through those heavy years

I have been on the construction site for almost three months, and I have turned tiredness and sweat into something as simple as everyday food.I am completely used to all the heavy work on the construction site.It is easy to move steel chain hoists and carry oxygen tank carts.Luo Feng and I don't work together. He works in the boiler group and I work in the pipeline group. During working hours, we seldom see each other unless we have something special to do.

I wish I could work in the same team as Luo Feng, but if I don't think things are important, I'm just lazy to ask for help.Besides, who is the contractor, he may not agree to begging him.

Recently, there have been new developments in the rumors about the contractor, saying that he left his wife and children in his hometown and often went outside to raise a mistress.One day the mistress found the mistress, and they started a fight (the point is that the family dispute here has nothing to do with the original spouse).The mistress was aggressive, and the mistress did her part.As a result, there was a tearing battle, and it was the contractor who was seriously injured.The contractor's face was scratched, so he had to recuperate at home for more than a week.

The contractor is also an extremely profit-oriented person.Zaokong likes to come to the construction site to inspect the work.Seeing someone doing something unsatisfactory, he scolded and insulted, babbled and yelled, completely looking like an exploiting landlord in the old society.During the time when he didn't show up for more than a week because of his disfigurement, the workers didn't know how happy they were and sang happily.

Fortunately, he seldom scolded me and Luo Feng, because we were young and powerful, never lazy, and we were meticulous and cautious in our work.I also later learned why the contractor would easily agree to accept me when Luo Feng recommended it, because Luo Feng's character is well-known and reliable.The contractor always said to the other workers, if all of you can be like Luo Feng and Xiaonai, I will be relieved, and I won't have to stay here every day to supervise the work, and look upset!

He talks nicely, but he never gives you a penny as a compliment.It is said that those who are bosses are stingy and calculating in their bones, otherwise why would they be bosses.But we don't expect him to increase his salary too much, we just want to not be harsh on the benefits he deserves and to say a few ugly words.

I thought I wouldn't offend him, but this time I didn't know what happened, so I just did.

It was a day in the hot summer sun, the construction site got off work at 01:30, and went to work at 5:[-].It was the noon break, and the workers seemed to have made an appointment, and slept through the time in a daze.When someone suddenly yelled and finished, he looked at his watch and was [-] minutes late.

Everyone got up in a snap, thinking that the contractor was in no mood to have fun recently because of the mistress and mistress, so he checked the post very strictly, and couldn't help worrying that he would be caught straight, and then greeted with unbearable chatter and insults!

Sure enough, the contractor stood shadowily at the door of the tool room where the tools were placed on the construction site, watching us rushing over one by one, like a teacher catching late students in the morning reading class, and a volcano erupted at any time.

There was one who couldn't hold back and complained first: "It's over, it's over, it's over, I didn't expect to be a fat man, he was really in a bad mood, he couldn't sleep in the afternoon, and he came to check on the post with fat and not afraid of the heat. Damn, you have such energy And skill, if his wife steals a man, I don't even have time to take off my clothes, and he will be caught by him."

Everyone was a little worried at first, but they laughed out loud after being amused by these few words.I personally think that most of these people are not worried about how many nasty words the contractor will say, but are concerned about deducting wages when the contractor is angry.Money is more important than life to us.If you lose a few dollars because you are a few minutes late, everyone will definitely feel bad.

"You people!" The contractor put his hands behind his back, his small eyes forced to open wide, his thick red neck was more angry than his face, and he roared, "What time is it? What time is it, what time is it! Ah—”

We could only pretend that we didn't hear, and went to the tool room to get the tools one after another. After we got the tools, we each found a shady place, and stood there with our heads half down, listening to the training.

"Going to work on time is the basic morality of an ordinary worker. If you can't even do this, what qualifications do you have to say that you can do your job well. Your work attitude is serious and bad. It is completely undisciplined and completely undisciplined. No self-discipline. It had a very bad impact on the construction site, and even had a negative impact on the development of the country. Are you still ashamed to face me, are you ashamed to face the country, are you ashamed of this kind of behavior that harms the country and the people? Facing so much wages that I spend every month?"

The contractor is very fat, and he would be out of breath after walking a few steps.Now I've put in a lot of effort to say a few "sounding" words, and I'm even more out of breath, as if our group of people are teaming up to bully a poor fat man, and he's gasping for breath and crying.

I couldn't help but want to laugh, laughing at what the contractor said, even the country was involved, and his funny look, struggling to breathe.

360 days a year, being late once in a while, as ordinary people like us who eat whole grains, it is inevitable.Who hasn't slept in a daze yet, but this is worth mentioning as a major event of a serious and vile nature that even confuses the country's name.

Even if the contractor was out of breath, he had to finish his sentence. He continued: "Well, I don't have a good attitude when I go to work, and I'm lazy when I do things so-so. The project can't be completed for several months. You are late and lazy. You said that you are ignorant of good and bad. It seems that if you don’t teach you a lesson, you will not have a long memory. You..."

He always talks back and forth, with a strange tone and a bit of local dialect. Usually, there are a few words in a string of words that don't know what they mean.Of course, I will come back to it later, and after listening to it a few times, I can understand the general idea.But if you understand it, it is basically regarded as farting.

The contractor opened his eyes angrily (only by looking at his eyes can he tell that he is very serious at the moment), and said solemnly: "If you are late for more than half an hour, half a day's wages will be deducted from you. We will see if you dare to be late in the future!"

As soon as this remark came out, I couldn't calm down.Looking around everyone, facing the exploiting landlords, they are only a little restless and dare not speak out to resist.I don't know how they can stand it.Personally speaking, since I was a child, I had to fight against injustice the most, and I never humiliated the suppression of evil forces.I raised my head and looked at the contractor with dissatisfaction, just in time to meet his pair of eyes that were desperately trying to widen. He seemed to think that as long as he opened his eyes wide, he could shock people.

The contractor was the first to tell me: "Why, you dare to stare at me, you don't accept it! You are usually a good person, but now you don't look like a good thing!" The contractor raised his head and looked at me, his tone was blunt, like a lesson As arrogant as a child, I don't pay attention to my sophisticated eyes at all.

Colleagues raised their heads one after another, seeing my angry face, they couldn't help becoming worried.And I was getting more and more angry because of their silence.

I threw the tool on the ground, took a step forward, raised my eyebrows, and stared angrily at the contractor, remembering that the workers talked about his dirty character when they were free, and said bluntly: "I Why is it not a good thing? Compared with you, I am a damn good thing! I was late for less than 10 minutes, how could you say it was more than half an hour? Even if I was late for more than half an hour, it should not be logical Deduct half a day's wages. You have never clearly stipulated how much wages will be deducted when you are late, but now you say that half a day's wages will be deducted when you come. You are a contractor, not the emperor, and you can't say that you are not in accordance with the rules. Come to work."

I hate people scolding me, and I think I'm justified, so I can't control myself, so I have to argue with him.

The contractor was dumbfounded, regardless of whether his words made sense or not, when he was admonishing others, no one dared to jump out to refute and argue.What's more, in front of many of his employees, this is a direct challenge to his majesty without mercy.For a while, the contractor is furious. In order to maintain his dignity, he will try his best to compete with you and yell at you until you refuse to accept it.

I am a stubborn and unyielding person.No matter what kind of contractor or even national cadre you are, if you encounter Buddhas and kill Buddhas, you will kill gods and gods.My lunatic bloodiness hasn't exploded for a long time.

I was furious, and I clenched my fists and straightened my body to get close to the contractor. Despite everyone's dissuasion, Luo Feng pulled me away desperately, arguing with the contractor to the death.

The contractor even struggled to speak, and it was even more difficult to get over the quarrel, not to mention standing on tiptoes to compete with me.Slowly he was at a disadvantage, his face was red, and he simply ignored what you said, and a lot of swear words came over.

"A beast crawling like a dog, made by a rotten dog to force a son, to challenge the old man. A lowly bone that hasn't even grown hair yet, don't you want to live, don't you, an orphan and a wild dog with no education..."

No matter what he scolded, I could still resist being rough with him. This sentence "Orphan wild dog is uneducated" directly pierced my heart.My face was as yellow as wax, my lips were white, my clenched fists were trembling uncontrollably, and my impulsive body raised my hand to hit him.It's a pity that I was stopped by my fellow workers before I could hit him.

If I couldn't get it, I also scolded him, "You are educated, you are educated and took your parents' inheritance, but after your parents died, they dug a hole and buried them casually; you are educated and don't care about your wife and children. Looking for chickens everywhere, look around for mistresses and mistresses. You are educated, full of swear words, vulgar and vulgar, you can only eat and fuck all day long. This means you are educated, I am bah!" These words are what I chatted with my co-workers It sounds good, but I didn't expect to be able to blurt it out smoothly at this time.The workers standing aside gasped!

"Bastard!" The contractor was really furious this time, but it was an indisputable fact that he was absolutely unfilial and had no sense of responsibility.His tongue trembled angrily, "Lawless, dare to slander me, get the hell out of me, I don't have an employee like you."

"Let's go, you think I want to work with you! Harsh, stingy, bastard, people like you are getting rich, God is blind in the sky, I have seen you with □□!"

The contractor pointed at me with trembling hair, "You, you, you, please speak clearly, I am harsh and mean, why am I being harsh and mean?"

"You're harsh and stingy, don't you know?" I sneered, "Other contractors will give gifts during the holidays, but you don't have a fart. In summer, the weather is hot, and the 30 yuan subsidy for high temperature fees is forcibly deducted by you. I exchanged the land for a bowl of herbal tea worth 1 cents. Overtime work at night costs 1 yuan an hour, and if it’s less than an hour, or even [-] minute short, you have to deduct the money for that [-] minute. You say you are not stingy , It’s not that bad, it’s like pork chop skin, no wonder it looks like a pig.”

The contractor couldn't take it anymore, and covered his chest with his hand, he almost spat out a mouthful of blood.He stammered and said, "Go away, go away!"

"Get lost if you say so!" I wanted to speak, but suddenly Luo Feng yelled at me, and the whole crowd fell silent.I looked at his distorted face because of anger, and was stunned for a while, unable to speak.

"You go back to the dormitory first!" He said solemnly and loudly, his tone irresistible.

I looked at him dumbfounded, with a warm and bright smile all the time, but I didn't expect to be so scary when I got angry.All of a sudden, the flame burning in my heart seemed to be extinguished in an instant.From childhood to now, except for grandma, no one has yelled at me to make me stop hating him, let alone calm the anger in my heart.

Because it was Luo Feng, I suddenly realized that the quarrel just now was particularly embarrassing (this is a feeling I have never experienced in my life).Not only did I lose my anger, but I also wilted in embarrassment and walked towards the dormitory dejectedly.

What is this!It was the first time I realized that I couldn't restrain my emotions. After venting, what I got in exchange was not refreshing and smooth.It's an inner depression, a loss that is difficult to dispel.

But after this happened, the workers all thought that I would leave.Just like when I was studying, I contradicted my class teacher and was expelled, and my classmates thought they would leave.However, I miraculously stayed, like an unbeatable Xiaoqiang!

Because the weather was extremely hot, the tin house was even more unbearable by the scorching sun at noon.I didn't know what to do, feeling empty and disturbed by the sudden absence of an afternoon.I want to go out for a walk, but I don't know where to go.While upset, he didn't expect to walk on the main road.I think I've come here, so I might as well get on the bus and go to the city.As soon as I made up my mind, the green leather bus drove up from a distance, and then obediently stopped at my feet.I can only say in my heart, I have to go if I don’t go.

After getting on the bus, the aunt who sold the ticket and I had a strange relationship.The ticket sales aunt saw that I was in a bad mood, and asked, "What's the matter, an arrogant child, there are also times when you are sad?"

I glanced at the aunt and turned a blind eye to her deeds.When I came to the construction site, it seemed that it was not as easy as I imagined to get in touch with people, and it might not be the kind of harmony that I saw before my eyes.It's like getting angry just now, and you want to vent, but you can't vent at will.Luo Feng yelled at me, his face full of accusations and complaints.Afterwards, I also felt impulsive and reckless.Society really has its invisible cage, and people can no longer be wild horses that run wild.

The urban area is as usual, except for the prosperity and dust.I have completely lost interest in it and become silent.

Walking on the path between shops at a loss, feeling the excitement of removing me, but feeling empty and bored in my heart.

Luo Feng was angry because of this, feeling that the situation was a bit serious.Originally, according to my character as always, no matter what I do, I don't care about the consequences, and I don't care about other people's ideas.Just like when I left my hometown, my heart was very painful, but I deliberately ignored it and was determined to leave.

I have been on the construction site for more than three months, and I always try to keep myself from recalling the pain when I left home.But now, I have to think of my grandma.

Grandma's painful face seemed to be engraved clearly all of a sudden.The only dear and kind relative I have in this life.Whenever you touch her appearance, there will be waves of sadness in your heart.She is still mad at me at home now.My stubbornness made her burst into tears, and my stubbornness dashed her hopes and broke his heart.Yes, how unfilial I am.

It was the spring of April, the willow catkins were blown away by the breeze and the lake surface was wanton, and the cherry blossoms were in full bloom.My bulging heart beats with determination.He stepped out of the threshold of green bricks and black tiles without looking back.Grandma cried aloud, and closed the mottled and withered wooden door tightly with the creaking sound, just like her vicissitudes of heart, followed by me and died!The dripping of her tears is the blood flowing from my heart, and it is also my firm footsteps.

The familiar ruins at the entrance of the village, the lush vines and the dying old trees even in this spring are my first farewell.I stopped and shed tears.Unexpectedly, I would leave my grandma and this village so quickly and in this way.

The moment he looked back, he seemed to see a faltering figure.He just hid in the alley all of a sudden.

That's grandma!I have a certainty in my heart.She still loves me deeply!Tears flowed down even more.I didn't look back and just left.Wipe away the tears, do not let yourself feel nostalgia!