Master, give me a kiss

"Leng Bai, drink the medicine first!" Leng Xin, who came in with a medicine bowl, stood in front of Leng Bai's bed and said.

"I'll do it myself!" Seeing that Leng Xin didn't intend to sit down, Leng Bai said.

"Be careful it's hot," Leng Xin didn't feed Leng Bai the medicine as usual, but obeyed Leng Bai's words and passed the medicine bowl over, and even took a step back after Leng Bai took the medicine bowl.

Leng Bai did not speak, took the medicine bowl, saw Leng Xin's actions, lowered his eyes, closed his eyes and drank the medicine in the bowl in one gulp.

"It's very bitter! Eat some sweet money!" Seeing that Leng Bai had finished drinking the medicine, Leng Xin handed her the sweet money that he had prepared in advance.

"Thank you!" He took the sweet money and put it in his mouth, and said softly.

"Then, rest then! I'll go out first," Leng Xin hesitated before saying.

"Okay," putting away his frustration, Leng Bai raised the corners of his mouth and nodded towards her.

"Then I'm leaving," Leng Xin took a look at Leng Bai, picked up the medicine bowl and left.

After Leng Xin left, the smile on Leng Bai's face also collapsed, a bitter smile crawled up the corner of his mouth, Leng Bai closed his eyes, and sighed softly.

Since what happened last time, the way of getting along between the two has changed. When they are together, Leng Xin always looks extremely unnatural, and she can also clearly feel that Leng Xin's affection for her Attitudes have shifted.

Although Leng Xin still cared about herself as usual, she was subconsciously avoiding herself. Yes, she was not only avoiding her own sight, but she was even avoiding any physical contact with herself.

In the past, even if he insisted on taking medicine by himself, Leng Xin would ignore his request and feed her the medicine himself, but today, let alone giving her medicine, Leng Xin didn't even sit by her bedside. Pass.

Was it really hated?Thinking of what happened last time, disappointment climbed up on my face, yes!After such a thing happened, she should have noticed it too!

I realized that I had different feelings for her, yes!It's hard for her to accept being liked by herself who is also a woman!Perhaps, she has never thought of such a thing!That's why she has been avoiding herself!

Why didn't she control herself!Leng Bai slapped herself, thinking of the kiss that was close at hand, no matter how she tried to justify, she couldn't find a suitable reason, was she careless?Ha ha!She is so smart, how could she hide it.

Obviously, as long as I can stay by her side all the time, that's enough!Why would I be taken over by desire!Tightening the clothes on his chest, thinking of Leng Xin's deliberate avoidance during this time, Leng Bai took a few deep breaths to calm his stinging heart.

Could she have noticed it!She must have noticed it, touched her lips, and Leng Xin clenched her lips tightly. That time, she almost kissed Leng Bai!Such an obvious intention, that person should have seen it long ago!

Therefore, she has been avoiding Leng Bai these two days, because she is afraid of seeing Leng Bai's eyes full of disappointment, and also afraid of seeing disgust from Leng Bai's eyes.

They have been dependent on each other since they were young, and they have lived together until today. Leng Bai would never have imagined that he would have such nasty thoughts about her!

Since what happened last time, she has become unable to face Leng Bai. When she sees that face, her attention will be attracted by Leng Bai's thin lips. Once she has physical contact with Leng Bai , her body will feel sore and numb as if electrified.

Therefore, she was afraid of facing Leng Bai, afraid of having physical contact with Leng Bai, and even afraid of having any eye contact with Leng Bai. The last incident, in her opinion, was her initiative.

Because in her subconscious mind, she has always felt that her liking for Leng Bai is not innocent, she is very clear about her desire, she wants to hug that person, even kiss that person.

So, under the strange atmosphere that day, she did so, so she always felt that she was the one who took the initiative that time, because of the strange atmosphere, she was attracted by the coldness, so she couldn't control Want to kiss that person.

The reason why she didn't suspect that Leng Bai felt the same way as her was because, the moment she pushed Leng Bai away, she saw the astonishment and shock in Leng Bai's eyes, and it was because of this look that she thought, Leng Bai sensed his mood, and was shocked and incomprehensible.

After getting along these few days, Leng Bai's attitude towards her is still the same as usual, but when they are not together, she finds that Leng Bai always likes to be in a daze, and when Leng Bai is alone, her expression always looks like Very lost and sad.

Is it because you don't know how to face yourself?Leng Xin clenched her fists, why didn't she control herself!She didn't want Leng Bai to hate herself, she didn't want to leave Leng Bai, she thought that she could bury this feeling in her heart and stay by Leng Bai's side all the time.

But now, she can't guarantee that she can continue to stay by Leng Bai's side. If Leng Bai feels that it is not suitable for her to stay by her side, what should she do?I don't want to leave you!What should I do!A low cry sounded, and the girl who hugged her tightly exuded a desperate atmosphere.

"Leng Bai, your body is still recovering, eat more meat and supplement your nutrition," Leng Xin put a few pieces of meat in Leng Bai's bowl.

"You..." Leng Bai opened his mouth.

"What's wrong? Is the food not to your liking?" Leng Xin looked up at her.

"It's nothing, the food is delicious," Leng Bai lowered his head, picked up the meat in the bowl and put it in his mouth, but her hand holding the chopsticks tightly, as if trying to endure something, you...why Are you crying because of me?She really wanted to ask that question, but she was afraid of hearing that answer from Leng Xin's mouth.

She shouldn't have noticed it!Glancing secretly at the girl who was eating quietly with her head down, Leng Xin bit her lip. She cried just now, and she was afraid of being seen by Leng Bai, so she applied cold water for a long time. Didn't see anything.

This was the result she wanted to see, but for some reason, when Leng Bai really did as she wished and did not see any traces of her crying, she felt a little lost and sad.

Is it because you don't care?Her heart convulsed for a while, Leng Xin smiled wryly and pulled the corners of her mouth. It's all her own fault for things to turn out like this!

For a meal, the two of them ate dull and tasteless.

"Let me clean it up!" Leng Bai stretched out his hand to the table.

"Ah! I'll do it! You've just recovered, so go back and rest!" Leng Xin also stretched out his hand to the table, but when he touched Leng Bai's hand, he quickly retracted it, his face smeared. There was a flash of panic.

"Let me clean it up! You've already cooked the meal, and..." After a pause, he continued coldly. "I'm not that vulnerable, I'm a lot."

"Then I'll trouble you, I'll sort out the medicinal materials," Leng Xin said after a moment of silence.

Have I... become so disgusting to you?Clenching his palms tightly, he said with a cold smile.

"Leng Bai, after drinking this medicine, you don't need to drink it anymore," Leng Xin said with a smile as he handed the medicine bowl to Leng Bai. "Your body has recovered very well. As for your lost memories, don't worry. I believe that it is only a matter of time before those memories are retrieved!"

"You don't need to drink it..." Leng Bai shook his hand, and the medicine bowl fell to the ground and shattered.

"Cold white……"

The two looked at the fragments on the ground, speechless for a long time, neither of them opened their mouths to speak, and I don't know how long it took, Leng Xin moved his somewhat stiff neck, and looked at the girl who was staring at the ground stupidly.

"I'm sorry, my hand trembled a little, and your efforts were wasted," Leng Bai raised his head, looked at the girl who was staring at him, and smiled slightly.

"It's okay, I'll cook another bowl, you don't want to take medicine because it's the last time you take it!" Leng Xin said jokingly.

Leng Bai didn't speak, his eyes stared straight at Leng Xin, his smiling face slowly became pale and colorless.

"I'm going to decoct the medicine," Leng Xin avoided Leng Bai's gaze and retreated.

The medicine is stopped, are you leaving?Because, my illness is cured, so you don't plan to take care of me?If that's the case, then I'd rather stay sick than never be well.

Even if you are tied by my side in this way, I don't want you to go where I can't see you!Leng Xin, tell me, what should I do!Tightening the collar of the clothes, big tears rolled down uncontrollably, tell me, what should I do!

I don't want to leave!I really don't want to leave you!Holding her tightly, Leng Xin muttered to herself, Leng Bai's illness is cured, which means that Leng Bai can take care of herself alone, which means that she doesn't need herself anymore.

Seeing that Leng Bai's illness is getting better day by day, she is happy but also full of despair. It is already a mistake for her to stay by that person's side with such an impure purpose, but now, she has been conservative The secret has also been known by that person.

yes!Because she didn't know how to get along with herself, and how to face herself, so, during this period of time, what she saw the most was Leng Bai's hesitant expression, probably because she didn't know how to speak!I don't know how to let myself go!

Since what happened last time, Leng Bai has been suffering more and more day by day. She can see it in her eyes and feel the pain in her heart. Now, they can't go back to the past.

Now, her existence will only make Leng Bai feel painful. Will she continue to torture that person who is more important than her own life?

yes!Since she can't go back, at least, don't let her feel pain because of herself!