a winter fire

55

I was in a state of unexpected joy.

Since I was a child, I have been affirmed a lot. In our family, praise is more important than suppression. I grew up with the encouragement and praise of my parents, but I also know very well that even among my peers Not one of the best. My parents praised me because they are my parents. It is really happy to be praised by others.

I just floated, floated into the blue sky.

"Bai Wei."

"Hey, hey, I'm here." I was already gone, but it was only after he called me that that I came back to my senses.

"I've been thinking about it for a whole week."

"what?"

"Our business." Zhou Hanzhang didn't look like he was joking, he sat beside me and looked at me seriously, and said seriously, "I'm much older than you."

"It's okay, you're 35, I'm 25," I laughed, "I'm only 10 years old."

"I'm 10 years older than you."

I nodded, and said one thing, this age difference is a bit big, if it is written in a novel, readers will think he is old.

But I don't dislike him, I think he is very good, although he has a poisonous mouth, he is talented, although he is not a young guy, but he has a charm that young guys don't have.

I used to fantasize about what kind of person I would fall in love with in the future, and I also set many rules for my dream lover. The only thing Zhou Hanzhang met my requirements was that he was talented.

But the talent is really irresistible.

I couldn't tell if I liked him or not, and what kind of feelings I had for him, but I couldn't deny my admiration for him.

As soon as Zhou Hanzhang became serious, I also became nervous. I didn't dare to make jokes anymore, and even sat up straight to listen to him.

"Weird and boring life."

His words made me smile awkwardly: "No, you're fine."

I suspect that Zhou Hanzhang has mind reading skills, and he discovered all the things I secretly complained about him.

"My life is just like this. It won't be worse, but there is no possibility of a better one." Zhou Hanzhang's tone was indifferent, he turned his gaze away from me, and looked out the window.

The weather is really good today. After the snow, I know that the wind must be bitter, but the sun is bright.

"In my opinion, everything has started to go downhill for me, but you are different. You are on your way to the top of the mountain." He paused and continued, "You are only 25 years old, and you will meet many people in the future. Those who are talented and have unique charm are likely to be much better than me, and they are more suitable for you than me, so you shouldn’t stop here.”

His words made me frown. Is this person so sad?

I said, "Teacher Zhou, you can't say that."

He looked at me again.

"Are you a fortune teller?"

"of course not."

"Then how do you know that everything about you is going downhill?" I said, "People are always moving forward. As for whether this 'front' is uphill or downhill, it depends on man."

I raised my hand and poked him on the shoulder: "I understand this truth, don't tell me you don't understand."

He stared at me, then smiled.

"You're right," he said. "Indeed, it's man-made."

Zhou Hanzhang said to me: "So I am trying to win your love."

His words made my heart stop beating for an instant, and then it started beating wildly again.

This morning, Zhou Hanzhang sat there, staring at me after breakfast, and told me about his mental journey by the way.

At the beginning, he was quite bored, but this boredom was not only aimed at me, but all the people and things here that disturbed his peaceful life made him feel bored.

The first day I knocked on his door, he really wanted to grab me by the collar and throw me down the mountain, and threatened to break my leg if I dared to come again.

Of course, he didn't do that at the time, he just simply let me have a closed door.

He likes to be quiet, and I'm too noisy, but once I'm quiet too, he can't help but look at me.

This made him feel strange too.

He has never sat in the study with anyone else and read a book, except me.

At that time, he was reading at the table, and I was sitting in the corner of a pile of bookshelves. It was probably from then on that Zhou Hanzhang realized that it was such a feeling to be accompanied by someone. An extra person in life is not all trouble and noise. .

Later, I relied on others shamelessly. Zhou Hanzhang actually knew what I wanted from the very beginning, but he just pretended not to know.

He said: "I am very conflicted. I always feel that you keep showing up to me because it is profitable. I am not ashamed of this behavior. I think I should hate you."

I curled my lips, but I had to admit that I was indeed pestering him for profit, and I was such a greedy villain.

"However, I can't really hate you." Zhou Hanzhang said, "You are far more attractive to me than the troubles you bring to me."

What I said, I really can't take it.

I suppressed a laugh and tried not to act inflated as much as possible.

"You're complimenting me, aren't you?"

"I'm not sure," Zhou Hanzhang was so honest that it was outrageous. "Attraction is not necessarily charm. I will appreciate your shortcomings as well. This is the blindness of love."

I forced a smile on my face: "Actually, it's okay to praise me."

Zhou Hanzhang smiled: "Do you want to hear me praise you?"

"If you can."

"There will be a chance." Zhou Hanzhang said, "Our top priority is to let you understand that although I am not prepared, I am tempted by you."

My heart beat faster at what he said, and I didn't know how to respond.

"I have struggled and suffered, but in the end I feel that my life will come to an abrupt end. Before I die, I don't want you to be my regret." He said, "Facing is always more important than escaping. Effective, I decided to face my feelings for you."

The chopsticks were dropped by me, and I picked them up in a panic.

He said to me: "But you don't need to be burdened. I tried to pursue you, and failure was expected."

"Tsk, what's the matter with you?" I frowned at him, "If you die and fail for a while, can't you be more active?"

He looked at me suspiciously.

"You never thought that I would promise to be with you?"

Zhou Hanzhang was a little surprised, and then said: "Indeed, I haven't thought about it."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-12-0405:29:59~2020-12-0412:23:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Xiang Bei 1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Xiang Bei 1;

Thanks to the little angels who cast the landmines: Fatty, Boss Xi’s dog leg, moonuna_chen, porridge Chang’an, Yang Yang, the answer flutters in the wind, Cangji’s Xiaojinglin, 1 grapefruit soda;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Sun Moon and Qing, Fuliu fuliu, Little Lovely Yueyi, 10 bottles of Niangniang Jiangniangniang; Dawang called me to patrol the mountains, Guliguli, Watermelon Yuangungun 5 bottles; Xiao Mao Turtle and shrimp go away! , Little Moon who can't wake up, a ball of quilt, 1 bottle of Boss Xi's dog legs;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!