lion in august

"I..." Si Nanxing's voice was choked and a little hoarse. "I'm just concerned about you."

"Thank you." Yan Banxia shook his head with a smile, pointed to Si Nanxing, and pointed to himself. "Six years, people will grow up."

"No matter how you grow up, you still need to take care of it. To put it bluntly, you have to have someone by your side when you are sick."

It may be a bit hypocritical, but people are the most vulnerable when they are sick, and they most hope that the person they think of can be by their side.

Yan Banxia once hoped that Si Nanxing would be by her side when she was sick.

However, when she had her first disappointment and tasted the frustration of being rejected and shattered, she was not stupid, how could she still look forward to those meaningless false hopes that would never come true.

Yan Banxia laughed at himself, and suddenly saw the self who was hiding under the covers listening to "I Miss You" and crying softly many years ago.

"Could it be that you're sick, you...are you going through it alone?" Si Nanxing guessed something from Yan Banxia's eyes, and couldn't bear it. "Why don't you come to me when you're sad?"

"Why are you looking for me, listen to Gu..." Yan Banxia stopped what he was saying in good time. "Forget it, I don't want to hear those cynicisms anymore. To be honest, I feel uncomfortable. What's the use of looking for you?"

Yan Banxia pulled out her wisdom teeth alone. Because she was afraid of the pain, she asked for half-body anesthesia. An anesthetic needle was inserted through the inside of her arm and fell asleep. But before she fell asleep, her whole body was trembling uncontrollably. He darkened his face impatiently, and warned her that if she trembled again, the needle would not be able to pierce the blood vessel correctly, and she would have to prick the blood vessel again.

The dentist also said that she needs to be given anesthesia, and it is best to be accompanied by family or friends.Her parents were busy, and she didn't want to bother her friends. After she had her wisdom teeth pulled, she sat in the dentist's office for a long time. When she didn't feel so dizzy, she leaned on the wall and went downstairs to get the medicine from a nearby pharmacy, and then took the subway home alone.

Where is Si Nanxing at this time?Oh, by the way, Si Nanxing had already deleted her WeChat at this time.

"Sinanxing, I'm an adult. I can't just clamor for my mother when I feel a little uncomfortable, right? I have dysmenorrhea so painful that I vomit and stretch at the same time, and I can take the time between labor pains to boil brown sugar water for myself and give myself a hot water bottle. Fill hot water. When my lumbar disc herniation was the worst, I had to hold the bed up, and my waist couldn't be straight, but I could still take care of myself. Do I ask my mother to help me take a bath because of my back pain? I have grown up Now, I have enough ability to be independent, I can live a good life alone, I don't need to rely on anyone anymore."

Yan Banxiahong finished speaking in one breath, and without looking back, pushed the cart to pick up the furniture materials according to the number just written.

Si Nanxing felt pain in her heart. She knew how important the six years they had missed was that they couldn't share each other's happiness and sorrow. When they were sick, they had to grit their teeth alone. There was a wide barrier between them. , but she couldn't mend it.

It was she who forced Yan Banxia to break up, she broke up after hearing that Yan Banxia talked about her boyfriend, and now she got back together with shamelessness, Yan Banxia still thought it was her fault, that she broke up with her. He bent Si Nanxing, thinking that she had a boyfriend and was sorry for Si Nanxing.

If you want to say sorry, Si Nanxing owes Yan Banxia a lot of apologies. She fell in love with revenge, and she didn't know whether to revenge herself or Yan Banxia. She just waited for Yan Banxia to come back to eat her jealousy.

It's a pity that Yan Banxia won't come back.

One day, Xing Yi proudly told Si Nanxing that Yan Banxia was an immigrant who settled down in New York after finishing college and would never come back.

From the beginning to the end, the person who treats love as a trifle, who comes and leaves as soon as he says it is not Yan Banxia, ​​but Si Nanxing.

The guilty lion was devastated, and followed the Cancer's footsteps dejectedly.

Si Nanxing walked up to Yan Banxia, ​​tugged at her sleeve, and spoke in a soft voice. "I don't want you to live so tired."

"I'm not tired." Yan Banxia stared at the staff, for fear that they brought her the wrong furniture materials. "It is much better to depend on yourself than to depend on anyone else."

Si Nanxing anxiously held Yan Banxia's hand, Yan Banxia frowned, slowly withdrew his hand, took out alcohol hand sanitizer and rubbed it.

"Sorry, I'm really not used to having direct physical contact with others."

Si Nanxing firmly grasped the handle of the cart, the veins on the back of her hands were showing, she was completely helpless with Yan Banxia, ​​what she had to do, Yan Banxia would open up to her again.

Si Nanxing knelt down to help the staff move the furniture materials to the cart. She raised her head, pretending to be aggrieved, and said to Yan Banxia, ​​"You can rely on me. Am I not someone worthy of your trust?"

Yan Banxia took out the pick-up list and carefully compared the material numbers on the cart one by one.

"Xiaxia." Si Nanxing was not reconciled, seeing that Banxia didn't answer, she said it again. "You can count on me."

"Depending on you? How do I rely on you? How dare I rely on you? Are you planning to warm me up for a year, then neglect me for two months, and finally play the game of breaking up peacefully?" Yan Banxia tore up the pick-up list, Throw it in the trash, then put the measuring stick in the recycling area. "When it's over, it's over. Look at this pick-up list. It should be thrown away when you're done using it. Do I have to go home and get a photo frame to frame it?"

"What about the measuring stick?"

When Yan Banxia heard the words and turned her head, Si Nanxing saw that her expression was dim in the backlight.

"Where did you get the confidence to think that you are a measuring ruler? Si Nanxing, you are a delivery slip."

In the parking lot of IKEA, Si Nanxing and Yan Banxia silently divided the work, moved the furniture materials to the trunk of the car, and carried them back to the apartment.

It was still early, and the apartment had a tool box, so Yan Banxia simply stayed to assemble the furniture, cleaned up by the way, and just brought a little luggage over every day for the next few days.

"What are you going to do with dinner later?"

Yan Banxia held the doorknob, what she said at IKEA just now was too serious, now she can't bear to say anything harsh to Si Nanxing.

"I, I don't mean anything else, I just..."

Si Nanxing scratched the back of his head, and stepped back while talking, looking aggrieved by the door of her apartment, he didn't dare to look up.

Yan Banxia really couldn't be cruel to her, when the lion who often grinned at her suddenly behaved like a milk cat, how could she be willing to say a word of rejection.

"Where to eat?"

Si Nanxing raised his head abruptly, tears were already in his eyes, and his frowning and laughing appearance was very funny.

"Why are you still wronged? Am I wrong about you?"

They brought things in together just now, before they had time to wash their hands, Yan Banxia squeezed a large amount of alcohol-based hand sanitizer and rubbed it in his hands. He had a sullen face like he did in IKEA before, sneering at Si Nanxing every sentence.

"It's my fault, you're right." Si Nanxing didn't have alcohol hand sanitizer, so he tilted his head and rubbed the back of Yan Banxia's hand with his side face. "I'm very happy if you don't cold me. I did something wrong six years ago. Give me a chance to make it up to you, okay?"

Yan Banxia endured it for a long time, but still smiled and withdrew his hands, rubbed the back of his hands with alcohol hand sanitizer, and looked at Si Nanxing with rational and calm eyes.

"You are going abroad to work, and I am settling down. If you stay with me, you will not return to China? What about your family in China? My parents realized me from the failure experience of introducing me to a blind date many times. I don't want to be in a relationship anymore, so I'm free and alone, and once a month, I can go home for dinner once in a while. But what are you going to do? We are all adults now, can you think carefully before making every decision? Think about the consequences?"

The dominance of the lion is resurgent in silence.

Without saying a word, Si Nanxing directly grabbed Yan Banxia's wrist, and pulled her to the door of his apartment.

"Why you."

Si Nanxing remained silent, holding Yan Banxia's right thumb and pressing it on the doorknob until the prompt sounded, indicating that the fingerprint entry was successful.

"If I need to come to your house to talk about work, I will call you in advance. I don't need to take fingerprints, just delete it." Yan Banxia gave Si Nanxing a hateful look, stepped back vigilantly, and stood in front of her apartment, Block the doorknob. "Don't even think about having your fingerprints taken with me."

Si Nanxing didn't care if he could have his fingerprints taken at her home, he copied his hands indifferently, and looked at her with a sneer.

Yan Banxia was a little provoked by Si Nanxing's sneer, and said in a bad tone: "I'm serious."

"Call? Do you have my mobile phone number? You don't agree to add your QQ or WeChat. You are capable. If I didn't block you at your door today, I could go to IKEA with you?"

If Si Nanxing didn't mention WeChat, Yan Banxia's good temper could still be put on in a pretentious manner.

"I don't use QQ, so I cleared my friends a long time ago, and no one will add me." Yan Banxia took out his phone, and in front of Si Nanxing, approved her WeChat friend request. "Added WeChat, right? Added, are you satisfied? This time, how long are you going to add me as a friend and delete me? Is it less than a week? I guess you still won't show me Moments this time, that's right, I'm all The fragrance of a single dog is exuding from top to bottom, how can it be worthy to see your circle of friends who are sweet and loving."

Si Nanxing opened his mouth to say something to refute, but was stopped by Yan Banxia's pause gesture.

"If you keep talking, I don't even want to have dinner with you later." Yan Banxia clicked on the WeChat record with Gu Zi, and handed it to Si Nanxing. "Gu Zi flirted with you in junior high school, you were indifferent. Not long after I went abroad, you were with her. Also, it is impossible for high school classmates not to know Gu Zi, so when I went back in my freshman year, I heard that you were with a girl on the street. Hug together, it's your other girlfriend, right?"

Si Nanxing took the phone wordlessly, her face turned pale, the evidence was overwhelming, no matter what she explained, she was wrong.Whether it was the bitter Gu Zi or Yan Banxia referring to Gu Congrong, she was unable to refute.

"You dated two girlfriends, maybe more than two, huh, but you're ashamed to cut off contact with me because I dated a boyfriend." Yan Banxia leaned over and poked his phone screen vigorously—— It just happened to poke on Gu Zi's head portrait. "If Gu Zi asked you to disconnect from me, and you obeyed obediently, then you don't have to eat dinner."

Si Nanxing pinched the phone, still silent.

"I don't even know why Gu Zi found my WeChat. I clearly set it so that I can't search my WeChat through QQ."

[Muxin]: Why do you still add Nanxing's QQ and WeChat?And why are you called Summer?Shame on you.

[Summer]: My name is Yan Banxia, ​​summer in summer, so my WeChat name is Summer, what's bothering you?

[Musin]: Of course it hinders me, I look disgusting.You see, your name is Summer, Nan Xing is still called Star, and Nan Xing's signature on WeChat is still "The stars fall in the arms of Xia Tian". Why, you have been studying abroad for almost a month.

[Summer]: If you are curious, you can ask her.

[Muxin]: Of course I can ask Nan Xing, I am her girlfriend now, how do you think I know your WeChat, of course Nan Xing took the initiative to give it to me, she said she was afraid that I would be jealous, so she let me Ask about your ex-girlfriend.Ouch, it's been so long, I almost forgot who you are, it's Nan Xing who loves me, really.

Gu Zi's flamboyance can still hold on, the most painful thing is that Yan Banxia later sent a WeChat message to Si Nanxing but received the system saying that he is not a friend.

"I didn't give your WeChat to Gu Zi, but deleting your friends, changing your WeChat name and signature are all done by myself." Si Nanxing smiled bitterly, and said, "At that time, I was thinking that you had a boyfriend and went abroad. We talked about it in less than a year, so what am I, I was angry at you for being so ruthless, so I deleted it."

Yan Banxia snorted disdainfully, took back her mobile phone, and spoke in a very light tone, as if she was afraid of disturbing something.

"I went abroad at the end of March, and the boyfriend I was talking about at the beginning of November, you ask me, what are you? What about you, you and Gu Zi have been together since mid-April, and Gu Zi came here to declare sovereignty to me, Then I ask you, what exactly am I?"

Yan Banxia slammed the door of her apartment hard.

Si Nanxing took out his mobile phone, trying to pull out Gu Zi from the WeChat blacklist, and asked who gave Yan Banxia's WeChat to her.

However, Si Nanxing thought about it for a long time, and decided to forget it, as if she had only been in love with Gu Zi for a week, and it was over. Since Yan Banxia had misunderstood her, she would No matter how you explain it, it sounds like you are trying to justify yourself.