a winter fire

15

Zhou Hanzhang is like a teacher correcting test papers in front of students. Of course, that useless student is me.

I nervously sipped my coffee, keeping my eyes on him.

I swear, I really read his book very seriously, but seriously, there are a thousand Hamlets for a thousand readers, and the reading comprehension questions on the Chinese test paper often raise questions that even the author himself does not understand. I thought so much, so when the speculative content I wrote in the notebook was actually presented to Zhou Hanzhang, I was terrified to death.

Teacher Yu Hua, a writer I like very much, has a book that I haven’t read, but I always put it in the most conspicuous place at home. .

The book was called "I'm as Cowardly as a Mouse".

I am as timid as a mouse.

As cowardly as a frightened rabbit.

Zhou Hanzhang is difficult to deal with. I suddenly thought, if he read my notes and thought I was talking nonsense, would he just throw me and my notebook out the window?

I held my coffee mug in my hands and looked at the window next to me, thinking that would be my final home.

The last time I was so nervous was when I faced my tutor. At that time, I always felt that I would not be able to graduate, and I didn’t even dare to breathe in front of my tutor.

Now, the nightmare reappeared, and the young me once again tasted the bitterness of life.

Zhou Hanzhang, a man who was like a nightmare, sat there quietly and read my notes for more than an hour. During this hour, I finished drinking coffee, and because the coffee was diuretic, I wanted to go to the toilet very much.

I couldn't hold it anymore, I clamped my legs so hard that I was sweating profusely and shivering.

But I didn't dare to say anything, let alone move, and I didn't know why, why I was so afraid of this man.

When Zhou Hanzhang closed his notebook and looked up at me, he froze for a moment and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

At this time, I was almost out of my body, and my voice trembled when I spoke.

It's so wronged, the life of a social animal is really full of tears, I began to regret it, if my bladder blew up because of this man, I'm afraid it's really not worth it.

I said: "Zhou, Teacher Zhou, I...I want to go to the toilet."

Zhou Hanzhang actually laughed.

He actually laughed at me.

This person is really not good enough to base his happiness on my pain.

Then again, no wonder he's still a bachelor at his age!

Deserve it, deserve it, scourge, scourge.

"go."

"Thank you Lord Ron." I got up and ran with my legs crossed, without even thinking about it, I knew how funny I was.

I think I used to be a handsome and handsome young man, a well-known talented and handsome guy in the Faculty of Arts, but now I am like a clown performing tirelessly in front of Zhou Hanzhang.

I'm ashamed, it's better to go back.

Probably because I have been holding my urine for too long, my organs have become numb. It took a lot of effort to urinate this time, and I was feeling happy while suffering.

Didn't Faye Wong sing that song: love is like raindrops, it is hard to break.

My urine was intermittent and hard to break. I peed for a long time, and in the end I didn't know whether it was clean or not. Anyway, I felt that it was almost done, so I stopped.

I cleaned up my mood in the toilet, washed my hands, looked in the mirror again, and walked out of the toilet looking as chic as I could.

Zhou Hanzhang stood by the window and smoked again. The window was wide open, and the cold wind blew into the room.

There was a book on the table, the cover blown open, the pages rattling.

I walked over and rolled my eyes in the cold.

"Mr. Zhou, aren't you cold?" My subtext is: You old man, close the window quickly, I'm cold.

He turned to look at me, without the slightest intention of closing the window, but instead leaned against the window and looked at me.

I hate being scrutinized like this, I know I'm handsome, but you can't be so unscrupulous just because looking at a handsome guy doesn't cost money!

"What's your name?"

How many times?I'm really tired.

"Bai Wei." I said patiently, "Bai during the day, Wei in the future."

He nodded and asked me, "Is the coffee good?"

What kind of problem is this?I thought he was finally going to start talking to me about his work.

"It's delicious." I wanted to say it was average, but Zhou Hanzhang, I have to support him.

Teacher Zhou is good at everything, handsome and talented, and even makes coffee better than other people's coffee!

I said, "It's so good that I can't wait to have another drink."

Zhou Hanzhang chuckled lightly: "Then have another drink?"

Still nope, I get the urge to pee after drinking coffee and it's really embarrassing to have to go to the bathroom in someone else's house non-stop.

"No, no, no trouble." I said, "If I drink too much, I won't be able to sleep at night."

"Teacher Zhou!"

Zhou Hanzhang seemed to be taken aback by my surprise, his hands shook, and the soot fell on his clothes.

"It's snowing." I'm not a southerner who has never seen snow, but this is the first snow this year.

I walked over and stood by the window, the wind was still very strong, it was still very cold, the snowflakes were wrapped in the wind and blown onto my face, it was icy cold and very refreshing.

Zhou Hanzhang also turned around, smoking a cigarette and looking outside.

"You said in the postscript of "Wild Crossing" that the book was written in a winter, and it happened to be the first snow of that year when I started writing."

When I looked at Zhou Hanzhang, I found that he was also looking at me.

He let out a "hmm" and turned his gaze to the yard.

The first snow came suddenly and recklessly, and soon dyed the world white.

The empty mountains are vast, and the snow falls silently.

I said, "Mr. Zhou, I never thought that this year's first snow would be experienced with you."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-11-0208:23:36~2020-11-0308:41:55期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: the answer is fluttering in the wind, [Xu] ABM, porridge Chang'an 1;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 20 bottles for leisure; 7 bottles for adults; [Xu] ABM, 1 bottle for Guli Guli;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!