get rid of his environment and destiny can he get comfort from this nihilistic trait, and comfort himself that he is "different" from other people.

"Brother." He raised his hand and rubbed Tan Zui's earlobe.

Tan Zui stopped his breathing rhythm, felt the temperature and touch brought by Jiang Chu's arms and fingers, and paused for a while before saying, "No."

"It started again?" Jiang Chu changed his rubbing into playing.

Qin Zui clasped his hand.

"Why do you like to hear me call brother?" He stared at Jiang Chu and asked.

Just the "brother" that Tan Zui gently brought over in these words suddenly slipped past Jiang Chu's ears, and his throat constricted and went numb.

During the day, Dou Tan called "Brother" the most, just to have fun, and the current atmosphere made him inevitably recall the scene of that night.

"Why are you so unwilling to shout?" Jiang Chu replied casually, stretching his arms and trying to take them back.

Qin Zui didn't let go.

Human emotions sometimes collide suddenly.

I thought that Qin Zuo had walked back to his door before, and when he turned his foot, he came to Jiang Chu's side.

The slanted partner who didn't press down the paper, coupled with the mood brought about by the topics they talked about, followed Jiang Chu's movement of turning his head back, "欻" suddenly ignited in Tan Zui's heart.

He clasped Jiang Chu's hand down, and everyone was pressing.

"Brother." He stared at Jiang Chu and shouted.

Jiang Chu was taken aback for a moment.

"Did you feel it?" Tan Zui said in a rough voice.