Master, give me a kiss

"Leng Bai, I'm sorry to make you worry," a boneless, pale jade-like hand was gently placed on the slightly trembling body of the little beast, and the words that came out of the mouth seemed to be without words. Any weight is normal, as soon as it floats out of the mouth, it dissipates in the air.

Leng Bai shivered, raised his head and met a pair of smiling eyes, woo!Looking at the man's pale, bloodless face, his cold heart twitched, and his whole body seemed to shrink into a ball because of the sudden pain.

"Leng Bai!" Leng Xin was startled, and regardless of her weak body, she was about to sit up on the bed with both hands. It was strange to say that now she found it difficult to even speak a word, but she didn't know it at this time. Where did the strength come from, to sit up directly.

Holding Leng Bai into her arms, smoothing its hair, seeing Leng Bai's painful appearance, for some reason, her heart also ached, and holding Leng Bai's hands tightly, she did not think of her The injury will explode suddenly.

She knew that her time was running out, but she never thought that the outbreak of the injury was much earlier than she expected, and even caught her off guard, she was not ready yet.

Not ready?Leng Xin was stunned, why did she suddenly have such an idea, she would never have such an idea before, because she has no nostalgia for this world.

In the past, she was cold and heartless, and had no real heart. Even if she was attached, she would not be as sad as she is now. Her life is about to come to an end. When this thought flooded into her mind again, she There is actually a feeling of panic, now she doesn't want to leave at all, she doesn't want to die!

Woo!Leng Bai moved in her arms.

"What's the matter, are you uncomfortable?" Leng Xin let go.

Leng Bai rubbed against her arms, and it made this person worry again, why is it always so useless, not only can't help her, but it always distracts her and worry about herself.

"Are you worried about me?" Leng Xin's eyes flickered, "Leng Bai, you know it! My situation."

Leng Bai's body froze, and Leng Xin's words caught him off guard, so that he couldn't control his emotions well.

"Is that so?" Leng Bai's reaction made Leng Xin confirm her previous guess. Leng Bai knew her current situation, which made her feel relieved.

She actually thought about telling Leng Bai about her physical condition before, but she didn't know how to say it. Now that Leng Bai already knew about it, she didn't have so many scruples. She gently smoothed Leng Bai's hair, Leng Xin's cold voice entered Leng Bai's heart like a trickle.

It was obviously a warm and reassuring voice as usual, but this time, Leng Bai felt chills all over his body, as if even his heart was about to be frozen.

But Leng Xin didn't seem to notice its abnormality, and the words that came out of his mouth passed into Leng Bai's ears very clearly.

"Leng Bai, I don't have much time. Now that you've noticed it, I won't hide it from you. I know you can understand what I'm saying, so you have to listen carefully to what I'm going to say."

Woo!Leng Bai uttered a weak mournful cry, looked at Leng Xin with big watery eyes, and his eyes were full of pleading, "Don't say it, please don't say it, I don't want to hear it," Leng Bai begged , begging, but Leng Xin's words still reached its ears without any hindrance.

"I'm sorry for leaving you with such memories." Looking at the cold white eyes, Leng Xin seemed to empathize with her, and felt a sharp pain in his heart, "In the future, I'm afraid I won't be able to take care of you anymore, you have to take good care of yourself. "

"If you still want to stay here, just follow Xiaosan! That child likes you very much, and he will definitely take good care of you. If you don't want to stay here anymore, then go back to the forest!"

"Living with your ethnic group may be the best choice. In this way, you will have support and partners. If you encounter adventures in the future, I hope you can seize the opportunity to practice well, so that you will have Once you have the ability to protect yourself, you will no longer be trapped by such a simple trap."

"Leng Bai, the days with you are very happy. Because of your company, the days when I left Tianzhu Palace were the happiest times in my life."

"Although my life is very ordinary, it is very fulfilling for me. I grew up in Tianzhu Palace. For me, the meaning of my life is to practice diligently."

"They said that I am very talented, as long as I work hard, I will definitely achieve something. Therefore, in order to live up to the expectations of my master and to meet the expectations of others."

"Therefore, my life exists for the sake of cultivation, and it may be because of this that my cultivation has been quite smooth, and just as the master and the others expected, my cultivation has grown rapidly and soon surpassed Other brothers and sisters."

"I didn't let the master down, I responded to his expectations, but I wasn't happy at all. No, maybe it should be said that I didn't feel happy at all."

"Cultivating immortals means cultivating the mind. It may be because I am devoted to the Tao, and I don't care much about external people, things, and things, so I don't have any distracting thoughts in my heart. It perfectly interprets what it means to cut off love."

"However, the days in Tianque Palace are not all meaningless." Seeing Leng Bai comforting himself, the corners of Leng Xin's mouth were slightly raised, and a soft smile overflowed from the corners of his mouth.

"That place is the place where I have lived the longest. Even if I leave, I hope that one day I can return to that place again, and I can go back and have a look again."

Leng Bai quietly nestled in Leng Xin's arms, quietly listening to her telling her about her past, about the places she lived in, about the master who treated her as her own, and about the people who took good care of her. The same door, Leng Bai felt that all this was really miraculous, obviously at that time, it was not by this person's side.

But now listening to Leng Xin's narration, it actually has a sense of wonder that it has experienced with her. From Leng Xin's narration, it knows this person's life experience and the reason why she had to leave Tianque Palace , knowing many, many things it thought it could not know.

However, the more it knows, the more it hurts. It loves her life experience, her forbearance, and the decision she made after being framed.

As Leng Xin said, from the moment she left Tianque Palace, she owed nothing to anyone, because at the end, she had given her life back to them.

"I don't regret the choice I made, no matter at that time, why I made such a decision, but it is also because of this decision that I met you, Leng Bai, I am very happy in my own In the few remaining days of my life, I still have you by my side."

"It is because of you that I have the feeling of being alive, and I can experience so many emotions that I have never experienced before."

"The master once said to me that what is cultivated in practice is the heart, the heart that enters the world, and cutting off love is just a choice of practice, not everything. At that time, I could not fully understand the meaning of the master's words."

"Master once said that I should enter the world, and only by joining the world can I cultivate my mind, but at that time, I was paranoid that it was because I knew better than other senior brothers and sisters what it means to cut off love, so Only then will my practice progress at a rapid rate, a thousand miles a day."

"The master said that I was stubborn. Now that I think about it, I am really stubborn. I thought I had a glimpse of the truth, but at the end I realized that it was just my self-righteousness."

"Leng Bai, tell me, if at that time, I was willing to listen to the master and practice in a different way, then would it be possible for you and me to meet earlier?"

Until many, many years later, Leng Bai can still recall the reluctance and regret in the woman's eyes when he said these words, and it is precisely because of the reluctance contained in those eyes that it has been supported through countless countless times. her night.

Until that day, when it can finally hold this person in its arms with both hands, countless nights washed by tears, countless moments of expectation and disappointment, countless lonely and difficult days, it seems, all It doesn't seem that important anymore.