lion in august

Si Nanxing is very sure that Song Xincheng is passing by in college. Although she is only an intern assistant in the studio, she is also a design student in her senior year. If she studies hard, she won't be unable to answer the basic design questions asked by the client just now. Fortunately, her spoken English is good, she made it up by making it up, the partner and Si Nanxing added a few words in a timely manner, and finally did not smash the studio's signboard.

When it was dinner time, the partners planned to invite Si Nanxing and Song Xincheng out for a good meal because they had received a manuscript from a wealthy client, and asked Si Nanxing to call Yan Banxia to come over.

"Senior sister didn't come today, why did you call her?" Song Xincheng pouted, holding Si Nanxing's arm affectionately, and said casually, "You don't get rewarded for nothing, what I said just now is not complete. It's Miss Nanxing. Help me add, senior sister didn't do anything."

The partner stared at Song Xincheng speechlessly for a while, thinking, Song Xincheng works 20 hours a week, she has been in the studio for two months, and the 120 hours of internship time has already exceeded.

Si Nanxing pulled out his arm impatiently, and glanced at Song Xincheng expressionlessly, with "stay away from me" written all over his eyes.

"Sister Nan Xing, just let me lean on you, it's cold." Song Xincheng imitated Yan Banxia's coquettish tone and appearance to Si Nanxing, shrugged his nose at her, and said softly, "Sister Nan Xing You are so tall, and you helped me out just now, you really made me feel very safe."

"You who are wearing a down jacket tell me that you are cold when I am wearing a leather jacket?" Si Nanxing took a few steps back indifferently, and said flatly, "I didn't help you out, I just don't want you, an intern assistant, to ruin our work The signboard of the room, don't think too much."

Song Xincheng is not stupid. During the internship in the studio, she knew very well that Si Nanxing and Yan Banxia were lovers. She used to regard Yan Banxia as an idol. Yan Banxia had a good conversation with several professors confidently and calmly that day. The picture is still vivid in my mind, it is to become such a dazzling person as Yan Banxia that she went to the studio for an internship.

But when Song Xincheng met Si Nanxing for the first time, she was surprised to find that Si Nanxing would shine in her eyes, and she felt more inferior in front of Yan Banxia, ​​because Yan Banxia was too dazzling, and she knew that she would not Hard work will never be able to become Yan Banxia, ​​but she feels more shy in front of Si Nanxing, she will care about how she looks in Si Nanxing's eyes, so she will get up an hour earlier on working days, carefully And carefully match the clothes and makeup.

"I was hired." The partner patted Si Nanxing's shoulder sympathetically, and said awkwardly, "Spring is here, and the peach blossoms are blooming."

Si Nanxing said helplessly, "Sir, don't talk nonsense."

"Mr. Johnson, I also want to call you Mr."

The partner shook his head indifferently, smiled elegantly and said, "No, there is a difference between closeness and estrangement."

Si Nanxing slumped her shoulders as if discouraged, Yan Banxia hung up her phone, but immediately replied to WeChat.

[Summer]: It's noisy here, why are you calling?

[Star]: We received a big business, and the husband said he would invite us to dinner.

[Summer]: Sang Ran missed a train, and I was sitting with her at the central station chatting, you go eat, I will not come over, when Sang Ran gets on the train, I will take the subway home and cook something for myself on the line.

[Star]: Xia Xia hasn't cooked for a long time, I want to eat Xia Xia's cooking, so I'm going to tell my husband that I don't want to eat anymore.

[Summer]: Don't make trouble, don't spoil your gentleman's interest.

[Summer]: Since Mr. is happy to invite you to dinner, why don't you let Mr. and Song Xincheng go alone?Mister would definitely rather not eat it, so don't disappoint him.

[Star]: Miss you.

[Summer]: Clingy, I haven't seen you for an hour or two.

[Summer]: My feet are not well yet, and I'm too lazy to come here.

[Star]: Ah yes, don't take the subway, take a taxi back, I'm afraid you might get hurt if you get squeezed in the subway car.You remember to cook something delicious to comfort yourself who has been staying up all night recently, your dark circles are getting deeper and deeper, I feel distressed when I see it.

[Summer]: Nagging, got it.

[Star]: Today is also the day I want to go home quickly and see Xia Xia.

"what are you doing!"

Si Nanxing shouted loudly, she looked worried, she was really angry, she glared at Song Xincheng fiercely, she hadn't had time to dodge just now, and Song Xincheng came over to see the chat records between her and Yan Banxia.

"Wow, sister Nan Xing, you call senior sister Xia Xia, then sister Nan Xing also calls me Chengcheng, okay?"

"not good!"

"Why, senior sister is a Cancer, and Chengcheng is also a Cancer."

The partner was speechless. He took Si Nanxing's car keys and went to the parking lot. After walking a few steps, he turned around and gave Si Nanxing a pitiful look.

"Song Xincheng, are you sick? By the way, your internship time seems to be enough for 120 hours." Si Nanxing smirked professionally. "Tonight's meal is your farewell meal. I won't see you in the future."

In fact, Sang Ran had already boarded the train to Lengquan Town, and Yan Banxia had already returned to the apartment. She took a shower, dried her hair, and lay on the bed, looking at the white ceiling. The phone is coming.

Yan Banxia didn't dare to answer, otherwise she would know that she was not at the central station when she heard the quiet background sound, so she hung up Si Nanxing's phone.After sending the WeChat message, she was still lying down, busy moving her eyeballs back and forth up and down, and the black spots in her vision seemed to have increased.

In the past two weeks, she always felt that there were eyelashes poking in her eyes and felt uncomfortable. It might be dry eye syndrome. Normal people are thin, not because of myopia, but because they are born thin.

It turned out that the black dots were floaters. The ophthalmologist asked Yan Banxia when she saw the black dots. Yan Banxia recalled cautiously, as if she was nearsighted and started to see the black dots. She naively thought she had them when she was in junior high school. Super powers, because the eyes of other students can't see the black spots.

If it's just dry eye and floaters, just drop eye drops and be careful not to overuse your eyes.

"Do you sometimes see flashes?"

"Yes, mostly below the field of vision, I have tried it both day and night, but it is not common."

The ophthalmologist told Yan Banxia that Yan Banxia's left eye was suspected to have a retinal tear, and she would refer Yan Banxia to a retinal specialist, because the retinal specialist's eye examination equipment will be more accurate, and if the diagnosis is confirmed, the laser should be arranged early Surgical repair, otherwise there is a risk of retinal detachment.

A few days later, the retinal doctor called again and repeatedly comforted Yan Banxia that the laser surgery would not be very painful, but Yan Banxia, ​​as a senior member of the Universal Invincible Super Pain-Pain Association, was always afraid and told the doctor She still needs some time to think about it.

"Oh, forget it, I'm hungry."

Once it comes, it will be at ease, Yan Banxia will no longer lie down and think about it, turn over and get up, and cook with energy.She hasn't eaten tofu for a long time, so when she came back, she bought a box of soft tofu. She planned to cook half of it in soup and the other half with sweet peppers. It was healthy and delicious.

After dinner, Yan Banxia, ​​who was sitting in the living room and drafting a draft, was concentrating on conceiving, when he suddenly received a text message from Song Xincheng, and Xia's mobile phone, which was buckled and placed on the table vibrating, jumped.

Song Xincheng posted a picture, she was smiling like a flower, holding Si Nanxing's arm with a serious face.

[Song Xincheng]: Tonight is my farewell meal. It's a pity that you didn't come, senior. My internship has reached 120 hours. Thank you for taking care of me during this time. I will miss you.

"You're afraid you'll miss me—girlfriend?"

Yan Ban Xiaxin said, did Song Xincheng and Gu Zi stay in the same tutorial school? Why do they have the same way of responding to people, but she always felt that the photos were unnatural. A little bit different.

The color of the edge of the back of Song Xincheng's hand did not belong to the color of Si Nanxing's clothes, Yan Banxia was too lazy to argue with Song Xincheng, who was younger than her, and typed and replied to the text message without any disturbance.

[Yan Banxia]: Cut out better next time. Although you have resigned, don't disgrace our studio when you work in the future.

Yan Banxia put the phone back on the table and stared at the computer screen in distress, but unfortunately he couldn't even come up with a decent idea.

It was strangely dark for a moment in front of her eyes, and Yan Banxia suddenly felt chest tightness and nausea, she suddenly supported the edge of the table, thinking that she didn't squat down and then suddenly stood up, she would feel dizzy anyway, and her vision became distorted, what are you looking at? They all turn counterclockwise for a while, and turn clockwise for a while.

"Could it be the effect of the hole in the retina..." Yan Banxia supported his head in pain, and before he could hold on for long, he simply lay down on the table, gasping for breath, still feeling tight in his chest and wanting to vomit. "I just stayed up for a few days and nights, so I can't be so vain."

But Yan Banxia forgot, not only did she stay up late for several days in a row, she also tricked Si Nanxing into eating breakfast in the morning when she was in a hurry to go out, but she actually didn’t eat anything. .

She was already a little hypoglycemic, and her body was weak. She was not a teenager, and she didn't have such a good metabolism. I feel sick and uncomfortable, and I can only relieve a little of the nausea of ​​spinning around by lying flat on the bed.

Yan Banxia didn't take her mobile phone, she leaned on the wall, walked to the bedroom in a trance, and turned off the light in the living room without forgetting "frugality is a virtue". It is floating, and the vision seems to come to a crazy and distorted multi-dimensional space.

Si Nanxing kept sending Yan Banxia's wechat messages and calling without replying, and went back to the apartment building to see that the lights were turned off again, thinking that she hadn't come home yet.

Yan Banxia was sweating non-stop, her hands and feet were cold, and she would tremble slightly if she raised her hands. She could feel her heart beating faster, and the discomfort of chest tightness and nausea gradually disappeared, replaced by an inexplicable sense of hunger and a very familiar migraine .

She lay flat in the dark, because she couldn't see her surroundings clearly, her sense of hearing and touch became sensitive, and she felt depressed for no reason.

Yan Banxia was covered with a cold quilt, and sensitively heard the sound of Si Nanxing opening the door with her fingerprints. She thought of the photo Song Xincheng sent just now. She knew that Song Xincheng cut out the picture on purpose, but now she was wronged.

She was suffering alone in the cold bed, but Si Nanxing was lucky enough to have a farewell meal with Song Xincheng, and even lied to her that the partner was happy to invite her to dinner, and now he did not contact her when she returned home.

Yan Banxia completely forgot that her mobile phone was left on the long table in the living room.