a winter fire

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I'm alive, but I don't know if I should.

I said, "Brother, you punch me."

I have to see if I'm in a dream.

The roommate laughed: "That won't work. I have strong hands. If someone accidentally breaks you, I don't have the money to treat you."

OK, it must be in a dream.

I shook the snow off my body and almost fell while walking.

After standing in the snow for a long time, my feet were numb from the cold.

My roommate looked at me a little worried: "brother, are you sure you're okay?"

"Sure." I took a step and paused, "I'm not sure now."

In the end, I was supported by my roommate to go home. My whole body was disabled, my mind was also disabled, my soul and my body were swaying in the wind, and my mind was full of what Zhou Hanzhang said before.

He said: What would you think if I said I was chasing you?

what would i think

I can't think of anything, my whole body is broken right now.

When I got home, my roommate asked me, "Would you like to cook instant noodles together?"

"No, I'm done." I thanked my roommate, and hurried back to the bedroom to think about life.

I was still thinking about Zhou Hanzhang while lying on the bed, and after thinking about it, I didn't know whether he was serious or joking, or what kind of conspiracy he had.

I imagined myself as a salted fish, tossing and turning on the bed, finally sat up, and asked myself a question: Not to mention whether Zhou Hanzhang is serious, do I have feelings for him?

What does Zhou Hanzhang really mean to me?

It means my job, my necessary conditions for becoming a regular, it means that I am writing a book for the first time in my life, it means...

I looked out the window and the snow was getting bigger again.

It means the first snow of this winter and the story of the snow day.

I remembered the first time I visited Zhou Hanzhang, his sloppy appearance really dissuaded me that day, and this person's personality was not good at all, I had to be careful when getting along with him.

But, that was just the beginning.

Looking back now, Zhou Hanzhang was quite indulgent to me.

I turned my head and saw the sweater hanging on the hanger. I was staying at Zhou Hanzhang’s house that day, and he lent me his own sweater to wear.

Thinking of that night, I have to admit my belated awareness. It had been several days before I realized that the room I lived in that day should be Zhou Hanzhang’s bedroom. overnight.

So, is it true that he likes me?

Why?

I touched my phone and called my dad.

I'm just such a worthless adult who always looks to my father for anything.

My dad said: "What are you calling at night?"

"Dad, explain to me."

"Why are you confused?" My dad said, "Is it really unemployed this time?"

He advised me: "It's okay, you have to calm down, the world is so big, there will always be a place for you to settle down, if it's not possible, you can go back to your hometown to teach elementary school students how to write."

I got a headache when I heard: "No, I was not fired."

"Congratulations."

My dad was talking to me in all seriousness, and I was really having a headache.

"Dad, I want to ask you a question. You can discuss it with my mother and then answer me."

"You say." Maybe because my tone was very serious, my dad also became serious over there.

That's fine, that's how it should be.

I asked him: "Do you and my mother think that there is anything about me that is worthy of liking?"

My dad paused, and I seemed to see him speechless.

"Student Bai Wei," my dad said, "you can't say such self-defeating words."

"I know, but I really can't figure out why he suddenly said he was chasing me."

My dad is a very sharp person, he quickly captured useful information, he asked me: "Who is chasing you?"

"Zhou Hanzhang."

My dad was silent for almost a minute, then he hung up the phone.

Our family is very enlightened, and I have been educated about sex very early, and they are not surprised that I like boys, but they suspect that I am asexual at all, because I have never been in a relationship.

My dad actually hung up on me, he must think I was teasing him.

Just ignore me, and I continue to moan and think about life.

Is Zhou Hanzhang really chasing me?He likes me?What does he like about me?

what about me?do i like himWhat do I like about him?

If we fall in love like this, is it considered a year-end relationship?Is it an office romance?Will someone stand up and stand in our way?

My mind was racing, but all I could think of were useless questions.

After a while, my dad called.

"Hello, my father."

"Who did you say was chasing you?"

"Zhou Hanzhang," I explained to him patiently, "is your teacher's son, that rather famous writer. I signed his new book and was appointed by him as his editor. Unspoken rules."

My dad said, "Son, are you sure you're sober?"

"Very awake, what's wrong?"

"Are you sober? Are you sober and dare to say such a thing?"

I can only sigh, my father is too ignorant.

"Forget it," I said, "it's wrong to ask you for help."

I hung up the phone, lay on the bed, and fell asleep in a daze while thinking about why Zhou Hanzhang said that.

I am a pig, I slept until the next day, and the next morning I was woken up by a knock on the door, and I opened the door to see...

"Teacher Zhou?"

Zhou Hanzhang stood at my door and said to me, "Let's have breakfast together."

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