through those heavy years

The principal pondered for a while, and with the same expression as other teachers, he felt that it was impossible.Because the monthly exam is less than 20 days away, it is difficult for anyone to make rapid progress in a short period of time.

The headmaster is kind and wanted to wait until the next month, but the head teacher is very capable of making things worse.The principal did not express his opinion, and acquiesced to the appointment of the monthly exam in less than 20 days.

The teacher in charge looked at me to death, his eyes were full of sly smiles with malicious intentions, and he felt that I would definitely leave this time,

Seeing that he had no way out, Teacher Zhou still smiled and said, "Xiaodong, you have to work hard, don't let us down!"

The principal also said, with a little regret, "Then there will be no mercy!"

The head teacher grinned, "Fate is in your own hands, let's see if you have the ability!"

And I just stood there blankly.Because the anger that was about to make a scene just now was not ignited, but poured cold water into nothing, because of Teacher Zhou's self-righteousness, he felt anxious and dull, and felt that the air was so heavy that it was hard to breathe.

It is said that Mr. Zhou can come forward to help me tell a lie, which is enough to move people.However, no matter how strong you are, you still have a lingering sense of depression in taking the first place in the monthly exam.It is now approaching the third year of high school, and there is only the last year left.The last year is a crucial year, and by gritting your teeth and persevering, grandma will not have any hope, will not be so disappointed, and have a happy ending.

Thinking of the tuition and living expenses of high school, my grandma has been working hard in the small light bulb factory, and her legs are swollen and she can't walk.The cost of college is an astronomical figure. Grandma doesn't know how much more suffering and suffering she will suffer.I don't want to see the side of her begging for help, and I don't want to see the side of her who is sad and blames herself because of her lack of ability.So I have always held the idea that shallow disappointment is better than high expectations, persisted, and persisted until now.

However, it is difficult to choose.If you don't get the first place in the monthly exam, what choice can you make?Expelled from school in the last year, it didn't disappoint grandma, nor did it make grandma hopeless, it made grandma despair.In the last year, if it is not a last resort, you should not be fired.Well, well, after struggling in my heart for a long time, I finally understood.The first place in the exam is related to whether I can successfully graduate from high school, and it is also related to whether I have the ability to prove myself in the face of opposition from others.If you can solve many problems in the first test, maybe you can try it.Furthermore, as long as the college entrance examination fails, the results of other monthly unified examinations will not play a decisive role. After all, the results of the college entrance examination are determined by the state of mind.

However, having said that, although some of the true level of academic performance is deliberately concealed, it is difficult to say that it is difficult to be the first in the class in the monthly exam after 20 days.His grades in science are not bad. If you work hard within 20 days, you can compete with the No.1 monitor.Mathematics is uncertain, as Mr. Zhou said, sometimes it is really careless. If there is a small detail on a big question that you don’t pay attention to, it will make a difference of more than ten points.Not to mention English, basically I have never heard any grammar, it all depends on the accumulation of a large number of words, the 150-point test paper is only about 100, and it is difficult to exceed one hundred and one.Chinese is taught by the homeroom teacher. If nothing else, he will definitely give a low score in the composition, and passing the test is considered a blessing in danger.The class monitor is not very partial to subjects, because of his good grades, well-behaved behavior, and reliable work, he has always been loved by the teachers.Now, not to mention that his Chinese grades are being favoritized by the head teacher, but in mathematics and English alone, he may also leave me by a large margin.

If I want to catch up with the monitor within 20 days, I can only work twice as hard as usual.The students didn't know the bet I made with the principal, and they were very surprised to see that I didn't skip class within 20 days.However, the failure was that when I wanted to work hard, I found that I borrowed English grammar notes from my classmates to copy them, but no one was willing to lend them to me.It's always been xenophobic, well, I just can't stand discrimination.After standing in the classroom and yelling at you as a fucking bastard a few times, he punched a timid and quiet boy on the table a few times, and finally got a copy.

Estimating the content of the exam, it took double the time to memorize it.Worked hard until after three o'clock in the middle of the night.Grandma saw me day and night, caring about my body, and at the same time felt very relieved.She would cook two eggs for me every night for supper, and recently added a bowl of noodles.

Teacher Zhou brought several extra-curricular mathematics tutoring books and many key exam exercises for me to do.While watching me do it, she gave corrections and guidance. During the 20 days, she took the initiative to help a lot, and my math score improved a lot.

As the day of the exam approached, I felt a little nervous for no reason.Although Teacher Zhou was full of confidence in me, he did not forget to say a few words of comfort. After all, poor psychological quality has largely affected my grades.Teacher Zhou said: "Do your best. As long as your grades go up, whether you are number one or not, the principal will not fire you!"

The first exam was over soon, and when the papers were handed in, Teacher Zhou came to me in a hurry and asked if I had done all the big questions later.I nodded, finished all the questions on the test paper, and checked it again in the remaining time to prevent mistakes caused by carelessness.She smiled kindly and knowingly, and then took me to get the test papers from the invigilator in another class.After getting the test paper, I took the lead in finding out my answer sheet, picked up the red pen and concentrated on correcting it.

She focused on her expression and was correcting and correcting. Suddenly, she let out a oops, looked at me complainingly, and said, "I made a mistake in one multiple-choice question."

My eyes followed the red cross. The question was difficult, and there were two choices that were ambiguous. Later, I chose one of them at random. I didn't expect to be unlucky and I was wrong.

Teacher Zhou held his breath and finished correcting the test paper. During the period, he did not exclaim in surprise. After correcting, he counted it again. You are very good, and you did not let me see it wrong."

I pursed my lips and said nothing.Thanks to Mr. Zhou for his tireless guidance during the 20 days.

Teacher Zhou was full of joy, and patted me on the shoulder. His immature and white hands were limp and weak, and said, "It can be said that the mathematics game has returned from victory. Next, I should be more confident. Come on, and go all out!"

I nodded slightly and left the office.Teacher Zhou's sincerely happy smile is still unforgettable.

In the next exam, I will do my best to show the highest level.After a week of exams and corrections, this monthly exam is finally coming to an end.When I was holding the test papers of various subjects, I was dumbfounded for a while looking at the scores written in red pen on them.Chinese one hundred and two, English 110 five, physics and chemistry 260 seven.The test paper with a full score of 750 points, a total of 620 nine.This is a harbinger of going to a heavy university. I didn't expect my real level to be so good.

A post on the popular list.The school's third grade of high school seems to have exploded.Everyone gathered in front of the red list, talking about this high school senior who made rapid progress. He was the typical bad student who skipped class, slept and had a weird temper. Unexpectedly, he jumped to the first place on the honor list of the senior high school entrance examination.Yes, my monthly exam results are not only the first in the class, but also the first in the grade.My heart, which I used to feel great, is now beating wildly.

In the office, Teacher Zhou boasted desperately to the other teachers who hadn't had time to react. He looked like he had taken a stimulant, jumping up and down, not to mention how happy he was.The head teacher was dumbfounded, like an eggplant beaten by frost.Unbelievingly, he took my test papers of various subjects and carefully reviewed them several times, trying to find traces of plagiarism and mistakes in correction.The result of his final review was disappointing, and he was also destined to be disappointed. No matter how bad it is, I would not commit plagiarism.However, to be honest, the class teacher is actually a little happy in his heart. After all, he comes from his class and is the first in the grade. It is an honor to say anything.The students in the class were all stunned, which gave them a new vision.Their attitude towards me changed a lot, and some classmates even came to talk to me courteously.The squad leader would not come to strike up a conversation with me, because I broke his long-held first place in the class and took away all his glory.Besides, we had festivals before, and he was very jealous. Now he hates me more and more from the bottom of his heart. Besides, Teacher Zhou likes me very much.He gritted his teeth in hatred and even wanted to hit me.

The principal also came to the classroom to look for me, touched my head and said hello with a smile.He said that he was indeed a good boy who loves to study and has a filial piety, but he almost misunderstood him as a bad student.Fortunately, Zhidong clarified it for you, otherwise, I, the principal, would be so generous!

Here, some people are proud and happy for me, while others are full of hatred for me.Here, I have experienced the human care that is different from that given by my grandma.Here, I actually don't know what to do.It's like staying in a dark place for a long time, and suddenly seeing the light, I don't know what to do.I am neither good nor bad.Always self-contradictory, self-shackled.

A monthly test result has brought me a lot of changes.I am burdened with stress and anxiety for such a change.The anxiety made me quite personally think that I should make some changes to counteract these pressures.I will never wash away the shadow of a bad student just because there are signs of improvement in the hearts of teachers and classmates.The identity of a bad student is so deeply ingrained that it cannot be turned into a good one.I think I should get worse and worse, and skip classes more often.If I see Teacher Zhou on the road, I will go far away. Whenever she skips class, she is my first target of confrontation. There are enough things caused by her.

Fortunately, because of the results of a monthly exam, no one will stop me anymore, and no one will show me face.This is the best favor.